Name: Emily
Email: flying_zuccini@hotmail.com
Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/flying_zuccini
Age: 17
Height: 5'2"
Location: Hamilton, Ontario
Hair: long and brown
Eyes: green/brown
Religion: Christian (Lutheran)
Boyfriend: Tyler since July 4th 2004
Smoke: yes
Drugs: no
Drink: no
Future Goal: go to university, become a nurse
Favourite Colour: purple
Favourite Bands: Our Lady Peace, Korn, Lifehouse, Great Big Sea, Live, Tenacious D, Gavin Degraw, The Offspring, Aerosmith, DC Talk, Delirous, Elton John, Phil Collins
Favourite Authors: LJ Smith, Caroline B Cooney, Lurlene McDaniel, JK Rowling
Favourite Movies: The Notebook, A Walk to Remember, Saw (1-3), Mrs. Doubtfire, The Majestic, Tristan and Isolde
Favourite Shows: America's Next Top Model, What Not to Wear, CSI, Deal or No Deal, 1 Vs 100, Identity

Check out my fanfiction:

www.fanfiction.net/~dirtisyummy 

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1. Indestructible reviews

destroyed

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-28-06

2. Save Myself reviews

I cant save myself from me

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-28-06

3. Most Fearful Foe

Im scared of myself

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-28-06

4. Left Behind reviews

Im lost

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-28-06

5. Back Again reviews

I'm so lost right now

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06

6. Friends Again reviews

I almost fell back

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06

7. Lost in Darkness reviews

I'm being pulled in every direction, being forced to make decisions that I'm not ready for

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06

8. Living Confusion

sometimes I don't know what's going on with us anymore. I think we've got it worked out now though.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06

9. Returning

I'm thinking that quitting smoking is going to bring back something else

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06

10. New

I'm new with you.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-15-05 - Published: 10-15-05

11. Tainted Rose reviews

A tainted rose in a perfect bouquet

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-15-05 - Published: 10-15-05

12. Past Tense

Memories

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-15-05 - Published: 10-15-05

13. No More reviews

I dont need it now

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-2-05 - Published: 5-2-05

14. Horrible reviews

So many horrible things

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-2-05 - Published: 5-2-05

15. They Want You reviews

They all want you, I'm so lucky that I have you

Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-2-05 - Published: 5-2-05

16. Dizzy reviews

It makes my head spin just thinking about it.

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-27-05 - Published: 4-27-05

17. To Die Alone reviews

When I am alone in the dark...

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-05

18. Best Friends

A friend of mine has started to talk behind my back, and all of my friend's backs again, thought I'd write my anger out.

Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-05

19. How You Love Me reviews

written in January...Not very good.

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

20. This Pain It's a Crazy Ride reviews

I wrote this on January 29th, which was the day 10 months after the last time I cut. yup

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

21. Love Now Vs Love Then reviews

written in January. I almost like this one

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

22. Struggle reviews

written in January, when I was going through a bit of a tough time.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

23. Love Your Love reviews

written in october as well.

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

24. Believe With Me

I wrote this in october as well. Its really...not good, but it sums up how I feel.

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

25. Holy Christ reviews

I wrote this in october. Dont really remember how i was feeling around then.

Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

26. I Wanna Be Numb Again

I wrote this poem in september, I was really confused, as you can see. The poem doesn't make much sense. I just really didnt know what was going on with me then, I had a lot of doubts with lots of things

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

27. My Love For it all reviews

about my boyfriend. Self-explanitory.

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

28. Andrea and Emily

we're still best friends. :D

Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-6-04 - Published: 11-6-04

29. I know you reviews

One of my friends claims to know my boyfriend better than I do, well, you're wrong. (pg-13 for language)

Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-11-04 - Published: 9-11-04

30. Do Something Beautiful reviews

Inspired by a Christian Song called Something Beautiful. Also, Brittany suggested that I write something, positive, so here goes...

Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-11-04 - Published: 9-11-04

31. Dying Inside reviews

This was written mostly for Dathan. But all of my suicidal friends were in my mind while I was writing this...

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-11-04 - Published: 9-11-04

32. Make Me Sick reviews

I was looking at the pictures on Psyke, I think I'm finally over my cutting. I used to like looking at those pictures. Now I feel physically ill from the site of them.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-22-04 - Published: 8-22-04

33. Feelings reviews

I feel

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-24-04 - Published: 7-24-04

34. No Friend to Me reviews

I wish I had known this before

Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-24-04 - Published: 7-24-04

35. My Light reviews

was supposed to be about a particular person, but could relate to a lot of things

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-24-04 - Published: 7-24-04

36. Blessed is the Man reviews

another about trusting in God

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-24-04 - Published: 7-24-04

37. Angry Cutting reviews

I didnèt do this, but I wanted to at the time.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-21-04 - Published: 7-21-04

38. Precious Knife reviews

I had myself convinced in the beginning that it would help, I realized by the time I got to the end, that it wouldn't

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-21-04 - Published: 7-21-04

39. Almost reviews

I almost did it

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-21-04 - Published: 7-21-04

40. My Fake Friend reviews

I crave you once again

Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-21-04 - Published: 7-21-04

41. Past reviews

Same as below three

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-04

42. Not Good Enough reviews

Same as below two

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-04

43. Down reviews

Same as below

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-04

44. Apology to You reviews

rated because I can't remember if it has language. I'm pretty sure that the guy I like likes one of my friends, he told me a while ago that he liked me too, apparently not enough.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-04

45. Stupid World reviews

More of a rant then a poem really...I also wrote this in April.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-23-04 - Published: 5-23-04

46. Tired of Waiting reviews

A poem I wrote in April - I'm tired of sitting around, completely useless.

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-23-04 - Published: 5-23-04

47. Objects of my Faith reviews

a stone and a nail remind me of God

Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-13-04 - Published: 4-13-04

48. Confused reviews

I am confusion

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-13-04 - Published: 4-13-04

49. Strong Enough reviews

I fell into temptation

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-8-04 - Published: 4-8-04

50. Son of Man reviews

We killed Jesus

Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 4-8-04 - Published: 4-8-04

51. The Fury Inside reviews

I am an angry person

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-23-04 - Published: 3-23-04

52. Anger Within Me reviews

I am furious inside

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-23-04 - Published: 3-23-04

53. Lover of My Soul reviews

God may be the only one who loves me

Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-18-04 - Published: 3-18-04

54. Give Me Strength reviews

I need God to give me strength to fight what I crave.

Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-18-04 - Published: 3-18-04

55. Cry in the Dark reviews

I've been lost

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-18-04 - Published: 3-18-04

56. The Girl in the Window reviews

I watch through the window.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-11-04 - Published: 3-11-04

57. Alone reviews

My mind wanders when I am alone

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-11-04 - Published: 3-11-04

58. Tribulation reviews

I just don't know what to do

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-11-04 - Published: 3-11-04

59. What do my Words Mean? reviews

Does it really matter?

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-11-04 - Published: 3-11-04

60. Equal reviews

Life really isn't fairly divided

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-11-04 - Published: 3-11-04

61. My Holy Ground reviews

God, I need you

Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-6-04 - Published: 3-6-04

62. My Release reviews

I want to cut but I cannot bring myself to do it again

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-3-04 - Published: 3-3-04

63. Sanctuary reviews

My friends, my family and God have helped me through it

Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-04

64. Remade reviews

I was broken, but I have been remade

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-04

65. My Rescuer reviews

I have been saved - post-cutting

Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-04

66. Shelter reviews

My pencil is my shelter, also writted before I quit.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-04

67. Markings That Don't Belong reviews

A poem about self mutilation, written before I quit cutting.

General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-04

68. What I Want Most reviews

The thing that I want the most in the world. This is the first poem I've ever posted.

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-22-04 - Published: 2-22-04