Eulogy of the Scorned

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since	: 08-09-03, id: 369088

Author has written 358 stories for Love, Life, Nature, Friendship, Family, Fantasy, War, General, Haiku, Humor, Song, Religion, Politics, Supernatural, General, and Thriller.

Eulogy of The Scorned: In this life you never know what to expect. There are memories that you'd love to destory, but don't have the heart to do it because you love the agony of defeat that they give you. There are some places that will haunt you forever, but you still go back...this is the eulogy of the scorned. We all suffer in life, but in all it's what you make of it. Welcome.

Biography: I was born on August 18th, 1985 in the small town of Toms River, New Jersey. I spent about eleven years there and then moved to the area that I'm in now...Bedford, Virginia. I'm not Christian, but I'm also not Satanist. I'm kind of in a very happy medium of I believe in God, and know He is real, but don't follow like many (around here) do. I'm a major fan of drama and humour, so if you're a funny type person, e-mail me. Hell, if you want someone to talk to, e-mail me because I love the mail. Just no junk mail or FWDs! Okay?

General Writing Profile: I'm an eighteen year old romantic with a twist of fate and irony. I love to write everything from the sweet, soft, and sensual romantics to the morbid, sick, and twisted psychological thrillers of today. I'm told that I write Bi-Polarishly, meaning I work both ends...manic and depressive. I love reviews and love to review and if you'd like a writer's relationship, just ask. You can also find me on FanFiction under the same name, so if you're more into fan fiction, look me up on there!

Relationships: Whoa, well, I'm in a fairly complex relationship with a wonderful woman named Julie. As you all can prolly tell from a lot of my recent stuff, she's the one I'm in love with. Thing of it is, though, we're just friends and I'm havin' this hard to tellin' her that I feel the way I do...poetry is a beautiful way to do so, but it still hard.

Goals In Life: And this is where we talk about what I want to do and where I look to be in several years...fun ain't it? I'm lookin' to being a writer/director, but I'd also love to settle down as a bartender. Yeah, you heard me. Dealin' drinks is somethin' I ain't that bad at and I could keep up with the best of 'em. I write better, but that all rests upon time and luck. Luck, is as it seems, not always on my side, but hey! That could change, huh?

Current Projects: And this is where you can see what I'm working on! I don't have exact dates and stuff, so please don't bother me with that! Okay, now, this is what I'm doing now:

"Crossing the Line" - What would you do if all you ever knew crumbled? How far would you go in the name of justice? Where do you draw the line between being a father and a man without a cause? Crossing digs in with these kinds of questions and does not let go. Highly dramatic and serious, it's the story of Darien Oswald...a plastic surgeon in L.A. who loses his wife and son in a weeks time and tries to avenge this, but in the process crosses the line of justice and insanity. Rated NC-17 for strong language, adult situations, sexual content, drug use, and contraversial topics.

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1. Get Inside reviews
When a friend that you trust breaks that trust, how can you ever believe what they say after that? Would you ever let them back in?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-15-04

2. Crossing the Line » reviews
There are moments that will live in the mind of man forever...and there are lines that you do not cross. When Darien Oswald's son is killed by a cartel, he vows revenge, but how far is too far? And when do you know you've crossed the line?
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,088 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-21-04 - Published: 4-17-04

3. Shades of the Truth » reviews
A collection of various things from love, hate, anger, death, and the afterlife. All carry the same basic idea that there is always something more to life than what we see and know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 17 - Words: 1,287 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-21-04 - Published: 4-20-04

4. Eulogy of the Scorned » reviews
A collection of eulogies that range from lost loves to death.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 687 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-21-04 - Published: 4-20-04

5. Releasing The Demons » reviews
A collection of inner demon related poetry...they're all about releasing them and not letting them grow inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 592 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-8-04

6. Ode to The Master reviews
An ode to Edgar Allen Poe...the Master.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-16-04

7. China White reviews
It's about Cocaine. I had nothing to really do one night a few years back so I wrote a few poems about some drugs. Some are bad, some are good. This is fair.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-16-04

8. Here To Stay reviews
Kind of written to the theme of "Here To Stay" by Korn and it's about how you can try and try to throw me down, but you can never keep me there. I'm here to stay, like it or not.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-16-04

9. Cigarette reviews
A very personal look at how sometimes being friends can be more than that and how everyone has those days when they'd like to run.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-16-04

10. Fall Into Myself reviews
It's the line between reality and fantasy that is drawn when you feel the tension of the world choking you.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-16-04

11. So Called Goddess reviews
About my ex that tried to screw me over a few too many times and how she'd try and hide behind the fact that I cared about her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-16-04

12. War of the Mind reviews
War is nothing more than a battle for land...and ideals. But is it really worth all the stuff we make it out to be? Or is it just a war of the mind?
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-16-04

13. Black Makeup reviews
Not even the makeup you wear can cover the bruises that he leaves when he lies to you and says that he does love you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-16-04

14. Clear Day reviews
Dedicated to my close friend Mae who can bring out the clearest day even in the darkest hours.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-16-04

15. Gone From Memory reviews
This is about my most hated ex Kara who as you all prolly know by now is not in the limelight. I mean she's really, really hated. And with good reason, too!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-16-04

16. Army of Me reviews
I was ticked off at my ex (Kara) one night and wrote this to let her know I meant something when I told her to leave me alone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-16-04

17. Exit To Nothing reviews
In life there is no real direction and how do you know if you've driven off course? What it feels like to be alone, know you're lost, and trying to find your way back home.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-16-04

18. My Letter reviews
This is what I have to say and this is the last letter that I sent to a friend that I ain't seen in almost four years...kind of a letter of love and caring.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-16-04

19. This Life reviews
It's about how you can live without that special someone, but it's not how you'd ever really want to be. Most of us never know this, but those that do...will fully understand what I'm saying.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-16-04

20. 87209 reviews
In the end the most desired and largest human flaw is vanity...this is a poem about just how far we can go and how far we should go...in the name of vanity.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-16-04

21. Headlights Dressed In My Own Fashion reviews
To Tara...my number one fan and a very unique poet who is forever searching for the headlights that are dressed in her own style and graceful fashion.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04

22. Pushed As Far As I Can Go reviews
I've been pushed as far as I can go and there is nothing else that I have to offer for you. A comment on how we are often asked to go beyond our own limits.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-15-04

23. Killing You Is Just Killing Me reviews
When someone is hurt without a real reason (and there never really is one) there are some stuff that they can do...take it, write about it, or take action...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04

24. Furious Angels reviews
Friends can be enemies too. And if they are they're usually the worst to have because they know you the best...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04

25. One Thing reviews
Just about how in life and love there is always just one thing that you'll need to make it to the next level.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04

26. What You Don't Know Can't Hurt You reviews
There are some lines that are drawn that a man should never cross and there are ones that a woman should never cross...one of them is cheating...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04

27. Feeling This Hate I Have Never Missed reviews
An intimate look at a serial killer's personal thoughts.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04

28. Walking In Your Shoes reviews
Sometimes you really don't have to walk that whole mile in the shoes of another to understand them. You just need to let them open up to you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-15-04

29. Brother of Mine reviews
About my younger brother Patrick and how much I really do care for him even if I don't always show it.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-15-04

30. Just A Second of Your Time reviews
Just about how we are always falling in love but never take the time to ask some of the most important questions and often end up in a bad relationship.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-15-04

31. Personal Tragedy reviews
A very personal look at how much you can hate someone for what they've done and how they can become your personal tragedy even if you don't want them to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04

32. Tell Me Why Am I To Blame? reviews
Questions about why am I the one to blame when everything goes wrong in a relationship...I'm sure that most of us know all about these feelings, don't we?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-15-04

33. Breaking The Rules reviews
It's time to break the rules that say that you can't love and show them what it is to love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-14-04

34. Going Down In Flames reviews
I once dreamed a dream, but now that dream has been taken away from me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-14-04

35. From Hell reviews
An interesting little fact about the Jack the Ripper case in a poetic format. This is all true. This did happen, and I do have a couple more for Jack, but I'm not doin' them here just yet.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-14-04

36. Torn Apart reviews
What can a man do when he has lost everything that he once knew?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-14-04

37. Last Stop reviews
A creepy little short that I wrote awhile back for English that I love. One of these days it might be a full story, but I don't know for sure.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,146 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-14-04

38. Pills reviews
There are some things in life that are just too hard to handle...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-14-04

39. Never reviews
A look at how things can always turn out better or worse than you'd think that they could.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-14-04

40. Insomnia reviews
Why can't I ever sleep when I think of you? What is it that keeps me awake at night...what drives me to be awake with insomnia?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-14-04

41. Glass reviews
A very, very, very personal look at how some people can see through others without much of an effort and how bad that can be.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-14-04

42. Ask reviews
Sometimes you just have to ask what is going on inside another person's head to know what they want from you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-14-04

43. Therapy reviews
Therapy can come in many kinds of shapes and forms. This is just one that I have.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-13-04

44. For You reviews
An anthem for all those that have moms and dads that just don't know how the hell to listen when you have something to say.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-13-04

45. Tainted Lust reviews
A close look at what it's like to lust after something and never know what it's like to be able to satisfy that lust.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-13-04

46. Noises reviews
I heard something and then this is what happened to me...a haiku about what is lurkin' in the shroud of sounds...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-13-04

47. Roses of Course reviews
Just a little haiku about roses. That's all.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-13-04

48. Shade reviews
Just about wanting to be left alone under the shade to relax.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-13-04

49. Moving Pictures reviews
There are some wounds that are just so deep that they never even show. This is a few of them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-13-04

50. The Sweet Taste of Her Rose reviews
A very intimate look at romance when it's real and this lead to me writing a lot of what I call sex shots which are just shorts that have a very sexual nature.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-13-04

51. Love Is reviews
What is love when you really look at it and think about it?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-13-04

52. A Lover's Hell reviews
About how we lust after one another and how that isn't always the best of things to do. You can't base love on lust...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-13-04

53. Alive reviews
My way of saying that I'll listen if you all talk. I had a friend that this was written for, but she has since moved away. But in the long run it's about a friend that's willing to listen.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-13-04

54. You're Everything I Fxxxing Hate reviews
Another poem that was written was I was really mad at someone because of what they did.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-13-04

55. This Hell I've Created For You reviews
Directed at Kara who was the worst mistake that I ever made and this is my way of telling her that she's done and even if she doesn't like it...I gave her a sense of meaning...even if it wasn't the one she wanted in the end.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-13-04

56. Show Me How To Live reviews
About how we don't always have a direction in life and we constantly ask for help in finding our way.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-13-04

57. Liberate Mæ reviews
A very personal look at some of the events of my life that lead me to become a writer for sure.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-13-04

58. Dæmonicus reviews
This is what Hell really is like...and only a few could ever know.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-12-04

59. Absinthe Makes The Heart Grow Fonder reviews
Absinthe is a drink that was popular back durin' the Bohemian Revolution in France...and this is a poem about that stuff!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-04

60. School reviews
Just a little piece about how back in school you don't know what you're really doing most of the time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-12-04

61. Am I The Reason You Breath Or Am I The Reason You reviews
Asking if I am the one you love or the one that hurts you the most...dedicated to Julie.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-12-04

62. When It Cuts reviews
Another piece about cutting and how it's often related to something that someone close to us has done or who was once close to us has done.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-04

63. A Private Hell For Those Who Only Live To Hurt reviews
About how there's a very special place for all those who are cold and don't feel that they have to show some respect to those that they love or once loved.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-04

64. Drawing The Line reviews
About when you're so fed up with someone or something and you draw that line that they should never ever cross.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-04

65. How Can I Live Without You? reviews
One of the many that I have about my feelings for Julie.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-12-04

66. You've Got Your Gun To My Head reviews
About friends that are not what they really seem on the surface and what comes after they screw you over.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-04

67. You Think We're Friends, But I Can Say We're Not reviews
Another one about how betrayl from a friend can be the worst feeling in the world and what it could lead to in the end.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-04

68. Vampire reviews
It's about a vampire!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-12-04

69. Now It's My Time To Dream reviews
A future I wish to have.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-12-04

70. Make Me Believe This Is Real reviews
Make me believe there's a reason and believe this is real.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-12-04

71. How About You reviews
Kind of about an ex friend and lover...but also a very metaphorical look at life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-12-04

72. Virginia Beach reviews
I have never been to VA Beach, but I'd like to one day and this is what I think of it as.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-04

73. Walking Away From You Once Again reviews
Dedicated to Kara and her life full of bullshxt.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-12-04

74. Emotions » reviews
A collection of emotions and feelings. Kind of a way to prevent a million uploaded things that make you scroll like crazy to find one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 10 - Words: 674 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 4-12-04

75. Salvation reviews
A comment on how so people don't fully understand life and expect there to be a greater meaning once you've passed on and how they don't fully understand what salvation truly is.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-12-04

76. Common Cold reviews
Need I even say?
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

77. Snap reviews
I'm going to fxxxing snap...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-11-04

78. Cold Reading reviews
Man's last letter to a lover after he finds he is going to die.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

79. War Stories reviews
About a man haunted by his war time suffering.
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

80. Welcome To The Strange reviews
Just a little bit of a fun take on the song by the Murderdolls by the same name. I was kind of bored and I really like the song.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-11-04

81. Easter reviews
Easter was today. This was my day. Kind of journal posting idea, but hey! I owe you all something cute.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-11-04

82. We'll Have To Get A Little Crazy reviews
In order to last we'll have to.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

83. Faith reviews
This is it. This is a very personal conversation between myself and God. I doubt you'll find another poem here this personal or close to someone.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Drama/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-11-04

84. You Make Me Feel Inside reviews
Without her I am lost.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

85. Have You Ever Felt? reviews
Kind of me asking someone I used to know if they ever cared.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

86. Skin Ticket reviews
About how in order to get what you want in life sometimes you have to make a sacrafice that isn't what you'd always expect it to be.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-11-04

87. Am I Going Crazy? reviews
Hhhhmmm...crazy, yes indeed.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-11-04

88. New Skin reviews
Ed Gein...this is about the man that is also called Norman Bates if you ever saw the movies "Psycho". He was real and this is about him.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-11-04

89. Circle The Drain reviews
Death and life.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

90. Electronica reviews
An interesting look at where we might be if we continue on the path that we're on.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04

91. Reality reviews
What is reality?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-11-04

92. Now That The World Isn't Ending reviews
Kind of a love story in an engimatic sort of way.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-11-04

93. Chase The Dragon reviews
"Chasing the Dragon" is what you call it when you smoke Opium and that's just what this poem is about. One of the ones that I wrote about doing drugs because I was bored one night.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-11-04

94. Storm reviews
Life is a storm.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-10-04

95. Me reviews
Who am I inside and under all the shroud of Eulogy? What's he really like?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-10-04

96. Best Friend Means reviews
Dedicated to my friend and fan Tara. It's about friends that are not friends because of something that one of them did and a very serious comment on how we often don't realize what "friend" really means.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-10-04

97. Cute Without The 'E' reviews
Cheating is bad for you...true story about something I went through a long time ago.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-10-04

98. Could It Be reviews
A beautiful thing...love. But you can never force it upon someone. You must always allow true love to take it's toll and never feel the desire to jump in before you know your limits.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-10-04

99. From The Inside reviews
Love from the inside..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-10-04

100. The Way You Like It reviews
A friend that betrayed their friend when they made it big.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-10-04

101. Drinking Again reviews
I'm drinking...yes, once again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-10-04

102. It's Not Your Fault He Does This reviews
Another look at domestic violence and how bad it really is. You all shouldn't take this kind of stuff. Stand up and help prevent it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-10-04

103. Memories reviews
I took a walk to re-live memories long forgotten...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-10-04

104. Disturbing The Art of Expression reviews
Uh...I don't really know how to explian this one...it's very unique?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-10-04

105. Free reviews
What cost of freedom?
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

106. Violence Fetish reviews
A commentary on how much we all love violence and need it to survive in this cold world of ours...
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

107. Doing This My Way reviews
In this world there are people who won't let you have what you want and sometimes you just have to do it your way...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

108. Bottle of Pills reviews
Things that can bring you down as well as make you feel a little better when you're down...this is my bottle of pills.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-04

109. What It's Like To Be Alone reviews
What if the one who hurt you could know what it was like to be alone? Would you want them to?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

110. The Life You Save reviews
Just about how the life that you save might just be your own.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

111. The 13th Hour reviews
A novel about a vampire that dares to break the mold and falls in love with a man that she turns vampire...but he doesn't want to accept it and seeks out a man that knows more about vampires than most humans ever could.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,480 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-04

112. Suffer reviews
I don't know, but it's about a friend who screwed me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

113. Take A Look Around reviews
A close look at some of the things that are wrong with society today and what we need to fix in order to survive more than another few hundred years.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

114. Echo reviews
Echo from the inside
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

115. Sands of Time reviews
Feel the sands of time pass.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-04

116. This Time reviews
About how sometimes we have to be real serious with those that we know and we can't calm down from some mistakes...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

117. Death reviews
Just somethin' Julie once said in a poetry format...made me really think.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

118. Cape May reviews
Cape May is in New Jersey and I went there once when I was a little child and this is about how I'd like to return and what it would be like if I could.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-04

119. Red Ink reviews
Sometimes a love letter isn't a love letter when it is written in red ink.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

120. 4 D reviews
A very close look at how sometimes there is a lot more to life than we'd ever know or expect. Highly metaphorical.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

121. The Gentle Kiss From A Rose reviews
Yet another cute little romantic piece that I like a lot. This is one of the best.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-04

122. Dream World reviews
My dream world.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-04

123. Giving In reviews
Giving in to Julie.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

124. Ghost Man On Third reviews
Moving on from one love to another.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

125. Moon Child reviews
Moon Child, don't you know this?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

126. Dawn reviews
Dawn brings thoughts...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

127. Fire Dance reviews
Fire dance with me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

128. Price of Freedom reviews
Who ever said that freedom was free? You have to have a war to find out just how much the cost of freedom really is...sad how this is what it takes to make us understand what we really have.
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

129. Grey Skies Ahead of Me reviews
A haiku about how no matter how bad life can get...there's always someone there to brighten the day.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-8-04

130. Love reviews
A look at what love really is and can be if allowed to grow.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-8-04

131. Chi reviews
A little haiku about nature...that's about all that is.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

132. Crawling reviews
This goes out to all my ex-lovers!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

133. Coffee reviews
Coffee is what every great writer needs to keep them going...and it's an awesome drug!
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-8-04

134. Baby Blue reviews
The second "hate poem" to the girl. Her name was Allison...and she was a real mistake. Great poet, though. Bad thing to say, but it's true.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

135. The Last Smile I'll Ever Fake For You reviews
I was really bored one stormy night and wrote about twenty seven "hate poems" for a girl and this is one of 'em.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-8-04

136. Pool of Blood reviews
This is what we might become if we don't take action to clean up and start living the right way.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

137. E mail My Heart reviews
An interesting look at what internet love is. I don't feel that it's bad nor do I feel that it's good. This is just how it can be. It does not stand for how it might be or is.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

138. I Always Dream About You reviews
More haiku! I have quite a few, don't I? I'm just clearing out my computer and notes of 'em, and I have a bit more, so please stick with me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

139. ReBirth reviews
This is what you get when you learn how to create fire and burn yourself...it's about a friend that didn't care and this is my kind of retaliation...it's from something like 2002.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-8-04

140. All I Ever Wanted reviews
This is all I ever really wanted in life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-8-04

141. 3 reviews
Third wheel feelings are the worst and that's just what this haiku is about.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

142. Is There Anything That I Wanted? reviews
Another older poem about an ex...her name was Allison and that was...a long time ago, this was written the day after I broke up with her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

143. Te Amo reviews
Te amo...I love you.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

144. Realign reviews
Another one about my ex-girlfriend Ally. It's kind of a better understand of what a bottom bitch really is.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

145. Ice reviews
Ice is...
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

146. Fire reviews
Fire is...
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-8-04

147. Dreaming of You reviews
Another about how I feel for Julie. Simple and easy as that!
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

148. Bottom Bitch reviews
I dated a girl named Allison once who seemed real sweet and then I found out what she truly was and this is it. Best way I knew how to put it when I wrote this about two years ago.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-8-04

149. You Don't Need Me reviews
A haiku about an ex.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

150. Sexy reviews
Hhhhmmm...sexy.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-8-04

151. Blood Money reviews
It's a really bad haiku about crime. That's about all this really is.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-8-04

152. Wind reviews
Listen...can you hear that?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

153. Dr Pepper reviews
What about Dr. Pepper can make the world taste better?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-8-04

154. Shades of Love reviews
Love can have many meanings and many, many shades.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

155. Snow reviews
What is snow?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

156. FWD: Love reviews
Another haiku about love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

157. Leaf reviews
A haiku about the wonders of a leaf and nature itself.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

158. Tara reviews
A haiku dedication for my friend and number one fan - Tara.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

159. Changes reviews
A haiku about spring!
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

160. My Heart Belongs To You reviews
Not about Julie! Just a romantic little poem that I wrote for fun.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

161. War reviews
What is it good for?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

162. Close Friends reviews
What are close friends?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

163. Blood Lust reviews
A vampire's thoughts.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-04

164. Underworld reviews
Who knows what is lurking in the night in the dark world that is the underworld...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

165. Unstable reviews
Kind of preview of "The 13th Hour"...a vampire is awakened without consent with cautional warnings.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-04

166. Precious Heart reviews
This is how I feel about Julie and what she means to me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-7-04

167. RE: Love reviews
What is Love?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-7-04

168. Say I'm Sorry reviews
Just a way of asking some people to just say sorry for what they've done.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-7-04

169. I'm Not Doing This For You reviews
I ain't doin' this for you now...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-7-04

170. Real reviews
What is real and what isn't?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-6-04

171. Clarice reviews
A piece about my puppy Clarice who is more or less my co-writer...if that makes sense. She's real cute and will sit with me when I write! But yeah, this is about her.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-6-04

172. To: Julie, From: Kris reviews
Just how I feel about Julie...I have a few of them like this, but there is no real "deeper" meaning to these. They're all about how I feel.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-6-04

173. Rise reviews
Rise and come to me!
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-6-04

174. Cold reviews
Another look at a breakup that lead a man to become cold and emotionless.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-6-04

175. Believe reviews
Another kind of anti-romantic poem that I found from a couple of years ago that I liked.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-6-04

176. Jewel To Sparkle reviews
Another poem about Julie! No shock, huh?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-1-04

177. River of Illusion reviews
A comment on how bad we are as a whole and how we often find ourselves drowning in our own river full of lies, deception, and illusion.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-04

178. Will You? reviews
I was thinking about this one night and I was curious if she'd ever really loved me and if she ever could...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04

179. January reviews
A very personal look at my thoughts and feels toward Julie.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-31-04

180. Final Breath reviews
The last and final breath of a lost love.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

181. Whisper To Me reviews
The answers to the questions that have no answers...all in a simple poem.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-31-04

182. Razor's Edge reviews
Another one of my many suicidal pieces that's kind of older than some of the others here. This one dates back to 2001.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04

183. Just Go reviews
About a heart-broken man asking the one that broke his heart to leave and never come back.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

184. Whisper reviews
In the silence of my room I can hear you whispering to me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

185. Know No Tommorrow reviews
This is how I felt when I found that Kara and I were never anything more than two kids lusting after one another and in dire need of some kind of company. A kind of breaking up poem, really.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04

186. Sick of Being You reviews
Song about my ex-girlfriend Kara and I.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

187. Cry For Me Sky reviews
An interesting look at how often life is what we make of it. That we don't really have a hell of a whole lot of control over everything. Just what we feel we need control over.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

188. White Rain reviews
One of the romantic poems that I wrote a few weeks back that I didn't really care much for. Not that it's bad, but it didn't come out how I wanted it to, but it's okay.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

189. Lifeless reviews
Lifeless...life...what it is and how it feels. A very intimate look at it.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

190. 101 Redrum reviews
A learner's guide for how to get away with the perfect murder. Just don't expect for it too last too long once you find out the shocking truth.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-31-04

191. Song of My Heart's Desire reviews
Dedicated to anyone who knows what it's like to love, but not have the guts to say it to the one you love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04

192. 2:27 PM reviews
All about how we fail to see the messages that are hidden in the multimedia that we see everyday and fall victim to it's deception...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04

193. Sickness reviews
There is a little sickness inside us all that drives us to do bad stuff...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-30-04

194. Julie reviews
A dedication on how much Julie means to me and what she is.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-22-04

195. Nothing's Wrong? reviews
About a close friend of mine that cuts that I'd like to have her know that I am here and I do understand...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-22-04

196. I Fxxxing Hate You reviews
I was real mad at a friend of mine one night when I wrote this listening to the Godsmack song of the same name and this is how I vented without hurting them.
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-22-04

197. Release reviews
An intimate piece about how sometimes you need a little help letting go of things.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-22-04

198. What You Are reviews
About a man that's ex has really messed with him and he finally realizes what it is that she truly is.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-22-04

199. Dead And Broken reviews
About how deeply inside we're all very unsure and don't always know what we're looking for and how to deal with the pain from the inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-22-04

200. Serenity reviews
Just a nice little change to start off a new year and new set of things to come from me. It's about a nice and quiet place I'd love to have.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-22-04

201. Vaya Con Dios reviews
Another one about the breakup between Kara and I. And for those who'd like to know, vaya con dios is Spanish for Go with God.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-25-03

202. Just For reviews
Just about how we often don't think about our actions before we do them when we're upset.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-20-03

203. Alias reviews
A song about what it's like to be living a lie.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-20-03

204. One reviews
Just about what it's like to be alone. All alone with no one.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-20-03

205. Blame reviews
About how most of the time you're the one who is to blame for all the mistakes and no one ever takes the time to find a real concrete reason.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-20-03

206. Never Knowing Why reviews
About how you don't always know what's the real reason behind the things that happen during a relationship.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-18-03

207. Feeling reviews
Questioning the feeling that one can have and what they might be coming from.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-18-03

208. Shadows Fall reviews
An odd look at how bad some relationships can be and the aftermaths.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-17-03

209. Fear reviews
Just what are you afraid of?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-17-03

210. Nosferatu reviews
A song that I wrote for a band that I was going to front, but couldn't called Nosferatu.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-17-03

211. Zion reviews
About religion and finding Zion. One of the few that I do have about faith that isn't freaky.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-12-03

212. Signs reviews
There are signs all over...can you see them?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

213. Falling Away From Me reviews
Between a homage to Korn and how I've felt far too many times when I was alone and down.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

214. The Slow Dance reviews
The hidden meaning behind a slow dance shared between friends.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-8-03

215. The Rocking Chair reviews
Just one about my grandmother who died when I was little.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

216. Winter Night reviews
The first romantic poem that I ever wrote from 1997. A nice look back to see how far I've come in the last few years.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

217. Rustic Dreams reviews
Just something that I wrote about my friend Jennifer once.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

218. The Road Trip reviews
Just a little somethin' that I'd like to do one day with a few of my friends.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-03

219. Unanswered Questions reviews
Another kind of dedication to those who died on 9/11.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

220. Truth Is reviews
Another love piece that I really like a lot. This is one of my personal favorites.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

221. Voccum Es Puella reviews
About a girl that I once knew who had an amazing voice that could calm anyone down from anything. Just amazing it was.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

222. Wanted reviews
About murder. That's about all I can really tell you about this one. It's about murder.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

223. Xenophobia reviews
Xenophobia is the fear of meeting new people...and that's what this poem is about!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-03

224. What A Friend Is reviews
This is what a friend truly is.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

225. Runaway reviews
A poem about running away from home.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

226. The Song reviews
Just a nice little piece about a man that writes music that I once knew and how his music was just that...his legacy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

227. Numb reviews
About being numb from all the pain that you hold inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

228. She Is reviews
Another poem from about two years ago about my ex-girlfriend Ally. Sounds fun, don't it?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

229. The Teacher reviews
Dedicated to a teacher, Mr. Houser, who I had my sophomore year in high school that taught me more than just Algebra. Thank you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

230. Too Much reviews
About losing control in life and the results of such an act.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-03

231. Silent Tears reviews
A dedication for those who died in 9/11.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

232. Scars From The Past & Future reviews
About the scars that I have and the scars that will and are yet to come.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-03

233. Smile reviews
Another cute little break from all the depressive stuff. It's about the beauty of a smile.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

234. The Envelope reviews
What's inside? You never know what you might find in the mail from day to day!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

235. Rose Petal Heart reviews
A very sweet and romantic break from all the suicidal stuff that I have.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

236. Room 543 reviews
I wrote this when I was in the hospital havin' stitches done about three or four years ago. Just observations, really.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

237. Personal Hell reviews
We all hate ourselves from time to time and create our own fears and nightmares...this is what my personal Hell is like.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-03

238. One Step Closer reviews
Written when I was listening to the Linkin Park song and I was really mad about a friend that was making fun of me that day.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

239. Delicious Pain reviews
Kind of a Pro-Cutting piece that I wrote when I was cutting. I didn't want to waste my time on the why so I did one that said you should just do it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-8-03

240. Realization reviews
This was a suicide note that I wrote once and never used - thank God. Just kind of real intimate look at my thoughts back when I used to try and kill myself on a normal basis.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,637 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-8-03

241. One Headlight reviews
Interesting look at how we compute thoughts and memories and often don't see it all...we're traveling with just one headlight.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

242. Remember Me Not reviews
Intimate look at the thoughts of a cutter who does not want to be remembered at all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-03

243. Picture Perfect reviews
Another kind of look at what I believe to be a perfect place or ideal home.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-03

244. Candle Light reviews
A romantic piece about candle light and the sensuality of it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-03

245. The Crying Game reviews
A song that I was dared to write about a girl who dreams that she is killing her family.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-03

246. The Master reviews
One about domestic violence and how sometimes it leads to reactions that we don't always expect.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

247. The Anthem of a Cutter reviews
The anthem for all cutters that are looking for a way to express themselves and don't know just quite how to do it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-7-03

248. Sin of a Father reviews
Another look at a murdering man from the religious world.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

249. Grave reviews
About a man who killed his wife and he's digging his own grave.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

250. Girl reviews
A cute little piece about girls in general.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-7-03

251. Whole reviews
About someone that killed themselves and the aftermath of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

252. Child of the Midnight Sun reviews
An intimate look at what Kiele was like before she died.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

253. Boi In A Skirt reviews
A cute look at crossdressing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

254. Faces of the Crucified reviews
Another one that was written for Creatibve Writing that was highly contraverisal and deals with a lot of dark stuff. It was a kind of suicide note that I once again made into a poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

255. Creature reviews
Not all of the men and women that crossdress are happy and homosexual. Not many are fully understood and know how to deal with the mockary of society, either...and some are hurt by this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-03

256. Angel Eyes reviews
The thoughts of a schitzo that has killed the woman that he once loved.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

257. You Have reviews
This is about how you can kill someone's heart, but in the end it might be them that has the last laugh...written in a real unique format as well. Check it out.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-03

258. Breathe 76 reviews
About how sometimes we can try and try and never really grasp what it is that we're really trying to hold on to and that we should take the chances when we have them and not let them waste away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-03

259. Political Games reviews
About the stuff that goes on when we're not around...kind of hard to see at first, but it's really a "cut this, use it" poem. All of the lines were "found" from various sources.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-03

260. A Good Christian's Closet Is Always Clean reviews
Just an interesting take on how sometimes the most dangerous people are those that we would never look at and see a killer...a Pastor.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-7-03

261. My Paper reviews
Just a cute little piece about a writer and his paper...I'm sure most of us will understand this one and take it for what it's worth.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-03

262. Mock Me reviews
Just about how someone can mock another and the feelings that can come from that action.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-6-03

263. Misunderstood Hate reviews
You can't always understand what everyone means when they say that they hate you. Most of the time it's bad, but sometimes it's not as bad as you think or it's worse.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-6-03

264. Memories of a Time Like Then reviews
About the memories of a cutter that he'd much rather just forget than ever have to know he has.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-6-03

265. Night reviews
Another romantic poem that I wrote when I was in Creative Writing, but this one was from the class that I took around 2001.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-6-03

266. No One To Stand In Our Way reviews
Another real old romantic poem from around 1997. I wrote this one when I was in Creative Writing.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-6-03

267. Lost reviews
What it's like to feel nothing when you know that you have nothing left for you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

268. Lie To Me reviews
When I was younger and Kiele was still with me she and I spent a night just like this and it's true...that in that night I knew what she meant when she would say "Lie to me" and that's what this is about.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

269. Idol reviews
An odd little piece about idols and how we create them to find who we are and we do that far too often.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

270. Haunted Writer reviews
Deadlines are enough to drive anyone mad...and that's what this is kind of about. Deadlines and the fear of 'em!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

271. Hearts In Atlantis reviews
Kind of started off as a song and then I made it into a real interesting poem about how love and loss are more or less hand in hand and if you're looking for some kind of safety, you should head to a place that few know...Atlantis being that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

272. Her Eyes reviews
About how beautiful some people's eyes really are...that and I have this real strange fetish about eyes, so you'll have to understand that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

273. The Final Cut reviews
Another real intimate look at suicide and some logic behind it. If there ever was one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

274. Suicide reviews
An intimate look at suicide and what it is through the eyes of a person about to do it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

275. Sacrafice reviews
About how in life there will be times that we will have to sacrafice ourselves to save and take care of those we love and cherish.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

276. Meaning of Life reviews
A really cool way of comparing life to coffee! You'll have to kind of read it to understand what I mean.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

277. Lust reviews
Another one of my many vampire poems that describes the insatiable lust for blood that asks if they're really the bad guys or just out to survive...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

278. The Watcher reviews
An intimate look into the mind of a stalker.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-03

279. Playing It Over reviews
A very old poem that I wrote about breaking up with someone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

280. Home reviews
Another one of the serial killer ones that explores what goes on in their heads...about how home isn't always the safest place in the world to be...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

281. Locked reviews
Just a few random feelings that remained locked inside until I found someone that showed me how to live and let them go.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

282. Like Cat Eyes reviews
Just about a friend that I once had a crush on but never took it beyond that.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

283. End of My Times reviews
Another close look at suicide and it's meanings.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

284. Dark Prince reviews
This is about the man behind the legend of Dracula. The real man. His name was Vlad and he was a true monster.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

285. Broken reviews
No matter how broken someone will get there is always that small ray of hope to brighten the day...even if it's hard to see.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-03

286. Extremis reviews
A very interesting look at life and what it can be if we allow for it to be...very, very metaphorical.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

287. Child of The Night reviews
One of the many pieces that I have about vampires and this is actually one of the older ones...it's from I think around 1996.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

288. Forever & Always reviews
Just another kind of intimate look at what love really is to me and how I feel about it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-03

289. Goddess reviews
We all have those that we feel greatly for and those that we cherish...this is what my Goddess is like.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

290. Light & Dark reviews
In life you can walk the path of darkness or light...which do you walk?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

291. Kiss reviews
An intimate look at what a kiss can hold...just a simple little kiss...that's all.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

292. Just Us reviews
A romantic look at the importance of being with someone and how nice it is when it's just the two of you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

293. Dream 6 reviews
A comment on how life really is when you think about it. It's about how you can try and try and still never find what you're looking for because life is a cycle that's never ending.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

294. Drowning reviews
The feelings of drowning can be quite over-powering to some...I have a desperate fear of this so this is kind of a look at how I felt when I almost drown several months back.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

295. Intimate Touch reviews
Erotic...about a lesbian couple having sex and the beauty of it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-5-03

296. Hands of The Clock reviews
Time is the most valued thing in the world today...but what if we allowed ourselves to become lost in the flow of time and landed on the hands of the clock?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

297. Bleed reviews
Another poem about how a cutter tends to deal with life. I was once a cutter so I know all about this kind of stuff. This is one of the darker looks at it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

298. Forgotten reviews
The feelings of dread when you know that you've been locked away in the depths of memory never to be thought of again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

299. Crystal reviews
Another piece about a very close friend of mine, Crystal. She is a wonderful poet and friend. You all might want to check her out sometime...she's xfiles-scully-2002!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

300. First Kiss reviews
Song I wrote about Kara awhile back...nothin' more and nothin' less.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 650 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-03

301. Faery Princess reviews
I used to like Faeries a lot and this is a poem that I wrote about one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

302. Blind To Me reviews
A romantic poem that I wrote for an ex-friend of mine (Nicki) and her love at the time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

303. Fray reviews
Social comment on how we all almost never seem to live up to what we can and how we just like to waste away into nothing while the edges of reality slowly fray away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

304. Black Dawn reviews
This is what I like to call home. I wrote this when I was nine and with a friend that the likes of this world didn't see fit to keep...but she was better than this world. I know this is where she is now, too.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

305. All Hallow's Eve reviews
Just somethin' that I wrote when I was asked in Creative Writing to remember a Halloween and what I enjoyed most about it.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

306. And One reviews
Just a look at what it is like to be all alone in life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

307. Alone On The Sea reviews
A piece about what it's like to be the only one who knows what something feels like and feeling like there's nothing else out there left for you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03

308. Chances Are reviews
An interesting look at the image of life and how it can be lovely and the truth of life that it can be grotesque and torrid.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

309. Addiction reviews
About a heroine addiction and how it eventually lead to one person's death. Based on a real person that I once knew and I will not (for his sake) disclose his name. May you rest in peace.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03

310. Middle of Nowhere reviews
Comment on life and how sometimes there will be that road we take that will lead us into the middle of nowhere where nothing makes sense.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-23-03

311. With You reviews
With you I am so much more than just a man...without you I am nothing at all.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-23-03

312. Anthem of a Drunk reviews
Written about a drunk man who was looking for a reason in life and found that there was none but the answer you create from the bottom of a bottle.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-23-03

313. Falling reviews
A dramatic piece about a friend that let another friend fall without even trying to ask if they needed help. A comment on how careless we all are in life and how we hurt and hurt and never ask if there's anything we can do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-23-03

314. Want reviews
About how we keep asking for more and more and never really know what we truly want or need.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-23-03

315. Blind Is My Heart reviews
My heart might be blind, but it does know what it longs for.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-23-03

316. Purify reviews
About how love is the answer to help calm the soul and mend a broken heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-23-03

317. Red reviews
A haiku about suicide. I was kind of looking for a unique way to talk about it and this seemed like a cool idea. I don't think it's the best, but it does carry with it some meaning.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-23-03

318. So Far Away reviews
Some of the darkest secrets that we hold inside are that of those who are closest to us that we'd never think to hurt us.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 846 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-23-03

319. Price of Perfection reviews
Anorexia is one of the most dangerous and insatiable of all "flaws" and feelings we as humans suffer. But when is too much too far?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-22-03

320. Medicate reviews
A serious social comment on how we dare to lie, cheat, and decieve everyone. Even those we love the most and how it can cause you to meet the ultimate demise.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 718 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-21-03

321. Pressure reviews
This is what it feels like to be cheated on. You have no idea how simple it is for someone that you think loves you to hurt you in the most dangerous of ways.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 624 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-18-03

322. Carousel reviews
We all know what a carousel is...but do we all know the tragedy that can occur on one if we're not being watched? This is a comment on the careless nature of some people and their children as well as how something like that can bring us all together.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-18-03

323. Control reviews
A relationship poem that's based on a dream and how sometimes things don't always work out the way that we want them to and how it's felt to be left in control when things have a strong chance of failure.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-18-03

324. Left Behind By Fate reviews
Just a piece about how everyone around the character in it seems to die on them, but they've been left behind...and wonder if they might be the next to be taken.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-17-03

325. You reviews
A man has lost the woman that he loves and he is looking for the right words to tell her. It's more or less a commentary on what it's like to be loved, but not know what love really is and take it as it's worth and then long for it. Know you've lost it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-15-03

326. When Darkness Falls reviews
What are dreams made of and what can drive a man to insomnia? This is about how it's like to fear falling asleep...not really insomnia, but fear. The kind that children have because of monsters.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-15-03

327. About You reviews
About how without the one that you really love life is so over-rated and there's almost no taste. Nothing left at all. This was once written for a love, but that has passed out of existance. Now it stands as a testiment to life and life without love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-15-03

328. Core Desires reviews
Erotic...one of my favorite poems about sexuality even if it is about Kara who I don't speak to and pretty much hate with everything in me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-15-03

329. Fade reviews
You have to let all you have in you that breeds hate fade away before you can feel what love is and see just how precious it really is.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-14-03

330. Gone reviews
What it is like to feel lost and alone and have nothing left to look foward to in life and everything is gone in the blink of an eye.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-14-03

331. Janus reviews
Janus is the two faced Roman God...this is about what it's like to deal with having more than one personality.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-14-03

332. Walk Crawl reviews
A commentary on how some people in this life will walk on their own or crawl and never find what's really there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-14-03

333. Without reviews
About how you can live, but you don't know what it's like to truly live without feeling love or having felt some kind of love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-14-03

334. Skin reviews
Erotic...all I can truly say about this is it's a sexual cresendo. I have a few that are just that. Sexual. No real meanings other than what you want it to have.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-14-03

335. Mirror Image reviews
Some want to blame depression on others, but it's really an internal issue that can be delt with...a close look at internal hate and issues via the mirror.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-14-03

336. Breakpoint reviews
This is kind of one reason you should cut all ties with an ex lover turned friend because sometimes they're the ones that will betray you the fastest...true story about an ex-friend called Nicki.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-03

337. Where I Feel Safe reviews
A very personal piece about what love can really mean to myself or someone that knows what the feel is and how you can feel safe even in the arms of another.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-13-03

338. Glass Memories reviews
A very calm piece about how some memories will last even if they're about as solid as a sheet of glass. Very calm and relaxed and not like a lot of the other stuff that I have. It was written for Kara when I was with her awhile back.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-13-03

339. Bottom of the Bottle reviews
Ever want to drown out all of your problems in a bottle of Jack Daniels and just forget? Never remember or wake up and feel a lot better? Heh...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-13-03

340. Goodbye reviews
The hardest thing in the world is to say goodbye to the one you love the most, but take that chance or you'll forever regret that you didn't.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-12-03

341. There, There reviews
Who will protect you when everything seems all okay and you don't think that even the most loved can be your worst enemy?
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-12-03

342. Switchblade Cure reviews
The deepest thoughts on how a switchblade can cure even the most hated feelings for a cutter.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-03

343. Basic reviews
You don't know how bad it is until you search for something in everything and come up with nothing. It's true that even the most basic of feelings can be hurt, too.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-03

344. A Cold Welcome Back reviews
A tribute to the brave men and women who fought in Vietnam but didn't get what they thought...kind of a reflection that I'd like to dedicate to my good friend Lt. Anderson...this is how it feels, and I understand, Sir.
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-12-03

345. Silhouettes reviews
A social comment on how we fear too much and never really take the true value of it and the result isn't always something that we'd expect.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-12-03

346. How Could You Ever Understand? reviews
How could you ever expect to understand something or someone until you really talk to take a look at them for what they are and not what they seem?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-12-03

347. Live Fast, Die Young reviews
A commentary on how we take so much as given and don't really realize that it's almost never too late to take it all back...but if you don't take the chance you're better off dying young.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-11-03

348. Inside It's Dirty reviews
Erotic...I know what girls want and I have it inside...but you know what? It's dirty. Real dirty.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-11-03

349. Shards reviews
Another deeply personal look at what it's like growing up with a father that's more of a ghost than a father.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-11-03

350. Reflection reviews
When a man loses control and finds that he's gone too far...a social comment on how easily we can go before we lose everything and lose who we really are.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-10-03

351. Playground Rain Clouds reviews
A deeply personal poem dedicated to a very special friend of mine that died when I was young. I always wanted to do something for her, but never could get it right until I wrote this. It took close to eight years to find the right flow but it's perfect.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-10-03

352. Butterfly reviews
How can a simple little butterfly know so much? Dedicated to my close friend Crystal.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-10-03

353. Faint reviews
Ever feel fed up with someone's lies and constant defiance of your wishes?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-10-03

354. Just One Day reviews
Questioning what if for one day...I was you? What if we were rich? Would we be the same in the morning? Stuff I used to ask myself and still do. Often.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-10-03

355. Rain Fall reviews
The rain can cause a lot of emotions. This is about what I feel when it rains and what it means to me.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-10-03

356. Confession reviews
How do you vent when you're not given the chance or someone to talk to? What would you say?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-10-03

357. Gothic Perfection reviews
If you've ever searched for the right words to explain how you felt when you broke off a fairly great relationship...these are it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-9-03

358. The River's Flow reviews
Love is like the flow of a river, but what's it like to not have that love?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-9-03