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| Lady Q |
Author has written 56 stories for General, and General. Time for a change, so sayeth me. M'name is Lady Q, otherwise known as Kailin Starfire, tenshi, and I can't remember any more pen names that I've used, though I'm sure that they exist. There's something up in my head - they're not sure what. Hehe. Current consensus is either bipolar or depression, you choose. Two hospitalizations and countless hours of therapy later, I'm doing better. A lot of this stuff is older, but I still remember how it felt. There's always someone out there to relate to, and sometimes it's me. As to what I like? Well, Star Wars, Star Trek, and other sci-fi shows are some of my favorites. If I listed them, it would go something like this: X-Men, X-Men: Evolution, Xena, Hercules, Highlander: The Series, Andromeda, Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, Tenchi Muyo, and...and...well, I know more exist. I tend to write TCP fics for X-Men. Anything else hasn't been written yet, which is probably good. ;) My journal isn't much, but it's updated practically daily. Sometimes snippets show up there. It's my major presence on the web besides here though. That's all for now. =) | |||||
1. Only I reviewsAn apology to a friend and a hope for healing.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 5-3-012. Need reviewsWhat's it like to want the pain when you're breaking the addiction? May trigger.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-6-003. Death of Innocence reviewsDid I kill the child in me?Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-6-004. Blood and Pain reviewsSong lyrics about self-injury and suicide. Very triggery.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 44 - Published: 8-6-005. Interview With a (Self) Mutilator reviewsA interview dialogue with a self-mutilator in a hospital on the issue of self-injury. Language and content warnings.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-6-006. My Glass Box reviewsWhat about when you want to help someone yet you can't?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-6-007. Exhaustion reviewsWhen all my strength has failed and I long for sleep...slight suicide implications.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-6-008. Misfit reviewsDo I really belong here? I don't seem to fit the world today...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-25-009. If Only reviewsWhat if we could all be what we see in our dreams?Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-25-0010. Overdose reviewsWhat's it like when you finally do? DO NOT READ if you find blatent discriptions of suicide attempts disturbing.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 7-25-0011. Fighting the Chains reviewsParents are chains, holding us down from the flight of freedom.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-25-0012. Pain and Love reviewsLook at suicide and loving others.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-25-0013. Honeysuckle and Kittens reviewsRather disturbing look at a summer day. Suicide/self-injury mentioned.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-25-0014. Falling From Love reviewsStream of conciousness about love, depression, pain, and suicide.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-25-0015. Giving reviewsAlmost melacholy poem about how little people appreciate what you can give and what you do.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-16-0016. Soul Flower reviewsCurled up in the flower, taking time to cry...and wish.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-16-0017. Fantasy World reviewsI want to live in a fantasy world...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-16-0018. Phantom reviewsIf only I could fade away, to a phantom life and a phantom love...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-16-0019. Never Enough reviewsDespite all that I can give, it's never enough for some people.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-16-0020. Double Meanings reviewsSo much of what we say has hidden meanings that no one ever sees.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-16-0021. Tell the Tale reviewsKinda depressing in the Shakespearian style...not exactly sure how to categorize it.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-16-0022. Cold and Confused reviewsShort little piece about my current mental state. Not as disturbing as most of my other pieces.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-16-0023. Failure reviewsMild language and implications of suicide. The little voice in my head is not being very nice...Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-27-0024. What Did I Do? reviewsImplications of former suicide attempts. Almost a cry to a friend who I can't seem to reach...and who doesn't seem to love me.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-27-0025. To Be Me... reviewsRather introspective poem where I tried using repeating and non-repeating words with a rhyme scheme. I don't know if it worked.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-15-0026. A Little Secret reviewsA semi-innocent sounding little poem about the temptation to do something I really, really shouldn't.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-13-0027. Yearning reviewsSimple yearning of a young teenage girl to be held...not much else need be said.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-10-0028. Change reviewsMildly depressing poem about the worst types of changes you can face in teenage life...at least in mine.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-9-0029. Missing What's Gone reviewsA slightly sad poem written for someone I loved very much but lost at a young age. God bless her.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-9-0030. In A Room Of People reviewsDepressing poem about being alone while surrounded by the crowds.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-9-0031. Down To Hell reviewsJust a little something...not entirely sure how to describe it. Minor language. Nothing major.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-9-0032. You Are There reviewsReligious poem reflecting how God is there for me each and every step of the way...even when mortals aren't.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-9-0033. Demon Voices reviewsJust a confused little piece. I'm not exactly sure what I was doing with this, but I figured I'd throw it out and see what I get.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-9-0034. Two Little Grams reviewsAgain, this one is blatently suicidal. What a big surprise!Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-28-0035. Silent reviewsAnother slightly depressing poem with slight implication of suicide, especially at the end.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 2-20-0036. Love Is reviewsA poem from me to my boyfriend. Obviously not as depressing as my other works.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-13-0037. I've Taken To... reviewsReasons for actions of a suicidal.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-12-0038. Sink Or Swim reviewsA sea of confusion washes over a young person flailing for help.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-11-0039. Trains of Truth reviewsPoem making a metaphor between a train and the truth, and how some people run from it.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-9-0040. A Different Place reviewsAnother depressing poem, about the place I seem to be trapped in...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2-9-0041. I Am Me reviewsA fairly upbeat poem asserting one's purpose in life.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-8-0042. Who, Demon reviewsBlatent discussion of what it's like to be suicidal and what it feels like during the attempt.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 2-8-0043. Separation reviewsPoem explaining how just a few words can quickly drive a person towards suicide, whether intentional or not.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 1-29-0044. Twilight of Life reviewsA poem which deals with suicide. Very dark, very bitter. Like the rating says, not a poem if you don't want to deal with suicidePoetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 1-8-0045. In Reality reviewsSlightly less graphic than my other one in this series (Twilight of Life), this one still deals with suicide, hence the rating.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-8-0046. Anyone? reviewsAgain, like most of my poems, the suicide theme comes through. Not related to an actual attempt, this is just general feelings.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 1-8-0047. No Tears reviewsDepressing poem about the feelings and denial of emotion of a social outcast. Written a while ago, before most of my poems.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-8-0048. Alone reviewsUpdated version. Now extremely depressing. Talks about suicide. Short and sweet.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 1-8-0049. Snowflakes of the Soul reviewsPoem which compares the human soul and a snowflake, and life and a snowstorm. Makes allusions to reincarnation.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-8-0050. Losing Control reviewsPoem about the angels who are there to help along the road of life. I wrote this for two of my friends: my angel and my charge.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-8-0051. Thank You reviewsA thank you poem to a friend who has literally saved my life on a few occasions. Without her, I probably wouldn't be here today.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-8-0052. Dreams reviewsA dark, rather odd poem that I don't really remember writing. Takes a rather depressing look at life. Very strange.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-8-0053. Where Are You? reviewsA poem questioning where God is. This one's important to me, 'cause it addresses my current religious troubles.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 1-8-0054. Intruder reviewsLooks at the world with the questions that a social outcast asks themselves. Slightly depressing, but nothing major.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-8-0055. Child Inside reviewsA look at the double life led by one who was not accepted as a child. Does the calm surface of the healer disguise the pain?Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-8-00
