Neverlander12
PM . Follow . Favorite . Feed
since: 07-10-03, id: 364208
country: USA
Author has written 68 stories for General, General, Family, Nature, and Biography.

Hey y'all! I think I may finally be getting back into the groove. Give me awhile and I may just produce something fruitful. For those of you who read any of my past works that I've since taken down- I'd like to hear from you. Would you like to see those old stories again? Do you even remember them? Send me a shout out at Kaschnaut@aol.com. Even if you haven't read any of my stuff previously, feel free to write. I'm a pretty good listener (as good as you can be through email anyways) and I'm pretty much checking my email everyday now (which is amazing for me really). Anywho- I'm back and attempting to be better than ever.

Smooches-CGUll_the_Wizpig


1. Monster
Ode to the parasitic
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Published: 8-7-08
2. Shades reviews
I'm known for my sense of humor, my smile, my way with people. What would they think if they could get even a glimpse of what was really inside?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-7-08
3. SelfDenial reviews
I want to sleep, so I won't. I'll submit this. Hope it's not total crap.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-5-08
4. Inside There Is A Box
Inside the box, there is a girl. Stillbirth hidden by a still-life masterpiece. I'm sorry, I'm so tired right now I'm barely coherent.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 8-5-08
5. Commitment » reviews
A sort of poem story, I suppose. The first one being labeled Socio1 on my comp. Weird, in my opinion, but not too far from anything else I've written, really.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-1-08 - Published: 3-17-08
6. Bad Luck reviews
Originally titled "seasons" on my comp, but for some unkown reason I feel like retitleing is that even a word? it. I don't really understand this piece, so maybe you can help.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-17-08 - Complete
7. Worthless
Didn't you know? Imperfection is a deadly sin.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 4-29-07 - Complete
8. I Starve No Longer reviews
I deleted a million poems, trying to find you. And when I did, I found I was full.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-9-07 - Complete
9. Are you sure reviews
you can dance with us?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-7-07 - Complete
10. Legacy
Yeah, I am what I have been made to be.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 12-22-06 - Complete
11. Ralph
We finished reading The Lord of the Flies in English, and in thinking back on it, I realized how much Ralph and I really had in common. It was an interesting experience, this piece.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Published: 11-2-06 - Complete
12. Off the Noises reviews
One of my older pieces. My friend was in a play that I can't remember the name of, but my title is based on the play's name.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-10-06
13. Highway Wreckage reviews
Extended metaphor. Simply put: relationship equals car wreck
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-8-06
14. Another Word Void to Overcome reviews
Another search for words to name feelings that can't be described.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-27-06
15. Cycling reviews
Digging through the files, I found this one. I got a lil sad and wistful reading it, so here it is...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-27-06
16. If I'm Going to Hell reviews
...might as well go out with a bang.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-6-06
17. Replaceable Only stamped on my head reviews
I need you to need me.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-6-06
18. Holiday Withdrawal reviews
I always suffer from holiday withdrawal. It's why I hate the holidays.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-06
19. Myself in You reviews
I don't know. In dancing circles around the truth, I found that I had lied to myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-2-06
20. Hidden Wings reviews
People are always trying to hide themselves.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-2-06
21. Fairy Tales for the Cynical Sexist Realist reviews
It's kinda weird. The black fairy tales and their endings.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-2-06
22. Mind Speak reviews
I got so pissed off I had to write something weird to get sane again. Or at least semi-sane.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-19-06
23. The Trees Remember reviews
My shortest. It just kind of came out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-18-06
24. Pen vs Sword reviews
They say the pen is mightier than the sword...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-12-06
25. Dreamship reviews
Dreams may never come true, but they also never die.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-12-06
26. Dreams reviews
I never dreamt. (another dug up poem from my bottomless pit of a room)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-11-06
27. Asleep reviews
Literally and figuratively my mother constantly sleeps. Does she ever dream of me?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-11-06
28. 13 Steps reviews
Another old one. And no, I didn't write it when I was 13...at least I don't think I did. May be suicide at the end, maybe not. Your choice.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-11-06
29. Ice Queen Forest King: united again reviews
chuckles It's a bit long. I wrote it way back when. R&R please
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-11-06
30. Carry Me Gently When You Go reviews
You carry me away from myself
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-11-06
31. Beyond Role Reversal reviews
I'm guilty of wanting to be seen.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-11-06
32. When I Dream reviews
Wrote this a few years ago and just found it. One of my shortest. (p.s- read between the lines; there are two different stories and then the tie)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-11-06
33. my skeletons are my own reviews
I hate myself more than anyone else. I love myself more than anyone knows.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-11-06
34. Weak but for the Weak reviews
How can one sum up a piece of the soul? lol. anyways, just R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-6-06
35. How Does A Voyeur Say Goodbye? reviews
Sometimes freaky things drip from my ballpoint.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-23-06
36. Sticks and Stones are for fools reviews
I knew when I woke up that morning. The day before had just been too happy, too easy, too good. It's always beautiful right before the storm hits and tears everything to shreds.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-7-06
37. And the Tears Never Came » reviews
I need for someone to see why I laugh all the time. Why I get so excited over the little things. I need someone to take these broken pieces away and make them beautiful again.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,620 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-29-06 - Published: 1-14-06
38. Hitchhiker of Souls reviews
Mixture of external and internal. I find more and more lately that my body follows my soul. It just kind of came out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-06
39. Words for a Lack reviews
I hate that I hate her. I hate that I love her even more. I hate myself for the hate. Sometimes the pain is just too much though.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-21-06
40. Kid for a Day reviews
I step out of their lives for an entire day. I don't regret not calling. I'd do it all again.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-21-06
41. Every Day reviews
She justs takes so much out of me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-14-06
42. Bottled Resentment reviews
It was long in coming. When everything you feel is too much for the one person who is supposed to care the most...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-14-06
43. Just Like Me reviews
I'm just glad he won't be like his mother. Nobody should be that negative all the time.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-14-06
44. My Reason for Being reviews
I finally realize what I'm here for. It's not just him, but most of it is. That's the way it is in my mind anyways. For now at least.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-14-06
45. Still in Transit reviews
Just a wandering
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-14-06
46. Not Quite Face Value reviews
Felt like doing a family portrait.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-11-06
47. Final Abandonment reviews
What do you do when your shelter leaves you for good? Just disappears. It's a little long, but I had to write something.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-11-06
48. Untitled reviews
Sometimes you just get tired of being so connected to someone else that you're not yourself, you know?
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-23-05
49. here's looking at you: is it any wonder then? reviews
Just felt like writing. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-12-05
50. Mother Nature Could Not Dry These Tears reviews
I'm homesick for a place I never considered home. Then again, maybe I've just lost touch with my true mother.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-12-05
51. Lackluster Love reviews
Basically a vent after a call from my mother. R&R
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-1-05
52. Path Past Perfection reviews
People are becoming more and more obsessed with sex, beauty, "perfection". I hate it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-1-05
53. Winters Passed reviews
I miss snow and leaves that change color.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-22-05
54. Craziness is to the Crazy: Frenzied thoughts reviews
My words go crazy sometimes. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-22-05
55. Taking Myself Back reviews
It's about how I wish I could see myself through the eyes of the people around me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-16-05
56. No Name Woman reviews
I just felt like writing and this came out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-3-05
57. Mommy? reviews
Pretty much summary of my relationship with my mother as a child.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-21-05
58. Wing Seamstress reviews
Things are starting to click in my head. Even Icarus had wings for a while.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-19-05
59. Depression reviews
Another creative writing assignment.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-19-05
60. Honesty reviews
A creative writing assignment. New style for me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-19-05
61. I'm Going Deaf: Here in My Hell reviews
Something in me just clicked this year. It's been slow in coming, but it's here now.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-19-05
62. My Name reviews
I hate my name. Or at least, I hate it when my mother says it. I want to cut her freakin lips off when she says it...uh...anyways...um..read and review?Please?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-11-05
63. You and I reviews
We're one in the same and looks can be deceiving and all that jazz.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-11-05
64. I Tried to Fly Once reviews
Another one of my "add up the first letter of each sentence" poems
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-9-05
65. Paradox reviews
My mother and I have an interesting relationship. It's based on her, but it holds true to all my relationships.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-05
66. Tainted I Am reviews
It's short but it's one of those poems where the first letter of every sentence makes a word or phrase alltogether.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-05
67. Untitled Dust reviews
I'm not quite sure what to say about it. I felt like writing, so I wrote. Feel free to give suggestions as to where it should go. Rating, genre, title, everything is flexible. Feel free to add, be inspired, anything really.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-16-05
68. Flowers Bar the Way reviews
I'm not even sure what it means. Just something I wrote a while ago that I just found.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-31-04