October 3rd, 2005

Wow, it's been ages since I've been on here. But then again, I've been forcibly withheld from this website and anything concerning it for a long period of time. PEOPLE NEED TO LEARN TO KEEP THEIR BIG MOUTHS SHUT!!!!!!! Stupid sister. Stupid brother. Stupid mother.

Well, anyways...I'm a senior in high school now! I haven't updated this thing since sophomore year. Wow. And I turn 18 next month, which is sweet and kind of frightening, but mostly sweet. I can't wait. I'd really like to get the hell out of this house as quickly as possible, even if I don't go to college. My friend Chris wants me to move in with him. Only problem is...neither of us have our license. I can't drive. I can't pass the fucking test. Damn those driving instructors. I probably don't need to be driving anyway, because I am prone to very short attention spans and staring fixatedly on random things for long periods of time. That kind of thing would not be good if one were driving on a busy road, in bad weather or in the middle of the night. Accidents would probably happen.

I have a livejournal and a myspace account which I try to update daily, and have been successful with so far.

Livejournal: shannon_carlyle. I'll put my myspace account up on there so you can access it from there, because I hate putting links on my profile. It's a pain in the ass that I can't deal with right now.

I've been out of school for four weeks because I've got mono and I can't stand up or even sit up for long periods of time. I throw up a lot and I'm constantly running a fever and I sleep 15 hours a day when I can usually get by with four or five. It's weird. I feel like shit.

I hate this town. It's full of the most close-minded people in the world and it makes me want to kill something or someone. I hate this entire state for being Republican. I hate this entire country for electing George Bush to office. AGAIN. I hate the world for being so UNFAIR. And I hate myself for being who I am. Get the point yet? I hate pretty much everything. Except the internet, television, music, books, and video games.

If you live in a place where they air it, watch LOST. It's an awesome show. Except I wish they would've left Charlie hanging in that tree last season...he looked better black and blue. I think he's evil. And of course he's on the heroin again. There's a whole fucking plane of heroin on that island! If I was there, I'd so give it to everyone there and amuse myself with the aftermath. It'd be fucking hilarious. But that's just me. And the baby is EVIL!!!!! I swear it is. 4 8 15 16 23 42. The numbers are bad, says Hurley who was in the psych ward when he heard them. He won the lottery with them and now he's cursed. Supposedly.

But I digress.

Anyone listen to My Chemical Romance? They rock, so listen to them. Plus, Gerard is sexy. I like guys with eyeliner, it's a weird obsession of mine. One of many. I obsess over everything, just IM me and you'll see.

My yahoo is magician_of_faith2002 or suicidal_dark_girl2004, and my AIM is dragoonrose87.

Ciao!

~Traci