| LadyAshlie |
Author has written 24 stories for Young Adult, Love, and Life. Name: Ashurrii Words are my alias, my cloak that I hide behind, as we all do in the world of writers. The pen is my catalyst and I use it to jot those triggers that evoke the emotion and stir the thoughts. At least, I like to think that way, but sometimes, what I write is just as fluffy as the cotton candy I eat. But it’s nice to have something fluffy to chew on now and then, yeah? I consider myself a writer, but then, I consider anyone who puts thought into the words they write the such. Spilling your guts, your soul, your thoughts and ideas onto the blank canvas is a great feat and anyone who’s willing to put time, effort, and solid attempt is a writer. That’s our job – to get our words out there and let them be known, whether you’re writing newspaper, other non-fiction, poetry, short stories, or novels. We’re here to change the world, one thought at a time, even if it’s just to get someone to think about a concept. Right now, I’m working on a collection of stories that dissect and explore love. Because love has always been an uneasy concept for me, this is a challenge that I’m working hard at. I want to write of love from every angle – from the boy and girl who are meant to be, from the unrequited lovers, from the best friends who grew to something more, to the best friends who only half bloomed. I want to write about the girl who thought she could escape it and the two who didn’t think they could make it. I want to write about the inevitable love and the first time its felt and to cover what happens when you fall out of love. I write other things, too, but right now, my main focus lies with that bountiful state of being and the emotions that come with. I also have poetry and have a few older “novels” I wanted to write but never became anymore more. Feel free to comment, I encourage it, because it lets me know what readers think. Also, reviewing is nice – not just a comment, but an actual review. If you would like to join a community where members post fiction and review, have a look at http://community.livejournal.com/inkyorgans/ Stories Night Guardians Who was to know the repercussions of such actions, or the demons who would haunt. Who was to know the pain and the suffering and the glassy eyes? If only it could be a dream. If only she could take it back, instead of take their lives. Suicide In progress Into the Night She was gone. I don't know where she had gone, but she was gone, and distress filled the house. There was no way to end the tears and the sad noises. All I really wanted was to have her back. Gone. Disappeared. Never returning. One shot/Complete The Search When one has lost Herself, where does she begin to search? It is very easy to get lost and even harder to guide oneself back to the right path. One shot/Complete Forever We Will Be, You and Me It's a terrible thing to know what you want and not be able to have it. One shot/Complete Skeptics and True Believers They are polar opposites held together by bonds and years and crazy monkey glue. And here they sit, years from the start, as if they're back at the beginning. Confused and dazed and lost amongst each other, one is jaded the other ditzy. Oh, the years. One shot/Complete There Was Snow It was the kind of magical snow that I always imagined but only saw on television. It gave false hope to a magical night, especially because you were there. It couldn't be magic; you still made me ache with hollow nostalgia and reminded me how I needed you. One shot/Complete It Began With We Need to Talk Nothing good ever follows those ominous words, “we need to talk”, which made them such valuable assets to this very important conversation. And even though he knew this well, he found himself riveted to that spot, compelled to hear out her every last, intimidating word. One shot/Complete It Was Always My Hand You Wanted to Hold He was never supposed to fall for her. They were an accident. She was just a silly girl who didn't believe in love where he was the boy who ran every time it got too deep. Yet, they were always on each other's minds. And when time moves on, they find themselves falling further from each other, until they’re left gasping and grasping for one and other. One shot/Complete Let’s Play This Game She didn’t want commitment and he would take her in whatever form he could. But time progressed and she didn’t and he realized he’d be pulled away. She’s not ready to realize it, though. One shot/Complete Haunting You Naomi never told best friend Xander that she loved him and regrets the accident that took him away. Xander is bound to the earth by her tears and inability to let go. Now, Naomi is starting over in college, trying to figure out how to get past what happened without forgetting him. The anguish of love lost and the haunting of Xander makes a tale of love more anguished than Romeo and Juliet. The In-Between The death of Ari's mother leaves her moving in with childhood best friend Johnny for the summer. It's during this time that she realizes everything that's been hidden from her; the truth about her family's past, about her best friend's family, about the boy she finds herself obsessively in love with, and the truth about herself. The Lighthouse A gang of eclectic kids who wouldn't normally fit together meet at a lighthouse and form a tentative friendship, free of responsibility. Without realizing though, they grow closer, blissfully ignornat of said fact. Until Kip and Kain arrive and change the way they deal with issues. Words unspoken are finally breathed alive and suddenly the whole chemistry is shifting and changing. | |||||||
1. Shadow Guardians » reviewsEternal damnation, soul collecting, and redemption. The path to forgiveness is tricky. Trickier, though, is to forgive yourself. After killing herself, Georgie just wants to be Over. The Afterlife, though, has very different plans for her. Suicide.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Fantasy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 34,465 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 10-20-09 - Published: 3-1-092. Into the Night reviewsShe was gone. I don't know where she had gone, but she was gone, and distress filled the house. There was no way to end the tears and the sad noises. All I really wanted was to have her back. Gone. Disappeared. Never returning.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,434 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-2-09 - Complete3. My Selfish Secret reviewsIf I weren't so selfish, maybe I'd share you with them. Instead, I harbour you to myself, because if they truly knew, I'd lose you. And I cannot lose you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-1-09 - Complete4. Starry Night Baby reviewsWe once had it, we still got it, baby don't you understand? Don't try to fight it, don't try to hide it, I want to hold your handPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-1-09 - Complete5. The SearchWhen one has lost Herself, where does she begin to search? It is very easy to get lost and even harder to guide oneself back to the right path.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,596 - Published: 2-21-09 - Complete6. Forever We Will Be, You and Me reviewsIt's a terrible thing to know what you want and to know you can't have it at all.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,536 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-20-09 - Complete7. again and again reviewswe fell in love once before we fell apart; i promise you we'll love again and again and againPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-29-08 - Complete8. so the story goes reviewsit's a game of make believe; she'll weave this lie for youPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-29-08 - Complete9. go to sleep eternal slumber reviewsThe night settles in and your mind settles down for a slumber you hope not to wake fromPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-29-08 - Complete10. life in plastic reviewsWe all play pretend; right now you're pretending that you don't. "I'm real" you insist, from behind your plastic maskPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-29-08 - Complete11. armour reviewsYou don't know who needs you; whose life depends upon youPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-29-08 - Complete12. Skeptics and True Believers reviewsThey are polar opposites held together by bonds and years and crazy monkey glue. And here they sit, years from the start, as if they're back at the beginning. Confused and dazed and lost amongst each other, one is jaded the other ditzy. Oh, the years.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,540 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-29-08 - Complete13. There Was Snow reviewsIt was the kind of magical snow that I always imagined but only saw on television. It gave false hope to a magical night, especially because you were there. It couldn't be magic; you still made me ache with hollow nostalgia and reminded me how I needed yoFiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,279 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-20-08 - Complete14. A Welcome Advance reviewsI never realized I want it, until you were in my life. And suddenly, I felt it all, rather than see, the things I needed.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-19-08 - Complete15. Let's Be Friends reviewsWe'll try this as friends and see where it ends. We'll see what's really between you and me.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-19-08 - Complete16. Bullets of My Tongue reviewsThese words are my weapons, the pen my catalyst.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-19-08 - Complete17. It Began With We Need to Talk reviewsWe need to talk". Nothing good follows these words, he knows, but despite that, he feels riveted to the spot, compelled to stay and hear out the intimidating, tiny girl, to hear the bomb that follows those ominous words.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,917 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-19-08 - Complete18. It Was Always My Hand You Wanted to Hold reviewsHe was never supposed to fall for her. They were an accident. She was just a silly girl who didn't believe in love where he was the boy who ran everytime it got too deep. Yet, they were always on each other's minds. Please Read&ReviewFiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,397 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-2-08 - Complete19. Let's Play This Game reviewsHe had the magic of her body against his, his fingers in her hair, her nails against his skin. She had the fullest intimacy a mouth could exchange, the heat of another human to chase away the cold of alone and the power of him at her will. [One Shot R&R]Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,054 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-12-07 - Complete20. Haunting You » reviewsA year has passed since his death but I can still feel him with me his arms around me when I cry or at night, his face against mine. The agonizing truth is I will never move on. For as long as I'm broken, he still remains with me, if only in memory.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,960 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-26-07 - Published: 4-19-0721. The In Between »I know I wasn't alone. I had Johnny. And Mother would still watch me. But somehow, in the vast house, I still felt all alone. I still felt like I was drowning and suffocating. And everytime I looked at Him, that feeling intensified, that choking gasp.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,107 - Updated: 4-19-07 - Published: 4-18-0722. the lighthouse »I was riveted to the spot by his eyes, a sort of secret agreement made. We turned away no one, and yet I wanted him gone so desperately. But here he stood, everyone else in amusement. He smiled and I felt myself crash. We came to get away. Now we're stuckFiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,506 - Updated: 4-18-07 - Published: 4-16-0723. Oppression reviewsOppression: the feeling of being heavily burdened, menatally or physically It's just life and it's ups and downs, the drowning we endurePoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-18-07 - Complete