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Author has written 50 stories for General, Life, War, Love, Family, Haiku, Romance, Young Adult, and Friendship. It's gonna get worse, before it gets better ... before it gets worse. Life really is like a rollercoaster, so make the most of the good times while you can, and when you're feeling down, just remember that time is a healer and it will get better, if you try. CalypsoDreaming appreciates all the comments and criticism she gets more than she lets on, so thank you. And please don't forget to review. She really loves reading them. They make her feel better, even if they're flames. They let her know that people care enough to let her know they care, if that even makes sense. CalypsoDreaming is an eighteen-year-old female student living in the UK. WORKS IN PROGRESS: (both posted and unposted) It's A Beautiful World Summary: Josh Hardgrove is now the new school leader, and he’s pretty happy with this new status. The girls and the power alone are worth it, but to stay ‘cool’, he needs to pick a victim, someone to harass every day in school for the rest of the year… enter Paris Benton, with his stupid emo haircut and eyeliner, the little music prodigy, the boy who Josh has always secretly resented … SLASH. WARNINGS: Rated M. Homosexuality, heterosexuality, sexism, homophobia, violence, bad language and written in a first person POV of an incredibly arrogant, homophobic, chauvinistic, fairly mysoginistic, fairly violent, fairly narcisstic persona ... a.k.a a teenage guy. Teaser: “Yeah, what are you anyway, his boyfriend or something?” I asked, walking forward a bit. “I mean, you’re practically attached at the hip, can’t you let lover-boy speak for himself?” I smirked. Liam just gave me a bit of a dirty look and snapped, “No, I’m not his boyfriend,” so I raised my eyebrows, about to ask if Liam’s face wanted to meet my fist, when Paris rolled his eyes and said, “Whatever, Josh.” He seemed to be saying that a lot these days, even though he knew that I was responsible for all the people who mocked him and taunted him around school. He was always so damn calm and unaffected. My lip curled without my even trying as I glanced down at what he was wearing. A black band T-shirt with some crappy emo band name, probably, and black trousers … how original and un-emo of him, I thought sarcastically. Maybe this guy needed another reminder of my power … “Hey man,” Rupert hit Lance on the arm lightly and I didn’t get why, until I saw Rupert’s not-too-subtle head jerk towards Alison. Rupert leant into me and whispered, “Dude, maybe you should checking her out so blatantly, she doesn’t look too happy!” “Uh-huh,” I grinned and nodded, until I realised that I hadn’t been checking out Alison, and had actually just been checking out … no, not checking out, urgh, not like that, I mean just checking what Emo-I mean, Paris, was wearing. Man, it looked like I was checking him out? Gross! What the heck is wrong with Rupert, it’s not like I regard Paris the same way I look at Alison! That’s Dylan T For You Summary: ‘He’s only happy when he hurts. Pity. I would have liked to see him happy without hurting someone, but I guess that’s Dylan Thompson for you.’ The ‘new’ girl at school has decided to teach one cold-hearted boy a lesson. WARNINGS: Btches and bstards, bad language, sex, alcohol, betrayal, lies, hearts being broken, and all that other teenage goodness. Teaser: “You’re new, right?” “Yeah,” the girl nodded, tucking some hair behind her ear and looking quite pleased that she had been noticed by such a hot guy. “I thought so. I’ve noticed you around school these past couple of weeks,” Dylan lied easily (he was so used to this), “what’s your name?” he pretended not to know. “I’m Cassandra, Cassandra Lessenberg,” she smiled. “Well, pleased to meet you, Cassandra, I’m Dylan T. Well that’s what everyone calls me anyway, but Thompson’s the full name,” Dylan smiled charmingly and held out his hand for hers. Instead of shaking it, he kissed it without taking his eyes away from Cassandra’s face. She blushed and let out a small giggle. Wow, how clichéd. This was going down the same road as them all. Dylan done this so many times before, the old bumping-into-girls-then-taking-them-for-a-meal-in-order-to-apologise trick. Well, OK, he hadn’t quite got round to the meal thing yet, but this girl was obviously already completely into him! (Not that he blamed her, of course, he was a damn charismatic fellow.) She knew Dylan Thomas liked a challenge. It was remarkably easy to force herself to blush and giggle annoyingly and act all sweet and innocent and claim ‘but my Daddy won’t let me go’. He was so ridiculously over-the-top, so sleazy … if he had been anyone but a pathetic seventeen-year-old heartless pervert, she might have been a bit worried. But, as it was, he was nothing but a crap liar only interested in making girls think he loved them, sleeping with them and then throwing them out of his bed right after, therefore breaking their hearts. What a sicko. Cassandra realised that she was scowling she relaxed her face and tried to smile although she didn’t feel like it. The smile came easily and naturally, and if one didn’t know her well, they would believe that it was genuine. The fake smile turned into a genuine one as Cassandra assured herself she could do this. Anything At All Summary: Over the summer, Jenna’s average-looking boyfriend Stanley transformed into a major Sex God – capital S and G, please. So now, Jenna has to deal with girls throwing themselves at her man right, left and centre, while Jenna’s boyfriend (who now goes by the name ‘Stig’) has to re-evaluate whether his relationship with Jenna even means anything at all. WARNINGS: Teenagers, btches, bstards, bad language, sex, alcohol, etc, etc. Pretty much same as above story, really. The warnings, not the plot, I mean. Teaser: The guy at the top of the stairs yawned widely and stretched, causing Jenna’s eyes to be drawn to his chest once again, and she did a little internal wolf-whistle. Rubbing his eyes and starting to descend down the stairs, the guy seemed totally unaware that Jenna was there, until she cleared her throat, and – having noticed that the nose and kissable lips were still the same – said softly, “Hey, Stan.” Stanley blinked a few times before shaking his head a bit. “Oh, he-he-hey, Jenna,” he said, through a huge yawn. “How have you been, babe?” he got to where she was at the bottom of the stairs. Jenna blinked, surprised. First of all, he didn’t exactly sound thrilled to see her, although he did seem to be rather sleepy, and second of all, he called her ‘babe’. Just like that. The word fell from his mouth so … easily. It was strange. Before he’d gone on holiday, it would have taken him about half an hour to work up the courage to call her that. Maybe his brother was rubbing off on him, he always called Jenna ‘babe’. And another thing, since when was she Jenna? She had always been Jen to him, unless he was taking the piss or pretending to be posh or whatever. “How was Greece, then?” Rule One: Don’t Fall In Love With Your Co-Star Summary: For Hayden Gerald, it’s pretty hard being a semi-famous soap opera actor who has a thing for his straight, oblivious co-star. It doesn’t get any easier when he and his crush are taken hostage and are held for ransom by someone from Hayden’s past. Slash. WARNINGS: Bad language, homosexuality, heterosexuality, some violence, mentions of sex. Teaser: “Hey, Hayden. What’s going on?” Ste asked casually, quirking an eyebrow. Hayden gaped at his friend and tried to remember how to breathe. What was going on? What was going on? What was going was there was a gun pointed at him, and now Ste was down here, and Ste could get hurt, and he was sounding so damn casual and this was not happening, this was not, because although Hayden acted in a soap opera he didn’t live in one! “Oh,” the voice behind him was knowing and laced with innuendo, “so it’s like that, is it?” Hayden spun around, eyes wide, and realised that the guy had the gun hidden behind his back, which was … good, Hayden told himself, trying to calm his heartbeat down, which he suddenly realised was going too damn fast, it was good, because that meant that the gun was meant for him and not for Ste. It meant that Ste had a chance to get out of this, even if Hayden didn’t. Ste probably hadn’t even realised what the guy had been implying, he was just so straight, but Hayden felt like he had to answer, had to make it known, because the guy standing in front of him could be crazy at times (though as far as Hayden knew, he’d never shown signs of being this crazy before) and he didn’t want to risk Ste getting hurt. “No, it’s not like that,” he said, a little breathlessly, shaking his head, before realising that might look like too much of a denial. And how ironic would it be if he got himself and Ste shot because, for once, for some reason, a crazy guy mistook them for the couple that they were not? | |||||||||
1. Psychophant reviewsYou're so sychophantic, my dear. I know you're not happy when I'm home. There's no need to pretend. Psycho.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-2-09 - Published: 2-2-092. Rule One: Don't Fall In Love With Your CoStar reviewsFor Hayden, it's pretty hard being a semi-famous soap opera actor who has a thing for his straight, oblivious co-star. It doesn't get any easier when he and his crush are held for ransom by someone from Hayden's past. Slash.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,302 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-17-08 - Published: 9-17-083. It's A Beautiful World » reviewsJosh Hardgrove is the new school leader, and he's pretty happy with this new status. To keep it, he needs to pick someone to harass every day in school. Enter Paris Benton, the eyelinerwearing music prodigy who Josh has always secretly resented. SLASH.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,063 - Reviews: 27 - Updated: 8-24-08 - Published: 8-29-074. Yummy Mummy » reviewsEver wondered what it's like to live in your mother's shadow? Alicia Yale's mother has always been everything she never could be. Hot, outgoing, and rebellious. Well, she'll show Ms Elena AlbenYale that whatever she can do, Alicia can do better.Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,405 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-21-07 - Published: 2-21-075. He used to be » reviewsHe used to smart, until the drugs dumbed him down. He used to be my hero, until he fell off his pedestal. He used to be mine, and I don't know why I still can't stop thinking about him.Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,959 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-10-07 - Published: 2-25-076. Hero Gone WrongHis blue eyes shine and all the girls sigh, we all have love hearts in our eyes. How quick can idolising a hero turn into wanting him destroyed?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-29-07 - Published: 5-29-077. Some Other Time reviewsNext time I need someone to betray me, I'll definitely find you first. Gossip hurts.Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-8-07 - Published: 5-8-078. B r e a k it Down » reviewsPicture this: you're in love with your best friend, but he doesn't know. One day you think you might decide to tell him. Here are all the versions of how it could go, and all of them bad (hearts were made to be broken).Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,344 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 3-13-07 - Published: 3-12-069. stones and bones reviewsanorexicBoy wants to be thinner.Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-23-07 - Published: 2-23-0710. D r e a m s reviewsWhat happened to the boy that told me he wanted to learn how to fly? Does he dream of screams?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-19-07 - Published: 2-19-0711. Tell Me What You Did reviewsI guess at least one of us knows I don't deserve this.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-18-07 - Published: 2-18-0712. They Call Him Crush reviewsIt was going to be so easy, in theory. Aim: Make a serial heartbreaker fall in love with you and break his heart. Catch: Don’t fall in love yourself. Pity that in practice, it turned out to be a bit harder than Lola had originally thought...Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,714 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-3-07 - Published: 2-3-0713. I don't know reviewswhy I keep writing poems about you. They bleed from me like the lies bled from your mouth.Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-25-07 - Published: 1-25-0714. Mother said reviewsMother once said, You can't save everyone, so I set out to prove her wrong. I found the biggest waste man there was, and tried to save you. Maybe you didn't need saving.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,603 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-22-07 - Published: 1-22-0715. This Is How It Really Goes reviewsThe infamous breakup of a previously perfect couple. The lyrical version and the real way it happened.Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,094 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-07 - Published: 1-6-0716. Never Thought It'd Come To This reviewsYou don't like to feel, so you fck, is that it?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-07 - Published: 1-6-0717. heart b e a t reviewsLife can change in a heartbeat (baby, my heart is blue-black).Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-23-06 - Published: 8-23-0618. he needs love reviewsHe needs love as much as the next person. The only problem is, he doesn't realise it, and you're all too willing to give (honey, you're going to waste a w a y).Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-0619. never once reviewsYou've never once seen him looking back (ask him ask him). Ever wonder why?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-06 - Published: 7-9-0620. Who Are You Trying To Kid, Anyway? reviewsAsk me again, and I swear I'll wipe that smirk off your mouth.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-1-06 - Published: 4-1-0621. Price Tag reviewsSilly geek-boy, get rid of the glasses first.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-22-06 - Published: 3-22-0622. poor little rich boy reviewsHe's an abused little boy who likes other boys but you still love him (just count the s c a r s on his chest).Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-19-06 - Published: 3-19-0623. Cut You Out » reviewsHow I'd like to cut you out (of my life). A series of haikus exploring darker side of love.Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 3-11-06 - Published: 2-17-0624. a n o r a k s i c k reviewsanorexic is just another word for attention-seeker and i swear i'm not jealousLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-26-06 - Published: 2-26-0625. cool reviewsHe smokes a cigarette and pretends to be cool (it’s never enough).Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-16-06 - Published: 2-16-0626. I Swallowed My Tongue reviewsThe only way I know how. (Love is such a futile thing.) Possible rape implications.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-12-06 - Published: 2-12-0627. I Had To Love You reviewsSometimes I like to pretend that you love me too. But the world doesn't work like that, does it? (the trick is not to let yourself cry).Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-5-06 - Published: 2-5-0628. Once reviewsAccidents happen, but I bet you loved to watch her bleed. 'Honey, you know I love you, right'Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-22-06 - Published: 1-22-0629. he's one of Those Guys reviewsYou know you love it.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-8-06 - Published: 1-8-0630. You Were High reviewsYou were high on the heroin that they keep at Tom's house under the floorboards when you told me you loved me.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 1-6-06 - Published: 1-6-0631. If only you had kissed me back reviewsIt doesn't always go the way you planned.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-22-05 - Published: 12-22-0532. and she said reviews… How can you lose something you never even had in the first place?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-23-05 - Published: 11-23-0533. Do You Remember reviewsDo you remember when I asked you if you loved me?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-2-05 - Published: 11-2-0534. If I Had A Gun I Would Never Leave You reviews(Candy black nail polish or) If I had a gun I would never leave you. I would fire and -bang- there drop those girls who hang all over you like grotesque bird droppings over a statue.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-0535. Memoirs of a Nymphomaniac reviewsIt can be pretty hard to find your One and Only when you can't stop loving every boy you see.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-24-05 - Published: 10-24-0536. Still Drowning reviewsTitle says it all. And no, I'm not still drowning in your love, just in my despair.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-19-05 - Published: 10-19-0537. Crush and Burn reviewsIf you've ever had your heart broken, wouldn't /you/ want to know what it's like to crush and burn?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-16-05 - Published: 10-16-0538. Innocence reviewsWhen innocence is lost through force, all one can do is try to deal with the fears and hope for the best.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-0539. Push Me Away reviewsWhat will it take for me to stop loving you?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-3-05 - Published: 10-3-0540. Are You There? reviewsYou said that you'd be there for me. Always.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-2-05 - Published: 10-2-0541. It Only Hurts Because It's True reviewsIt’s true what they say. It only hurts because it’s true. How boys and parents and friends can help in the destruction of the heart but not the soul.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0542. Break My Heart reviewsIn novels and stories, people (especially those that you're in love with) are always described as having warm eyes. Eyes cannot be warm.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0543. Puppet On A String reviewsYou may be my father, and I, your daughter, but what you are //not// is my master. And I am not your pupptet on a string.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-0444. Words reviewsSome words can mean all the world to you. Like ‘I love you’. But sometimes, these words are just meaningless.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-27-03 - Published: 10-27-0345. Love Lies reviewsThe lies we are deluded into believing about love.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-4-03 - Published: 10-4-0346. Sore reviewsSome things are just too good to be true. And those things usually leave you feeling sore.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-1-03 - Published: 10-1-0347. Poison reviewsOne of the most deadliest types of poison.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-30-03 - Published: 9-30-0348. Fall Into Darkness reviewsIn the end, everyone falls. All reviews appreciated.War - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-25-03 - Published: 9-25-0349. Can't Go On reviewsSometimes, I feel like I can't go on. No matter how hard I try, I'll never be good enough for you. I just can't go on like this...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-9-03 - Published: 4-9-0350. Monsters In My Mind » reviewsThey'll get me. They always do... Please r + r!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-6-02 - Published: 12-4-02