Author has written 14 stories for Action, Friendship, Love, Fantasy, General, and Life.

My name is Joy. I live in Taunton, MA. AKA D.D.H Town, Underground. I'm 18. I was born September 11, 1985. *My Present From GOD* I'm sick both mentally & physically & I tend to b bubbly sometimes, angry/depressed the next. *Rollie Pollie Syndrome* I quit school awhile back. *Never taught me sh!t anyway* Been a loner all my life. *Very few I care 4* I love 2 write, draw, walk, swim, play video games, care 4 animals, collect dragon & faery crap, shop @ HOT TOPIC, & listening 2 music of course. *Marilyn Manson is my fav* OOh...& I love anime *Evangelion/Dot Hack Sign/Sailor Moon/Card Captors/TriGun/& Blue Gender r some of my favs* I also LOVE CareBears! *Grumpy Bear* Cartoon Network is my fav TV Channel *Courage The Cowardly Dog/Ed, Edd, & Eddie/ Johnny Bravo/Dexter's Lab/Adult Swim* & Finally, I love morbid comic books *Nightmares & Fairytales/Johnny The Homicidal Maniac/Squee/Courtney Crumrin series* My fav writers r Edgar Allan Poe & H.P. Lovecraft. I recently got a job at Dollar Hell on Rt. 44, do stop by & say "How much is this?" I hope u enjoy my whatnots. ::PeAcE::

"HI!" 2:
Jamie *My Best Friend* *HUG*
Sheldon *My Significant Other* *F^CK* *OOPS! HUG* :ob
Ben *Squeezes Ben* *So CUTE!* *POKE*
AJ *HUG*
Kyle *HUG*
Theresa *My Pal* *HUG*
BJ *My Pal* *HUG*
Carol *My Pal* *HUG*
Anastasia *My kittie* *Squeeze*
Elora Denum *My Hammie* *Squeeze*
My Dysfunctional Family *XOXO*
And All My FP Buds *HUG*
R.I.P My Beloved Big Boy *Biggie, My Cat, My Family, My Best Friend.*

I now have a live journal, go here to view.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/crimsonmisery/

I leave u with my fav quote...

"Beautiful is the misery that separates you from me." -Me

& Here r a few songs I can relate 2 @ the moment. I do express my feelings through song lyrics, so that something you'll find often in my profile.

~Underneath The Gun~
Go
I stare into space and know we're not alone
Am I searching for something thats better then home
I've been working so hard
Stress is tremendous
And pressure is endless
No one on this planet like me to be friends with
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun

I'm losing my mind and I know there's no remedy
I think I'm a failure who's living on memories
I've been working so hard
Loneliness cant be good with no medicine
I look to the stars so they'll straighten my head again
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

Yeah I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

Sometimes, I beat up myself
I, block my own way
I, drown on my thoughts
Please go away
Oh never mind please
I'm checking out now
Won't ever come back
Now that my life, doesn't exist

Yeah you're right
How does it feel to be right
Know then that I was wrong
Nothing is right when you're wrong
Yeah you're right
How does it feel to be right
Know then that I was wrong
Nothing is right when you're wrong

Yeah I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame
~Limp Bizkit

~Down Another Day~
The end is near, the summer days
All great things go away
Feel the cold coming 'round the bend
Everything is going to change again.
down another day, down another day.
Oh, the winter I adore
Summer's gone forevermore
Someday, it should come back to me
Seasons change set me free
down another day, down another day.

Don't have to bore you with details (I'll never let you down)
In the morning, the sun rise (will never let you down)
If I could hold you tomorrow (I'lll never let you down)
When shes cold in the ocean (will never let you down)

The end is near, my winter flame
Change is melting everything
Now it's time to say hello
Seasons come, seasons go
down another day, down another day.

Don't have to bore you with details (I'll never let you down)
In the morning, the sun rise.... (will never let you down)
If I could hold you tomorrow (I'lll never let you down)
When shes cold in the ocean (will never let you down)

I keep saying good-bye, keep saying good-bye, keep saying good-bye
Well, she's always coming back. She keeps coming back. She keeps coming back.
I keep saying good-bye, keep saying good-bye, keep saying good-bye
Then, she's always coming back. She keeps coming back. You keep coming back.

Don't have to bore you with details (I'll never let you down)
In the morning, the sun rise.... (will never let you down)
If I could hold you tomorrow (I'lll never let you down)
When shes cold in the ocean (will never let you down)

down another day, down another day (will never let you down)
down another day, down another day
~Limp Bizkit

~Build A Bridge~
Build a bridge to your mind
It takes me there everytime
Lay it all on the line
Theres a way

Build a bridge
Make a path
Overlook the aftermath
Make my tears be your bath
Theres a way

Only if you'll take a ride
Go with me to the other side

Even tho its gonna crumble down
I'll keep building till you come around
Even tho its gonna fall apart
(Break my heart)
I'll keep building till i die

Build a bridge of memories
Stretch it out overseas
To the end of the world
Theres a way

Build a bridge made of pain
Send my longing down the drain
I have no reasons to complain
Theres a way

Only if you'll take a ride
Go with me to the other side

Even though it's gonna crumble down
I'll keep building till you come around
Even tho its gonna fall apart
(Break my heart)
I'll keep building till i die

Wait, wait from me
Wait, please wait for me
Wait, wait for me
Wait, please wait for me

Even though its gonna crumble down
(Gonna crumble down)
I'll keep building till you come around
(Until you come around)
Even though it's gonna fall apart
Break my heart
I'll keep building till I die

Even though its gonna crumble down
(Gonna crumble down)
I'll keep building till you come around
(Until you come around)
Even though it's gonna fall apart
Break my heart
I'll keep building till I die
~Limp Bizkit

~Let Me Down~
heartbreak is a headache,
like a toothache or an earthquake.
spontaneous combustion
leaves a taste that so disgustin’
and it don’t go away too fast
i’m a window made of broken glass
i’ve never needed anything,
anything but you
and that’s what wrong
that’s what i get
for feeling this
anyway…
just let me know
all i’ll miss
when i’m gone
chorus
just throw it all away… you let me down
like everybody says… you let me down
write me off like yesterday… you let me down
oh, i guess that your not good enough to be with me
rumors are tumors
of the sick and mainly useless
when you come to me with these things
it’s the sh!t that i cant deal with.
still i gave you all of me,
faithfulness and honesty
prayed for God to bring you near,
along with all these tears.
and that’s what wrong
that’s what i get
for feeling this
anyway… just let me know
all i’ll miss
when i’m gone
chorus
i’d like to thank you
for lettin’ me know i can feel this way
feel this way
for lettin’ me know i can feel
chorus (x2)
~Limp Bizkit

~Drown~
It's getting closer to the end, every part of me
Then disaster takes its toll and I'm left with only me
Maybe sorrow plays a role when you feel unkind
Your abuses matter, standing up forever lost in time

Save me, save me before I drown
Save me, save me before I drown

It's getting closer to the end, I look back and smile
We conquered every single bump in my road, made it all worthwhile
Just remember how I cared when it came crashing down
I'd like to toast to all those angels that were always hanging 'round

Save me, save me before I drown
Save me, save me before I drown, drown
Oh, oh

Maybe life ain't what it seems, 'cause it's all a dream
Forgive me
Sometimes I feel like a fool 'cause I'm so uncool
Forgive me
~Limp Bizkit~

& Yes, I especially relate 2 this song, though I am not a man, or nor do I have blue eyes.

~Behind Blue Eyes~
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

Discover... L-I-M-P
I....

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes

and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies

but my dreams
they arent as empty
as my conscience seems to be

i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengence
that's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
~Limp Biskit

I bought myself a brand new computer! I'm working on my website, soon as it's done I'll put the link up. :oD

*Wont you cure my tragedy*