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since: 09-15-03, id: 374298, Profile Updated: 12-27-08
country: Canada
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Author has written 49 stories for Life, General, Love, Friendship, General, Song, and Horror.

Formally known as the Vampire Cleo. It was something I used when i first came here and decided to change it to something more sophisicated.

Marie= Part of my first name (it's hyphenated) De Sade= after Marquis De Sade, a writer who inspired the word Sadist 7= The number repersenting, Thought,consciousness, complete and spiritual perfection

Deviant art- http://stained-reflection.deviantart.com/

For anyone who like the Deepest Temptation I have a piczo site that has some extra stuff, like profiles, bonas stoeries stuff like that check it out if you want. www.piczo.com/the-deepest-temptation

"Please don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that is second nature to me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled.

I give you the impression I'm secure and that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name, coolness my game, that water is calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me, please don't believe me.

My surface may be smooth, but my surface is a mask--my every varying and ever concealing mask. Beneath it dwells the real confusion, fear and aloneness. Beneath lies my smugness, my complacently, but I hide this--I don't want anyone to know it.

I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed. That's why I frantically created a mask to hide behind-- nonchalant sophisticated facades to help me pretend-- to shield me from the glance that knows-- but such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only salvation and I know it. That is if it's followed by acceptance. If it's followed by love, it's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self built prison walls and from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect. It's the only thing that will assure me of what I cannot assure myself, that I'm really worth while, but I don't tell you this, I don't dare--I'm afraid to.

I'm afraid that your glance will not be followed by acceptance and love. I'm afraid you'll think less of me and you'll laugh and your laugh will kill me. I'm afraid that deep down, I'm nothing and that I'm just no good and that you'll see this and reject me."

-"Don't Be Fooled by Me," Charles C. Finn

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1. The Deepest Temptation » reviews
A twisted love triangle. A mortal among the Undead. A never ending quest for redemption...I suck at summaries - Chapter 1 reposted
Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,119 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-29-07 - Published: 7-24-06
2. Mistake
I could never regret you...rated for swearing
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-29-07 - Published: 3-29-07
3. Never good enough
What was wrong with her? Was it the cuts on her arm The marks on her neck...But you know whatShe wasn’t pretty And maybe she didn’t always make you laugh But she loved you
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 12-13-06
4. Winter an out of date love song
And it brings back all this pain It brings back so much memorie Never to be loved again
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-17-06 - Published: 11-17-06
5. Wasted Time
All this wasted time All These useless rhymes All these empty lists Marked on these cut up wrists
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-13-06 - Published: 11-13-06
6. Bloody Razors, Broken Hearts reviews
All these bloody razors Mixed with all this pain I savor
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-13-06 - Published: 11-13-06
7. I'm sorry: For Friends reviews
I'm sorry, You expected sympathy...I'm sorry, I expected some back
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-06
8. I'm sorry: For lovers
I'm sorry, If it seems like I'm over you...
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-06
9. Soulmates reviews
MAke you a life/ And pretend that your happy
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-06
10. Best Friends
Break you/ Erase you...destroy you/ suicide
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-1-06 - Published: 10-1-06
11. To see you one last time reviews
I farwell plea, a love note is written on my wrist
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-27-06 - Published: 9-27-06
12. When an angel dies reviews
Those pretty green eyes that kept me alive are decaying in the ground
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-27-06 - Published: 9-27-06
13. Nothing Compared to you
alone in heavan
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-19-06 - Published: 9-19-06
14. Mind Rape reviews
A lustfull grip/ his pale skin rips/ a kiss, a burn/ a touch a yearn
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-17-06 - Published: 9-17-06
15. Heroin reviews
But it's the only thing keeping him alive
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
16. Die for me reviews
You'd die for me
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
17. He was all I ever had reviews
So Take this razor, and maybe I'll see you again
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-06 - Published: 9-6-06
18. Jesse
you don't make the pain gp away
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-06 - Published: 9-6-06
19. But I promised reviews
I want to cut deep/ Feel blood pouring down my arm/ Carve your name in my wrist
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-06
20. hopeless
Those three little words killed me
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-3-06 - Published: 8-3-06
21. Suicide reviews
Suddenly realizing he isn't yours anymore
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-3-06 - Published: 8-3-06
22. A final farwell
Slit your wrists then write a song
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-29-06 - Published: 7-29-06
23. One cut
one cut for every promise you broke...about a friend
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
24. Control reviews
SO line them up and one by one I'll break their hearts
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-18-06 - Published: 5-18-06
25. The way I do reviews
a slap on the face
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-18-06 - Published: 5-18-06
26. Emotionally Defective reviews
I'm sorry I don;t feel the same way you can
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-06
27. Trash reviews
Barley 14
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-06
28. Kiss reviews
desperation
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-06
29. Love
love-her
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-06
30. Mirror reviews
Goodbye to everyone
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-4-06 - Published: 4-4-06
31. A Thousand Cuts reviews
A single moments and it's over
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-4-06 - Published: 4-4-06
32. Sober reviews
the smile I've been facking has finaly lost it's gleam
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-22-06 - Published: 3-22-06
33. there should have been reviews
There should have been death
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-12-06 - Published: 3-12-06
34. Promise me reviews
Could you promise me That it’ll be ok
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-06 - Published: 1-5-06
35. Nothing matters anymore reviews
Nothing matters anymore, no one know the truth
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-8-05 - Published: 12-8-05
36. The girl that never was reviews
I was probably the only person who really knew who she was…
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-05
37. All the roads that led me here
Revenge leads you down the wrong paths. Some times you have to kill the people you love
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,282 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-11-05 - Published: 11-11-05
38. Nevermore reviews
White roses stained red with love As she whispers ‘nevermore’
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-6-05 - Published: 11-6-05
39. the boy with crystal blue eyes reviews
He talks to himself, he doesn't listen to anyone because he prefers the sound of his voice
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-6-05 - Published: 11-6-05
40. A lie is a lie reviews
A thorn on a rose, is still just a thorn
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-2-05 - Published: 11-2-05
41. The Last Dance
short story- to my late friend Madiline ( written for English class)
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 877 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-05
42. Goodbye, Madaline reviews
To my late friend Madaline
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-05
43. Real reviews
Open wounds that just won’t heal, And all that you were, was never real
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-28-05 - Published: 10-28-05
44. mixed feelings reviews
another angsty love poem
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
45. without breath reviews
...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05
46. lost reviews
...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-05 - Published: 3-21-05
47. could you feel me reviews
It's about loving some one but them not loving you back
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-31-04 - Published: 8-31-04
48. Stab me, kill me reviews
A poem aboout suicide I wrote on my birthday
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-13-04 - Published: 8-13-04
49. Reality reviews
My attempt at a angust poem, its about my dream world or as refeared i the peom as my reality, and I'm comparing it to most ppl reality
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-5-04 - Published: 7-5-04
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