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| Qualin |
Author has written 22 stories for General, General, Life, Family, Love, Religion, and Sci-Fi. Recent Note(s): 04 / 25 / 04 Yeah, uh, hi. I just deleted quiet a few poems and stories from this. I didn't like them. Anyways, last day of vacation. It hurts. I don't want the constant boredom to end (pathetically enough). I wrote another story: Ruin. Lately, I've been making several attempts to write futuristic other-worldly stories where the technology is both advanced, yet barbarically simple at the same time. (ie. Hovercraft, yet no guns. They use bows and arrows.) When the main one gets done, I'll put it up. (But it will take a loooonnnnnggggg time.) ~Listening to~ "Big Eyed Fish" by DMB Anyways, go read some of Alethesea's stuff, it's good. No one can write like her. ^^ Loneliness Anyone ever get this feeling of utter depression when there is nothing left to look forward to in the near-future? And the presence, the feeling above and behind your heart that used to always envelop you when you were sad has abandoned you, and even the voices in your head that some people don't understand, most people actually, are quiet, only peeping up to point out irrelevant and minute things that make you want to go beat your head into a wall? Do you ever feel like the world isn't meant for you and you not for it? You could take the world on, yes, you could beat the system, sure, but you’re not supposed to. You could do almost anything, but the one thing that you should is what you can't. Do you ever feel like the warmth that used to make you feel at home is just gone? Like the comfort of something just disappears? Like loosing any happiness that may have kept you going during the harder times? Do you ever feel like only a rainy day could make you better? Like the rain might wash away everything and leave you cold and shivering until you're numb. And that's what you want. To feel numb. Because when you do feel you become lonely. Because that feeling above and behind your heart is gone. The feeling that you can't describe because you've forgotten how it feels. It was so long ago since you last felt that way. And you can't get it back. Yeah, welcome to my world . . . | |||||
1. Accelerate reviewsWierd story. One-shot. Just one session of an experiment on a human girl that turned out oddly. Somewhat Sci/FiFiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Drama/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,449 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-19-042. Truth reviewsAbout hiding your true self. I don't like the subject matter paticularly, but I really enjoy the wording and flow of it.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-25-043. Ruin reviewsSci-Fi/Fantasy/Drama About a girl in a rebel organization who fight the alien government.Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,236 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-25-044. Random Words reviewsI wrote this because of how my English teach overanalysises everything. Most symbols aren't intended, but we interpret them somehow.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-13-045. Learning How To Fly » reviewsIt's about learning to fly honestly, just in a figurative manner. The idea was taken from the colored image of "Broken Miho" by Fred Gallagher and Merekat.Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,338 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-5-046. Tarot Cards On the Alter reviewsThis is about how religious freaks oppress those who aren't. I don't appreciate being told that I'm stupid for not believing. And this was just a channel for all the hatred I have for the fanatically religious.Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 522 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-24-037. Warmth reviewsIt's all symbolism, so don't expect to understand it entirely. It's basically about a girl who looses her parents, and then the bad times that ensue. It was an experiment with symbols.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,986 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-29-038. Voices reviewsAbout insanity, and how it can be good. Most people that are lonely and have these dellusions need the voices. They're happier with them.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-9-039. Firefly reviewsA little poem. I'm not the type to write love poetry, but this was an idea I've had for ages that I just had to put into poetry of some sort. It doesn't rhyme.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-9-0310. Alice's Wonderland reviewsPg-13 for Vulgar language. Whenever my mother acts silly I want to slap her or something, just make her become better. What kind of daughter am I? This is my poem. Indirect, but self-relieving.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-16-0311. Hidden reviewsPG13 for language. *shrugs* I thought the cussing made it seem angrier, though it really is self-hate. Fake scenerio, the guy I have a crush on is not getting married to someone while I sit debating whether I can feel love or not. R/R someone!Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-2-0312. Broken Mirror reviewsA relatively short story. It's not like anything else I've ever written. It's through the eyes of a psychotic. There are many and I mean many hidden meanings in this. It's like Alice's wonderland. [No pun on my pen name intended] Someone please R/RFiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-26-0313. Time Flies reviewsIn response to my best friend's poem "Until We Meet Again" I wrote a response from the alternive person's perspective. *shrug* It was because she was always the person left behind and I was always the person who left others behind. Goodbye can hurt.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-26-0314. Uncle Matt reviewsMy uncle died in New York last night. I'm not going to share the details with complete strangers, but I just felt the need to write this and have it be read by someone. Anyone.Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-16-0315. Words reviewsAbout how words can mean everything, yet nothing.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-9-0316. TormentorSomething I wrote in response to all the children at schools who get teased their whole lives. Written from the perspective of the tormentor.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 4-4-0317. Without the Dark SideThis is a poem about how the darkness doesn't necessarily mean evil. It can be a good thing too, becaue without the darkness, how could there be light?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 4-4-0318. What I want reviewsI love this poem. It's about being tired of life and just not wanting to do anything.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-4-0319. The Past Never Dies reviewsA poem about how when you're young everything is bliss and happy, but when you get older, you see how dismal life really is.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-4-0320. Poetic Lies reviewsThis is something I wrote, I've had it pent up for quite sometime. It's about how people write about things like suicide when very few of us know what it's like. I know that I don't!Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-6-0321. Another Accident reviewsI wrote this a while ago for school. We had to do this thoughtshot/snapshot thing. I like it. You might too. It's about a girl with dead parents and an abusive brother.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 971 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-15-0222. Individual reviewsI am an Individual. This is my poem.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-9-02
