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| Agony of Mind |
Author has written 66 stories for General, Fantasy, Religion, General, Historical, Romance, Essay, Song, Life, Love, Friendship, and Family. Welcome All! I am currently no longer writing under this account. I have switched to a new account under the pen name Eileen Whiting. I will of course leave all of my writings that I have posted here up except for the unfinished stories (which I haven't decided whether I will continue or not). Feel free if you are new to my writings to post a comment, I still love to hear what people have to say about them, and to everyone feel free to visit my new account. I hope you enjoy the journeys my writings takes you on! Be well, Sarah | |||||||
1. And Then She Died reviewsAfter living through something traumatic, a young girl find herself running in fear from a monster that may be only in her imagination. Mentions cutting and suicide.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,985 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-8-062. Midnight Dreams reviewsWelcome to this nightime fantasy, unveil your wildest dreams, open your imagination and take flight on moonlight wingsPoetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-063. The Winter Cold reviewsThis poem is about a lover's death and how the loss breaks the love's heart and how she wishes to join him in death.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-064. To Myself Before I Die reviewsTalk of cutting and self mutilation, and suicide.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-6-065. This reflection in the mirror reviewsI stare in the mirror and no longer see the reflection of me but the reflection of who you want me to bePoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-8-066. Heartache reviewsAnd this is life: hearts ache and lives break and the tears are never brought out the same wayPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-8-067. Death by Birth reviewsFrom the moment of birth we are condemned to die, this is just a morbid way to look at lifePoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-21-068. Paroxysm reviewsA picture of the chaos raging inside of me at the time I wrote this.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-069. Prisoner within myself reviewsA million thoughts, regrets and feelings all tied into chaotic words dancing upon the page... one of my better worksPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-10-0610. Shattered Pieces of a Broken Porcelain Doll reviewshints of suicide... She is falling from the highest height and clawing at the walls of the pit that she's in... doe her smile mock the pain that she feels?Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-30-0511. Her Shameless Mockery reviewsmentions cutting... Where is the end to this shameless mockery? Will someone show her that they hate the lie that she is living? tell her it is okay to cryPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 474 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-29-0512. Your Cold Front reviewshint of cutting... was your friendship just a fake and instead you really hate me?Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-28-0513. Bad Girl Lonely reviewstheme is sexual... she's not a bad girl... but she believes she's worse that dirt... she can't blame the men that sinned against herPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-27-0514. Her Monster reviewshints of cutting... how can she get rid of a monster that she doesn't know the name of?Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-27-0515. Silent, Crimson Tears reviewssuicide and cutting... This crimson blood that flows is an image of my unshed and silent tearsPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-26-0516. PostTelephone Session reviewsdeals with cutting... it is something that she knows she needs to stop, but has grown to an addictionPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-26-0517. Fatal Mistake reviewsrated for hints of suicide, and sexual abuse- unkowing mistake of fatal design my innocence stolen with a touch and a kissPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-4-0518. Haunting Ghosts of MidnightThese bloodish droplets whisper softly of the torment that she's hidingPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 4-2-0519. She's Just a Simple Girl reviewsShe's just a simple girl with a complex pain, a million miles an hour and rushing by are the people asking how she is doing, but they don't stop to listenPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-0520. Her Song reviewsI really don't know how to describe this one... basically about a girl and the song she never wanted to singPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-21-0521. Go Away! reviewsAlthough we've parted, the memory of him hasn't left my head. This poem isn't telling him to leave me alone or to go away, but is instead speeking to that haunting memory.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-18-0522. Bleeding Roses reviewsCrimson Rose, dainty and pure, why do you bleed such blood?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-14-0523. Broken Window reviewsShe's staring through a broken window as she remembers her broken dreamsPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-14-0524. This Illusion reviewsTake a peek at her picture, what you find there is beauty, but if you look for too long you'll see that she's cryingPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-0525. Twilight Melody reviewsThe sound of her sing song laughter, her broken smile bleeds, her prayers ride to heaven on her twilight melodyFiction: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-0526. This is what I remember reviewsThis is what I remember of you... how your hand held mine, how your voice saved my life, how when I saw you, I saw an angel...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-13-0527. Rejoicing Crucifixion reviewsCrucify, Crucify the people cried! Did you know that the word excruciating came from the greek word for the pain that Christ felt on the crossPoetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-12-0528. She's Watching reviewsShe's been through this already and she doesn't need it again, especially from you... rated for drug contentPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-12-0529. Your Escape reviewsIf only I had known the emptiness inside, I could have broght you help, You'd have lived instead of diedPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-10-0530. Paint Me A Picture reviewsI want God to be the master of my life's picture...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-10-0531. Abba Father reviewsAbout the relationship between me and my dad.Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-10-0532. DaddyYep, I'm a daddy's girl... but he doesn't seem to be a daughter's daddy... I miss what he used to bePoetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Published: 3-10-0533. Lieswritten for a friend and my dad... you say you love me but do you really mean it?Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 3-10-0534. A Dancer's Last Breath reviewsThe story of me...Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 715 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-8-0535. Hello God? reviewsHello God, where is the sun today, why are these clouds hovering so near?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-0536. Hero reviewsA poem about my personal hero... He saved my life!Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-8-0537. Then Falls the Nameless Void reviewsThere is a darkness inside my soul, a deep haunting mirage of SheolPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-8-0538. Bloodthirsty reviewsHow many times must we rip his flesh to shreds to quench our endless thirst for holy blood?Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-0539. My Sweet Suicide reviewsrated for strong topic There is a fate worse than death I've concluded The answer evades only those who deny it...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-0540. Silent Screams reviewsEver feel like you need to scream and cry and bleed away the pain, but nothing comes and then you wish it would disappear and you could feel nothing...Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-8-0541. Once Upon A Time reviewsrated for the use of one swear word and used only once What is love? And why do we love when more than often it just breaks us and tears us apart?Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-28-0542. Love Once Lost, Is Gone Forever reviewsit is all in the title... when you love someone and you find that they don't love you back, it can kill you insidePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-28-0543. Demons reviewsDemons are all around me, tearing at my mind, pushing me to insanity, yet at the same time holding me back, they taunt mePoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-12-0544. With This Ring reviewsThis isn't about a wonderful marriage or a marriage ceremony, it is about the faithfulness a woman has towards her unfaithful husband.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-10-0545. Just Your Help reviewsI don't want your sympathy, your hope, your pity, your empathy, or your comfort, I just want you to listen and help me when askedPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-9-0546. The Curse of Beauty reviewsrated for deeling with a rather disturbing subject Imagine never focusing on outer beauty, and then being met with the curse of it in a dark corner, alone, and unable to defend yourself, or call for helpPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-7-0547. A Perfect Holy Vessel reviewsHaunting memories... tortured mind... hellish torment... unclean, defiled, broken... desecrated temple... accepted as His child... made clean and wholePoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-2-0548. Glory to God in Heaven Above reviewsThe whole entire earth tells of His glory day and night, yet we humans, who have mouths and voices, do not give praise enough!Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-2-0549. A Veil of Light, Sky Blue reviewsWe all were a mask of some sore and when we take that mask off for one person or many we are trusting them with much more than they realize. Can we trust each other with our true self?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-1-0550. Hate reviewsrated for strong content Hate... A strong word, I know, but that's how I feel about you... Hell is his addressPoetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-1-0551. The Insanity of a Sane Mind reviewsIs this my sanity turning insane? Or is it insanity turning me sane? Fear... Shame... Anger... Sorrow... Hate... Joy... things we all go through in lifePoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-1-0552. Him reviewsThis is the lament of a girl who has been sexually molested and now is being haunted by "him".Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-1-0553. Happy Faces reviewsHappy faces, their just masks to hide the traces of the tears that trail downPoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-23-0454. Rescue MeThere are times in everyones life when they just need someone to rescue them... this is a prayer for that timePoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 10-23-0455. The Queen of the Sea reviewsBefore the eath began there lived a world of creatures only imagined in fairytales...Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-23-0456. The Living Dead reviewsRunning through Darkness... Digging their own grave... Trapped in this black cage... clawing and screaming... no way out... rated for harsh topicPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-23-0457. Before The Lights Go Up reviewsthe stage is dark, and the people are waiting, but there are things that they don't see... Before the lights go up...Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-24-0458. He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not reviewshe loves me... he loves me not... can a bad experience happen twice, could someone you love not love you back? Yes, but what about the second time?Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-24-0459. I Dreamed a Fairytale reviewsShooting stars, Cinderella, Beauty, and Peter Pan... I believe it just because...Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-19-0460. Fairytales and Myths reviewsRoman Columns, Centaurs, Labyrinths... things you never thought could happen... happening... to mePoetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-19-0461. The Tale of Pirate Cappy Hull reviewsThe story of an old horrifying but lovable pirate in poem format.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-19-0462. The Nameless Headstone reviewsThere are those that die unknown, and to those: "I salute you."Fiction: Historical - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-19-0463. Spread the Love reviewsThis world is polluted with hate, and there is only one thing that can stop it... God's love.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-19-0464. This Gift reviewsThe gift of salvation is free... but what do we do? We ignore it, and instead of love, we hate. Why?Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-17-0465. Disillusions reviewsReminiscing memories, Illusions of my mind... Take those dreams, those disillusions and succeed or fail. Let this poem mean to you whatever you want it to. please r/rPoetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-17-04
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