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since: 06-19-03, id: 360584
Author has written 19 stories for Supernatural, Fantasy, Nature, Life, Love, War, Friendship, Fantasy, General, and Spiritual.
When I was little, my mother used to sew a great deal. I would sit at her knee and look up from the floor and ask what she was doing. She informed me that she was embroidering. As from the underside I watched her work within the boundaries of the little round hoop that she held in her hand, I complained to her that it sure looked messy from where I sat. She would smile at me, look down and gently say, "Child, you go about your playing for a while, and when I am finished with my embroidering, I will put you on my knee and let you see it from my side." I would wonder why she was using some dark threads along with the bright ones and why they seemed so jumbled from my view. A few minutes would pass and then I would hear Mother's voice say, "Child, come and sit on my knee." This I did only to be surprised and thrilled to see a beautiful flower, or a sunset. I could not believe it, because from underneath it looked so messy. Then Mother would say to me, "My child, from underneath it did look messy and jumbled, but you did not realize that there was a plan on the top. It was a design. I was only following it. Now look at it from my side and you will see what I was doing." Many times through the years I have looked up to heaven and said, "Father, what are You doing?" He has answered, "I am embroidering your life." I say, "But it looks like a mess to me. It seems so jumbled. The threads seem so dark. Why can't they all be bright?" The Father seems to tell me, "'My child, you go about your business of doing My business, and one day I will bring you to Heaven and put you on My knee and you will see the plan from My side."

- Author Unknown



Meant to be
Broken through the rusted years
I ignored the stinging pain
I could taste my salty tears
Hid my face in shameful vain
Death laid her hand upon me
my shoulder, her bony hand grips
it has always meant to be
the pain, through my heart it will rip
the depression holds no bounds
I beg for a release
it shall walk along all grounds
please kill this wild beast
no one asks why I cry
I don’t think they care
I gaze upon the cloudy sky
does it end I wonder where
the darkness washes over me
colder than a freezing night
deeper than the galaxy
death will stand there on my right
wealth and fame are out of reach
more so than outer space
I’ll take a walk along the beach
I’ll find that peaceful place
we fight the falses of our youth
and run from imaginary places
our dreams locked in a darkened booth
and replaced by cold, hard faces.
when I reach my judgment day
He will laugh at me
He will send me on my way
T’was never meant to be

Anonymous




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1. Talked to you today reviews
this came after a long unexpected phone call
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-22-05 - Published: 3-22-05
2. waiting
How can you really be happt without the ones you love?
Spiritual - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-22-05 - Published: 3-22-05
3. Knock reviews
A woman receives a visit from a stranger r/r s'il vous plaît
Spiritual - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 705 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-14-04 - Published: 6-14-04
4. The Summer
This is just a tidbit of my childhood i wrote up for fiction class r/r
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,639 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-28-04 - Published: 3-28-04
5. beauty and the beast reviews
Just my version of the classic fairy tale set to poety
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-28-04 - Published: 3-28-04
6. A Friend reviews
I'm not sure, it sort of goes back to the question would you give your life for a friend
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-25-03 - Published: 11-25-03
7. my knight reviews
i like it. R/R please
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-03 - Published: 8-8-03
8. Untitled reviews
i'm not sure, i liked it better when i wrote it that when i read it. tell me what you think
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-03 - Published: 8-8-03
9. thief reviews
ummmmmmmm... just read it then review, thanks
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-03 - Published: 8-8-03
10. I Pray reviews
A poem about the holocoust from a christian perspective of someone who hid jews if that makes any sense
War - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 859 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-6-03 - Published: 8-6-03
11. questions
Just wondering R/R please
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
12. Would you reviews
About wanting to know if you are worth anything to anyone. i know, it rhymes way to much. R/R please. thank you.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
13. Here in my house of words reviews
I'm not exactly sure what i was thinking when I wrote this. Tell me if you think it's any good at all.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
14. Thats when I say I'm sorry reviews
this is about when you love someone so much you wont risk upseting them. yea. its really bad. please R/R so i can make it better
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
15. When I Met You reviews
it's about overcoming depression with love, i guess. anyway R/R and tell me how awful it is.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
16. Hello reviews
this is kinda half of a conversation...just read it, the ending is kinda odd. R/R
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
17. The Mountain reviews
This is just a wierd poem i wrote, its not very good but i'd appreciate feedback so R/R
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-7-03 - Published: 7-7-03
18. In My Dreams reviews
This is kind of an autobigraphy but not so much. anyway, R/R
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 876 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-6-03 - Published: 7-6-03
19. The Gray reviews
This is kind of a wierd story i wrote about... well read it and see. oh and please R/R
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,209 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-6-03 - Published: 7-6-03
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