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| Celest Covax |
Author has written 56 stories for Life, Love, Family, Biography, Fantasy, General, and Friendship. A NOTE OF CAUTION TO THE READER This is a warning. The material contained below may be incredibly romantic, blunt, masochistic, raw, or any combination of the above listed. If you have a delicate stomach, are homophobic, ignorant, or have been told you are any of these things I suggest you stop reading now. If, however, you are non of those things, I welcome you. I would like to let you know that I hold no liabilities for the aftermath of you reading my work. My writing may make you think, cry, have no effect on you, or at the very least, you'll have an appreciation for the things that I have experienced...including my feelings about them. After all, isn't that what poetry is all about? And remember ladies and gentlemen, these are just that: my writings, expressing my own unique opinions, beliefs, and life experiences. If you don't agree or it upsets you, don't read it. And you can't say I didn't warn you. Having said that, please read on, and * please * review as that is the only reason I even decided to post my writing in the first place was to see what people thought of it. And at the risk of sounding like everyone else (but it is VERY true) if you read my work and review it, MOST LIKELY I will review yours. Go on, if you dare, to enter the mind of Celest... | |||||||
1. Mental Love Affair reviewsThe term: Mental Love Affair is defined as sharing your heart with someone outside your relationship. Sharing and being with them emotionally in ways you should be with you gfbf.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-072. Left to WonderSo this one, ladies and gentlemen, is hot off the press 9.14.07 It talks about being just left to WonderPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 9-14-073. Nameless reviewsThis is an expression of feeling that I felt like I could not get out any other way than to write.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-12-07 - Complete4. A Little Voice InsideJust written a day or two ago. Very raw and somewhat unedited. (6.10.06)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 6-13-065. A Loss reviewsAnother longer, perhaps better in my opinion, poem about the loss of an important friendship.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-9-066. What Went Wrong reviewsA new poem of mine, about long-time best friends growing apart.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-9-067. Wails of the Insane 2001 reviewsHard to explain. Just read...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-25-058. Jayson 703About liking someone, and finding out they are just like everyone else. Also about waiting to be intimate in realtionships.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 8-25-059. Poetry 9899 reviewsAbout poetry...pretty self-explanatoryPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-25-0510. Control in Doses 9899About society at largePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 8-25-0511. The Sensation reviewsI was trying to express exactly what it felt like, for me, to cut. I wasn't cutting at the time and I figured I would write about it.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-17-0512. The Secret to Protecting Yourself reviewsFrom a time when I was feeling very "closed-in", and I didn't want to get close to anyone.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-17-0513. ReasonsExplains, or attempts to, the reasons I cut.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 2-17-0514. Survivor reviewsAgain,the other upbeat one. Themes of "beating the odds".Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-17-0515. Phoenix reviewsI think this is one of the few upbeat poems I have; this and Survivor. Themes of coming from darkness into to light, so to say.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-17-0516. My Sickness is my MuseAgain, I think the title is self-explanatory. At one time I felt like this, not so much anymore.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 2-17-0517. Mommy Dearest reviewsI may have just renamed this one, if so, let me know. I think the title is pretty self-explanatoryPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-17-0518. MemoryI poem I did when I was quite upset at the Memory...(Or the possibility of it)Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 2-17-0519. Inside the Mind of a Cutter reviewsA work I did to portray what being a cutter is like. Not sure how well I did, but you all can be the judge.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-17-0520. Because it Hurts to be RealThis is a spoken word piece of mine, a little older (2002) but still good all the same. ( I think)Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Published: 2-17-0521. Book of Fantasies » reviewsThese are a collection of fantisies (none actually took place) of mine that I chose to write down. It was experimental, really. Graphic sexual natureFiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,081 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-17-0522. The More I Hurt You, The More I Love You » reviewsNOT FICTION This is a semi-autobiographical peice about a very difficult time in my life, maybe the most difficult. VERY GRAPHIC The faint of heart need not read. (A work-in-progess)Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,713 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-17-0523. Celest reviewsspoken word. My oldest spoken word piece. "Knock her out, slap her face/ As long as no one sees, there'll be no less grace" can you feel the sarcasm? read on...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-1-0424. If I Died reviewsspoken word. "...But a cutter by any other name/ still bleeds the same/ still cuts herself, buried in shame..."Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-29-0425. Here It Is reviewsspoken word. "The deeper into my sickness I sink/ The less I talk, and the more I think/ The more I think, the more I do/ Cut my flesh all the way through." Another one that's hard to explain.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-28-0426. The Aftermath of Lovespoken word. oh...the aftermath of love. I think the title describes it well.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 2-28-0427. Respect reviewsspoken word. "So I'm bout to blow my own spot up, just like Em did in 8 Mile/ I'll gut myself so you can't do and smile..." hard to summarize, read on.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-28-0428. Battle reviewsspoken word. This is a "battle" (think '8 Mile) to an ex of mine, I wrote right after we broke up. You don't know how much better I felt after writing it. Only thing that'd make it better would be performing it for her.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-28-0429. SuicideA short little peice (just a thought that popped into my head). This does not actually talk about killing yourself, contrary to the title, just poses a question, then a solution.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 2-28-0430. Nature's Adoration reviewswritten: 2000. I was trying to express how very much in love I was, although I still feel the same way, about this person. I was trying to express how if all the animals in nature knew this person, they would trade their strengths simply to be near them.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-28-0431. What is Love ? reviewsOh my god! A love Poem? I wrote this a while ago, though. Well, here you go.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-25-0432. Hurt reviewsAbout a tragic event that occured...and the unconventional way a young girl dealt with it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-24-0433. Poem 1 reviewsMy most praised poem...everyone's favorite. (And very appropriatly so, considering the inspiration for it ::wink::)Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-21-0434. The End reviewsI cannot summarize this, you REALLY have to read it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-21-0435. SelfHate reviewsever wanted to make people think you were one certain way to protect yourself? This is about that.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-21-0436. Breakdown reviewsThe process of a breakdown...and deciding that you won't be hurt like that again. "She'll never go back to this"Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-21-0437. Felt This AloneAbout how heartbreak can make you feel so many different things...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 2-21-0438. Ball and Chain reviewsVery simply put, a poem about secrets. That is, after all, what inspired it: a secret that couldn't be told.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-18-0439. Madness Portrayed reviewsa poem about heartbreak and how it can make you feel...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-18-0440. Songs of a Broken Heart reviewsThis was an attempt at something new: I used the titles of songs that were "our songs" and rhymed them together in a poem about how we ended up.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-18-0441. The Root reviewsSome of the reasons I do what I do...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-16-0442. MyLife reviewsThis poem has a special meaning to me, it is very personal. Few poems of mine actually make me grimace when I read them...this is one of them. The title tells it. (graphic)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-16-0443. A Daughter's Anguish reviewsA poem about me FINALLY realizing how I really feel about my mother. Took four years and a lot of therapy...Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-0444. Carnage & BrutalityThis is yet another one that I am not sure how to summarize, just read it. Perhaps later on I will come up with a summary for it like I did with a lot of my other ones.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 2-16-0445. A Daughter's Love reviewsA poem about JUST how strong a daughter's love can be.Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-7-0446. A Poem for my Mother reviewsA poem about what a mother is supposed to be, and what my mother was.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-5-0447. An Intimate Revenge reviewsA poem I wrote for someone (Well, it could actually be to a couple people) I hate. (Yes I know it is a strong word, I use it with all the strength in it.) People who hurt me immensely. I was kind of day dreaming of revenge on them, comforting myself by tPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-4-0448. Convincing Myself reviewsIn this poem I am doing just that...convincing myself, trying to talk myself into making the "right" decision. (And not hurt myself)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-22-0449. Under Siege reviewsI am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-19-0450. Soldier reviewsThis is just talking vagualy about my life, and expressing that as a result of the things I have lived through, I feel that I am a soldier.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-19-0451. Razor to You, Crutch to Me reviewsI am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-19-0452. My Gift reviewsVery simply put, this is to someone whom I consider a gift from God. This poem was trying to express that very thought.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-19-0453. Lust Verses Love reviewsThis is talking about how I was uspet because once again I had thought I was in love, and I was not. I went on to explain the difference.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-19-0454. Don't Come to Me With Her reviewsThis poem is basically me saying, how I did not want to hear from my girlfriend about how her ex wanted her so badly: it pissed me off. So I wrote about it...and gave it to my girlfriend.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-19-0455. Do Not Love Me for Reasons UntrueThis is basically saying the reasons I do NOT want to be loved for. I specifically named some of the things people have told me.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 1-19-0456. A Violent Past With Violent Dreams reviewsIt is amazing how one certain event, or even a several, can haunt you...even invading such a sacred thing as your dreams. This poem conveys such.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-19-04
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