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since: 1998 - 1999, id: 3897
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Author has written 56 stories for General, and General.
Time for a change, so sayeth me.



M'name is Lady Q, otherwise known as Kailin Starfire, tenshi, and I can't remember any more pen names that I've used, though I'm sure that they exist.



There's something up in my head - they're not sure what. Hehe. Current consensus is either bipolar or depression, you choose. Two hospitalizations and countless hours of therapy later, I'm doing better. A lot of this stuff is older, but I still remember how it felt. There's always someone out there to relate to, and sometimes it's me.



As to what I like? Well, Star Wars, Star Trek, and other sci-fi shows are some of my favorites. If I listed them, it would go something like this: X-Men, X-Men: Evolution, Xena, Hercules, Highlander: The Series, Andromeda, Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, Tenchi Muyo, and...and...well, I know more exist. I tend to write TCP fics for X-Men. Anything else hasn't been written yet, which is probably good. ;)



My journal isn't much, but it's updated practically daily. Sometimes snippets show up there. It's my major presence on the web besides here though.



That's all for now. =) 

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1. Only I reviews
An apology to a friend and a hope for healing.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 5-3-01 - Published: 5-3-01
2. Need reviews
What's it like to want the pain when you're breaking the addiction? May trigger.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-6-00 - Published: 8-6-00
3. Death of Innocence reviews
Did I kill the child in me?
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-6-00 - Published: 8-6-00
4. Blood and Pain reviews
Song lyrics about self-injury and suicide. Very triggery.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 43 - Updated: 8-6-00 - Published: 8-6-00
5. Interview With a (Self) Mutilator reviews
A interview dialogue with a self-mutilator in a hospital on the issue of self-injury. Language and content warnings.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,043 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 8-6-00 - Published: 8-6-00
6. My Glass Box reviews
What about when you want to help someone yet you can't?
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-6-00 - Published: 8-6-00
7. Exhaustion reviews
When all my strength has failed and I long for sleep...slight suicide implications.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-6-00 - Published: 8-6-00
8. Misfit reviews
Do I really belong here? I don't seem to fit the world today...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-25-00 - Published: 7-25-00
9. If Only reviews
What if we could all be what we see in our dreams?
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-25-00 - Published: 7-25-00
10. Overdose reviews
What's it like when you finally do? DO NOT READ if you find blatent discriptions of suicide attempts disturbing.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 7-25-00 - Published: 7-25-00
11. Fighting the Chains reviews
Parents are chains, holding us down from the flight of freedom.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-25-00 - Published: 7-25-00
12. Pain and Love reviews
Look at suicide and loving others.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-25-00 - Published: 7-25-00
13. Honeysuckle and Kittens reviews
Rather disturbing look at a summer day. Suicide/self-injury mentioned.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-25-00 - Published: 7-25-00
14. Falling From Love reviews
Stream of conciousness about love, depression, pain, and suicide.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-25-00 - Published: 7-25-00
15. Giving reviews
Almost melacholy poem about how little people appreciate what you can give and what you do.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
16. Soul Flower reviews
Curled up in the flower, taking time to cry...and wish.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
17. Fantasy World reviews
I want to live in a fantasy world...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
18. Phantom reviews
If only I could fade away, to a phantom life and a phantom love...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
19. Never Enough reviews
Despite all that I can give, it's never enough for some people.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
20. Double Meanings reviews
So much of what we say has hidden meanings that no one ever sees.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
21. Tell the Tale reviews
Kinda depressing in the Shakespearian style...not exactly sure how to categorize it.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
22. Cold and Confused reviews
Short little piece about my current mental state. Not as disturbing as most of my other pieces.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-00 - Published: 4-16-00
23. Failure reviews
Mild language and implications of suicide. The little voice in my head is not being very nice...
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-27-00 - Published: 3-27-00
24. What Did I Do? reviews
Implications of former suicide attempts. Almost a cry to a friend who I can't seem to reach...and who doesn't seem to love me.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 3-27-00 - Published: 3-27-00
25. To Be Me... reviews
Rather introspective poem where I tried using repeating and non-repeating words with a rhyme scheme. I don't know if it worked.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-15-00 - Published: 3-15-00
26. A Little Secret reviews
A semi-innocent sounding little poem about the temptation to do something I really, really shouldn't.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 3-13-00 - Published: 3-13-00
27. Yearning reviews
Simple yearning of a young teenage girl to be held...not much else need be said.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 3-10-00 - Published: 3-10-00
28. Change reviews
Mildly depressing poem about the worst types of changes you can face in teenage life...at least in mine.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-9-00 - Published: 3-9-00
29. Missing What's Gone reviews
A slightly sad poem written for someone I loved very much but lost at a young age. God bless her.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-9-00 - Published: 3-9-00
30. In A Room Of People reviews
Depressing poem about being alone while surrounded by the crowds.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-9-00 - Published: 3-9-00
31. Down To Hell reviews
Just a little something...not entirely sure how to describe it. Minor language. Nothing major.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-9-00 - Published: 3-9-00
32. You Are There reviews
Religious poem reflecting how God is there for me each and every step of the way...even when mortals aren't.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-9-00 - Published: 3-9-00
33. Demon Voices reviews
Just a confused little piece. I'm not exactly sure what I was doing with this, but I figured I'd throw it out and see what I get.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-9-00 - Published: 3-9-00
34. Two Little Grams reviews
Again, this one is blatently suicidal. What a big surprise!
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-28-00 - Published: 2-28-00
35. Silent reviews
Another slightly depressing poem with slight implication of suicide, especially at the end.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 2-20-00 - Published: 2-20-00
36. Love Is reviews
A poem from me to my boyfriend. Obviously not as depressing as my other works.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-13-00 - Published: 2-13-00
37. I've Taken To... reviews
Reasons for actions of a suicidal.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-12-00 - Published: 2-12-00
38. Sink Or Swim reviews
A sea of confusion washes over a young person flailing for help.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-11-00 - Published: 2-11-00
39. Trains of Truth reviews
Poem making a metaphor between a train and the truth, and how some people run from it.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-9-00 - Published: 2-9-00
40. A Different Place reviews
Another depressing poem, about the place I seem to be trapped in...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 2-9-00 - Published: 2-9-00
41. I Am Me reviews
A fairly upbeat poem asserting one's purpose in life.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-8-00 - Published: 2-8-00
42. Who, Demon reviews
Blatent discussion of what it's like to be suicidal and what it feels like during the attempt.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 2-8-00 - Published: 2-8-00
43. Separation reviews
Poem explaining how just a few words can quickly drive a person towards suicide, whether intentional or not.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 1-29-00 - Published: 1-29-00
44. Twilight of Life reviews
A poem which deals with suicide. Very dark, very bitter. Like the rating says, not a poem if you don't want to deal with suicide
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
45. In Reality reviews
Slightly less graphic than my other one in this series (Twilight of Life), this one still deals with suicide, hence the rating.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
46. Anyone? reviews
Again, like most of my poems, the suicide theme comes through. Not related to an actual attempt, this is just general feelings.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
47. No Tears reviews
Depressing poem about the feelings and denial of emotion of a social outcast. Written a while ago, before most of my poems.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
48. Alone reviews
Updated version. Now extremely depressing. Talks about suicide. Short and sweet.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
49. Snowflakes of the Soul reviews
Poem which compares the human soul and a snowflake, and life and a snowstorm. Makes allusions to reincarnation.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
50. Losing Control reviews
Poem about the angels who are there to help along the road of life. I wrote this for two of my friends: my angel and my charge.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
51. Thank You reviews
A thank you poem to a friend who has literally saved my life on a few occasions. Without her, I probably wouldn't be here today.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
52. Dreams reviews
A dark, rather odd poem that I don't really remember writing. Takes a rather depressing look at life. Very strange.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
53. Where Are You? reviews
A poem questioning where God is. This one's important to me, 'cause it addresses my current religious troubles.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
54. Intruder reviews
Looks at the world with the questions that a social outcast asks themselves. Slightly depressing, but nothing major.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
55. Child Inside reviews
A look at the double life led by one who was not accepted as a child. Does the calm surface of the healer disguise the pain?
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
56. To Try reviews
From the series with In Reality and Twilight of Life. This poem describes the actual attempt and feelings from it.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-8-00 - Published: 1-8-00
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