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since	: 08-17-03, id: 370296

Author has written 69 stories for Song, Fantasy, Politics, Life, Religion, Love, Friendship, General, War, Supernatural, and Haiku.

I was born in Reading Hospital at 12.35pm on Wednesday 12th April. Wednesday's child is full of woe.. I suppose it's got a point. I never really fitted in, even in Junior School. They told me it was becasue I was more mature.. Justa nicer way of saying you're a lost cause if you ask me. I also had mild dyspraxia which I have overcome. I think. I was pretty heavily bullied from the age of seven until about 6 months ago, when somehow I managed to score a girlfriend who was one of those popular chicks you see on TV. She turned out to be a manipulative gold digging whore. although, I removed my own problems by having a large street party. it was supposed to be a small one, I'd told my parents i was having 10 people or so. 120 people turned up.. My parents were pretty lush about it though. They didnt ground me and accepted that it was a good thing for me, as now my party is like.. an urban legend at my school..

I eat left handed but do everything else right handed. I play guitar (right handed) and sing (no handed). I liek to drink tea, and I love a girl who appreicates things and shows it. I really love to write songs, but I'm not very good (www.purevolume.com/thebeautifulandamazingdeadsoulmate). My idol is Conor Oberst, he's a really odd guy, but he, like me, feels bad a lot of time, even though he knows at heart things are good, but he makes it into something really great, into truly BRILLIANT music. I really think he's very talented, even if he isn't the coolest persn in the world.

My other idol is a friend of mine, who I fell out with recently but we're patching things up. He's an incredible guy, although he'll have a hard time trusting me again...

I think that a lot of the world spends it's time in melancholy. Feeling aloof at all things, and thee are those that pretend they are above it, who seem happy all the time, and i really do hope for them, that they are as happy as they are pretending, but my preference, rather than accepting it, or ignoring it is more to observe it and wallow in it, and indeed, write about it.

You know, smoeone is always asking how are you, or are you ok. Even if I'm on messnger and like, two people ask me at the same time, I think it's quite hard t be consistent, becasue with all this melancholy, despite the occasional life shattering heartbreak, or that ecstacy when someone loves you and you them, Idon't really know how I am feeling. Even when things should be fantastic, sometimes i just feel sedate, which is confusing.. I'm not really going anywhere here am I?

Anyway, so now I love in Bath, on Lansdown Hill, next door the the great Van Morrison.. shame it's not Conor.. I have a few friends, and a lot of aquaintainces, and probably even more enemies. I like to wear sweaters in winter, they keep me warm. and in summer, band tshirts. But not black ones, because I spent a while as a goth and it only made my life worse, so now i try and keep some colour in my everyday look in case i fall back into that trap..

My fave bands are:

· AFI

· alexisonfire,

· at the drive in,

· azure ray,

· born to break even,

· brand new,

· bright eyes,

· boys night out

· coheed & cambria,

· cursive,

· dashboard confessional,

· death cab for cutie,

· despararecdos,

· fall out boy,

· finch,

· flogging molly,

· from autumn to ashes,

· funeral for a friend,

· further seems forever,

· hawthorne heights

· hellogoodbye,

· Hey Mercedes

· Hidden In Plain View

· hiding with girls,

· Hope Of The States

· I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business

· Jawbreaker,

· Jeremy Enigk

· Jets To Brazil

· juliana theory,

· kitty hudson,

· Killswitch engage

· matchbook romance,

· MeWithoutYou

· Mineral,

· my chemical romance,

· Pedro The Lion

· The Promise ring,

· rilo kiley,

· rufio,

· senses fail,

· Son, Ambulance

· sunny day real estate,

· taking back Sunday,

· the anniversary,

· the bled,

· the early November,

· the faint,

· the get up kids,

· The Romantic Break-up

· the starting line,

· three days grace,

· thrice,

· Thursday,

· Veda Skyes

· with broken wings,

· Willy Mason

· Yellowcard.

Rich
AKA The Beautiful And Amazing Dead Soulmate
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1. Walking This Plank reviews
song for my solo project, sorry for typos.. uploading ot so i can access t tomorrow at school
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-28-05

2. Bloodstone & Juniper reviews
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-24-05

3. Desire Is Your Closest Friend reviews
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-24-05

4. Something Specific reviews
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-24-05

5. That's Why You'll Always Find Me In The Corner reviews
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-24-05

6. This Confession May Be True But Blind As Lovers reviews
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-24-05

7. When The Player Fell In Love With Compressed Timin
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 2-24-05

8. A Play In One Act Over raging Seas
A Poem About What I Would Do If I Got Dumped Tomorrow Basically, Kindv'e irrelevant But it Was Floating In My Mind, And It's A Cool Poem Actually
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 12-25-04

9. A Speech Jests Sin
The title is an anagram of jess' name..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 12-25-04

10. Wishing With You For Nights When Rain Falls Warm reviews
Written in celebration of the fact that Jess and I staretd going out. when I saw her and spoke to her i could see she was amazoing but i never dreamed shed liek me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-25-04

11. Inverse No longer Jesting, But Showing reviews
Made a mistake, althogh it's rectified i feel it shouln't be.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-23-04

12. HS Regret reviews
Written for a friend about her feelings.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-23-04

13. Close Lipped Smile
Another one for Lucie :)
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9 - Published: 10-6-04

14. Whore of My Mind, Come Save Nothing!
Just a bit of a cool pom, quite dark and sexy, but eloquant and smooth.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 10-5-04

15. Intellects Lovemaking
Another oldie, just read and enjoy, I don't remember what made me write it but its cool.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 10-5-04

16. Vermillion Stained Wedding Dresses Have No Place reviews
An Old poem i found filed away, but it still makes sense to me now, all loves should last for ever.. SHOULD .. not do... sadly
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-5-04

17. Uncomfort reviews
Just aboiut how a friend of my current gf (who also happend to be my ex) keep s making it difficult for me to enjoy myself...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-2-04

18. Metroposcopy, Cereoscopy & Pyromany: A Narrative
Just a little short passage about a woman who murders her husband she suspects of cheating, and then uses occult methods to find out if she was right in doing so...
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Published: 9-20-04

19. Teen Slander Queen reviews
just laughing at someone who said some really stupid things as an aftermath to some really bitchy things.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-13-04

20. Atlantis Battle Anxiotica reviews
A story of a battle insipred by Co&Ca and a classics lesson...
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-15-04

21. Fascist Liberalism Between Freinds reviews
Let Your Exoskeleton Take Over, Why Can't We Be Honest with Ourselves, And Admit That Everyting Matters?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-15-04

22. At Least The Sex Is Good reviews
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-9-04

23. Dream of Waking To You reviews
Just some thoughts and wishes and wants that I wish of my lover this coming Lammas.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-04

24. Perfectly You reviews
This One's For Claudia (you sexy bitch you :p)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-26-04

25. Light Box Oppertunities reviews
Technically about a sleepover, yet somehow is still deep sounding.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-18-04

26. Findind Ones Lost Self In The Mediocrity Of Love reviews
a song I wrote. It's emo-folk style. add me on msn if you want to hear the song as I have it in mp3.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-18-04

27. Ostara Sonnet reviews
Just a sonnet I wrote on tuesday in anticipation of Ostara. It's also for my English Coursework.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-04

28. A Story Of Hidden Modern Malice reviews
The Dark Side English coursework. It had my friend Susie in fits of fear in just one verse. R R
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 586 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-12-04

29. Sevenling Creation was a blessing and a curse reviews
A sevenling about the doubts wiccans have about themselves sometimes. I Wrote it in Aolian, e-mail me for rules of the structure.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-5-04

30. Elemental Invocations reviews
Like it says on the tin!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-5-04

31. Apocolypse reviews
Something I worte in Aolian Society, E-mail me for the rules of the structure of this poem.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-5-04

32. Less Of A Man reviews
Modern day society lacks the beauty and pageantry, we once had. I say bring on the second middle ages!
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Drama/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-5-04

33. Floating In Direct Peace Through Positive Obsessio reviews
Just a positive poem, basically about the security that love can give.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-5-04

34. One Step Further reviews
Work it out, if you can.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-11-04

35. Death of an Individualist reviews
A Death of an Individualist Devillishly Triggered By Thoughtless Analysis
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-11-04

36. Doubting reviews
I need to feel your touch again, hear those words again, without my initiation, before my doubt can subside. (also note my interesting rhyme scheme)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-22-04

37. Mon Boulot reviews
Mon Boulot is French for 'My Job'.. Go figure..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-20-04

38. Ode To Equal Loyalty reviews
Once, I was talking to Lara, and we decided it was stupid to die for someone. 'Tis far superior to die with them. I was thinking of this when I wrote it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-20-04

39. Where You Are aka I Hope We Last Forever reviews
I can't be there., and Its made me realise so much more. Much of which I'm not proud of. But ultimately, I realise I REALLY love you to death...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-04

40. Safety reviews
Just a short one while thinking of 'mo ghra'..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-8-04

41. L'Amour reviews
For Lara: Like I promised I'd replece the crappy rose, I'm replacing the shoddy poem I emailed you. This one I'm actually proud of.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-4-04

42. God reviews
Umm random thing I was joking about with Kate (my USA mate) and yes... umm its funny.. and im going to regret uploading this aren't I?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-27-03

43. Solstice Desire reviews
Make of it what you will...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-21-03

44. Sonnet I reviews
My first attempt at a sonnet, inspired by things I'm feeling.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-5-03

45. Want You Back reviews
I want someone back...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-27-03

46. Purpose reviews
About what I feel life is, and how to take an event. Or at least I think it is. I'm not sure. I hate summaries :(
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-27-03

47. Plead reviews
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-27-03

48. Suffering reviews
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-27-03

49. Eyes reviews
About Someone I went Out With And Like Again. They have beautiful eyes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-27-03

50. Rumours & Lies reviews
About a misunderstanding... at least it was to start with, i sort of went off on one at the end
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-27-03

51. Doomed To Me reviews
An song dedicated to the fact i hate me. yay...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-27-03

52. Distance Song reviews
Written about someone living a distance away, and thus I can't see them or touch them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-12-03

53. I Close My Arms reviews
A Poem About My Current Feeling Of Loneliness
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-6-03

54. Passion reviews
I Hate Summarries. Just Read it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-8-03

55. Smiling reviews
Not What You'd Think It Is From the Title
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-1-03

56. You're Still Here reviews
I forget why I wrote this. I remember I wrote it in a lesson, and i looked at it and decided to upload it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-30-03

57. No Inspiration reviews
It's about not knowing what to do, say, write or even think.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-30-03

58. My Bliss, Mt Turmoil, Your Heartbreak reviews
Same "inspiration" as 'Am I'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-30-03

59. Am I? reviews
In this I ask Am I A good friend, or at least as good a friend as some of my friends.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-30-03

60. The Earth, The Air, The Fire, The Water reviews
I missed her so. 2 weeks apart seems so little but at the time it felt so long. Forever and to all Time We stand, I Love You Sophie
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-29-03

61. Oblivion reviews
This is all a reference to chinese astrology. if you find it random, go learn some stuff about the year of the rabbit.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-26-03

62. Armoured reviews
A summary of my life ever since I was Seven years old.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-26-03

63. Mabon reviews
I Wrote this On Mabon 2003.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-26-03

64. BirdsEye View reviews
I Found Myself felling snobbish about some people. And I hated myself for it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-20-03

65. Scarf reviews
I had to convey my feeling to analyse them. This poem and the poem entitled Rose are a two piece set. If you read one please read the other
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-20-03

66. Rose reviews
I had to convey my feeling to analyse them. This poem and the poem entitled Scarf are a two piece set. If you read one please read the other
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-20-03

67. Broken reviews
This Is About A Casualty of Modern Society. One of Those Who Was Not Fortunate Enough to Get Ahead In The Beginnning, And Fell Behind, And At The End When Society Finally Realises That It's No His Fault... It's Too Late, 'cos he's Died, and been replaced
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-19-03

68. Ryddles reviews
A Little Pondering I Did About The Future, Present And Past Of everything... and Then Some Pondering About... Well... Pondering
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-17-03

69. Byrning Hart reviews
Lyrics To A Song Which I'm Writing to Put On My Band's 1st EP
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-17-03