| xLecta |
Author has written 83 stories for Fantasy, General, Love, Humor, Fantasy, General, Friendship, Haiku, Family, and Nature. Haha okay it's time to change this. It was making me angry. Hokay, so. My name is Courtney and I'm a sophomore at AHS. I've been writing for a while. My cousin/best friend/lesbian lover (ProudTobeAnonymous) got me into it when we were young and I've never stopped since then. I write every chance I get and it's my way to get everything out. And believe me, there's a lot to get out. I don't add everything I write onto here just because I'm retarded. I'm a pretty strange person but hey, strange people make the world go 'round. I heart my friends. They are the coolest people in the world. There is never a dull moment when we all hang out :P I really enjoy those of the male gender when they all aren't being stupid. Umm I love music. I listen to pretty much everything, but for the most part I'm an emo type of girl. I've also been dancing since I was little and it's another way I escape. I loooove to read. My favorite genre is fantasy. The His Dark Materials collection is the best thing I've ever read. Whores on the Hill is another great book. Seriously...it's amazing. So yeah, that's pretty much it. Thanks to all of you who take the time to review :D ~Courtney http://www.myspace.com/13338829 | |||||
1. Cataract reviewsYour beauty blinds youPoetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-29-052. Gift of Coviction reviewsWritten after I read Lucky, a memoir of Alice Sebold's rape. Conviction is her own poem she wrote about her rape.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-29-053. Untitled for now reviewsTonight is so beautiful with the summer air and a polluted blood stream. I fear I'll tell him everything if I hear him now. (Wrote this a while ago, before he did say something first :) )Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-29-054. Embrace A Crying Sky reviewsThe rain can teach so muchPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-29-055. Opening NightSort of an onstage love story between the soloist tapper and a backround dancer.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Published: 7-18-056. My Goodbye Poised on a High Beam reviewsThree cheers for being totally invisiblePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-19-057. Fall Back on Glass reviewsThe whole thing's disgusting.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-10-058. Her Escape Through a Staccato Beat reviewsWe were in dance class and put on some random song, and my friend Arielle just started dancing to it in her own little world. It was just amazing, and it inspired me to write this. please R&R.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-11-059. Pretty Baby MelodyEver listen to a song over and over again just because it reminds you of him? Yup.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Published: 5-10-0510. Some Messier Form of NostalgiaAn interesting piece that means something to me. The flashbacks in this poem all happened two summers ago (most life changing summer ever), but the rest of it, the more intimate parts, are just things I've made up that I think make the poem pretty cool.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 5-10-0511. Turn Off the Sun if This is ImportantJust...blahPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 5-10-0512. Abstracted Calculator reviewsWords plus conversation divided by hesitive tension and sex appeal equals the time it'll take to get over this.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-0513. Red Hair Breeds Cruelty reviewsAbout my friend. I wrote this when I wasn't particularly pleased with her.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-0514. Parade to the Door With Your Head Down reviewsYour hand on his thigh, my own over my forehead, at least you had to decency to walk me to the door.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-0515. Love Eats Pride reviewsKind of pathetic really, how we take whatever we can get when we really like someone, even when it is totally degrading yourself.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-0516. Three Ways To Dance With Particles reviewsOh yay, don't you just love those self explanatory titles?Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-9-0517. The Man Called Distance, and What He Had to TeachAnother self explanatory title. I wrote this when I realized Elizabeth and I had grown apart.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Published: 5-9-0518. What I Wrote When I Missed HimSelf explanatory really. These are just some of the things I really like about this guy.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 5-9-0519. Sitcom CravingsHaha I just wrote this when I was watching Degrassi. You kind of have to know the show to find this the least bit interesting.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Published: 5-9-0520. Ode To History Class » reviewsThese are three poems I wrote, before, during, and after a test in History class. I just wrote them for the hell of it but I liked how they turned out and just fit together.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-9-0521. Unfortunatly Dusty Fragments reviewsCompletely brain dead, can't think of a way to describe this. Reviews would be awesome.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-23-0522. My Letter To You reviewsOkay, I sat down and murdered the first piece of paper I found with my pen. God I hate that guy. Reviews would be nice.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-26-0423. Halloween ExasperationsI was feeling so crappy the day before my favorite holiday (Halloween) I just grabbed a piece of paper and went psycho. It's amazing how much some people can piss you off without realizing it. Three cheers for a ruined Halloween!Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 10-30-0424. Dance With Me reviewsReally short, 3 lines, wow.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-20-0425. Oblivious reviewsA mother not knowing, or caring, about her young daughter.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-28-0426. Bind Cupid's Wings reviews"Punish thy heart for whom it loves. Scourge thy eyes for what it sees." I can't help what I feel, I can't help who I love, and I'm sick of people telling me to do something with something I have no control over.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-13-0427. Heart For Sale reviewsTitle says it all. Just edited.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-24-0428. Abandoned Castles reviewsPretty short poem about sand castles. The idea didn't really come out into words how I wanted it to but yeah, reviews are appreciated.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-24-0429. Unreachable reviewshaiku about writingPoetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-17-0430. Fallen Stars reviewshaikuPoetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-17-0431. Me reviewsI'm not like those other perfect, well-drawn, clean and classy girls that I often find myself competing with. But that's alright, because i'm me. Reviews are appreciated.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-13-0432. Ropes and Handguns reviews"It's raining ropes and handguns." I was feeling rather...violent..and a little upset. This is what I get when I write in a violent mood. I like it. Please R&RPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-7-0433. Goodbye Lullaby reviewsLook back one last time and sing everything a goodbye lullaby. Please R&R.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-29-0434. In Terms of Sanity reviewsNot very composed or..thought out..but it's how I feel right now about how everything just sucks with this one situation so I guess it'll have to do.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-27-0435. Wonderwall reviewsHe was my Wonderwall, but all walls eventually crack and fall apart.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-25-0436. Blind Desire reviewsI have NO idea how to describe this, but i'm really proud of it and would love you forever if you read and reviewed it. Three cheers for ProudtobeAnonymous for the title.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-16-0437. At Least I'm Human reviewsA short little poem I wrote when I was annoyed with myself. But then towards the end I was like..well, at least I HAVE feelings, what are you going to do, so it ends kinda different. I don't know, R&R please.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-6-0438. Unforgettable reviewsAnd I still think back to how you made the whole experience simply, unforgettable. My whole story from the beginning to end, and it still rhymes, woo hoo. Please R&RPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-6-0439. Superwoman reviewsClean the filth from your skin and be your daughter's SuperwomanPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-6-0440. This is Not a Poem reviewsThis is not a poem written when I was not on the roof not thinking about some definitly not interested boy.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-0441. Cross Outs reviewsA poem for insecure writers, like myself..sometimes, who quickly dismiss ideas and words because they think they aren't good enough for paper or for other people to read.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-0442. Our Fairytale reviewsThe precious fairytale i've created for us has fallen apart at it's bindings.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-29-0443. Desperation as an Art Form reviewsRelating my desperation and desires for a ruined relationship with an uninterested ex boyfriend as forms of art. (ie. a painting and a photograph)Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-28-0444. A Sorrowful Night QuartetSitting alone outside real late at night in the warm June air can do wonders for a broken heart. R&R if you would, please.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 6-24-0445. All That I Need"Lust, love, seperate breathing bodies. My torn needs are satisfied by two." Please R&R, I'd appreciate it.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 6-24-0446. Punctured Veins and Bleeding Hearts reviewsI managed to put how I felt when the beloved boyfriend broke up with me into pretty rhymes. Yay for me. Pleeease R&RPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-24-0447. Dear Tourniquet reviewsWrote this for my best friend. Sort of a response to the poem proudtobeanonoymous/the best friend wrote for me, 'Life Saver'. My talent is nothing compared to her's but here you go..Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-12-0448. No One Has To Know reviewsOne's feelings of trying to cover up the big mistake of cheating in a relationship.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-12-0449. Together Will We Break reviewsCan't really describe it...Since I don't quite get it myself. I'd love to know what you get out of it. Please R&RPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-21-0450. An Excuse to Live reviewsI love the rain...Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-18-0451. My Place in the Saddle reviewsAs you might have guessed, it's a horseback poem. My mom just recently signed my little sister up for horseback and it pisses me off how she thinks she could ever get the amazing feeling a "true rider" (:-P) gets when isn't even riding for HERSELF. Grr..pPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-11-0452. The Meaning of Everything reviewsI wrote this for a guy I really like. I think it's kind of cute, though not one of my best poems that's for sure. Hmm just an attempt of a somewhat formated version of how he makes me feel. Please R&RPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-2-0453. Screw the Art Teacher, I'm Not Drawing reviewsReal talent cannot be forced to just..start something on command. One might find it hard to do this..Anyway, this poem's about that and an interesting daydream and a look on 'God's painting' and how it has all fallen apart. Interesting..I like it. pleasePoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-30-0454. Reflection in the Sky reviewsBest friend got me into writing free verse poetry. I believe I wrote this in 2 minutes flat, but I think it's pretty good for my first time writing free verse. About seeing myself in the sky and being able to relate myself to thunderstorm habits.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-6-0455. Star Light Star Bright reviewsA short little thing I came up with when I was sitting out on the swing at 10 o clock at night, thinking back to when I wished on stars. This is about how I wish to be small again and the only thing that mattered is what time Mom would be home.Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-2-0456. Ramblings That Rhyme reviewswooo I like this one..Well i'm always spending way to much time organizing my feelings and putting them into formated poems but for this one I just put down everything and hey, it still rhymes.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-15-0457. Bloody Ballet reviewsIt's about a torn ballerina who escapes from the world's pain by dancing. She wont stop no matter how much it starts to hurt. Her passion for dancing is much deeper than anyone would expect.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-24-0458. Broken Ballet Shoes reviewsI tried to write it as a free verse poem but it sounded to much like a story so here it is. Very short, about a girl who's abused but she escapes through her dancing.Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-22-0459. Guidence From the Stream reviewsThe title is a very bad one, couldn't think of anything else. Any ideas? Well it's about choosing over things and how hard it is to come up with a decision. The girl seeks help from the stream..generally just water that reflects the moonlight I really reaPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-6-0460. Lonely Porcelain Doll reviewsAbout a lonely porcelain doll sitting by herself on a high shelve. She gets so lonley beacuse the little girl won't play with her that her beautiful porcelain face turnes to stone. (just edited..really proud of it now)Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-3-0461. Just Your Doll reviewsIt's just about boys treating girls as their dolls. Molding them to fit what they want, tossing them around a bit, hurt them and make them cry, the abondon them and find some other doll to play with.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-3-0462. Unknown reviewsJust something that came to me all of a sudden. I like the rhyme scheme...it's different from my other poems. please r&rPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-3-0463. Lend Me Some Glue reviewsIt's about building walls around yourselve to escape from life's cruel and unusual punishments. About the walls i've built because of stupid boys. r&r PLEASEPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-27-0364. Invisible Dance reviewsJust finished reading one of my daughters of the moon books. When they prepare for battle and one gift is to turn invisibal, it get me thinking how great it would feel to just...disappear. PLEASE r&r im pretty proud of this one.Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-19-0365. Tear Song reviewsA haunting song as tears fall. Really..uh..strange? I have no idea where it came from, probably will delete it later. I dont know, tell me what you think.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-19-0366. Candy Tears reviewsvery proud of this poem i must say...its just a very..very..strange metaphor to everythings thats been happening and what not. please r&rPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-14-0367. Give Up reviewshonestly i wrote this poem a couple months ago, but just found it hidding in the dark and dusty corner of my computer o0Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-4-0368. If reviewsahh the dreaded what ifs...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-29-0369. I Hate Thanksgiving reviewsMy mom was complaining today that i never read the poems i write or sing to the family on Thanksgiving anymore. I can't STAND Thanksgiving, so blah, i'll just read them this poem about how much i hate it.Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-27-0370. Look and Listen reviewsa poem i wrote when i was feeling friendly toward my mother...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-19-0371. Broken Ballerina reviewsMy first poem that doesn't rhyme, amazing. I think its kind of cool...i like the ending. Well its about how you start out innocent and safe and dependent, and then the next minute your alone and broken.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-2-0372. It's Too Hard To Write! Part two reviewsYay, another one of the same topic. I like the first one much better but whatever, it was still making me angry. One just wasnt enough :PPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-27-0373. Missing reviewsI guess this is just one of my poems where i ramble on about stuff that i dont even know im writing.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-27-0374. Again reviewsA real quick poem about doing things all over again. It feels like im just going in frickin circles..not going anywhere..this is just a poem i wrote in a grand total of 2 seconds. Not good..dont bother to read..Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-20-0375. Sequel to Halloween Love reviewsThis is kinda a part two to Halloween Love. I dont think it is as good as the first one..but its just something I wrote as an after thought or something.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-20-0376. Halloween Love reviewsIts forbidden to love someone evil...or someone who SEEMS to be evil from another persons point of veiw. You shouldnt judge something you know nothing about...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-19-0377. Something's Wrong reviewsThis one is deticated to my special friend:P Wrote it after a hard day...r&r pleasePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-9-0378. Untitled reviewsWrote this in math class when i was supposed to be learning god knows what...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-9-0379. Mixed Emotions reviewsYet another poem written in math! Its a quick little 2 words per line poem. So that makes...8 words per stanza or something? lol math pays off sometimes! But thats as far as i went before i stopped paying attention:P But yeaa anyways, R&R pleeeasseee. iPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-9-0380. It's too hard to write! reviewsI wrote this after a fusterating day of trying to get a poem down on paper. So this is basically a poem...about writing a poem. Very interesting:PPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-7-0381. What if I was different? reviewsPG-13 for drug refrence and mild language...a poem i wrote when i was in my evil mood because of my evil boyfriendPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-1-0382. Living as the Rain reviewsJust a poem about living as the rain, or just being something your not, and then missing it afterwards. Wondering if life will give you another chance. I just edited it so its a little better. Still hate this poem though.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-16-03