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Author has written 49 stories for Life, General, Love, Friendship, General, Song, and Horror. Formally known as the Vampire Cleo. It was something I used when i first came here and decided to change it to something more sophisicated. Marie= Part of my first name (it's hyphenated) De Sade= after Marquis De Sade, a writer who inspired the word Sadist 7= The number repersenting, Thought,consciousness, complete and spiritual perfection Deviant art- http://stained-reflection.deviantart.com/ For anyone who like the Deepest Temptation I have a piczo site that has some extra stuff, like profiles, bonas stoeries stuff like that check it out if you want. www.piczo.com/the-deepest-temptation "Please don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that is second nature to me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression I'm secure and that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name, coolness my game, that water is calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me, please don't believe me. My surface may be smooth, but my surface is a mask--my every varying and ever concealing mask. Beneath it dwells the real confusion, fear and aloneness. Beneath lies my smugness, my complacently, but I hide this--I don't want anyone to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed. That's why I frantically created a mask to hide behind-- nonchalant sophisticated facades to help me pretend-- to shield me from the glance that knows-- but such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only salvation and I know it. That is if it's followed by acceptance. If it's followed by love, it's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self built prison walls and from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect. It's the only thing that will assure me of what I cannot assure myself, that I'm really worth while, but I don't tell you this, I don't dare--I'm afraid to. I'm afraid that your glance will not be followed by acceptance and love. I'm afraid you'll think less of me and you'll laugh and your laugh will kill me. I'm afraid that deep down, I'm nothing and that I'm just no good and that you'll see this and reject me." -"Don't Be Fooled by Me," Charles C. Finn | |||||||||||
1. The Deepest Temptation » reviewsA twisted love triangle. A mortal among the Undead. A never ending quest for redemption...I suck at summaries - Chapter 1 repostedHorror - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,119 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-29-07 - Published: 7-24-062. MistakeI could never regret you...rated for swearingComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-29-07 - Published: 3-29-073. Never good enoughWhat was wrong with her? Was it the cuts on her arm The marks on her neck...But you know whatShe wasn’t pretty And maybe she didn’t always make you laugh But she loved youComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 12-13-064. Winter an out of date love songAnd it brings back all this pain It brings back so much memorie Never to be loved againComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-17-06 - Published: 11-17-065. Wasted TimeAll this wasted time All These useless rhymes All these empty lists Marked on these cut up wristsComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-13-06 - Published: 11-13-066. Bloody Razors, Broken Hearts reviewsAll these bloody razors Mixed with all this pain I savorComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-13-06 - Published: 11-13-067. I'm sorry: For Friends reviewsI'm sorry, You expected sympathy...I'm sorry, I expected some backLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-068. I'm sorry: For loversI'm sorry, If it seems like I'm over you...Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-069. Soulmates reviewsMAke you a life/ And pretend that your happyLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-0610. Best FriendsBreak you/ Erase you...destroy you/ suicideLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-0611. To see you one last time reviewsI farwell plea, a love note is written on my wristLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-27-06 - Published: 9-27-0612. When an angel dies reviewsThose pretty green eyes that kept me alive are decaying in the groundLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-27-06 - Published: 9-27-0613. Nothing Compared to youalone in heavanLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-19-06 - Published: 9-19-0614. Mind Rape reviewsA lustfull grip/ his pale skin rips/ a kiss, a burn/ a touch a yearnLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-17-06 - Published: 9-17-0615. Heroin reviewsBut it's the only thing keeping him aliveLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-0616. Die for me reviewsYou'd die for meLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-0617. He was all I ever had reviewsSo Take this razor, and maybe I'll see you againLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-06 - Published: 9-6-0618. Jesseyou don't make the pain gp awayLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-06 - Published: 9-6-0619. But I promised reviewsI want to cut deep/ Feel blood pouring down my arm/ Carve your name in my wristLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-0620. hopelessThose three little words killed meLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-3-06 - Published: 8-3-0621. Suicide reviewsSuddenly realizing he isn't yours anymoreLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-3-06 - Published: 8-3-0622. A final farwellSlit your wrists then write a songLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-29-06 - Published: 7-29-0623. One cutone cut for every promise you broke...about a friendLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-0624. Control reviewsSO line them up and one by one I'll break their heartsGeneral - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-18-06 - Published: 5-18-0625. The way I do reviewsa slap on the faceGeneral - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-18-06 - Published: 5-18-0626. Emotionally Defective reviewsI'm sorry I don;t feel the same way you canLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-0627. Trash reviewsBarley 14Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-0628. Kiss reviewsdesperationLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-0629. Lovelove-herLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-0630. Mirror reviewsGoodbye to everyoneLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-4-06 - Published: 4-4-0631. A Thousand Cuts reviewsA single moments and it's overLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-4-06 - Published: 4-4-0632. Sober reviewsthe smile I've been facking has finaly lost it's gleamLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-22-06 - Published: 3-22-0633. there should have been reviewsThere should have been deathLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-12-06 - Published: 3-12-0634. Promise me reviewsCould you promise me That it’ll be okLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-06 - Published: 1-5-0635. Nothing matters anymore reviewsNothing matters anymore, no one know the truthLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-8-05 - Published: 12-8-0536. The girl that never was reviewsI was probably the only person who really knew who she was…General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-0537. All the roads that led me hereRevenge leads you down the wrong paths. Some times you have to kill the people you loveGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,282 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-11-05 - Published: 11-11-0538. Nevermore reviewsWhite roses stained red with love As she whispers ‘nevermore’Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-6-05 - Published: 11-6-0539. the boy with crystal blue eyes reviewsHe talks to himself, he doesn't listen to anyone because he prefers the sound of his voiceSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-6-05 - Published: 11-6-0540. A lie is a lie reviewsA thorn on a rose, is still just a thornLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-2-05 - Published: 11-2-0541. The Last Danceshort story- to my late friend Madiline ( written for English class)General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 877 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-0542. Goodbye, Madaline reviewsTo my late friend MadalineFriendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-0543. Real reviewsOpen wounds that just won’t heal, And all that you were, was never realLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-28-05 - Published: 10-28-0544. mixed feelings reviewsanother angsty love poemLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-0545. without breath reviews...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-0546. lost reviews...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-05 - Published: 3-21-0547. could you feel me reviewsIt's about loving some one but them not loving you backGeneral - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-31-04 - Published: 8-31-0448. Stab me, kill me reviewsA poem aboout suicide I wrote on my birthdayLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-13-04 - Published: 8-13-04