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since: 02-22-03, id: 343801, Profile Updated: 09-02-09
country: Germany
Author has written 48 stories for General, Love, Life, Nature, Politics, Fantasy, and Religion.

Hello darlings!

Glad you stumbled across my little collection of poems. I'm a writer from Germany, slowly moving onto the wrong side of 30. I'm currenlty single and am living alone but try hard not to be too melodramatic about it. lol

Most of the stuff you will find here has been written absolute ages ago, so it is really full of teenage angst and frustration. Some new stuff has found its way onto this page as well and I hope you can tell the difference.

I'm fascinated by queer culture and the dark side of life, the glitter in the gutter and things like that. Inspiration comes from grim realism and hopeless romance of the Pet Shop Boys, the high drama of Marc Almond and the bizarre world of Soft Cell among others. I'm a keen reader and love The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice as well as Oscar Wilde, crime novels, Poppy Z.Brite, Harry Potter, German author Christoph Marzi and too much else to mention.

I hope you will enjoy your little stay in my world and will leave some of your thoughts behind!

bitterblue

PS: The name comes from a Marc Almond song called "Moonbathe skin" which is an homage to Juliette Greco. "...and I lose myself in you, in your eyes of bitter-blue."

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1. Plea for something reviews
Do you know the feeling that you're the moon to someone else's sun? That you don't shine when they don't shine? Realizing that all the faults you have need somebody else's intervention.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-09 - Published: 9-2-09
2. Portrait reviews
About the battles one has to fight in life
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
3. Nacht der Mystik
Wie der Titel schon sagt...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
4. Graue Augen
Über Lars, in den ich mal sehr verliebt war.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
5. Glaube oder Zweifel
Es geht um die schlechten Seiten der Religionen. Habe ich mal vor ewigen Zeiten im Deutsch-Unterricht geschreiben.
Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
6. Einsamkeit reviews
Gedanken, die man hat, wenn man einsam ist
Life - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
7. Blaue Dunkelheit reviews
Über die Mystik der Natur
Life - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
8. Trauer
Ein Gedicht über die Hoffnunglosigkeit des Lebens
Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
9. Your Death and My Tears reviews
Reflection on a lover's death
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
10. World of Rain
The world can be a depressing place
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
11. Winter has gone
The very first poem I ever wrote.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
12. Waves of imagination
Let your phantasy take you away
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
13. Turning Pages reviews
Life viewed as a journal
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
14. Together reviews
Standing by one another in good days and bad days
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
15. Through the forest reviews
A spooky little poem about a trip through a forest at night...
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
16. This City Kills
A personal impression of London
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
17. The Truth about Love
Love how I experienced it with my girlfriend
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
18. The Silence of Death
About wanting to die
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
19. The Measure of Love
Try to measure love and see what happens
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
20. Street of my life reviews
It's been written ages ago, so be gentle.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
21. Strange Love
This has nothing to do with the Depeche Mode song
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
22. So far away reviews
How AIDS effected the world
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
23. Passion of living
A friend once sid this sounds a bit like a lyric to an Anne Clarke song...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
24. Nighttime city
It's about London and all its creatures of the night
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
25. Nightmare reviews
Being suicidal and destructive
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
26. Myself
Just like the title suggests - a description of myself...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
27. Love is
A slightly cynical reflection about the nature of love
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
28. Lonesome City Nights
Let the city be your companion when you are lonely
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
29. Joy of Existance
Sometimes life is just great
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
30. Informed Society reviews
How well informed are we? Are we free to think?
Politics - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
31. I told you before
Yet another imaginary pop song lyric. Love went wrong and people told you before.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
32. Grey Impression
Autumn isn't always bright and golden...
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
33. Future reviews
What will the future be like?
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
34. Flames reviews
Destructive love once again
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
35. Fatal Moment
A love that can not be
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
36. Fatal Feelings
Love can be destructive. It was inspired by a song from a German band called "The Fair Sex".
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
37. Drunken Night
About going out and what can happen to you
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
38. Dream Lover
Another of my imaginary pop song lyrics.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
39. Does it have to happen?
One of my attempts to write the lyrics to an imaginary pop song. Someone is falling in love and is insecure about it.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
40. Denied Love reviews
About the difficulties yu have to face when you are gay
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
41. Dark Eyes
About a very obsessive relationship
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
42. Cold Warriors reviews
This was written after the first Golf War.
Politics - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
43. Changing Seasons
Everthing reminds you of the lover who left you.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
44. Borrowed Time
A very bitter love poem directed to a lover dying of AIDS.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
45. Autumn
A reflection about this season - maybe I schould have called it "Fall" instead...:-)
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
46. A Picture of Life
We are responsible for our own future and that thought can be scary.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
47. A Night Like This reviews
Being lonely at night and dreaming of the perfect love...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-26-03 - Published: 3-26-03
48. Shy Boy reviews
A poem about a boy who had to deal with a lot of difficulties in his life, maybe a street kid.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-25-03 - Published: 3-25-03
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