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since: 04-12-03, id: 349946
Author has written 39 stories for Romance, Life, General, Love, and Young Adult.

faking going to sleep so i can wake up to you

15

female

slightly bored && severly confused

i
do not enjoy my stories, and i find anyone that does foolish. my
stories and poetry are very juvinile in my opinion. that is my opinion
of my stories

i am in love with

--dorner stroud

aka dc

my best friends are

rae dawne gregorio

&&

chayse taylor

and they mean the world to me

i would do anything for them

but it is hard to become a friend of mine. i will talk to you, hangout with you, things of the sort, but never fully accept you as a friend until i trust you. i don't have many people that i call friends but the ones that i do, i keep near and dear to my heart

friends;;

rae dawne, chayse, isaac, preston, alex, dc, sara, vincent, jp, kyle

(notice the lack of female bodies in that list? i do not enjoy the company of girls. some are great, but majority of them, i can not stand. and as you can only imagine, that had proven to be a problem with a numerous amount of my boyfriends.)

my life is ruled with drama && unwanted baggage

fun huh?

i have lived in Okinawa, Japan (no i am not japanese nor do i speak japanese) for 12 years, and it is the only place i will ever call home

we're gonna die like this you know, miserable and old

i love music, and i will listen to anything at least once

some of my favorite bands are;;

taking back sunday, the matches, tiger army, blink 182, motion city
soundtrack, jamisonparker, from first to last, eminem, chronic future,
brand new, my chemical romance, finch, fall out boy, the buzzcocks, led zepplin, billy talent, the academy is..., the hanks, hot hot heat, jack off jill, jimmy eat world, postal service, something corporate, system of a down, mindless self indulgance, tegan & sara, thrice, and my others that i forget

i also LOVE reading and being able to get lost in stories

some of my favorite authors are;;

anne rice

poppy z. brite

holly black

katherine ramsland

and others that i forget

favorite books;;

tithe

lost souls

drawing blood

aimee

green angel

cut

speak

the sweep series

and others

if you wish to talk to me, leave a review on a story and leave your email (i only have msn if you wish to chat) and perhaps i will reply, but if you do not talk to me much, i will block you in an instant.

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1. Us
the story of us...I don't know much anymore, but I do know how much iI desperately want us to work out...
Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-23-05 - Published: 10-23-05
2. my smile melts reviews
it's all changing
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-22-05 - Published: 10-22-05
3. i stand still reviews
lost innocence and broken hearts...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-22-05 - Published: 10-22-05
4. He kicked the world reviews
He kicked the world, but learned his lesson...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-22-05 - Published: 10-22-05
5. Mardi Gras reviews
A short story I wrote about a dream I had the other night
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-8-05 - Published: 6-8-05
6. Dear Boy reviews
after always being 'that one gir'..she finally decided to tell her love how she feels...
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-04
7. The Project from Hell » reviews
Okay. It's just another project in class, but Matt and his worst enemy are paired up. And they have to pretend to be married...for 2 moths! Will something happen or will they go back to their normal selves after the 2 months?
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,844 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 5-8-04 - Published: 7-21-03
8. So Imperfect reviews
does anyone else feel like me?
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-30-04 - Published: 1-30-04
9. I Couldn't Do It reviews
I was sad...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04
10. These Skies Are Black reviews
Some ramblings about my life. My heart, and my soul...please read! i need opinions on this...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-14-04 - Published: 1-14-04
11. I'll Keep The Ghosts Away reviews
A poem about death (of course, mentions death)
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-13-04 - Published: 1-13-04
12. Your Last Gift To Me reviews
A sweet love poem (talks of suicide)
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-13-04 - Published: 1-13-04
13. Why Do I Like You? reviews
jus a love poem
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-12-04 - Published: 1-12-04
14. Not all That Special After All reviews
Just my opinion. Please read and tell me what you think!
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 1-3-04
15. My Baby reviews
A man wants to set his love free (SHORT STORY! m/m love, murder, blood, death. The whole nine yards. But it's actually kinda sweet.)
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 1-3-04
16. The Mayor's Son » reviews
Matt is the mayor's son and he is also gay, but his dad is a homophobe, so Matt hasn't told anyone. What will happen when his dad hires Matt a friend?
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,123 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 7-6-03
17. Best Friends in Love » reviews
Matt is gay and obbsesed with his best friend. When he is suddenly stuck living with his best friend, what will happen? [sorry bout the title, I just needed something, and please tell me if I should continue...]
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,331 - Reviews: 66 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 8-3-03
18. Love of a Gang Member » reviews
Told by the point of veiw of a gang member when she falls in love with someone she least expects. rated for voilence, and language.
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,208 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 1-1-04 - Published: 7-9-03
19. A Little Help reviews
Talks of cutting. I just want to stop the pain...
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-30-03
20. I Cry For The Blood reviews
About cutting, and lost blood
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-30-03
21. It's My Body
It doesn't rhyme. But it's about things I don't understand.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-30-03
22. Light Behind Darkness » reviews
Zach has finally been locked up for good with a new cell mate who is year younger then Zach. As Zach shows him the ropes of prison life, feelings are bound to change...m/m, slash!
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,039 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-22-03
23. Dark dreams come true » reviews
Cameron was kicked out of her house and living on the streets of London when 3 men show up and take her in, but something is wrong with them.
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 19 - Words: 11,568 - Reviews: 92 - Updated: 10-2-03 - Published: 7-15-03
24. Four Dead Cheerleaders » reviews
Basec on the song Four Dead Cheerleaders by 'Dropkick Murphys' let me introduce you to Tammy, Jane, Marsha, and Nancy. Four cheerleaders who are having problems with life. Rated for suicidel themes
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,871 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-27-03 - Published: 9-27-03
25. Comfort of the Water 2: Nick's Pain reviews
It's been a year since Benny died, and Nick is still hurting, all the while, thinking it was his fault. He couldn't understand why Benny did it, until and Ben look alike enters his life, and he learns...
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,403 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-4-03 - Published: 9-4-03
26. My 1st time reviews
This is not what you think. It is about cutting. Do you know the reasons people do it? I don't either... *TRUE STORY*
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 9-4-03 - Published: 9-4-03
27. Loving in the Dark reviews
Nani is a vampire. She lives a simple life. Soon, she realizes she's in love with her maker Dante. But when the one person that can change that comes back, Dante grows jealous. Nani was a simple vampire, and soon, things are complicted as she fights for h
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,349 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-15-03
28. Lovely Boarding School reviews
Yuki and Ryushi are two of the few asians in their school. They are made fun of and hurt. Will they be able to hold the love they found in each other, or will deminish along with their future?
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 798 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-03
29. My Ravenhaired Angel reviews
Todd has been dreaming of a raven-haired boy who claims to love him. Will the dream guy live up to his word when they finally meet?
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,554 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-03
30. Family » reviews
Drea lives with her two brothers. Suddenly one of the worst things happens and Drea looks for comfort and she finds it in a place or person she hoped she would but didn't know if he could help.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,210 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 7-7-03
31. Todd O'Neil is back » reviews
Mel is living a troubled life and when her bad boy ex-boyfriend Todd shows up and wants back into her life she has to decide if she loves him enough to let him detroy her life.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,244 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-4-03 - Published: 8-4-03
32. My Depression reviews
Tyler s living every kids dream life, then he meets Beck, the one who is living Tyler's dream life. Tler will stop at nothing to become part of that life, and and soons finds out that nothing is actually alot. (metions cutting, abuse, rape later and I suc
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,768 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-29-03 - Published: 7-29-03
33. Simple Solution » reviews
Matt finds love in his bestfriend Adrian. There is also a band, and a new member. A gay member. He is set on stealing Adrian and stealing Matt's heart. SLASH M/M I warned you!
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,267 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 7-28-03 - Published: 7-27-03
34. I love you dearest sibling reviews
Alex (girl) and Trent (boy) realize their feelings for each other but something gets in the way.
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 839 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-24-03 - Published: 7-24-03
35. Jealousy of a Goth reviews
Denay is the local goth and Axel hates her for that. Sonn Axel learns what Denay goes through everyday, and new feelings surface.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,007 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 7-24-03 - Published: 7-24-03
36. Do you belive in vampires? » reviews
Blair is hated and when the one she learns to love offers her something when the first meet, will she accept?
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 680 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-18-03 - Published: 7-18-03
37. Comfort of the Water » reviews
Nick is the only reason Ben wants to live, keeping him alive. But then something hppens and it throws Ben's life off course. A short story.
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,722 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-17-03 - Published: 7-8-03
38. I don't care anymore reviews
Billy is lonely, strange to everyone, then he meets a tattoo artist, who takes him in and helps him. Billy loves him more then friendly. Then something unexpected happens that could destroy everything.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,715 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 7-15-03 - Published: 7-15-03
39. True Love » reviews
Eden falls in love wih her brothers friend, then the group comes back, and she has to pick between the one she loves and the one who needs her.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,509 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-6-03 - Published: 7-6-03
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