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since: 09-01-03, id: 372513
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Author has written 178 stories for Love, General, Life, Nature, Young Adult, Humor, and Supernatural.

I am the Danee.
"When missing someone becomes a way of living"
-minutes and miles by hellomister

Music is my world. Poetry is my alternate universe.
(cough*cough)well, now that that's out there...

"It's hard to make her say she loves me when she's tied up like that. I imagine the ductape is a hindrance too."
-me

Love and freedom. They're two very similar things. We spend our lives searching for both only to have one stop us from reaching the other. -Lifted from bio of BeyondRepair

Please consider me an alternative to suicide.- Prince Humperdink, Princess Bride

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1. Transfigured Neuroses
ability to write again, after a painfully empty break from it
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-20-06 - Published: 6-20-06
2. Broadway reviews
a complex sestina, theater and the ravages of time, also has rebirth imagery
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-8-06 - Published: 6-8-06
3. Revival reviews
we live our lives in hopes of gaining insight, in learning from our mistakes and bettering ourselves. But this is the hardest lesson to learn, and the best teacher is pain
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-8-06 - Published: 6-8-06
4. Shine
extended metaphorical balladeering, basically just poetic ramblings (think shakespeare without the archaic language)
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-8-06 - Published: 6-8-06
5. Stars reviews
life and how we all get tired of it...what do we do then?
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 896 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-8-06 - Published: 6-8-06
6. Kiss reviews
memories of her touch
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-05
7. Let Go
stubborn enough to never let you go, scared enough to hold on tight
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-05
8. NumbHaze
a rush of blood to the head leaves me unconscious, as feelings will build up and break me down. Numbness that I hate, but can't shake off
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-05
9. Pressure
failure to communicate, misunderstandings lead to pain...such pain
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-05
10. Somewhere Out There
we lost our way somewhere, but in the confusion, do we even want to go back?
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-05
11. Stained Heart
self explanatory
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-05
12. Walls
Not knowing whats going to happen, letting someone down
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-05
13. Propositions
a reason to stay with me, but this isnt begging...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-05
14. Retrospect
Old loves, new love, when they leave, you are left pondering fate and lost chances
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-05
15. In A City reviews
About New Orleans, my hometown. I miss that place, those people...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-12-05 - Published: 11-12-05
16. Metaphorical Bullsh't
anger, at myself and my inconsistencies, tired of thinking in metaphors to excuse my mistakes
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-3-05 - Published: 7-3-05
17. Revenge
When what I want to do would rip us apart, I regress to the simplest desires, where home is where the heart is, and my heart's name is Lee
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-3-05 - Published: 7-3-05
18. Life So Tasty
Bad habits remembered, a mask slips momentarily
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-3-05 - Published: 7-3-05
19. Full Circle
Finally at peace in your arms, I've been waiting for years
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-3-05 - Published: 7-3-05
20. Fallen
So wrapped up in her, but trying to untangle us enough to keep my pain to myself
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-3-05 - Published: 7-3-05
21. Senseless reviews
a memory of warmth and love, rendered so as never to forget...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-16-05 - Published: 6-16-05
22. Save Me
a bit blasphemous, but isn't my very existence and belief that I'm not damned eternally to hell, that you will save me...?
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-16-05 - Published: 6-16-05
23. Never Be Free reviews
losing a piece of myself
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-11-05 - Published: 6-11-05
24. Trapped
just hyperventilating a bit
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-11-05 - Published: 6-11-05
25. other side
sadness, poem about my complicated life, sometimes I don't even know how to classify it.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-11-05 - Published: 6-11-05
26. Communication is Everything
not quite blasphemy, I would say closer to a one on one relationship with god. About refusing to give her up.
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-11-05 - Published: 6-11-05
27. Withdrawn reviews
trippedout low self esteem
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
28. Time Lived reviews
time is short and fleeting...but love draws things out to infinite possibilities
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
29. Static reviews
mysteries of the human emotions
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
30. Raison D'etre reviews
continuing my obsession...love is persistent, if anything.
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
31. Feared By All
mortals die every day, but none of them are leaving YOU behind...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
32. PleaseDon'tLeave reviews
unavoidable loss, useless pleas
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
33. A Poem To You reviews
fear of losing you, and "living" when you're gone
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
34. Numb reviews
ode to L, love, and those who wait, sentinels against time
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-1-05 - Published: 1-1-05
35. Mandatory Head Clearing reviews
examines racism and homophobia, release for anger/cynicism at society, -to L
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-1-05 - Published: 1-1-05
36. Non Sia Triste, It Is Not Sad reviews
she's not gone yet, but the pain has already set in...slash, not obvious unless you know me, rated for language
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-24-04 - Published: 12-24-04
37. The Night I Burned reviews
allegorical, about nature, or...the best and worst thing that ever happened to me
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-29-04 - Published: 11-29-04
38. Eclipsed
life in all it's raw beautiful power still reminds me of you
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-29-04 - Published: 11-29-04
39. Can't Make You reviews
when you can't influence anything, what do you do? You write poetry...R&R
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-10-04 - Published: 11-10-04
40. She Regrets Them reviews
about...regret R&R
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-3-04 - Published: 11-3-04
41. Literal Interpretation
random poetic thoughts about myself (those happen so rarely) so yeah, read&review
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-04 - Published: 11-3-04
42. Brandnew, It Is
WARNING:cutting, might trigger. Dark simple piece
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-04 - Published: 11-3-04
43. Axis I Spin Upon reviews
"...that the axis my insanity spins upon..." review please
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-24-04 - Published: 10-24-04
44. Dead End
desperation of a dying mind, mentions suicide, murder, & politicians
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-24-04 - Published: 10-24-04
45. Heliocentricity Has Passed
"the Pusher & the Spinner, the oldest..." R&R please, I need some feedback on recent stuff
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-21-04 - Published: 10-21-04
46. Safe In My Own Skin reviews
a bit of self hate and deception of the psyche(sp) disgust
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-20-04 - Published: 10-20-04
47. Executionstyle Heartbreak
when you know it'll be over soon, but you're not sure of when, and just waiting is so painful, & you find yourself begging for an end R/R please
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-04
48. White Noise
desire to submerse myself in music, make it absorb all feeling, "want it to numb my mind/too many fucking wounds to heal/& time passes too damn slow"
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-04
49. All Sharps
loneliness and music imagery
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-04
50. Reading Lesbian Fiction reviews
"call me over the telephonehome screaming about the injustice of all these painful little rejections, affections and affectations "
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-04
51. Jaguar reviews
death is swift & all encompassing (i've gone off the deep end) jungles, death, and beautiful eyes that sing to me
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-8-04 - Published: 10-8-04
52. Profound Consanguinity reviews
"humiliate the scars on my arms/frigid humanity"
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-8-04 - Published: 10-8-04
53. Blue Screen
when it all comes down...to needing you. "look ma! all tongue!/"
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-8-04 - Published: 10-8-04
54. Echoing Syllables Of Your Words
effects of insomnia and maker's mark on a devastated mind
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-04 - Published: 10-7-04
55. Honestly, Gentlemen
strange moods beget even stranger poetry
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-04 - Published: 10-7-04
56. Never Like That
i've been thinking a lot about her and myself, and our actions, used as a release for emotions, accordingly, expect my type of emotion
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-6-04 - Published: 10-6-04
57. Gone Crazy
wrote this around xmas break i was insane, and i missed her, it was too fast and i felt it slipping away
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-6-04 - Published: 10-6-04
58. Shadow
choppy, like my feelings for you, represent my indecision and confusion about how to love you when i've been forgotten
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-6-04 - Published: 10-6-04
59. Emotions Simplified
raw, writing to lay emotions bare
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-6-04 - Published: 10-6-04
60. Corrosion
how I'm breaking down, falling apart
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-6-04 - Published: 10-6-04
61. Liberty of the SEXes reviews
bondage and cutting imagery-not graphic though
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-6-04 - Published: 10-6-04
62. naked realities reviews
[passionfakebi-curiousghost]
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-04 - Published: 9-12-04
63. Visions Overlaid
I know now, I was never me, a shadow by your side
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-11-04 - Published: 9-11-04
64. Boundaries reviews
regret & memories are all that's left
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-04 - Published: 9-6-04
65. Certainties reviews
love, death , and pain
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-04 - Published: 9-6-04
66. Forged In Pain
Even the strongest things can break , and in the end it's more devastating
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-04 - Published: 9-4-04
67. Undetectable Spark reviews
Is it any wonder I want to know what would make you love me?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-3-04 - Published: 9-3-04
68. Shards reviews
melodramatic , but contains harsh feelings nevertheless
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-3-04 - Published: 8-3-04
69. Trickster Baby reviews
decadence and sin, isn't it nice?
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-22-04 - Published: 7-22-04
70. Tapestry reviews
tale of rot and decay in life
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-22-04 - Published: 7-22-04
71. Sad Sad Soul reviews
she was a sad sad soul/with so many problems to fill the pages with poems/in the books she wrote
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-22-04 - Published: 7-22-04
72. Writer's Block reviews
I can't really write at the moment, but I tried, just so I can let go of all these bitter emotions
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-10-04 - Published: 6-10-04
73. Obliterating Time reviews
could I erase what we had, what you found in her, could I be that selfish?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
74. No solution reviews
math class, leads to crazy vocab that exhibits signs of confusion
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
75. Shades of meaning reviews
about her, prettyful colors
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
76. just like love
anger, pain, my mind is shattering
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
77. Awareness would be suicide reviews
escaping everything
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
78. Dead Dream reviews
extent to which a human will go for someone they love
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
79. Inept Endeavor
lashing out after I realized I will never come first, not when you love her
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
80. Bloodshadow
just about problems that you're faced with, disappointment and what you will go through for somebody
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-04 - Published: 5-6-04
81. Chocolate drops reviews
weeeeee! love, how sweet
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 797 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-5-04 - Published: 5-5-04
82. Elusive Existence
I was happier when I wrote this... so all I can say now is never to find yourself in someone else... because what if you lose them?
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-26-04
83. Blood Fixation
cutting is incorporated into my poetry about love, being as it's one of the reasons behind my SI harm
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-26-04
84. Done With You reviews
strange poem along the lines of Saliva's "Always", which I was listening too, all credit goes to them for inspiration & lyrics, just my crazy lttle twist barely noticable, really...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-26-04
85. Dream Trance
a tribute to all my favorite songs, and my favorite person, caution: contains cutting and titles of strange music
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-26-04
86. Silent Screaming Self reviews
putting all of yourself into your poetry
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-25-04 - Published: 4-25-04
87. If I Come Out Of This reviews
ending of an age, the beginning of my journey through pain
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-25-04 - Published: 4-25-04
88. Capitalizing On Pain reviews
Just about how I always write about the shit I'm going through and never about happy stuff, all I can say in defense is that happiness is too hard
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-25-04 - Published: 4-25-04
89. Proof Of Pain reviews
love is a vindictive underhanded bitch; sarcasm and cutting
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-19-04
90. Nucking Futs reviews
just... I'm going crazy... I'm so confused over you that I'm walking around trying not to let my pain and fear show in my eyes, 'cuz I can't let you see how much this has changed, how much more i care about you -cutting
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-19-04
91. Death Is A Gift reviews
living for someone that you love even though they hurt you so much you would welcome death, cutting, suicide implications, read&review
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-19-04
92. Not Okay With That reviews
tired of suffering in your indifference R&R
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-19-04
93. Choking Inside reviews
about the sheer amount of emotion that can be felt for one person and how it can overwhelm you
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-15-04 - Published: 4-15-04
94. Flying Through The Rain reviews
extremely raw thoughts about my life, created out of pain, R&R
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-15-04 - Published: 4-15-04
95. Bananas reviews
I was having a horrible day, I slipped on a banana and it eventually seemed funny to me
Humor - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-15-04 - Published: 4-15-04
96. Nightmares reviews
She has these bad ass dreams where she screams and I just want to hold her and make the pain go away
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-3-04 - Published: 4-3-04
97. Under My Skin reviews
cutting, just thoughts
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
98. The Truth reviews
Harsh truth about myself: I know who I am
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
99. Sometimes I Wish reviews
ever want to be somehing else, just to get away...?
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
100. Say the Words reviews
ummm... love? doubt, and fear
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
101. Sacred Feminine
slash, love, my awe of the body of a woman and how special each one is
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
102. Red Ink On My Skin reviews
love, cutting, confusion
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
103. Rather Die As Me
Cutting, shit that I do to pretend I don't have any problems
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
104. Oops I made you cry reviews
cutting, sexual thoughts
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
105. I'm Sorry reviews
Written to my brother, whom I don't live with anymore, just trying to say how much I miss him and regret moving away and for us not being there for each other
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
106. Hostage Jealousies
Love someone, they love someone else, but are with you, so you try to put as much of yourself as you can into the relationship to keep their attention
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
107. Go Away
cutting, pretty straightforward
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
108. Flying
suicide, just random thoughts
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
109. Don't hurt me reviews
stupid insecurities
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
110. Doesn't Know How To Cry
Cutting, I can't cry, so this is what happens
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
111. Cleanup reviews
cutting, the best part
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
112. Black of the Soul
I can be more open, honest at night, let myself be truthful with her
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
113. Black Eyes
I miss her eyes, they are so beautiful, I could drown in them forever, and still not understand her
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
114. Deviant Nature reviews
Just something I wrote after my stepmom told me that being gay wasn't natural
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
115. Am I Distracting You Yet? reviews
Something I wrote thinking of how she can so easily confuse me and make me want her no matter what we're doing or where we are
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-23-04 - Published: 3-23-04
116. All I Want To Know reviews
just random thoughts on lust
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-23-04 - Published: 3-23-04
117. Softest thing
just thinking of how soft she is, and how she tries to be gentle with me and with my feelings
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-23-04 - Published: 3-23-04
118. Blood Bath reviews
Just cutting and thinking of how much I want you.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-23-04 - Published: 3-23-04
119. Your creation
How someone I care about influences what I do, who I am, & what I believe in- love: where you give someone the power to destroy you, and trust that they won't
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-15-04 - Published: 3-15-04
120. Alone with myself reviews
just thinking about how i don't really have anyone who knows me at all
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-15-04 - Published: 3-15-04
121. Chant of the Forgotten Ones
suicide, futility of sheilding your emotions, trying not to get hurt
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-14-04 - Published: 3-14-04
122. Dance To Death reviews
tale of how helpless you are to those you care about, they could so easily hurt you
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-14-04 - Published: 3-14-04
123. Ranking System: Overload reviews
Just an odd little thing I wrote thinking about how I still don't fully understand someone, or what she means to me
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-14-04 - Published: 3-14-04
124. Cross To Bear reviews
my thoughts on religion and my sexuality, how they mix, and what i believe is right for me
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-7-04 - Published: 3-7-04
125. Waiting For You reviews
we have to wait till the right time for us, but i don't want us to drift a part before we've fully explored each other
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,179 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-3-04 - Published: 3-3-04
126. Chicken Soup reviews
? how much i need someone, & how i hardly ever see them
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-3-04 - Published: 3-3-04
127. Psychiatrists & Rehab reviews
inspired by those wonderful facilities in our nation, and how they are so oddly different
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-3-04 - Published: 3-3-04
128. HATE is a relative thing reviews
I was just thinking about the stuff i usually like, & how i hate all that flowery simile shyte
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-3-04 - Published: 3-3-04
129. GreenFlicker&FlameStarter reviews
fire, lust, confusion
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-2-04 - Published: 3-2-04
130. This goes deeper reviews
love is a lot less dramatic & confusing when I finally understand it... I may have thought I loved before now, but that was just affection & lust, now it's just a quiet sort of acceptance in the back of my mind that I would do anything for you
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-2-04 - Published: 3-2-04
131. C'est Moi reviews
English project I tried to salvage, took the basic idea from this template, poetry for dummies:101 and screwed with it, I think it's funny/true in a sad way
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-27-04 - Published: 2-27-04
132. Dreaming Awake reviews
very sexual, graphic, f/f, just my usual lust-filled, thoughts :)
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-26-04 - Published: 2-26-04
133. It's Odd reviews
Just about what I think of my relationship with my sister & how we learn from each other but still make mistakes
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-04
134. Inside My Heart reviews
I care too much & I don't think she knows how much she matters to me - cutting & f/f
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-04
135. Dark Woman, Dark Thoughts reviews
Stuff I wrote when I was thinking of the woman I think I love, & my (non)place in her life- f/f
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 624 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-04
136. Some Things reviews
thoughts as i was busy being confused over my love for someone, and the shyte were in
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-18-04 - Published: 2-18-04
137. Ode To Wendy reviews
ever met someone & instantly loved them? I have & she is a wonderful, caring person, I owe her many thanx
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-18-04 - Published: 2-18-04
138. Patented Illusions reviews
It is my life, and I hold the sole right to complain about it in my poetry
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 428 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-04 - Published: 2-14-04
139. My Arm Itches reviews
i hate not being able to scratch my arm where it's cut, it drives me insane... I hate not being able to get over you
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-14-04 - Published: 2-14-04
140. love & affection
doubts about something or other that's bothering me
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-14-04 - Published: 2-14-04
141. Life, it hurts sometimes
stuff... experimenting with writing and new outlook on my life
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-14-04 - Published: 2-14-04
142. Damaged
don't you just love how people viciously hurt you?
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 562 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-04
143. Are You Happy?
people hurt you
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-04
144. Even If I Beg reviews
freewriting in the dark late at night, this is what came out
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-04
145. Invisible People reviews
english assignment- but I love it, & would never have had the courage to write it if i hadn't had to, even though I've always wanted to write something like this. Its's about finding yourself...
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,461 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-24-04 - Published: 1-24-04
146. Embrace reviews
a little about self love I guess...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
147. My Only? reviews
you make me feel... like everything, all at once
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04
148. Laugh For Me reviews
She's So Confusing!
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 459 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04
149. Killing Me Softly
I miss her...haven't talked to her in ages...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04
150. INSANITY
argh, she drives me insane
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 458 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04
151. Escape
always thinking about you...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04
152. Crazy reviews
I was on the bus and this crazy guy sat next to me...
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 575 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04
153. CUT ME reviews
I cut to release the pain
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-14-03 - Published: 12-14-03
154. Can you see the pain? reviews
Cutting R/R
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-14-03 - Published: 12-14-03
155. Insane Illusions reviews
showed her my poetry & she read through the whole book. I felt ashamed of the trite emotions that she was reading, but they are real, they are me.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-14-03 - Published: 12-14-03
156. It Bled Beautifully reviews
my thoughts on CUTTING & why we do it, I wrote it for myself & the person I care about
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 686 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-14-03 - Published: 12-14-03
157. Melt reviews
you never realize the power your actions can have over someone's emotions, intro to love 101
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-9-03 - Published: 12-9-03
158. Spirit Bear reviews
very sad, about endangered bears... english assignement, but I love it r&r
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-9-03 - Published: 12-9-03
159. Deep Dark reviews
argh I hate summaries... what else? deisire, need, pain
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-7-03 - Published: 12-7-03
160. Melt in the pain
happiness with nothing, Can't you give me more? - R&R
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-7-03 - Published: 12-7-03
161. Choking on memories reviews
ever had that one person you couldn't forget, who kept driving you insane with thoughts of them?
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03
162. Wondering reviews
Lust and a wonderful imagination are my greatest inspirations,
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
163. Bye reviews
really short, about my feelings when I haven't talked to her in ages (sigh)
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
164. See The World Die reviews
I am against all labels. Poem to the people out there who stereotype others. slightly sarcastic,& bitter
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
165. My other Obsession reviews
emotions were created to torment me. So was she...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 603 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
166. Magnetic reviews
tribute to a close freind that I love...sadly. She is beautiful
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
167. Midnight, My Darkest Hour reviews
late night... wishing I was somewhere else...thoughts of someone special
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
168. Sanctuary reviews
I love to read... poem about where I feel most at home and safe
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
169. I am Nothing reviews
thoughts of a raving lunatic, I am no one, and no one sees me
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
170. Hold me tight reviews
mush. total mush. Don't tell anyone...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
171. Cold of Emptiness reviews
doubt and long nights make for wonderful poetry... time is for thinking lustful thoughts and crying over screwed -up relationships
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
172. Dark night reviews
trying to capture the excitement of my first kiss with her. slash
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-29-03
173. Acid Rain reviews
Intense anger and pain, rated for language, r&r
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-28-03 - Published: 11-28-03
174. Rush reviews
kind of a symbolic merging of fire and love... slightly sexual, read&review... please?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 601 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-28-03 - Published: 11-28-03
175. Spoken word reviews
Feelings I get when I have to perform... What is it that they hear? R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-20-03 - Published: 11-20-03
176. Onyx Baby reviews
Just thinking about this awesome girl and how she has a wild and almost primal connection to nature...r/r
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-17-03 - Published: 11-17-03
177. Figure me out reviews
I want want to know what's going on with us
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-17-03 - Published: 11-17-03
178. Wishes are fishes reviews
ok, so yeah, I want to share my horrible guilty secrets with her, to show her my deepest memories
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-17-03 - Published: 11-17-03