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Author has written 27 stories for Life, Song, Friendship, Young Adult, Love, and Fantasy. My name is KiAirah. I am sixteen and ten months. My entire universe revolves around love, especially that which I have for a particular young man named Keith. It is through love that I am beginning to understand the nature of reality. It is not hatred which reveals bitterness in our world, but love. For there is nothing which can destroy real love, but everything aside from love can be destroyed. Those you love can hurt you, leave you, pick you apart, or let you rot, and you will still love them. Those you love can be taken from you by death, insanity, drug abuse, bad situations, different families, skewed judgement... the possibilities of loss are endless, but you will still love them. There may come a point when they're world and your world are two different places, and you know that you must walk a different path, but you will still love them. They lie to you, and hide things from you, they can fail to see who you really are, they can fall short of every potential, they can be consumed by self-hatred, they can hurt the people around them and themselves, and they can let everything fall apart, but you will still love them. You may have to let them go, you may have to wave good bye, you may have to save yourself, but you will always love them. That is the cruelty of reality, for in the end, though all the love in the world may not save any of us from the pain or sorrow of life, it is the only thing left standing. Q:"The rice-crispy treat is going the wrong direction." A:"It is not so much the direction it is going, as WHERE it is going." Q-Me A-The voice in my lover's head. Love Kills By, Giorgio Moroder and Freddie Mercury Love don't give no compensation, love don't pay no bills Love don't give no indication, love just won't stand still Love kills, drills you through your heart Love kills, scars you from the start It's just a living pastime, ruining your heartline Stays for a lifetime, won't let you go Coz love (love) love (love) love won't leave you alone Love won't take no reservations, love is no square deal Hey love don't give no justification, it strikes like cold steel Love kills, drills you through your heart Love kills, scars you from the start It's just a living pastime, burning your lifeline Gives you a hard time won't let you go Coz love (love) love (love) love won't leave you alone Hey love can play with your emotions Open invitation to your heart Hey love kills Play with your emotions Open invitation to your heart (to your heart) Love kills (love kills), hey hey, love kills (love kills) Love kills kills kills kills Love can play with your emotions, open invitation Love kills, hey, drills you through your heart Love kills, scars you from the start It's just a living pastime, ruining your hearrline Won't let you go Love kills, hey, drills you through your heart Love kills, tears you right apart It won't let go, it won't let go Love kills, yeah New Reveiws on old stuff are always welcome. Reveiw me and I'll probably reveiw you. Note for reveiwers: My goal is not to have a perfect or classic form in my poetry, but to say what I need to say. Comments on the feelings expressed or the message given, rather, tell me how you perceived what I said. That's the most helpful thing. | |||||||
1. Where Am Ibleeding my perspectiveLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-25-04 - Published: 10-25-042. CandiedYou may or may not catch the underlying themes.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-04 - Published: 10-7-043. The Prince's Pet reviewsStrong themes of sexuality.Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,679 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-8-04 - Published: 7-8-044. Who AM I reviewsA poem about past experiences, that conveys the feeling of it all...Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-7-04 - Published: 7-7-045. My Box reviewsMetaphorical PhilosophyLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-28-04 - Published: 6-28-046. Dark Goddess reviewsThis is about my lost friend...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-28-04 - Published: 6-28-047. Blithely Blissful reviewsBlithering. R&R? yes my mind warps.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-048. My Heart Questioned reviewsMore poetry about my life. Love always! Love Matters!Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-049. You Can't Touch Me reviewsThis has bad language in it. I didn't even mean for it to be a poem, I just wrote it,and then I thought, Wow, that's bitter.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-23-04 - Published: 6-23-0410. Smells Like Sorrow reviewsF#ck pain. F#ck love. Why do we do this again? It's all a learning experience.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-22-04 - Published: 6-22-0411. Cutting reviewsSelf-destructive behavior and themes of suicide. Sorry for the bleak note folks, it happens. R&R?Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-15-04 - Published: 6-15-0412. Lift Your Voices reviewsPlease, hear me! R&R?Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-10-04 - Published: 6-10-0413. No Words reviewsI'm a mess.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-0414. Look Away reviewsLove for fools...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-17-04 - Published: 5-17-0415. I Paint My Face reviewsJust rambling... What do you think?Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-16-04 - Published: 5-16-0416. I Cut Myself reviewsA product tears I allowed myself to shed, over powered by The Void. R&R? It means so much to me.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-15-04 - Published: 5-15-0417. Safe From Harm reviews...Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-13-04 - Published: 5-13-0418. This Room reviewstrying not to think about you...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-13-04 - Published: 5-13-0419. Little Girls Can't Understand reviewsFor the ghost of my lover, lingering here.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-2-04 - Published: 5-2-0420. Faith and Devotion reviewsWhat little we have..Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-26-0421. Hallucinogen Orange reviewsThe beginning of my tale...Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-26-0422. Dialing Numbers reviewsI've lost her...Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-28-04 - Published: 3-28-0423. Three reviewsboyfriend+boyfriend's best-friend+me=emotional instability, confusion.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-25-04 - Published: 3-25-0424. Indescribable Orange reviewsNot exactly random, food for psycho-analysis, unconcious flowlLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-0425. Forgetting Me reviewsI just started writing this song yesterday, and I think it's just the surfacing of my risidual feeling about some one with whom I am no longer with.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-04 - Published: 3-21-0426. Left Naked reviews...Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-20-04 - Published: 3-20-0427. Defy the Lines reviewsDo be caged by ANY expectation.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-19-04 - Published: 3-19-04