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since: 05-31-03, id: 357278
Author has written 22 stories for Life, and Love.
Andrea:
Name: Andrea
Nickname: Dria
Age: 14
Grade: 9th
Live: Georgia
Eyes: Blue
Hair: Very short blonde
Height: 5'2"
Weight: 127 lbs.

Just me..Alone:
You know what I think my real problem is? I don't have anyone to talk to. Not anymore. I mean I do, but not about some things, not to some people. I just want someone to understand that I'm not as fucking shallow as I act. I am hiding myself, and I feel that if I hide any longer, I may die. God, I sound so damn stupid, I just can't really explain myself anymore. It's like the perfect black and white lines are gone, and I am living in the gray. I don't care much, I just wish I had someone here to be alone with. The plain out truth: I want a damn girlfriend.

Favorites:
Book: Empress of the World by Sara Ryan
Tv Show: Degrassi
Movie: Pirates of the Caribbean
Author: JK Rowling
Website: Teen Open Diary
Actress: Angelina Jolie
Actor: Johnny Depp
Band: AFI and Evanescence
God: Davey Havoc
Goddess: Amy Lee
Song: Padriac my Prince by Bright Eyes

More About Me:
I am in Drama at my school and I'm working on getting into the afterschool drama group. I'm going to join the photograhy club at my school too. I am pretty artistic, mainly through poetry and drama and such. My style is between artsy and preppy, but it's changing...like I am. I play electric guitar, flute, and clarinet. I want to start a band, but with a guy main singer.

Quotes:
"Sometimes the happiest people are the best actors"
"Never say anything that will not improve on silence."
"Religion is binding, but without it we are lost. Do we chose tradition with no choice, or freedom without a plan?"

Shoutouts:
Emily, we have so many differences and opinions and beliefs, but we're still as close as ever even though we don't get to talk much anymore. I love you.
Katie, I love you to death, and umm if you ever want to talk, I want you to know that I'm here.

Poetry Info:
I have been writing poetry for about 4 years. I've been published 5+ times in the USA and Europe, and I got 2nd in the State of Georgia for my poem "Blind Eye". Andrea


1. Change reviews
This is a poem about becoming myself. It's not that good, but oh well.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-21-03
2. Judgment Day reviews
About Judgment Day, duh. rated for language
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-21-03
3. Your Pledge reviews
Poem about being different. R for language
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-1-03
4. Crying reviews
It's about a guy who truly loved me and I turned him down cuz I was too proud. Yeah...this really happend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-25-03
5. Growing Up reviews
I wrote this from a adult's point of view looking back at their childhood. Wow, I wrote a poem that's not depressing. I didn't think that was possible. ;)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-21-03
6. A Perfect Circle reviews
Doubting why we believe in a higher power. I don't know why I wrote this really. I'm between religions right now, so I guess that's why.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-21-03
7. Dustin reviews
About a guy who left me for drugs
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-11-03
8. Lost Forever reviews
Dustin, I still love you, though you're gone forever.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-03
9. Mirror Broken reviews
Just a poem. R for language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-4-03
10. It All Goes Away reviews
Song about one of my best friends. Well, not anymore. R-rated for language
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-4-03
11. Eternal Rest reviews
A last moments suicidal poem. About a girl, me. R for self harm and some language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-2-03
12. These Tears I Cry reviews
About teens' (and my) lives
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-31-03
13. Tell Me That I'm Pretty reviews
To all the jerks who didn't care; For all the girls who were hurt
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-31-03
14. Suicide Part 2 reviews
I'm still here...again
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-31-03
15. Suicide Part 1 reviews
I'm still here
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-03
16. Suicide Note reviews
Not real...just a poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-03
17. Masked reviews
Staying Hidden
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-03
18. Blind Eye reviews
When they don't listen...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-03
19. Alone in Sad Silence reviews
To those who are alone...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-03
20. A Fire Inside reviews
When you just don't love them back...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-03
21. Killing Me Softly reviews
Yeah...it's about a guy
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-31-03
22. Shallow reviews
A poem I wrote
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-03