1. Mental Love Affair reviews
The term: Mental Love Affair is defined as sharing your heart with someone outside your relationship. Sharing and being with them emotionally in ways you should be with you gfbf. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-14-07 - Published: 9-14-07
2. Left to Wonder
So this one, ladies and gentlemen, is hot off the press 9.14.07 It talks about being just left to Wonder Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-07 - Published: 9-14-07
3. Nameless reviews
This is an expression of feeling that I felt like I could not get out any other way than to write. Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-07 - Published: 9-12-07
4. A Little Voice Inside
Just written a day or two ago. Very raw and somewhat unedited. (6.10.06) Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-13-06 - Published: 6-13-06
5. A Loss reviews
Another longer, perhaps better in my opinion, poem about the loss of an important friendship. Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-9-06 - Published: 6-9-06
6. What Went Wrong reviews
A new poem of mine, about long-time best friends growing apart. Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-9-06 - Published: 6-9-06
7. Wails of the Insane 2001 reviews
Hard to explain. Just read... Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-25-05 - Published: 8-25-05
8. Jayson 703
About liking someone, and finding out they are just like everyone else. Also about waiting to be intimate in realtionships. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-25-05 - Published: 8-25-05
9. Poetry 9899 reviews
About poetry...pretty self-explanatory Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-25-05 - Published: 8-25-05
10. Control in Doses 9899
About society at large Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-25-05 - Published: 8-25-05
11. The Sensation reviews
I was trying to express exactly what it felt like, for me, to cut. I wasn't cutting at the time and I figured I would write about it. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
12. The Secret to Protecting Yourself reviews
From a time when I was feeling very "closed-in", and I didn't want to get close to anyone. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
13. Reasons
Explains, or attempts to, the reasons I cut. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
14. Survivor reviews
Again,the other upbeat one. Themes of "beating the odds". General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
15. Phoenix reviews
I think this is one of the few upbeat poems I have; this and Survivor. Themes of coming from darkness into to light, so to say. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
16. My Sickness is my Muse
Again, I think the title is self-explanatory. At one time I felt like this, not so much anymore. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
17. Mommy Dearest reviews
I may have just renamed this one, if so, let me know. I think the title is pretty self-explanatory General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
18. Memory
I poem I did when I was quite upset at the Memory...(Or the possibility of it) General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
19. Inside the Mind of a Cutter reviews
A work I did to portray what being a cutter is like. Not sure how well I did, but you all can be the judge. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
20. Because it Hurts to be Real
This is a spoken word piece of mine, a little older (2002) but still good all the same. ( I think) General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
21. Book of Fantasies » reviews
These are a collection of fantisies (none actually took place) of mine that I chose to write down. It was experimental, really. Graphic sexual nature Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,024 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
22. The More I Hurt You, The More I Love You » reviews
NOT FICTION This is a semi-autobiographical peice about a very difficult time in my life, maybe the most difficult. VERY GRAPHIC The faint of heart need not read. (A work-in-progess) Biography - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,422 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
23. Celest reviews
spoken word. My oldest spoken word piece. "Knock her out, slap her face/ As long as no one sees, there'll be no less grace" can you feel the sarcasm? read on... Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-1-04 - Published: 3-1-04
24. If I Died reviews
spoken word. "...But a cutter by any other name/ still bleeds the same/ still cuts herself, buried in shame..." Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04
25. Here It Is reviews
spoken word. "The deeper into my sickness I sink/ The less I talk, and the more I think/ The more I think, the more I do/ Cut my flesh all the way through." Another one that's hard to explain. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-04
26. The Aftermath of Love
spoken word. oh...the aftermath of love. I think the title describes it well. Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-04
27. Respect reviews
spoken word. "So I'm bout to blow my own spot up, just like Em did in 8 Mile/ I'll gut myself so you can't do and smile..." hard to summarize, read on. Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-04
28. Battle reviews
spoken word. This is a "battle" (think '8 Mile) to an ex of mine, I wrote right after we broke up. You don't know how much better I felt after writing it. Only thing that'd make it better would be performing it for her. Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-04
29. Suicide
A short little peice (just a thought that popped into my head). This does not actually talk about killing yourself, contrary to the title, just poses a question, then a solution. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-04
30. Nature's Adoration reviews
written: 2000. I was trying to express how very much in love I was, although I still feel the same way, about this person. I was trying to express how if all the animals in nature knew this person, they would trade their strengths simply to be near them. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-28-04 - Published: 2-28-04
31. What is Love ? reviews
Oh my god! A love Poem? I wrote this a while ago, though. Well, here you go. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-25-04 - Published: 2-25-04
32. Hurt reviews
About a tragic event that occured...and the unconventional way a young girl dealt with it. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-04
33. Poem 1 reviews
My most praised poem...everyone's favorite. (And very appropriatly so, considering the inspiration for it ::wink::) Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-21-04 - Published: 2-21-04
34. The End reviews
I cannot summarize this, you REALLY have to read it. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-21-04 - Published: 2-21-04
35. SelfHate reviews
ever wanted to make people think you were one certain way to protect yourself? This is about that. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-21-04 - Published: 2-21-04
36. Breakdown reviews
The process of a breakdown...and deciding that you won't be hurt like that again. "She'll never go back to this" Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-21-04 - Published: 2-21-04
37. Felt This Alone
About how heartbreak can make you feel so many different things... Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-21-04 - Published: 2-21-04
38. Ball and Chain reviews
Very simply put, a poem about secrets. That is, after all, what inspired it: a secret that couldn't be told. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-18-04 - Published: 2-18-04
39. Madness Portrayed reviews
a poem about heartbreak and how it can make you feel... Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-18-04 - Published: 2-18-04
40. Songs of a Broken Heart reviews
This was an attempt at something new: I used the titles of songs that were "our songs" and rhymed them together in a poem about how we ended up. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-18-04 - Published: 2-18-04
41. The Root reviews
Some of the reasons I do what I do... Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-16-04 - Published: 2-16-04
42. MyLife reviews
This poem has a special meaning to me, it is very personal. Few poems of mine actually make me grimace when I read them...this is one of them. The title tells it. (graphic) Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-16-04 - Published: 2-16-04
43. A Daughter's Anguish reviews
A poem about me FINALLY realizing how I really feel about my mother. Took four years and a lot of therapy... Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-16-04 - Published: 2-16-04
44. Carnage & Brutality
This is yet another one that I am not sure how to summarize, just read it. Perhaps later on I will come up with a summary for it like I did with a lot of my other ones. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-16-04 - Published: 2-16-04
45. A Daughter's Love reviews
A poem about JUST how strong a daughter's love can be. Family - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-7-04 - Published: 2-7-04
46. A Poem for my Mother reviews
A poem about what a mother is supposed to be, and what my mother was. Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-5-04 - Published: 2-5-04
47. An Intimate Revenge reviews
A poem I wrote for someone (Well, it could actually be to a couple people) I hate. (Yes I know it is a strong word, I use it with all the strength in it.) People who hurt me immensely. I was kind of day dreaming of revenge on them, comforting myself by t Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-4-04 - Published: 2-4-04
48. Convincing Myself reviews
In this poem I am doing just that...convincing myself, trying to talk myself into making the "right" decision. (And not hurt myself) Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-22-04 - Published: 1-22-04
49. Under Siege reviews
I am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
50. Soldier reviews
This is just talking vagualy about my life, and expressing that as a result of the things I have lived through, I feel that I am a soldier. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
51. Razor to You, Crutch to Me reviews
I am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
52. My Gift reviews
Very simply put, this is to someone whom I consider a gift from God. This poem was trying to express that very thought. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
53. Lust Verses Love reviews
This is talking about how I was uspet because once again I had thought I was in love, and I was not. I went on to explain the difference. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
54. Don't Come to Me With Her reviews
This poem is basically me saying, how I did not want to hear from my girlfriend about how her ex wanted her so badly: it pissed me off. So I wrote about it...and gave it to my girlfriend. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
55. Do Not Love Me for Reasons Untrue
This is basically saying the reasons I do NOT want to be loved for. I specifically named some of the things people have told me. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04
56. A Violent Past With Violent Dreams reviews
It is amazing how one certain event, or even a several, can haunt you...even invading such a sacred thing as your dreams. This poem conveys such. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04 |