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Author has written 28 stories for Life, Mythology, Friendship, Song, Young Adult, and General. hey hey kids caffeineted here, bored, once again, so i'm gonna write some stuff probably nobodys gonna wanna read about myself... im a hs frosh with psychological issues (who doesnt have em, honestly.) i do cross country in the fall, track in the spring (if my knees get better) and i also like to perform in plays, play soccer on my rec team, write (no sh** sherlock!) poetry, songs, fics (some @ fanfiction.net under the same username) and i love calvin and hobbes, eating, hanging out with my friends (not all, but some) and talking about/listening to/analyzing/worshipping/criticizing/living by MUSIC!!! im not even gonna start with the bands i love, you'll be SOOOO bored. anyway, i have random bouts of insanity where i write depressing/morbid stuff that i wind up hating. thats what i put up here, so other people, like you, can tell me its morid and depressing and sucks overall. so, read my stuff. now. This is killing us Fighting the truth a losing battle We believe in nothing Just hatred for each other Tragic sinister serenade Twisted melody shatters reality Dying hopes for a better day Fragile dreams that break away No more, no more This pain must end We have chosen to suffer Believe in nothing but... Hatred is a vicious circle Betrayal is at hand Paralysed souls bleeding Begging for salvation Deeper and deeper the wounds we cut The truth burning our flesh Silent war to set us free Stigmata of a tragedy No more, no more This pain must end We have chosen to suffer Feeling nothing but hate It's eating us up from the inside Taking our feelings away --arch enemy I woke up today Didn't feel like I had slept at all Just another restless night Such a reckless life I wish that I could take it slow Live it simple day by day But there's always something new Something in the way Id like to change the hands of time Start over, someone hit rewind Break ground and build a new design Start over, leave this all behind Thumbing through the paper It's the same old black and white One man gets to live And a dozen have to die The reality that we create We cross the lines we love to hate Something we see everyday But we always choose to look away I'd like to change the hands of time Start over, someone hit rewind Break ground and build a new design Start over, leave this all behind The times have changed But were still the same The cycle just repeats itself It goes on and on The times have changed But were still the same The cycle just repeats itself It goes on and on and on On and on and on Creeping down the boulevard Among the walking dead They're numb to nearly everything Accepting what they're fed I'd like to change the hands of time Start over, someone hit rewind Break ground and build a new design Start over, leave this all behind The times have changed But were still the same The cycle just repeats itself It goes on and on The times have changed But were still the same The cycle just repeats itself It goes on and on and on --motograter The fiends have gagged a generation of pacified fools Bound by our greed a nation enslaved as corporate tools. Arise and race the legacy of their lies To realize that this in itself is an ascension Towards the day we revolt. As the seeds you've cast away take hold War will be born. Rejoice, the age of the fall has begun We'll dance as the palaces burn. A shot gun blast into the face of deceit You'll gain your just reward. We'll not rest until the purge is complete You will reap what you've sown. My redemption lies in your demise. In such a world as this does one dare to think for himself? The paradox of power and peace will destroy itself To know the truth and live in fear of no man. To realize that this in itself is an ascension Toward the day we revolt. As the seeds you've cast away take hold War will be born. Rejoice, the age of the fall has begun We'll dance as the palaces burn. My redemption lies in your demise. Rejoice, the age of the fall has begun. We'll dance as the palaces burn. --lamb of god | |||||||
1. A Smile Lost reviewsFor Lynx.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-26-04 - Published: 2-26-042. Fear of Laughter reviewsas an infant and a child, i had a fear of one thing: laughter. and i just figured out why. read and reviewGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 1-20-04 - Published: 1-20-043. Mutually Assured Destruction reviewsa poem i wrote after having a fight with my friend about her attempted suicide. read and review if you must.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-14-04 - Published: 1-14-044. Praising Benedict A reviewsa short poem i wrote about a friendship that was destroyed during my depression... and she doesnt even know it, so she goes on.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 1-6-04 - Published: 1-6-045. permanent reviewssong i wrote today randomly when i looked over at people and got annoyed. kinda more about my parents and my rel tho. o well i hate the whole human race who caresSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-6-04 - Published: 1-6-046. Ripoff reviewsrated for language. an angsty song about how people dont see the real you no matter how hard they look...Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-5-04 - Published: 1-5-047. Diseased reviewsi forget if this has cussing or not... a song i wrote randomly. reviewSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-5-04 - Published: 1-5-048. Concrete reviewsA short fic about knowing you are going to die. Review and let me know if you want me to continue and make this a long fic w/ a plot and stuff. peace, lies and rock n roll, CAFFEINE TEDYoung Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,671 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-2-04 - Published: 1-2-049. Her Name Was Lonliness reviewsAbout desperation, solitude and a need for a connection. Read and review.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-23-03 - Published: 12-23-0310. The River and the Rock reviewsSome might say this can go under nature, but it's just a fricken metaphor, man. Keep flowing...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-23-03 - Published: 12-23-0311. Recurring Feeling reviewsAn angsty song I wrote a while ago about how abusing life is to an aware individual. Rating for language. Eff word in there some places.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-13-03 - Published: 12-13-0312. The Alternative Life reviewsAnother one of my crap depressing songs about lifeSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-13-03 - Published: 12-13-0313. Alone to Die reviewsA song I wrote about lonlinessSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-13-03 - Published: 12-13-0314. The Ideal Friend reviewsWe all need that ideal friend to save us from ourselves...Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-12-03 - Published: 12-12-0315. Friendly Accidents reviewsA poem I wrote when I was thinking about my very long friendship with my friend after a fight w/ him. read.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-12-03 - Published: 12-12-0316. something to harm hope with reviewsi wrote this song today with the song frances farmer will have her revenge on seattle by nirvana stuck in my head. its gonna have that sorta grungey-angsty feel. if i ever do anything withit that is. its kinda weird. reviews welcomeSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-2-03 - Published: 12-2-0317. she was serious reviewsthey all thought she was joking. this is put under life, or should i say the lack thereof.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-2-03 - Published: 12-2-0318. Break Me reviewsStuff I wrote about myself and how much I hate life.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-1-03 - Published: 12-1-0319. And reviewsA song of mine that I wrote about people I know versus me.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-1-03 - Published: 12-1-0320. The Worst Torture reviewsA song of mine i wrote about one of my best friends when we got into a fight... i just left out the chorus to make this a poem. read and review.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-1-03 - Published: 12-1-0321. Thoughts reviewsjust some stuff i was randomly writing in my notebook. if youre here to critique (meanly) then you should probably realize this is me NOT trying at all. i am posting this up because i really have nothing better to do. go nuts.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-1-03 - Published: 12-1-0322. The Consternation reviewsFor millenias, the world has become a place unto its own: emotionless, heartless, sleepless, but still filled with pain, corruption, terror and hate... so when the "Consternation" begins, and apocalypse is within five minutes, how is one person, a warriorMythology - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,474 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-21-03 - Published: 11-21-0323. Merry Go Round reviewsLife is a merry go round... who wants to get off, who wants to stay?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-10-03 - Published: 11-10-0324. In My Bedroom reviewsa poem i wrote about looking around my bedroom after i tried to commit suicide there...Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-10-03 - Published: 11-10-0325. Mirror Girl reviewswe're all in denial when we see ourselves for what we are...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-0326. Seas Will Cry reviewsa poem i wrote after my parents found out about me doing stupid stuff and sent me to therapy... sounds depressing and it kinda is but please read and reviewLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-0327. Tribute to You reviewsThey hear me but they never listen...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-27-03 - Published: 10-27-0328. A Father's Grave reviewsAbout visiting my godfather's grave in Bainbridge Island, near Seattle, with his wife and two little kidsLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,961 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-26-03 - Published: 9-26-03
