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since: 06-14-03, id: 359685
country: United States
Author has written 76 stories for Young Adult, Love, Life, Family, Nature, Supernatural, Romance, and Friendship.

I'm a senior, seventeen years old. And so far being seventeen is a huge relief....I'm almost there. I went through a break up aorund four months ago, and I still miss him soo much. I love him to tell you the truth. And even thought it has been extremely exhausting and emotional, it has inspired my writing. I've grown up in a matter of five months. I understand what I want more, but at the same time I'm still lost. But the most definite and solid fact about the world that I've learned as a result of my break up is that life is indefinite and confusing, and that we all need to live with it, instead of attempting to sort through all the peices.

On a happier note: I plan on being a journalist. I can't wait!! It has been a while since I've worked on my stories, and I bet some of my readers have been let down. Sorry guys. I'm going to be picking it up this summer. I think I need to focus on creating a plot to follow instead of just writing spontaneously. I usually end up forcing myself into a dead on....I bet some of you all know what I mean.

Facts about me:

Physical Characteristics: Long brunette hair, green eyes, tan skin, athletic/dancer build, 5'6, and Italian.

Personality: Tough as hell, independent (now I am), strong willed, creative, artsy, inspired, motivated, always smiling, supporting, kind, generous, and all together crowd pleaser (or so I believe, if not please let me know).

Favorites:

Music:Cold Play, Incubus, Linkin Park, U2, Sister Hazel, Alanis Morisette, Nina Gordon, Michelle Branch, Vanessa Carlton, Madonna, Jimmy eatworld, Enya, Crossfade, Switchfoot, Anna nalick, Nelly Furtado...

Books/Comics: Fushugi Yugi, Sensual Phrase, Inu-Yasha, X-men, Spiderman, Tomb Raider, daredevil, Elektra, anything by iris Johansen, Wuthering Heights, After the First Death, Into the Wild, Les Miserables, A Tale of Two Cities, Aneglica, The Eyes of God...

Movies: 10 Things I hate about you, She's All That, Spiderman 1&2, Both X-men, Peter Pan, Finding Neverland, Ever After, Both of the Tomb raider movies, Center Stage, Titanic, Terminator 1&2, The Mummy, Lord of the Rings...

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1. Warped » reviews
Sixteen year old Missy is tired of being the dork of her class. Her opposite and best friend Chase inspires her to change, while changing a new relationship forms between them. Trouble starts when Chases' ex gets jealous of their new found relationship.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,537 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 8-4-08 - Published: 1-1-04
2. Last Time reviews
The Last Time
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-05 - Published: 11-29-05
3. One More reviews
I miss you.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-27-05 - Published: 11-27-05
4. Hold On To Me reviews
"I can remember my last breath, when we were together..."
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-23-05 - Published: 11-23-05
5. Dedicated To the One and Only reviews
"I’ll confess it all, Bury the dirt and filth before your feet..."
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-05 - Published: 11-23-05
6. Falling Tunnels reviews
"Falling like an angel with broken wings..."
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-05 - Published: 11-23-05
7. Two reviews
"The world, clouded in frustration, and pain..."
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05
8. Someday reviews
"A death trap, Lord what am I supposed to do"
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05
9. Tides reviews
"Waves wash up, and then subside..."
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05
10. Mimic reviews
"Can I fall away, inside a hole to stay..."
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05
11. Here to Stay reviews
I’ll fight today, bury myself deep down today..."
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05
12. Glow reviews
"Knives shatter, fall to the ground as I, scream"
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05
13. From Me To You reviews
"Have you ever felt a sweet embrace..."
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05
14. Under the Disco Ball » reviews
Annie was left heart broken after her first love broke up with her, but at a party one night she meets someone who sweeps her off her feet while dancing, under the disco ball.
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,082 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-27-05 - Published: 10-25-05
15. Shadow reviews
I'm just a reflection of our love, what we once had. I'm the shadow you cast...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-4-05 - Published: 7-4-05
16. Prologueuntitled reviews
He dropped everything we had after a month, with barely an explanation...this is how I felt. I put it into a story. Or at least a prologue for now.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 690 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-14-05 - Published: 3-14-05
17. My Deing Day reviews
Not really a poem...just something I wrote when he broke up with me on V-day.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 676 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-14-05 - Published: 3-14-05
18. So Far Gone reviews
I don't think he really cares or understands...just read.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-14-05 - Published: 3-14-05
19. That Place Called Home
I feel like I'm at home when I'm with him. Everything is perfect...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-10-05 - Published: 3-10-05
20. More Than You Can Handle reviews
I always feel like he wants to change me.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-10-05 - Published: 3-10-05
21. Your Love reviews
Just how Justin makes me feel. I mean...you have to read it to know what I'm talking about. So plz read it!
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05
22. Guide Me To The Sun reviews
describes how I was feeling when I was caught in confusion about whether he liked me or not.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05
23. Green Eyes
How he makes me feel
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05
24. Craze reviews
How I feel like no matter what I do I always end up thinking about him.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05
25. In Your Arms reviews
As the sun rises to the sky...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05
26. She Wept reviews
Exactly what the title says. She wept.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-27-04 - Published: 1-27-04
27. My Next Wish reviews
My anger is terrifying and dangerous. I hate it. This is what it's like.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-27-04 - Published: 1-27-04
28. Just Me reviews
All you have in the end is yourself
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-27-04 - Published: 1-27-04
29. A Tunnel For Eternity reviews
There's a way everyone feels when they're doing something they were made to do and love to do. This is how I feel when dancing.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-27-04 - Published: 1-27-04
30. I Love You reviews
Somehting I wrote for my father
Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-27-04 - Published: 1-27-04
31. A True Mother reviews
Something that I wrote for my mom on christmas. I hope you like it.
Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-27-04 - Published: 1-27-04
32. You Say That I'm reviews
My mom say's that I'm the cause of everything...kinda makes me sad.
Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-04 - Published: 1-18-04
33. The Solitude in the Dark reviews
The nature of people
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-9-04 - Published: 1-9-04
34. Cursed reviews
There isn't anything special about me? I guess that's a good summary...LOL. CHECK IT OUT!
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-1-04 - Published: 1-1-04
35. Waiting to Die
I'm not really sure where this poem came from, so I'm not sure how to explain it. Oh hell-talks about how we get trapped in situations and how we lose hope.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-1-04 - Published: 1-1-04
36. The Worlds Challenges reviews
I know that was a bad title, but I couldn't think of anything else. This is about what i go through with each obstacle in my life.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
37. I Never Know reviews
I've changed, and so people see me as weird.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
38. Back In My Turtle Shell reviews
...this is me...this is who I am, and nobody understands.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
39. May Be I Am reviews
evil never rests...
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
40. We are Hollow reviews
What happens to us when life is boring...good read!
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
41. Why? reviews
Why won't he make his move?
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
42. White, Hot, Sizzling Blood reviews
...I'm tired of doing these summary's. Just give this one a chance, and review.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
43. Fear reviews
...fear is all Iam...and i am thank-full for that
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03
44. Alone I Am reviews
...I feel alone... GOOD read.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-15-03
45. Evil In The Dark reviews
...what evil and the dark really are to me...
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-15-03
46. When I Sing reviews
...what it feels like for me when I sing...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-15-03
47. I Like reviews
...I hate reality and this is why...GOOD read. Pleas read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-15-03
48. Redefined reviews
...how I became something new...
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-15-03
49. Tryin' reviews
...tryin' to get his attention...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-15-03
50. Glowing Fingertips » reviews
Clare can walk through walls, shoot bolts of lightning, communicate telepathically and more. Her friend gets taken over my some virus and she has to save the world. watch as she questions her feelings for her friend, and saves the world.
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,777 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 7-4-03
51. I Wish You Were Here reviews
...when he wasn't there...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-13-03 - Published: 8-13-03
52. Let Me Go reviews
...sometimes it hurts to think and feel...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-1-03 - Published: 8-1-03
53. Contained reviews
...I was alone...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-1-03 - Published: 8-1-03
54. I Knew Then reviews
...at this moment I knew
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-1-03 - Published: 8-1-03
55. The Head of the Mountain reviews
...the struggle's I had...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-1-03 - Published: 8-1-03
56. Anything but Ordinary reviews
Just what the title says...I want ot be anything but ordinary
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-15-03 - Published: 7-15-03
57. I Hope reviews
I fear death...and why I fear death...please check it out.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-15-03 - Published: 7-15-03
58. The Portrait reviews
How one thing is so important to me... please give it a chance
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-03 - Published: 7-15-03
59. Running reviews
They tried to part us, but the did not prevail, and so they are still trying...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-03 - Published: 7-9-03
60. My Darkness in Water reviews
...I like how it feels when you're under water...
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-9-03 - Published: 7-9-03
61. You Have Me reviews
No matter what I do or where I go he still has me...Don't forget to review!
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
62. Forever Stained reviews
How he ripped me apart...please read and review!
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
63. A Witness of Fortune » reviews
Kelly lives a simple life. She had friends, family, and a future. Then her worst nightmare comes true. Her family is murdered. Kelly finds out her mother is a secret agent. Kellys life suddenly takes a sharp turn.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,586 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-30-03 - Published: 6-15-03
64. My Last Cry reviews
Pleading with my love to...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-24-03 - Published: 6-24-03
65. Once A Forest and Now A Shadow reviews
...how the greens of our world turn on us
Nature - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 700 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-24-03 - Published: 6-24-03
66. I Am Guilty reviews
...when i felt guilty for what i did to my brother
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-24-03 - Published: 6-24-03
67. Forever Empty reviews
...how I struggle to gain the courage to talk to the guy i love
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-24-03 - Published: 6-24-03
68. A Souls Cry of Blood reviews
...how my thoughts turned against each other
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-24-03 - Published: 6-24-03
69. Just watch Because I can reviews
a time when people were putting me down
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
70. My Lock reviews
how I broke out of the daddies girl syndrom
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
71. An Apology now revealed reviews
how I sunk into evil
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
72. Because I love you reviews
the questions of love
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
73. Always with him reviews
what love can do to you
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
74. A Moment Untouchable reviews
I meet my dream love...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 539 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
75. My Opposite reviews
About my reflection...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
76. Heat reviews
I meet the man of my dreams...you'll love it.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 724 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03
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