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Author has written 196 stories for Family, Fantasy, Friendship, Life, General, War, Religion, Nature, Love, Supernatural, Young Adult, Song, Essay, General, Romance, and Haiku. Name: Kat Hello, to all of my readers! I've been writing creatively for a veerrrrrrrrry long time, and I absolutely love it. I am eternally thankful to everyone who's been so faithful and dedicated to my stories. I am happy to announce that I'll once again be using this site! Woooooo! So, a little bit about me: I am a published novelist and poet. I haven't posted any of my rewritten poetry/stories, but please take note that while most of these aren't exactly glorious, they meant something to me when first drafted in my young teenage years. Today, I wish to preserve the memory of these writings by not deleting them. Perhaps someday I'll create another account where I'll display some of the final versions of these poems. Most of my older writings were on the subject of suicide, abuse, rape, etc. Not everything I write now follows that same genre. I'm also focusing less on novels and more on short stories, poetic forms (haiku, sonnet, etc). Concerning BETA-ing: "Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?" --Godsmack, "Serenity" | |||||||||
1. Journey of a Lifetime reviewsa poem describing unbelievable sights and a change of heart from culture to culture.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-2-09 - Complete2. Kaitlyn » reviewsStep into the life of a cutter, if you dare. See what it's REALLY like ...Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 18,178 - Reviews: 107 - Updated: 11-1-09 - Published: 8-2-03 - Complete3. The Moment I Knew reviewsa simple moment in time described via voices from the dust.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-13-09 - Complete4. Collection » reviewsA few random haiku's that I've written. Not really a sequence, just a short collection.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-13-095. I Know I Need Not Mournmy try at writing a villanelle poem.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 10-13-09 - Complete6. Sonnet reviews...because you kissed her, so young and fair, sleeping." Petrarchan SonnetPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-23-09 - Complete7. She Took to the Sky reviewsthe heavens were raging the night it happened.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,694 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-12-09 - Complete8. They Say reviewsI really hate gossip and rumorsPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 3-25-07 - Complete9. Mannequin reviewsis it better to be the puppet or attempt to be a real child?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-25-07 - Complete10. Untitled4 reviewsI gave you trust, my heart, my soul-and you threw it back in my face. And now I'm crying, dying, and bleeding. But YOU DON'T CARE!Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-10-0611. Are You There, Dream? reviewsWe all feel like this every now and then. We all long companionship to the point where having it hurts too much and we fear it. We all wish for a dream...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-26-0612. Sin City » reviewsShe lives in a world where love is a lie. He has a dark secret about his past. She comes from a small city. He is a local Nevadan. When the two of them meet together and find out they have classes at the same college, what will happen?Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 21,856 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-22-06 - Published: 2-9-0613. The Letter » reviewsThe letter that would destory the love that lasted one year . . .Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,436 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 7-22-06 - Published: 11-19-0314. Longing reviewsYour kiss is hypnotising...and when you leave ... I'm left alone with my feelings of want and missingPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-26-0615. Reborn Through Pain reviewsRemember the scars that were inflicted ...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-30-0616. Resurrect Me Again reviewsYou're the only one who can save me from the grave ...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-18-0617. That One Face reviewsEverytime I see that one face, that one person, that one memory arises in the back of my mind ... shattering all hope for peace and serenity.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-18-0618. Whore reviewsYour words whisper in the back of my mind, your laughter bounces off the walls ...Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-28-0619. Dreams of Solitude reviewsDestined to live life in a world where love is a lie ...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-0620. Screaming But Silent reviewsCan't you hear me!Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-0621. Chained reviewsYou saved my life by the sweet resonance of your voice, but then I realized I'm ...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-0622. I Am Just Another Face reviewsI Am exactly what you say I am in your IGNORANCEPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-0623. Untitled3 reviewsI know you won't even hear me as I scream at the top of my lungs and watch you leave me behind foreverPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-17-0624. The Ways We Lie reviewsI learned the value of lying today ...Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 614 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-0625. Blindsighted reviewsThe only reason this is being posted is because I like the imagery I've used. Please R&R.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-1-0626. Silent Screams reviewsInspired due to recent events. Mention of rape. Very dark. Please R&R.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-22-0627. The Window reviewsI used to sit next to the window and listen to his tales of wonder. Now, the window tells no stories of myth. The window shows me nothing but pain...and I resign back to my prison of a sanctuary.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-4-0628. Golden Illusions reviewsUpon our backs, we saw eternity/We smiled and laughed all the while/But the magic spell was broken/As pain and mortality swallowed your smilePoetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-2-0629. Once Upon a Spring » reviews"Isn't she beautiful" she whispered, her strength leaving. His eyes overflowed with tears. "Yes, she's beautiful," he choked out . . .Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,670 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 1-6-06 - Published: 12-22-0330. Untitled2 reviewsOne ... Two ... Three ... Four ... I'm all alone ... and you wonder why? It's because of you, my beloved. You left me behind. Now here I am, crying. Alone.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-31-0531. Dear Loved One reviewsDo you remember me? I remember you ...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-31-0532. Fear » reviewsKatrina tells a story unlike any other that will fill your mind with fear ... and will make you bleed ... (Yay! New chapter uploaded)Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 14,020 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 11-1-05 - Published: 7-16-0333. These Hands reviewsthese hands loved you...then murdered you ... then buried you ... and still, they love you ... for ever, and for always...these calloused and abused hands of mine...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-4-0534. When He Died reviewsthat dreary day so many years ago...the day the still haunts my dreams...that plagues my world...when he died ... I died ...Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,272 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-27-0535. One Smile and I Love You reviews"You reached through the silent tears and swept away all my fears" . . . . "There You Were" by Jessica Simpson and Mark Anthony)Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-26-0536. When Dawn Comes reviewsI watch your sleeping figure, sighing over how I feel. And when tomorrow comes, I'll be gone.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-26-0537. Just One More Time reviewsbefore I die, just one more dose of the addiction and then I'll close my eyes forever . . .Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-26-0538. Who's To Blame? reviewsam I to blame? Are you? Or was it BOTH of us?Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-26-0539. Ugly reviewsThe colors fade and I remain the same.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-19-0540. Two Worlds reviewsseparated by fashion and mediocrity, they both share one wish: to feel loved.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-19-0541. Empty Paradise reviewsthe velvet touch of humidity caresses my skin, but still it's your touch I so desperately crave.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-19-0542. Giving Up The Fight reviewsWe were in love and you saved my life in more than one way, but without you here, I can't continue the fight to survive . . . to live. And now, that I am writing this and dying slowly, my last thought is how unfair this is to you. Forgive me. I love you.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-28-0543. One Last Time reviewsbefore you leave for that other place so far away, love me one last time.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-28-0544. My Love, the Time Has Come To Let Go reviewsAll the heartache, pain, and sorrow ... it's time to forget and move on ... my love.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-28-0545. Smile And Cry reviewsi remember when it was perfect. Now, there's nothing but tears.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-26-0546. That Night reviewsthat one night, when we held each other so close . . I knew I was losing you forever.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-17-0547. Always reviewsEven after you move on, I'll ALWAYS love you!Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-17-0548. In Denial reviewsI refused to believe that you would actually leave . . . and now you're gone.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-17-0549. Masquerade reviewsBehind every smile, there lies tears. Behind every truth, there lies a lie. And behind every "I love you" lies a painful memory . . . the question is: can you face it and drop your mask?Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-0550. Perfect reviewsFor all those relationships that seem "perfect", there is ALWAYS something amiss ...(based on true events)Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,194 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-0551. Sweet And Sour reviewsfor all the hurt I have caused, I'm sorry.Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-21-0552. Imagination reviewsFree from the hypocrisy of this world, I will remain. (one of my better ones)Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-21-0553. The Reunion » reviewsWhat started out as dreams ended up being a search for the forgotten . . .Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,424 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-29-05 - Published: 10-5-0454. Hello Again My Relapse reviewsIt's good to reunite, my friend ... my relapsePoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-25-0555. Home reviewsSuddenly ... I feel at home.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-25-0556. Seventeen » reviews"Listen. Listen to what I have to say. Hopefully, people will hear the truth and realize what happened was an accident . . ." Emily, a young psychiatrist, hears and tells the story of a girl who's best friends died. A girl who everyone blames . . .Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,064 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 2-24-05 - Published: 10-26-0457. Three O' Clock reviewsI watch the clock strike three ... another lonely night decorated with a single star ... I watched you walk away with her ... my broken dreams ...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-24-0558. Untitled reviews(PG-13/R really ..) If we were to ... would you ... even though he ... if ... (please help with the title)Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-10-0559. No One Cares reviewsHow can you expect me to feel sorry when the tables turn and you feel what I felt the day you did that to me? . . .Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-6-0560. Repeat the Lie Again reviewsAnother PG-13/R poem ... "Tell it to my face again/Kiss my lips again/Take me in your arms again/Repeat the lie" . . .Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-3-0561. And I Hate You reviews". . . . and I think I hate you" I wrote this poem around that sentence. It's dark and depressing. It mentions a lot of issues not suitable for young children, so it's more PG-13/R but yeah ... please read and review!Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-3-0562. Taint Me reviewsGo ahead . . you know you want to . . . I want you to . . . taint mePoetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-18-0463. Living This Lie reviewsI'm tired of trying just to fail . . . I dig this blade in . . . to let my walls come down . . . to smile and feel alive . . . I'm tired of crying . . .Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-9-0464. Behold My Broken Wings reviewsI try to love but I guess that's a crime . . . behold my broken wings . . . the ones you gave me . . .Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-30-0465. Sin reviewsI never knew joy, never knew love, was such a sin . . .Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-30-0466. I Know What It's Like reviewsI've watched them die, slit my wrists, been brought back to life . . . how can't I understand what you're going through? (please R&R)Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-19-0467. You Turned Away reviewsAll I needed was for you to be happy . . . but the sun set and the tides changed . .Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-16-0468. Origami reviews. . . if I could fold metal, how thin I would crease the edges . . .Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-16-0469. Tears reviewsWhat about that girl? . . . I lean against the wall and cry . . .Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-5-0470. Manasatae » reviewsThis is a work in progress, but it's about a girl who has a normal life and attends Midnight High School. This is her junior year, but things are a bit different. And when an agency comes and injects her with a shot, her world is turned upside down.Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,627 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 10-5-04 - Published: 6-18-0371. You're the Only One reviewsEvery time ... times stops ... and when you're gone ... my wrists are torn ... (R just in case)Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-24-0472. My Requiem reviewsI wander the streets at night, softly singing my requiem. The title is your name; the melody, your life ...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-24-0473. Legacy reviewsIn loving memory of one who has passed on to the heavens ...Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-24-0474. Fading Away reviewsWhere are the dreams to hide this reality? I have no purpose ... fade away ...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-9-0475. Another Night reviewsI hide in my corner, slowly rocking back and forth . . . my tears drip to the floor . . . my arm is stained . . .Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-4-0476. Love reviewsPeople say love is the best thing, while others claim it's a merciless dagger. To me .. love is rare ...Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 833 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-23-0477. These Tears of Mine reviewsHelp me cut away my pain ... with these crimson tears ... these tears of mine ...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-1-0478. A Fork in the Road reviewsA mystery ... and unknown name ...who am I?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-30-0479. I Remember reviewsI remember that day when ...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-30-0480. The Boy and Girl reviews"He was a boy. She was a girl. Can I make it anymore obvious" [from Avril Lavigne's lyrics]Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-25-0481. The Artist reviewsAnd another life is born ...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-17-0482. In Love With You reviewsYour face in my mind, so many questions arise ..Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-17-0483. A Cut reviewsShe has started the path of being a cutter ... if only she could see that I know exactly what she's going through ...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-11-0484. Shattered Image reviewsNever been so lost before, now that you're gonePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-10-0485. So Many Feelings Too Few Words reviewsI slice my wrists and bleed, you drink your life away ... are we meant to be?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-9-0486. Stranger reviewsSave me from here. It's almost too late ... hurryPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-19-0487. Your Masterpiece reviewsLook at the monster you've created. I hope you're happy with yourself.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-19-0488. Pain and Heartache Intertwine reviewsI see your face. Do you see mine?Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-15-0489. Never Did I Imagine reviewsI thought what I did was best, even if it meant your pain...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-12-0490. Crimson Tears of Pain reviewsThe monster breaking through the skinPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-12-0491. Shattered Innocence reviewsJust a random writing concerning Death and loss ...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-5-0492. The Luna Moon » reviewsThe Child of Death is once again to be seen ... and this time ... there's no stopping her (COMPLETE)Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 30 - Words: 40,800 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 10-29-0393. Girl in My Mirror reviewsWho's that person, and where did she go?Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-29-0394. Innocence reviewsI long to stay here . . . but I must leave it all behind . . .Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-29-0395. I've Tried reviewsI followed your ways, but still I was the outcast . . .Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-29-0396. Wishing Again reviewsEveryone wishes upon a star . . . .Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-24-0397. Faeries reviewsVenom in every thought, they curse the sun and fleePoetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-24-0398. Without You reviewsFlying solo again ... but, I don't think I remember how to fly anymore ... please, help me ...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-24-0399. Save Me reviewsDrip . . . Slash . . . . Gush . . . Blood. (PG13 just in case)Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-14-03100. Satisfaction reviewsAh, the euphoria from the bite of the blade . . . and then the blood . . .Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-3-03101. RED reviewsAnother accrostic poem about cutting ... this one isn't as good as TRIP, but still read -k? Thanks! .Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-3-03102. Crimson Shadows reviewsI smile wickedly with hysteria. For I am bleeding.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-3-03103. TRIP reviewsThis is an accrostic poem that actually came out to how I wanted it to be! Please read and review! I'm really proud of this one!Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-25-03104. Fly Away reviewsI'm giving you my wings that were broken, so fly away and leave your pain behind ... I can deal with it alone ...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-25-03105. Silence reviewsFor a cutter, there is never noise around ... no one cares ... so bring the blade ...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-23-03106. The Rave » reviewsThey thought she had been defeated ... they thought they were safe ... they were wrong ... the Child of Death can never be beaten .. COMPLETE!Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 16,584 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-17-03 - Published: 8-14-03107. Let Me Bleed reviewsThey don't know anything ...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-15-03108. Alone reviewsTell me, how does it feel, now that you're gone?Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-10-03109. Pieces reviewsOnce again, my heart has been shattered. How long will it take it to mend this time?Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-10-03110. Memories reviewsI give up. I can't change the past. I give up completely. The pain will always be here. V VPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-10-03111. Thy Will reviewsWhat I fear is what I want from youPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-10-03112. Take Me As I Am reviewsYes, I'm a cutter, but I am normal, just like you are ...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-2-03113. My Suicide reviews"The only thing left now/Is fear"Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-22-03114. If Only They Could See reviewsWhy can't people see that cutting is A problem ... but not THE problem? Why!Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-22-03115. Black Heart reviewsGo ahead and destroy my happiness ... you're not the first ...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-18-03116. Change reviewsWhen life changes .. in the end ... someone always gets hurt ...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-18-03117. Numb reviewsOnce again ... the cutting has started up ...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-03118. Midnight reviews"Take my blood into the night. And my mind ... ensnare"Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-4-03119. Away With YouYes ... another one by my father ... PUHLEEZE be nice to him!Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 9-4-03120. Princess reviewsI wrote this song when I was in 8th grade ... be nice ... I like this one ... Thankx ...Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-20-03121. Buried Alive reviewsI don't know, but lately, I feel like I've been buried. And I haven't died.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-20-03122. Daddy, Please Don't reviewsI promise the bruises aren't anything ... it hurts me ... he killed me ...Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-18-03123. The Change » reviewsDeath has come in the form of a child ... and her name is Keseiko ... COMPLETE.Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 13 - Words: 9,175 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-2-03 - Published: 7-18-03124. Bottom Line reviews"For no body is perfect" Just a thought on life.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03125. Sunset Shadow reviewsTo me, this kinda ends too suddenly..what do you think? I'd love some imput. Thanks!Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-23-03126. Medium reviewsThis came to me after I read a book. R&RPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03127. Renewed Heart reviewsChanging your heart hurts, especially when something holds you back.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-14-03128. Burn Me reviews"Why don't I care? It's you."Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-14-03129. Outcast reviewsBeing rejected is hard, especially when you don't see what they see...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-14-03130. One Face reviewsHave you ever had something happen to you that was terrible, and everytime you see that person, your mind clouds with the memory?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-14-03131. Some Place reviewsI don't really like this one. The only deciding factor to post this was the very last stanza.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-14-03132. Loyal reviews"With you. I promise."Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-8-03133. Fiona reviewsBefore you read this, please read "The Calling" by Simply-Me-637. I loved the story and this poem came a night after reading it. Thanks.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-8-03134. My Valley reviewsThe sun never shines. The rain never stops.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-4-03135. In Your Eyes reviewsDon't you just love how people judge you by what they see and think with their eyes?Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-4-03136. Our Prison reviewsThis goes out to all those people who avoid cutters like a disease, who think we're insane or something...those people. This is hateful, so prepare yourself if you decide to read!Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-26-03137. The Devil's Toy reviewsCan anyone guess what the Devil represents?Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-26-03138. My Dear Blade, I'm Addicted reviewsCall it twisted, but it's obviously me talking to my blade...yeah.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-24-03139. So Clean reviewsEver wonder what it's like to quit cutting? . . .Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-20-03140. There's Nothing reviewsYou'll like this...trust me...just read! Please! .Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-20-03141. The Call of the Wind reviewsThis is differen't compared to my normal writing. This really leaves you with a sense of peace...please read and review! Tell me whatcha think!Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-18-03142. Mama, Don't! reviews"My day just fell apart. I wonder if this is how you felt"Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-16-03143. I Will Never If You Abuse Me reviewsThe title sums it up. Another child's plea to their parents.Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-16-03144. Papa, Come Home reviews"Papa, come home. I need a dadddy. I'm just a kid. I need a daddy" This is a child's plead to her alcoholic father who abuses his wife...R&R!Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-16-03145. Rotwein reviewsWell, rotwein in German means 'red wine'. Let's just say that this is a dark cutting poem, -k? Don't read if you don't like dark stuff or poetry w/ addictions and cutting. Trust me.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-14-03146. Insomnia reviews"Tonight will be like the last"Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-14-03147. The Watcher in the Shadows reviewsI had just finished reading "Pretend You Don't See Her" by Mary Higgens Clark at 3:30am...and this came to me a day later. Read, PLEASE! It's a poem w/ stalkers...so I thought PG13 would be a safe rating.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-13-03148. Ecstasy reviews"I'm laughing all the more harder" Yes...yet another cutting poem. I put it R just in case...yeah...Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-12-03149. Words in the Wind reviewsDon't be fooled by the title...this isn't a happy one...Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-12-03150. I'm Trying reviewsI dedicate this to my "Teary Twelve" sister...Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-12-03151. Under the Water reviewsI can't believe yet another happy poem was written! Please read! I was water-logged when I wrote this! Thankx!Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-10-03152. The Piano Piece reviews"I open my eyes. I was thinking of you"Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-10-03153. All I Want reviews"The dreams I dream...Is you"Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-10-03154. Turn of the Tables reviewsIf you people have younger siblings, you'll understand this. Yeah.Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-10-03155. Universe Around Me reviews"Laughing at the world beneath me . . . . I see you . . ." PLEASE read! This isn't a space poem...you'll see if you read...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-6-03156. Shades of Purple reviews"A new one colors my cheek"Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-03157. Resurrect Me reviewsIt's about wanting someone so bad and you wait for them forever-and-a-day. But, as soon as you get them...you feel you don't deserve them..Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-6-03158. A Single Tear reviewsA tear comes to life...make me happy and review, -k?Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-03159. Nightmare reviewsThis is hard to summarize. Just read PLEASE!Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-03160. Scattered Pieces reviewsThis is in response to a phone call I got from my best friend, who was in tears...Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-03161. Virgin for Sale reviewsI know the title's harsh...but it's about a girl I know that's sworn to celibacy...but now she's tired of it...she gives up..Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-5-03162. Broken Thoughts reviews"I want you so bad. But, will you still want me"Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-5-03163. Your Fool reviewsAbout loving someone so much that you become their toy...and you wonder why you're hurt inside...PLEASE PLEASE read!Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-5-03164. Exposed Heart Help Me Mend It reviewsI tried talking to my parents about my problem w/ cutting...and this is the outcome...*rolls eyes*Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-5-03165. Truth reviewsThis talks about that there is truth behind poetry...even if it doesn't seem like it...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-5-03166. The Girl I Am reviewsThis is a bit harsh towards guys, but we weren't in the best mood towards our boyfriends. Well, at least Destiny wasn't. Anyway, this is a coed poem..obviously...PLEASE read!Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-31-03167. Freedom at Midnight reviewsThis has a running away theme. . I felt like running away but I wrote this instead. Read, please!Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-23-03168. In My World reviewsThis is like seeing through someone else's eyes. .Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-23-03169. Addicted reviewsIf you don't like suicidal themes or ideas about cutting, you better not read this. This is really dark (hence the rating) and yeah.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-20-03170. Forever Marred reviewsJust another day in the life of a cutter. If you don't like cutting poetry, you won't like this.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-20-03171. Make Me Hate You reviewsI don't know what was going on when I wrote this. It's hard to summarize. Just read PLEASE! *hopeful look*Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-20-03172. Worthless reviewsAbout feeling worthless.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-20-03173. Slave reviews"Harden my eyes...Make me your slave" Really sums it up. It's almost like falling in with the wrong crowd while you're innocent...and they change you...PLEASE R&R!Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-20-03174. Craving the Blade reviewsThis deals with cutting . . . when friends try to make you stop by taking away the blades. . yeah. .Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-20-03175. The Sunrise reviewsWhat's this? HOPE! You mean this isn't depressing? Whoa! I better read this! (hint hint)Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-14-03176. Right for Me reviewsOne dedicated to one of my best friends. Part of the stanza's feelings aren't there . . like trying to leave .. but just read. . thankx.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 489 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-14-03177. Running AwayFirst-hand point of view of someone who ran away giving up and returning home.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Published: 5-14-03178. Getting Over CookieAbout someone trying to get over their loved one and not having an easy time with it.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 5-14-03179. Love Kills reviewsOne of my friend's favorite sayings. . . it inspired me to write this onePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-14-03180. Abandonment reviewsThis is really weird. The feeling of being abandoned was given personification. It's weird. . .Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-14-03181. The Silence of Dawn reviewsThis is weird. I was having mixed emotions when I wrote this. Read please!Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-14-03182. Trapped reviews- - I wrote this when I felt cornered. . . go figure .. .Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-12-03183. Do You Remember? reviewsI was just reflecting on how life used to be when I was younger. . .Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-12-03184. Crimson Attempts reviewsThis has a "In spite of you" ending .. .Read Please! I like this one . .!Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-12-03185. Realization reviews. . someone realizing . . .Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-9-03186. Dependent reviewsHm .. can't really summarize this .. just read. .Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-9-03187. The Savage Garden reviewsI have no idea where this came from . . I was just listening to music . . .Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-9-03188. The Savior's Love reviews.. . my religious side coming out . . .Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-9-03189. The Girl With No Name reviewsOne of my few that tells a story. About this girl . . NOT something that happened to me .. .Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 630 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-8-03190. The Soldier reviewsI was inspired to write this when my cousin was deployed a while ago . . . he was about to get married. . kind wrote this from his point of view . . PLEASE read!Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-8-03191. Time reviewsI'm not sure how I got this title .. it just seemed fitting at the timePoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-8-03192. Confessions reviewsNot really a confession . . but something along the lines . . R&RPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-8-03193. Growing Up reviews. . wrote this when I was watching this kid one night . .Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-8-03194. The Wrong Crowd reviewsAbout falling into the wrong crowd .. (what a surprise!) . .Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-8-03195. If Only reviewsThis just talks about wishing all things were different . . "if only . ."Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-8-03196. The Funeral reviews. . written in loving memory of my Gramps . . passed away last year . . . .Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-8-03
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