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Author has written 93 stories for Love, Life, War, Romance, Supernatural, Friendship, Family, Religion, General, Mystery, Nature, and Essay. Name: Crystal
Age: Old enough to know better, still too young to care Hobbies: Writing, running, working out, hiking, judo, bubble baths, salsa dancing, and singing Quotes: ~"I have found that trusting a human is like jumping down a dark well. You don't know if you're about to hit rock bottom, or a refreshingly cool pool of water." -Crystal Meginnes ~"Follow your heart, but take your brain with you." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them." -William Shakespeare ~"Your body is a temple of God. The Spirit of God dwells within you. Anyone who destroys that temple, God will destroy." 1 Corinthians 3:16-17 ~"I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart." -Meet Joe Black ~"Genius? Nothing! Sticking to it is the genius! ... I've failed my way to success." -Thomas Edison ~"All right , all right. Flint nearly kills the Gryffindor Seeker, which could happen to anyone Im sure, so a penalty to Gryffindor..." -Lee Jordan (Harry Potter, PS) ~I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin’ on ~"A million words couldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. And neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"Yeah, well, I'd like your balls in a blender, but ain't life a bitch." -Det. Olivia Benson from Law and Order: SVU ~"So light a fire!"(Harry)"Yes of course, but theres no wood..." (Hermione) ~"I used to fly Tomcats, I broke one. They wouldn't give me another one." -Commander Harm (JAG) ~He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. Without Him, I am nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13) ~"For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'"-Unknown ~"Half an inch of skin and sinew holding my neck on . Harry, most peeple would thing thats good and beheaded, but oh, no , its not enough for Sir Properly Decapitated Podmore..." - Nearly Headless Nick (Harry Potter, COS) ~..."and so cinderalla and her prince did live happily ever after...the point gentlemen, is that they lived." - Ever After ~"When it hurts to look back and you're afraid to look ahead, look beside you and I'll be there." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"I don't just want to rain on your parade, I want to pop all the floats." -Det. John Munch (SVU) ~"People are to be loved. Things are to be used." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"Oh Potter you rotter what have you done.. youre killing off students, you think its good fun." -Peeves (Harry Potter, COS) ~"It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live." - Marcus Aurelius ~"The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90 probability you'll get it wrong." - Andy Rooney ~"A stranger stabs you in the front. A boyfriend stabs you in the heart. A friend stabs you in the back. A best friend doesn't carry a knife." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~Am I a professor? Goodness I expect I was hopeless, was I?" -Lockheart (Harry Potter, COS) ~"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein ~"Its hard to answer the question 'What's wrong?' When nothing is right." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"Verdict came back on last week's case. Father Kelsey is doing 25-life before he burns in hell." - Det. Olivia Benson from Law and Oder: SVU ~"Proud? Are you crazy? All those times I could've died, and I didnt manage it? Theyll be furious..." -Harry re: Dursleys (Harry Potter, COS) ~"Reach down, your hand in your pocket, pull out some hope for me..." ~Matchbox 20, long day ~"Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint." - Mark Twain (1835 - 1910) ~"In war, truth is the first casualty."- Aeschylus ~"I do have a test today. that wasn't bull. It's on European socialism. I mean, really, what's the point? I'm not European. I don't plan on being European. So who gives a crap if they're socialists They could be fasict anarcists. It still doesn't change the fact that i don't own a car." -Ferris Bueller's Day Off ~"We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for." -Professor Keating in Dead Poet's Society ~"Before love my heart was a black hole. After love I didn't have a heart. I'm not sure which is better." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your success!" - Doug Larson ~"I'd hate to see what the Ministry'd do to me if I blew up an aunt. Mind you, they'd have to dig me up first, because Mum would've killed me." -Ron (Harry Potter, POA) ~"A good friend gives you a shoulder to cry on, a great friend helps hide he body..." - Mr. J ~"Dignity does not consist in possessing honors, but in deserving them." -Aristotle ~"I trust everyone, I just don't trust the devil inside them." -The Italian Job ~"It is to be remarked that a good many people are born curiously unfitted for the fate waiting them on this earth" -James Conrad ~"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." -William Jennings Byran ~"The price of greatness is responsibility" -Winston Churchill ~"Mr. Moony presents his compliments to Professor Snape, and begs him to keep his abnormally large nose out of other people's business." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA) ~"Mr. Prongs agrees with Mr. Moony, and would like to add that Professor Snape is an ugly git." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA) "Mr. Padfoot would like to register his astonishment that an idiot like that ever became a professor." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA) "Mr. Wormtail bids Professor Snape good day, and advises him to wash his hair, the slimeball." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA) ~"No one is perfect until you fall in love with them."-Anonymous ~"Thats a very nice smile, and I'm sure most of the time it gets you what you want, but I don't know you, Commander." -Lt. Colonel Sarah Mackinzie (JAG) ~"Happiness just wouldn't be happiness without a violin playing goat." -Julia Roberts from Notting Hill ~"When they ask me what I liked best, I'll tell them it was you" -Meg Ryan from "City of Angels" ~"It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end." -Ursula K. LeGuin ~"If you made a better rat then human, its not much to boast about Peter." - Sirius Black (Harry Potter, POA) ~"There should be a special level of hell for this pus-sucking, gangrenous malignancy of a mental amoeba." "Someone steal your parking spot again, John?" -conversation between Det. John Munch and Capt. Don Cragen from SVU ~"Lt. Rabb will have your ass, but I'll own your soul." -The Admiral Chedwiggen (JAG) ~"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." -Ralph Waldo Emerson ~“The phrase "working mother" is redundant.“ ~"True death is life without love." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"He was a great crook until he put George Washington on a twenty." ~“Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows.” ~"And when man faces destiny, destiny ends and man comes into his own." -Andre Malraux ~"Now you listen here boy..I accept there's something strange about you, probably nothing a good beating wouldnt of cured." -Uncle Vernon (Harry Potter, PS) ~“When women are depressed they either eat or go shopping. Men invade another country.” -Elayne Boosler ~"I made Carrie relive the worst thing that has ever happened to her. I screwed any number of victims who might have saught counseling from Bethany Taylor and a few less rapes maybe reported because of it." - Det. Olivia Benson (Mariska Hargitay) ~"I wish I was a little kid again. Skinned knees are a lot easier to fix than broken hearts." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~”Behind every successful man is a surprised woman.” ~"Great deeds are usually wrought at great risks." -Herodotus ~"Sometimes you have to sacrifice love to save a friendship. Sometimes that sacrifice is pointless." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no ~"The worst tragedy for a poet is to be admired through being misunderstood." - Jean Cocteau (1889 - 1963) ~"You do not love someone under the condition that they will love you back." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"Every man has his own destiny: the only imperative is to follow it, to accept it, no matter where it leads him." -Henry Miller ~"The ones closest to you are the ones capable of hurting you the most." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood ~"Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake." - Napoleon Bonaparte (1769 - 1821) ~"Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much." ~"She's safe, just like I promised; she's getting married to Norrigton, like she promised; and you're going to die for her, just like you promised. So we're all men of our word really, except Elizabeth, who is, in fact, a woman." -Captain Jack Sparrow ~"The opposite sex is the most dangerous and addictive drug out there. But the high is unlike anything else." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood Announcement Well, I'm sure you're all familiar with life's interesting twists and turns. Unfortunately, I've had to deal with some of my own lately. I'm afraid the release of my original series: The Divine Queendoms will be delayed indefinitely. I'm still writing but I'm currently engaged (yay!) and planning a wedding on top of everything else I've been managing lately.I'm terribly excited out posting my stories; however, my wedding comes first of course. The date's 29 May 2008 so hopefully I won't be delayed too long. I hope you'll all forgive me! | |||||||||||
1. CherishA country song in my head about a young man and young woman who grew up together. Angsty romance told you it was country!Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-24-07 - Published: 12-24-072. On Marriage reviewsA 20yearolds perspective on her decision to commit herself to one man forever. My perspective. My love. My marriage.Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 783 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-07 - Published: 8-9-073. My Story is no Fairy Tale » reviewsTrue story. Chrissie Jones has found her soul mate but that journey was not without it's scars. Many scars linger behind, and Matthew must learn to accept them. An adolescent's story through life to true love. My story; it's no fairy tale. CH5 Up!Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 14 - Words: 11,533 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 6-29-07 - Published: 3-26-044. I can't stop lovin' youAbout the long path that my fiancé and I have taken to get to where we are, to be this much in love. Even when we weren't together, I couldn't help but love him.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-2-07 - Published: 4-2-075. Frail WingsDedicated to my fiancé. I love him more than anything and despite the many horrible things I've been through, I'm willing to put them all behind me and love him for the rest of my life.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-2-07 - Published: 4-2-076. TongueTiedAbout a scary moment when I thought my muse had forsaken me... Or perhaps I could not truly love my fiancé! Silly me, I should've known he's merely left me TongueTied.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-1-07 - Published: 3-1-077. Bring a Tear to my EyeA love poem. You'll be seeing a lot of these from me I'm going to guess. For my fiancé, I love you.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-1-07 - Published: 3-1-078. A Slave to Memory reviewsAbout a girl who's haunted by ghosts of her past, unable to overcome them despite the urging of someone who means so much to get, despite her own desire to put the past behind her, she is helpless to do so.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-30-07 - Published: 1-30-079. DrewI've finally written out in words what my heart has felt for almost a month. Now all I've left to do is call him and wish him a Happy Christmas, and tell him that I love him. I've written it all out here, if only these words can pass through my lips...Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-25-06 - Published: 12-25-0610. Fallen Angel reviewsThere's only so much heartache one person can endure. I've reached my limit. I'm a fallen angel.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-06 - Published: 7-17-0611. The Harder I Fall reviewsAbout a woman begining to trust and fall in love again.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-21-06 - Published: 5-21-0612. The Rain reviewsTwo lovers sharing a special moment in the rain.Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-20-06 - Published: 5-20-0613. The Woman InsideAbout how my world was spun around (no pun intended) by my salsa teacher. He taught the hard-core tomboy in me that it's okay to be feminine! He taught me that being feminine is not the same as being weak and being sexy doesn't mean being girly! This is fLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-4-06 - Published: 5-4-0614. Just One ChanceTalking about a lost love and begging for just one more chance to make things right. About how the pain of loss is so hard to bare, that you'd do anything to get that love back.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-31-06 - Published: 1-31-0615. The AftermathAnother piece about the haunting repercussions of rape.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-11-05 - Published: 12-11-0516. Addictive PoisonAbout a love that's just as enticing... as it is painful.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-0517. Of Tears and ForgivenessA poem covering the slow recovery from an abusive relationship. A woman coming into her own, becoming whole, all over again.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-0518. So Foolish reviewsAbout a woman looking back on a relationship and realizing how foolish she was. She just kept falling for the same damned trick over and over. She believed their lies every time, even His.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-16-05 - Published: 11-16-0519. Krisalyn reviewsThis poem is for the daughter that I would be seven months pregnant with right now... If I hadn't lost her. Her name was Krisalyn, and this is for her.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-7-05 - Published: 8-7-0520. The Black Stain Of Impurity reviewsAbout rape and how the feeling of impurity lingers long after the attack...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-27-05 - Published: 3-27-0521. Have you ever felt a pain? reviewsI think the title says enough.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-18-05 - Published: 3-18-0522. My Little Angel reviewsAbout the child I lost, she'd be 3 and a half years old now... This is for her.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-0523. The Brutal Truth of Numbers reviewsThe facts of rape. The brutal truth of how it's breaking apart too many women too easily. Something must be done, women must unite.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-16-05 - Published: 2-16-0524. Butterfly reviewsA quasi-metaphorical piece about domestic abuse. PG-13 for adult themes and general depressingness. Enjoy!Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-13-05 - Published: 2-13-0525. At All Costs » reviewsPG13-strong language. See 1st ch. for full summary. Money makes the world go 'round for billionaire Micheal Cameron, but not former mercenary Sylvia Reynolds. Can Micheal get her to risk her life one last time? Will she do it? R&RMystery - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,821 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-22-04 - Published: 2-27-0426. Letters of Heartbreak » reviews(En español también) A series of letters to those who have impacted my life. My rapist, my abusive father, my mentor... The list goes on. Those bilinguals out there who can critique my spanish are much appreciated.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,123 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-19-04 - Published: 11-5-0427. Oh Happy Dagger reviewsMy own little literary allusion. About cutting. Enjoy.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-15-04 - Published: 12-15-0428. Tension reviewsAnother Cutting piece, pretty good if I do say so myself. What do you all think?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-15-04 - Published: 12-15-0429. Cutting reviewsDark themes. Cutting just to see the blood, just to feel alive. And healing from it. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-13-04 - Published: 3-5-0430. Baby Steps Backwards reviewsAfter a messy break-up, getting back on your feet it hard. This is a poem about one girl who can't quite take it. Warning: Cutting.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-10-04 - Published: 12-10-0431. La carta a mi violador reviewsUna carta a mi violador. En inglés también! Bilingüe que pueden corregirlo son mejor.Life - Fiction Rated: T - Spanish - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-5-04 - Published: 11-5-0432. Cry for Help reviewsPG-13 for dark themes. When you've lost all help, right before you give up, you cry out... Will anyone answer?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-13-04 - Published: 9-13-0433. Final Journey Down reviewsSuicide. Is there such thing as emotional suicide? I think there is...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-3-04 - Published: 9-3-0434. Return to Hell reviewsFor a short time, I started writing poems about true love. What a fool I was. No matter, I'm back to my heart-wrenching angsty poems. Enjoy all, this is about my return.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-3-04 - Published: 8-3-0435. Fear reviewsThis is an assignment for school to define fear. I'd appreciate any and all corrections and constructive criticisms. Please R&R, it's due tomorrow.Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-5-04 - Published: 5-5-0436. True LoveThis is an assignment for school to define true love. I'd appreciate any and all corrections and constructive criticisms. Please R&R, it's due tomorrow.Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,470 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-5-04 - Published: 5-5-0437. You're not Him reviewsAfter a devastating heartbreak, everyone has to pick up the pieces and start over. But what if He is all you ever think about?Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-1-04 - Published: 5-1-0438. Empty reviewsA dramatic piece about the ache left in the wake of a relationship. Angsty. R&R.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-1-04 - Published: 5-1-0439. I Sing of Winter's Wanning Glory reviewsA peice I wrote for school that I realized wasn't too shabby. About a time I was camping away from the city and found time to enjoy fresh snow fall with my boyfriend and look at the stars.Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-7-04 - Published: 4-7-0440. Free Falling reviewsNot quite sure about the title. First recent update, sorry but if I didn’t even understand my emotions, how was I supposed to convey it on paper? Finally sorted it all out, and here it is. Pain, Sorrow, Forgiveness, Betrayal and Love. He forgave me, thaLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-1-04 - Published: 4-1-0441. Unworthy reviewsI've been blessed with so many things, but who am I to deserve them? Who am I deserve Him?Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-10-04 - Published: 3-10-0442. Upon Deaf Ears reviewsAbout how sometimes it just seems like all the praying and devotion is worthless and God has turned his back on you. I know this isn't true, but I can remember when I truly belived that, this is how I felt.Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-9-04 - Published: 3-9-0443. My Savior reviewsJesus's sacrifice...and his greatest gift to me.Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-8-04 - Published: 3-8-0444. ParadiseMy paradise, with you.Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-4-04 - Published: 3-4-0445. Betrayed reviewsFriends stab you in the back. It happens. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. I won't let you fool me twice.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-3-04 - Published: 3-3-0446. The QuestionThose four little words. "Will you marry me" The commitment made, the love required to make that commitment. It's awe-inspiring.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-2-04 - Published: 3-2-0447. True HappinessAbout finding true happiness in a relationship that allows you to give up your old pessimistic ways. To see the lighter side of life.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-1-04 - Published: 3-1-0448. Child of Christ reviewsChrist gave his life for us. Every day I thank him for his gift to us. I thank him for showing me the light, for guiding me and for loving me. I am a Child of Christ.Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-1-04 - Published: 3-1-0449. Violated reviewsA metaphoric relation to rape. R&R. PG for dark themes.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-0450. Stalked reviewsBeing stalked can be a frightening experience...never feeling safe, not even in your own home.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-0451. Alcohol reviewsAlcohol changes people. It changed my father. This is about how it affected him. Warning: Abuse.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-26-04 - Published: 2-26-0452. Tormented reviewsHeartache. A girl finally sees through her lover's facade...and what she sees leaves her heart tormented.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-0453. Seasons of Pain reviewsRelating seasons to how I'm feeling. How I can hardly remember feeling happy...all I can recall is the pain I feel now.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-0454. Suicide of the Spirit reviewsAbout how life, society and family all slowly kill your spirit. PG-13 for depressing themes.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-0455. Never Enough reviewsAbout struggling to please your parents and failing.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-0456. How my Heart Cries reviewsA short piece about betrayalLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-0457. No One's Perfect reviewsNo one is without their mistakes...without their flaws. And in order to truly love someone else, you have to accept those flaws. These are my mistakes that my Sweetheart accepts.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-0458. I Don't Care reviewsA girl dresses/acts like a slut. She doesn't care what others think. She knows she's like that because of her past, but doesn't care. It's a satirical approach to teenage sluts. I'm sort of pointing out how they're toturing themselves.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-0459. Stripped of Innocence reviewsAbout Rape. About how hard you try to forget, and how you can recover...if you just keep trying.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-0460. Memories of Pain reviewsRape. About how a girl is struggling to recover from a vicious rape and how her attacker is all around her no matter how she tries to forget. R&R.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-0461. Relapse: Why reviewsDeals with Rape. A sequel to the poem "Relapse" inspired by a reviewer and author: Darkblackwings. This is what caused the relapse. How a petty reminder can kill all the healing of three years.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-0462. Choking reviewsKinda creepy, don't know where this came from. Definitely don't feel like this, sure I have though. Really depressing. About heartbreak and how it slowly kills you.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-21-04 - Published: 2-21-0463. Before you Break my Heart reviewsAbout a girl who's become so jaded, she sees every relationship as one that will end in heartache, until he changes all of that. He changes, and heals, her heart.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-21-04 - Published: 2-21-0464. Reviving Lost Innocence reviewsAbout a girl who trusts again in a man who knows all she's been through...and loves her anyway. About how she's touched at the way he wants to heal her heart.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-20-04 - Published: 2-20-0465. Relapse reviewsPG-13: deals with Rape. Agirl who thought she'd recovered...until she falls into relapse. Back to step one after three years of healing...it seems like such a waste...R&R. Inspired by the author: Horny Biotch on this very site. Read his 'work'.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-20-04 - Published: 2-20-0466. My Everything reviewsA small tribute to the man in my life who's made all my nightmares go away. How I feel complete now with him here. R&R! This is for you Sweetheart.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-20-04 - Published: 2-20-0467. Sick of it reviewsHow I'm sick of all the Atheists out there insulting my Catholic/Christian beliefs that they know nothing about. I don't insult them so why can't they just keep quiet too? Is respect asking so much? R&RReligion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 2-16-04 - Published: 2-16-0468. Repect reviewsAbout a girl who can't help how she looks or the attention she attracts, no matter how she tries. About how she finally finds a guy she can trust to care about her instead of her body. About how he respects her. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-0469. Love at First SightA naive and girly approach to the 'love at first sight' senario. Short and sweet.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-9-04 - Published: 2-9-0470. I Can't Take it Anymore reviewsA really old poem I found stashed on my old penname. Wow, I didn't even remember HAVING that penname, lol. Well, this is about a girl who's love for a guy is overwhelming and isn't returned. I don't feel like this anymore but evidently I did at one point.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-9-04 - Published: 2-9-0471. Imagine ThatAbout a dream come true. A girl who thought she'd never love meets the guy of her dreams. The third in a series of poems about a very special guy in my life right now. This is for you Sweetheart.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-9-04 - Published: 2-9-0472. At war with my Heart reviewsAbout a girl trying to trust again after being hurt, and how her lover helps her to trust again. Her thanks to him. R&RLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-7-04 - Published: 2-7-0473. When all Hope was Lost reviewsThank you. You're my hero.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-6-04 - Published: 2-6-0474. Fear of FallingTitle sums it up. A fear of falling...in and out...of love.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-6-04 - Published: 2-6-0475. HonestyAbout the shambles of a relationship and how a guy finally realizes what he was throwing away. How he can't get back what he lost because of lost trust.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-4-04 - Published: 2-4-0476. My FatherAbout a young girl who realizes that although her biological father is never there for her, someone is and always will be.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-4-04 - Published: 2-4-0477. Just Friends reviewsAbout a girl who's told by her crush that they should be 'just friends' and how she responds to it.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-3-04 - Published: 2-3-0478. How Could You? reviewsAnother piece about abuse. About how you should fight back and about how no one deserves to be treated that way.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-0479. Daddy Please reviewsPG-13 for dark themes and mild violence. About an abusive father and his daughter's fight for freedom and release. R&R.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-24-04 - Published: 1-24-0480. DecisionsAbout a girl having to choose between two guys she really cares for and how she feels after making the decision. It's not an easy one for sure. R&RLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-14-04 - Published: 1-14-0481. What you did to me reviewsRated PG-13 because this talks about rape. About recovering and trying to get over the guilt and the pain of being raped. 2nd installment deals with finding resolution and getting on with life.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-3-03 - Published: 8-2-0382. Predator's Dawn: The War of the Twilight Realm reviewsRevised Prologue, read for full summary. A Vampire prince comes to power amidst war. A strangly powerful witch is raised with one goal, to kill him. When she gets that chance, will she do it? Will the war end? What of the humans caught in the middle?R&RSupernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,017 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-11-03 - Published: 10-11-0383. A Few QuestionsBasically, after two years since 911...some are still hurting, and will continue hurting. I am one of those people, and here are some of my thoughts on my loss.Complete - War - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-15-03 - Published: 9-15-0384. Pretty Little Girl reviewsA short poem about a mother watching in agony as her little girl grows up and follows the wrong path...Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-28-03 - Published: 7-28-0385. Goodbye reviewsA short poem about one of my friends who commited suicide just last Thursday and I really miss her. This is my ode to her. Rated PG for dark themes,Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-25-03 - Published: 3-25-0386. Eclipse reviewsA group of hunters are one with the night. Vampires, all of them. Some possess special attributes that coincide with their heritage. They are bent on finishing the human race. Unfortunately, there is another team lead by two humans. Will the world be caugSupernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,988 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-17-03 - Published: 3-17-0387. Everything Has A Price » reviewsPG-13 for later themes. A girl and her younger brother escape the world of pain they were raised in. Escape to a safer place, or so they think. Will the man she fancies be a able to protect her? Can she protect herself from him and her past? Bad summary,Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,106 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-27-03 - Published: 1-30-0388. The Last Tear reviewsA short poem about betrayal and how blind love is, and how devastating heartbreak is.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-17-03 - Published: 1-17-0389. Why do you love me? reviewsA story of a girl who questions her beauty and worth. PG for mildly dark themesLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-13-03 - Published: 1-13-0390. Lies Are All That's Left reviewsAbout the end of a relationship and a girl trying to sort through all the lies.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-13-03 - Published: 1-13-0391. Hidden Waters reviewsSimilar to 'Of all the places' this is about betrayal. It is all a metaphor until the end incase you are all wondering. PG for dark themes. Updated!War - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,409 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-12-03 - Published: 1-12-0392. This Place is my Heart reviewsPG for dark ideas...it's rather depressing but oh well. A story about a girl's inner barriers and how a boy affects her.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,695 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-7-03 - Published: 1-7-0393. Look at what you've done reviewsThis is about a girl who was heartbroken...and the results of her pain.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-4-03 - Published: 1-4-03