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since: 06-15-03, id: 359900
Author has written 60 stories for Friendship, Life, Family, General, Nature, War, Love, and General.

Name: Lindsey

Age: 15 (oh god.. so soon to be 16... *kills birthday*)

Favorite Colors: Silver, Black and Deep Reds

Grade: 11 (ZOMG i rule!!!!! skronk!)

Favorite Bands: Jack Off Jill, Dir En Grey, Rasputina, Marilyn Manson, PJ Harvey, Placebo, Kidney Thieves, Collide

Songs of the Moment: "Crazy" - Kidney Thieves, "Devil With The Black Dress On" Jack Off Jill, "Mayaku" - Dir En Grey, "Delicate" Damien Rice (yeah.. out of place much...?)

Mood: PARTY ANIMAL! holy... i 3 this year so much *dances like a white boi*

Movie of the Moment: Eurotrip lol good stuff man

Nail Color: blank... i just got my cuticles cut... and my nails buffered into shine goodness

Ring Tone: The Hobbit Drinking sung by my Fellowship posse

Accessory of the Moment: my charity bracelets; the gay pride one for AIDS, the booster juice one for hungry kids (poor things) and my lance armstrong one. BUY SOME! SUPPORT THE CHARITYS AND MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE! two dollars can make you feel, and become a better person.

Fav. Class: Applied Graphic Arts... ZOMG i own at that class... BWAHAHAH the benefits of nerd-osity! REAP THEM!

so uhmmmmm yeah... i've got THREE WORDS and i'm trying to force them into a sotry or a poem.. or hell even a picture.. (in which case you'd have to go to http://sempiternica.deviantart.com ... SUPPORT MY ART!!! loooove itttttt.. just kidding lol)


1. remedy for a shattered heart reviews
i thought he was wine... turns out it was just draino
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,178 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-21-04
2. Fk it reviews
my angry poem that i wrote months ago when i broke up with an awful boyfriend... its not a very good one, mostly because it was written while i was ready to kill!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-22-04
3. 21st Century Killer reviews
This is somewhat inspired by From Hell (and hours of listening to Rob Zombies Hell Billy Deluxe) so sorry if it sounds a bit gothic… I kinda like it though... Yay for rhyming!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-22-04
4. To The Ones I Love reviews
dedicated to my friends. i love you
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-2-04
5. Fallen Feathers reviews
i've missed my chance... i was a fool (partial fiction... )
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-24-04
6. Real Live Freak Show reviews
please... don't stare
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-14-04
7. Mortal Addictions reviews
The mortal world is a living hell. we become addicted to things that tear us apart and, eventually, tear us apart. life is a lie that we all take part in, unwillingly or not
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-23-04
8. Inpenetrable reviews
if you ever saw the two of us in the same room, you'd think that everything was okay... but she's hurt me in ways that i never thought were possible (r/r please)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-19-04
9. Intoxicated reviews
i was just thinking about a friend of mine and relized just how much he meant to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-19-04
10. You » reviews
this is a series of poems that ADreamForeverLost and myself are writing together about... well read and find out
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,518 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-31-04
11. Adumbration reviews
look around you... no one realizes what is happening any more
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-29-04
12. The Theater Games reviews
how many times must i be toyed around with? how many times will i fall for your shit? ...how many times do i have to ask myself these questions?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-18-04
13. freedom reviews
one day i'll set you free... one day i'll get out... one day... this will be perfect
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-04
14. Can't believe it all reviews
alright, not really a true story, but close enough. i suppose i wish it were true...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-6-04
15. Merry Christmas reviews
i'm not a family peson... i'm not a people person... and holidays just make life more -interesting-
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-27-03
16. Untruth reviews
i've been confined within myself too long... my thoughts are incoherant... someone make them stop
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-16-03
17. Under Pressure reviews
Glass bottles always break under pressure and one day we'll break under all of this. it hurts, i know, one day the rain will releive us of memories though...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-12-03
18. Kayla reviews
I wrote this for a friend a while back... she really doesn't see that so many people care for her, and that makes me feel so horrible inside...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-10-03
19. Pulled Away reviews
we used to be stuck together at the hip... this all fell apart - - - (readers: one of my nick names is Raen)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-2-03
20. out of hand now reviews
you never knew why... you don't understand a single word from my lips... you hate me and you know it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-20-03
21. the rule we can't break reviews
this is inspired by 'the pianst'... i love that movie
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-20-03
22. In Winter reviews
everything happens in the cold of winter, when snow carpets the muddy ground... when does the frost die?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-20-03
23. let me be your tourniquet reviews
i still love you no matter what... (pg for a swear)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-20-03
24. cold coffee and generosity reviews
the most generous of people, are always the people with the least to give
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-20-03
25. Drifting farther reviews
you can never trust as much as you might think you can... theres always a catch...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-20-03
26. of the shadowed world reviews
She is always afraid... just let her be who she may be... stop trying to change me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-20-03
27. sick of your psychodramatic world reviews
everything she said was so dramatisized... everything had to be life or death for her.. everything had to be so complex... i got so sick of it... and she turned on me
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-20-03
28. another game of Risk reviews
video games have made war seem so simple, and painless... life is not a game, nor is war
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-20-03
29. Wall of Mirrors reviews
(pg for one swear... my bad) I look into the mirror, i hate what i see, continuous failure and disappaointment was all i was ever meant to be
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-20-03
30. Bonds reviews
"Despair wants free/despair truste thee.../with all her heart/encased in iron thorns" (r/r)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-27-03
31. until midnight reviews
red flowers bloom / beneath my skin / i can't wait until / their thorns break loose
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 460 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-20-03
32. you're going now reviews
me and a friend (her penname's Dreamy eyed) wrote this together about a guy, we were friends with him in a way but she really liked him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-18-03
33. how am i wrong reviews
ever have one of those days where you just wonder...?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-18-03
34. Flames reviews
about one of those stupid people that brings everyone down for the hell of it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-18-03
35. can you say reviews
lost identity poem again... this ones quite a bit shorter though
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-18-03
36. i guess this means reviews
it seems that everyone i care about doesn't notice that i actually do care... even when i tell them not to do stupid things because i don't want them hurt
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-18-03
37. Feilds of Ashen Grey reviews
you need to think about this one carefully, there is a hidden message... most of the words don't mean what they say
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-18-03
38. With you reviews
... a love poem... what more can i say?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-8-03
39. have you felt reviews
a poem about missunderstood... i don't know really... some time i missunderstand myself...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-22-03
40. hate you reviews
this has a weird twist at the end so read the whole short thing
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-22-03
41. chained reviews
i was angry at my family and i took a veeery long walk.. the result was being grounded, sore feet and this
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-20-03
42. i need to get out reviews
i was blind to all the good things around me and i could only see the bad.. until i met someone, and they changed my point of view
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-20-03
43. you can leave now reviews
bad friends are a bad habit for me... but this time i got them to go away
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-20-03
44. to the freaks reviews
my first humor... i think... i got really annoyed with the 'popular' people, *gasp* i noticed i have more friends then some of the 'popular' people heh...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-20-03
45. routine reviews
what happens when you can't control yourself any more and sleep isn't something you get? what happens when you become a slave to your own want for perfection?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-19-03
46. Soldier reviews
i don't know what inspired this. i started doing my homework and i ended up writing this lol it's about a soldier *gasp* whos in a war *another gasp*
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-19-03
47. what is it like to reviews
a stupid idea that i nearly followed through with... this poem made me change my mind after reading it and seeing how dumb it really was
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-18-03
48. you're my pain reviews
a bad relationship... gone even worse. i don't know who it really is about, it came out of nowhere
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-18-03
49. Seas reviews
this isn't one of my normal poems... i was told that i'm good at describing things so i decided to write some natural poems r/r please i would like to know if i can write stuff that isn't sad
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-18-03
50. Gardens reviews
this isn't one of my normal poems... i was told that i'm good at describing things so i decided to write some natural poems r/r please i would like to know if i can write stuff that isn't sad
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-18-03
51. what we hate is who we are reviews
isn't it funny how everyone wants to be someone else... people think you're great as you are and you can't see how to like yourself... then you just become everything you hate...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-18-03
52. Jenny's story reviews
a mix between a friend's life, dark thoughts and my own life... i wrote it one night when i was very tired and angry r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-18-03
53. gasping reviews
this is my idea of hell, having your last moment repeating over and over...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-18-03
54. can't we fix this? reviews
it's hard to summerize this, i took the news of friends a little bit badly i guess because it made me start writing like this... *sigh* what is the world coming to?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-16-03
55. please not you too reviews
my friend told me a secret... a secret that i probably shouldn't keep... and i wouldn't if i didn't know how she felt
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-16-03
56. and here shall i die? reviews
something always keeps me here... always...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-16-03
57. have we met before reviews
it goes out to those who have been stipped of their identities... there are so many of us out there...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-16-03
58. and so it continues reviews
i'm always told that its going to be okay in the end, but very rarely it is... its that stupid overused lie that doesn't do any reassuring anymore
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-15-03
59. forests reviews
choices we make in life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-15-03
60. do you remember reviews
i was really great friends with someone... but suddenly we just stopped talking, i don't know why... probably something stupid, but this describes our friendship before that...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 515 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-15-03