FictionPress.com - let the words flow| FictionPress.com - let the words flow |
| Home Just In Communities Forums Beta Readers Dictionary Search | Login Register Extras |
| BeyondRepair |
Author has written 67 stories for Fantasy, Song, Love, and Life. My name is Brian, I'm 24 years old, I've recently graduated from University, and am presently trying to decide if I'm really cut out for this 'work' thing. In place of what I usually have for a bio I will leave you with some interesting thoughts that really don't fit into any other work: Never stop dreaming. Hope, wishes, dreams: these things are nto fantasy, merely unrealized reality. If life is spent searching for the answers and these answers can only be found after death, then whats the point of life? Is it not better to try and live the answers, then search for the questions. Love and freedom. They're two very similar things. We spend our lives searching for both only to have one stop us from reaching the other. Every life, no matter how mundane is interesting. Every life is filled with a whirlwind of activities. It is filled with desires, passions, and struggles. It is filled with hopes, and dreams for the future. It is a flurry of emotion. Every life has meaning...discount no one. If I do not know the answer, do not call me stupid; I am merely uneducated. I am ignorant. Those truly stupid are the lazy. Those who see truth and knowledge and turn away from it, those that believe ignorance is bliss, they are the stupid. Hate breeds hate. Love nourishes love. To foster hate in your heart, to give hate life, is to take life away from others. To love is to give life, to give joy, to others. Why hate when one can love? Hope: it is the quintessential emotion of all human activity. It can propel us to our greatest heights, our greatest achievements, but like all things it is merely a tool, and it can thrust us to the deepest depths and cause our greatest evils. Hope: it is what binds us together and what can break us apart. | |||||||||
1. Unbidden Thoughts reviewsDark thoughts at times spring to the mind unbidden, and only as we hurry them back to the deepest corners of our mind, do we realize the truths in them.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-6-08 - Published: 12-6-082. Change reviewsSimply titled because I can't think of anything better, this probably is not finished and will be revised, nonetheless it appears here nowLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-4-04 - Published: 11-4-043. Her Love reviewsSomething I wrote while thinking about her during a lectureLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-3-04 - Published: 11-3-044. Ashes to ashes reviewsA comparsion of a girl with the black plague through the used of the childrens nursery rhyme which is morbidly about the plagueSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-4-04 - Published: 8-4-045. Impossible Girl reviewsPretty much self-explanatory, I never knew such a person could exist, or that they could take you so unawareSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-4-04 - Published: 8-4-046. There's Days reviewsSometimes things get tough and you never know whats going to happen, but what gets me through is that I know there'll be good days again like those I can rememberSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-10-04 - Published: 6-10-047. Waiting reviewsI wrote half of this a month ago and the other half just recently so I think the meaning came out slightly skewed from what I intended originally...umm...its about "waiting for something to break" in your lifeSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-8-04 - Published: 6-8-048. The Road Most Travelled By reviewsObviously wirtten while thinking how Frost's poem applies to myself, how there are always paths to choose, you chose one, and I another, but why can't we creat our own better path?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-8-04 - Published: 6-8-049. Last Song reviewsYesterday I found those pictures, and I realized there was no longer a point for me to hold onto them, so this is the last song I will ever write about her because she's no longer an impact on my life...Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-26-04 - Published: 5-26-0410. A Hypocritical Poem reviewsA poem srung from the fact that I'm tired of expressing all my emotions only in poetry and that it has done me no good, other than to make me more confused...so this poem is somewhat hypocritical...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-24-04 - Published: 5-24-0411. There is no tragedy here reviewsSo I got this weird feeling in my gut, played a few simple chords and this is what came out of me...I'm not really sure what it is...it may kinda be interpretted as a suicidal thing, but its not at all...umm...I think its just kinda feeling down about lifSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-20-04 - Published: 5-20-0412. Someone's Onlyone reviewsHere's song I wrote a while back, and am posting just now, after I put some chords to it, my brother threw in some drum beats, and I worked out a baseline...umm yeah, its about the frustratrion of women who just kinda string you alongSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-16-04 - Published: 5-16-0413. Like Icarus? reviewsA song that doesn't really apply to myself right now, but the chorus came to me in the shower and I had to finish off the thought...a good song if you're in a relationship that you think is gonna fail, or maybe if you think its going to fast...yeah somethSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-12-04 - Published: 5-12-0414. The Norm reviewsSadly situations like these have become the norm, situaions where I try to make things right, but still fail...tell me what you think (it could use a better title...)Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-9-04 - Published: 5-9-0415. A Spring Storm reviewsA storm rises once again in my life...I really like this one, and I'm actually somewhat proud of it...gasp...it'd be nice if you'd take a look...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-9-04 - Published: 5-9-0416. Wasted Days reviewsLike most songs it is somewhat exaggerated, not the best, but I did like some of the lines enough to post it"wasted hours and days / Endless ink upon an endless page"Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-7-04 - Published: 5-7-0417. These Stars reviewsThey are the guiding lights in your life (not my best stuff, simple rhyming quatraines)Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-7-04 - Published: 5-7-0418. Subvocal Feelings reviewsThis feeling that exists in me below the surface, its something I can't place, and something I can't seem to get rid ofLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-7-04 - Published: 5-7-0419. Can Anybody Hear? reviewsA song about events and incidents in my life...and the feeling you get when you wonder if there's anyone who can hear your pain...also...if said Dreamer Girl in the song would not read too much into it that would be greatly appreciated...I just...yeah...Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-12-04 - Published: 4-12-0420. Questions Without Answers reviewsI have so many questions about myself...but it seems unlikely that I will ever find the answers...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-12-04 - Published: 4-12-0421. The Snake Within reviewsMerely a revelation as to how so many of the archtypal characteristics of the snake apply to myselfLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-12-04 - Published: 4-12-0422. My star: A fragment reviewsJust a short fragment I found today scribbled down in a margin, thought I'd post itLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-4-04 - Published: 4-4-0423. Empty reviewsHere's a song thats really very depressing, written in a mood when I wasn't feeling to good about myself, or the world in general, I'm feeling better now, and some of this is simply poetric exageration anyways, but please do readSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-4-04 - Published: 4-4-0424. Unsaid reviewsAll the things I'd like to say to her, but in poetry format. Not something I think is overly great, yet I have to post it simply because I feel it so much...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-3-04 - Published: 4-3-0425. The Night reviewsMerely a poetic representation of an event, if you know the event it question please don't read too much into it, but still know that it inspired meLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-1-04 - Published: 4-1-0426. The Heart's Shadow reviewsThis is the heart's shadow, it's dark side, what it fights to hold onto as it knows it should let goLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-0427. Like the Sun reviewsLike the Sun this never seems to end, I wish for an eternal dawn, or at least an eternal dusk.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-0428. Searching reviewsI suppose this could be a song, but I just kinda wrote it as a poem with a chorus, and it has no music to it. It's about the confusion, and the difficulty trying to find yourself in lifeLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-0429. Drowning: A fragment reviewsSomething really short that I came up with, not really a whole poem, just sort of the feeling that I occasionally get when life gets hardLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-0430. Don't SpeakI'm tired of hearing what you have to say, I'm done with it, just let this all be alreadyLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-0431. Hidden reviewsCome out from hiding, and show us all who you really are. There's no reason to be afraid any longerLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-0432. Flood me, drown me reviewsLet istall go, release your pain in me, and I'll be there for you when its time for you to healLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-0433. Confusions reviewsA poem about my life, and how its confusing, and convoluted, and how I really don't know what to do with itLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-17-04 - Published: 3-17-0434. Rocket Girl reviewsHere's a song about a girl...obviously...that seems to be in almost another world, sometimes I think she's destined for the stars, but I'm afraid she need to come back down to earth before she crashes and burnsSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-17-04 - Published: 3-17-0435. Stay Away reviewsAnother drunken mistake, another poem for an outlet to this painLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-14-04 - Published: 3-14-0436. Numb reviewsAbout a friend of mine, and a disturbing pill problem we just found out she has, not the best of stuff, but I'm gonna toss er up here just cause I know it'd mean something to a few peopleLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-13-04 - Published: 3-13-0437. In the Forest of my Life reviewsQuick little poem I wrote Stats class today instead of listening to the lecture, it not the best but I thought I'd throw it up, umm...its just about life and how its confusing and how the futures so unknown but I'm going to keep on trying to find my wayLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-9-04 - Published: 3-9-0438. Today I'm Alive reviewsHere's one thats not depressing. Its about how you wake up one day, or you have a really great conversation with someone andyou realize that everything is gonna be okay, even if you haven't got it all figured outSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-8-04 - Published: 3-8-0439. The Overwhelming Heart reviewsThis ones how you struggle with what you logically know is right and what your heart tells you to do. Its how your heart always seems to take control, even when you don't want it toLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-1-04 - Published: 3-1-0440. No thoughts reviewsQuick little song I whipped up in the shower today as I was wondering why I can't seem to shake her from my mindSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-0441. Drunken Confessionals » reviewsAlright, these aren't really full songs, they're, like the title says, merely a series of things that I've written while drunk. They're fragments, that I may continue, tell me if you like one idea in particularSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 7 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-0442. Memories and Tragedies reviewsWhen you feel as though you've messed everything up in your life and you're left with merely the memories of the past and the tragedies of the presentSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-5-04 - Published: 2-5-0443. Should I hope reviewsI made a mess of things, and now I'm wondering if it can ever go back to the way it was, should I even hope?Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-28-04 - Published: 1-28-0444. The AntiIrish Drinking Song reviewsIts not anti-Irish, but anti-drinking. It was written to the kind of tune an Irish drinking song has after a very bad night that would have been a very good night without the influence of alcohol.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-0445. Blindman reviewsSome old I dug up and decided to post to see if its even halfway decent. Its how I long ago ruined a friendship cause I just couldn't see the big picture. Please tell me what you thinkSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-18-04 - Published: 1-18-0446. Waterwings reviewsEver get the feeling that your drowning in your problems, and there's one person who can make them all seem to go away. It's her, she's my water-wings, she keeps me afloat.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-0447. A Road reviewsYou'll come to a point in your life when you have to leave the past behind, keep your feet on the road and follow it to brighter skiesSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-16-04 - Published: 1-16-0448. Sacrificial reviewsI've reached a point in my life where I have to stop doing things for others and live my life for me.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-14-04 - Published: 1-14-0449. It's alright to Dream reviewsabout how when things are really bad in your life its okay sometimes to let go and dream about the good thingsSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-4-04 - Published: 1-4-0450. Her reviewsI need a better title (advice-anyways, it's about how this girl was going through a really tough time and I just wanted to be there to help her and tell her everything would be okaySong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-4-04 - Published: 1-4-0451. She's a different kind of poem reviewsokay, the title messed up, but this is something I wrote after reading Shakespeare's Sonnet 130 and realizing how most poets compare women the inanimate objects and how she's nothing like any of thatLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-4-04 - Published: 1-4-0452. Letting Go reviewsAbout a breaking up and then wanting to move on, but at the same time wanting to hold on to what you used to have.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-2-03 - Published: 12-2-0353. Broken Glass reviewsAnother poor attempt at poetry. If its really horrible tell me so and I'll make it a point not to attempt this again. Oh...its about that point in a relationship were things are so fraglile they could break at any moment.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-10-03 - Published: 10-10-0354. Tastes reviewsMy first real poem. Please tell me what you think, esp. if its poor. Oh...its about the pain of loveLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-0355. Here with me reviewsI want to be with her, but at the same time I think she's using me, she's pushing me down. She's my joy and my pain.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-6-03 - Published: 10-6-0356. Missed my Chance reviewsA song about my stupidity and a really amazing girlSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-25-03 - Published: 8-25-0357. Ghosts » reviewsUpdated, Chp. 8. This ones a very long pulse pounding chapter of background revealing dialog again with a little Ghost for some spice, but I swear the heavy actions coming soonFantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,185 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 8-25-03 - Published: 7-31-0358. No time left reviewsI don't know. A girl, no time left to describe my feelings, so lets just hold on what we've got now, yeah kinda like thatSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-17-03 - Published: 8-17-0359. Breaking the Silence reviewsHave you ever just wanted to scream, to do something because you feel so helpless. To have something tangible to rage against instead of just silence.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-17-03 - Published: 8-17-0360. TOGIMWNASDS reviewsTitle: The only girl I've met whose NOT a stupid drunken slut - wrote this a while back,you get the point, I think its kinda poor so feed the flamesSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 8-11-03 - Published: 8-11-0361. I'm sorry reviewsI'm sorry, I never meant to say anything that might hurt you, but you asked me to be honest and I was. I really am sorry that this can't be worked out.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-10-03 - Published: 8-10-0362. Last Chance reviewsA song written to a friend who is making poor decisions and throwing his life awaySong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-0363. No Hope reviewsA song about a girl (how come they always seem to be) and realizing my feelings are meaninglessSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-0364. Happy Holidays reviewsA song about a not so happy Christmas at homeSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-0365. Punk Rock Anthem reviewsI wrote this? I pity anyone who has to read this...Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 8-4-03 - Published: 8-4-0366. Broken By a Bottle reviewsA song about life at home you'll get the pointSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-4-03 - Published: 8-4-0367. Empty bottles reviewsA song I wrote when a family member passed away. Title explainsSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-3-03 - Published: 8-3-03
Canada