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since: 01-29-01, id: 39414
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Author has written 42 stories for General, and General.

I am currently 19 years old and a university student.

These are being left up only because I don't believe that I can, or should, erase who I was just because I am a vastly different person now. And also because I still believe that some of them aren't that bad.

The majority of poetry that I have posted here was written between the ages of 14 and 16. It's strange how much difference 3 years can make.

Please feel free to read, or not, as you wish.

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1. Double sided » reviews
A girl who leads a double life
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,049 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-22-03 - Published: 1-31-01
2. gutter angel reviews
Brought on by exhaustion. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-22-03 - Published: 3-22-03
3. ode to something reviews
A poem regarding my friends/loves/obsessions. Please read and review.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-11-03 - Published: 1-11-03
4. Obsession reviews
A letter to my obsession. Please read and review.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-11-03 - Published: 1-11-03
5. Drama Queen reviews
How some people view my actions such as SI and anorexia. Rated for language, and on the safe side (if you feel the rating is wrong please tell me). Please read and review.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-11-03 - Published: 1-11-03
6. Now You've Gone reviews
How do you carry on when someone you love dies? Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
7. Nothing
The feeling of nothing, a total lack of feeling in fact.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
8. Misery Blinded
When you get so low you have no sense of anything. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
9. Medicated
Erm, bleh. Some one drug me. Please R & R
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
10. Leaving
I want to get out and go away. please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
11. About Me
Simply explaining how my mind works. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
12. Overdose
Basically what the title says. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
13. Poison reviews
Erm, I don't know. Take it literally, or metaphorically. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-7-02 - Published: 4-7-02
14. Cut reviews
Self-mutilation. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-6-02 - Published: 4-6-02
15. Elegy For Myself reviews
Basically what the title says.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-1-02 - Published: 4-1-02
16. Falling reviews
More news from my depressing mind. Please R&R.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-19-02 - Published: 1-19-02
17. But For the Tears reviews
Just a little bit of angsty feelings. I don't really know what to put here. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-18-02 - Published: 1-18-02
18. Demons reviews
Sometimes this is how I feel. Rated for bad language. ^.^ please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-02 - Published: 1-18-02
19. Ever Alone reviews
Just something about the state of my life really. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-18-02 - Published: 1-18-02
20. Repeat reviews
Mentions of self-harm and suicide. Just a thing. I really never know what to put for these summarys. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-18-02 - Published: 1-18-02
21. Good Vs. Evil reviews
A wierd random thing. I hate these summarys.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-15-01 - Published: 11-15-01
22. I Hate.... reviews
All the things I hate. I'm just so goddamn self-centred, deal with it.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-15-01 - Published: 11-15-01
23. Boxes reviews
Another depressed/feelings thing.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-14-01 - Published: 11-14-01
24. Numb reviews
Sometimes I feel nothing.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-3-01 - Published: 7-3-01
25. Why? reviews
Some more of my questions.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-01 - Published: 6-30-01
26. Questions reviews
Just some of the questions I find myself asking.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-27-01 - Published: 6-27-01
27. Conflict reviews
My feelings for someone
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-24-01 - Published: 6-24-01
28. Games reviews
More metaphory life stuff.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-21-01 - Published: 6-21-01
29. Life Cycle reviews
Dark, depressing thoughts
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-17-01 - Published: 6-17-01
30. Father reviews
How I feel about my dad. **WARNING**Some people may find this mildly offensive.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-17-01 - Published: 6-17-01
31. Amnesia reviews
How does it feel to have no memory?
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-4-01 - Published: 6-4-01
32. The Final Voice reviews
The final view of someone who is dying
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-1-01 - Published: 6-1-01
33. Stupidity reviews
People always tell me suicide is stupid
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-1-01 - Published: 6-1-01
34. Ashes reviews
A metaphor for my life
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-29-01 - Published: 5-29-01
35. Of Dreams And Loss reviews
Looky another wierd and depressing poem. R&R please.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-22-01 - Published: 4-22-01
36. Destroy reviews
Poem. Guess what it's about. If you said death and suicide have a cookie.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-17-01 - Published: 3-17-01
37. Charlotte O'Neil's Story reviews
English assignment. to write a peice of fiction based on a poem. Narrative.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 376 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-9-01 - Published: 2-9-01
38. My Friend reviews
Highly offensive. Lots of swearing. About someone I know.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-8-01 - Published: 2-8-01
39. Untitled reviews
Poem about suicide- hence PG13
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-7-01 - Published: 2-7-01
40. Out of Place reviews
ummmmm.....feeling you dont belong
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-7-01 - Published: 2-7-01
41. My Heaven reviews
Umm...Im a bit strange.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-31-01 - Published: 1-31-01
42. A story to tell reviews
This is something I wrote when i was about 11 or 12 so its a bit different from stuff i write now
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-31-01 - Published: 1-31-01
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