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Ash-chan
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since: 05-04-04, id: 411529
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Author has written 43 stories for Nature, Life, Fantasy, Family, General, Song, and Love.

Geez, I really need to update this more often. XDName's Ashley, though I like either Ash or Ash-chan. =DI am an anime freak, and do have a username at fanfiction.net, but I'm not very good at writing. At least, that's what I think. My birthday is September 16th, I'm currently fifteen, and I'm a sophomore. A lot of people ask me if I skipped a grade. No, I didn't. Actually, when I started school I was still four. You know how you're supposed to be five when you join school? Well, I was a little younger because schools start somewhere in August, and my birthday happens to be the next month. I've been told that I'm quite mature for my age, and very intelligent. Of course, I don't believe the latter very often. I have way too many 'blonde moments' as my friend Kaitlin refers to them. Of course, this may seem weird,seeing asI'm a red-head. -Shrugs.- Oh well!

I'm a single teenager, and I'd prefer to stay that way. I've got too many other things to worry about, without adding a relationship to things. But I do like roleplaying. =D That's always fun, and relieves some of my stress. As for roleplaying...well, all who know what the term 'yaoi' means, that is all I practically do. Teehee. You can check out my website for charrie info too. I can make up charries too if I can find pics.All my rules and pet peeves are in there along with it. I love DDR, and wish I could own it, but sadly...;.; I am PS2-less.Just in case you're curious...some of my favorite anime/manga are: Angel Sanctuary, Wolf's Rain, Fruits Basket,Gundam Seed, Full Metal Alchemist, Yu-Gi-Oh(I hate dueling! I like this for the yaoi pairings only...), Inuyasha, Naruto,Fushigi Yuugi, Ayashi no Ceres, Lament of the Lamb, Gravitation, FAKE,Earthian, Chobits, Get Backers, D.N. Angel, Confidential Confessions, Yu Yu Hakusho, Gundam Wing, and Eerie Queerie/Ghost. I swear, anime is more expensive than crack. And more addicting too. xDD

I love music, and spend more than half my time while writing listening to it. Certain moods make me write certain things. My favorite bands/singers are: Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, The Used, Mindless Self Indulgence,Eminem, KoRn, Hoobastank, Static-X, Kittie, Crossfade, Disturbed, Kidneythieves, Jack Off Jill, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Story of the Year, Utada Hikaru, Three Days Grace, Papa Roach, Drowning Pool, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Seether,Slipknot, System of a Down, Smile Empty Soul, Nickelback, Adema, Metallica,Godsmack, Trapt, Breaking Benjamin, Simple Plan, Lostprophets, T.A.T.U, & Linkin Park. Not only does music help...after reading books that inspire things within me, I write as well. Some of my top favorite authors are: Laurell K. Hamilton, Anne Rice, Laurie Faria Stolarz, Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, Darren Shan, Tamora Pierce, Trisha Baker, Meg Cabot, & Sara Ryan. Meg Cabot was the one who wrote 'The Princess Diaries', along with 'The Mediator Series'. Sara Ryan wrote, 'Empress of the World', and I recommend this book to anyone who isn't a homphobe. Because it deals with two girls being together in that way, its a lovely book in my opinion. Tamora Pierce wrore 'Protector of the Small', and the series of her books in basically back when knights existed. If you're interested in that sort of a thing(with a girl as the featured knight in the PotS series) it's definitely a good book. And Stolarz has written books such as Blue is For Nightmare, White is for Magic, and Silver is for Secrets. Centered around a girl who practices magic, and three years in her life. There are more to come, and her books are pretty good. I definitely recommend them all.

Give my poems a read. Reviews are greatly appreciated! ^____^ And also, if I see you review, I'll try to give you a review as well. I think it's a decent thing to do. I want people to review my stuff, so it's only fair I do the same. n.n; Beloware just two songs I really like. =D By wonderful bands.

Never again will I be dishonored and Never again will I be reminded of livin' Within the world of the jaded They killed inspiration it's my obligation To never again allow this to happen Where do I begin the choices are endless Denying sin, my art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me Chrous: The thing I treasure most in life Cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surender to your made lies To change myself, I'd rather die No we will not understand I will make the greatest sacrifice You can predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive (3x) Change again cannot be considered I rage again dispelling my anger Where do I begin the choices are endless My art, my redemption my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am on the long run must give me your arms now Chrous Bridge: I'm no slave of you feeling brave Or have you gone out of your mind No more games it won't feel the same If I hold my anger inside There's no meaning my soul is bleeding I've had enough of your kind One suggestion use your discretion Before you label me blind Chrous I'm alive (8x)
I'm Alive, by Disturbed
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind The worries are washed out to sea See the changes, people's faces blurred out Like sunspots or raindrops (Chorus) Now all those feelings, Those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind Left the only worries I had in my hands Away from the light in my eyes Holding tight and try not to hide how i feel Cuz Feelings mean nothing (Chorus) Yea today is on my mind. Now I can't care to worry Im feeling so lonely Breaking apart all this love in my heart Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind Where feelings mean nothing (Chorus x3) Now I can't care to worry I’m feeling so lonely Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Yesterday's Feelings, by The Used




1. Stay reviews
"I'm begging you...please stay." Please read and review. Constructive criticism welcome and always appreciated.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-06 - Published: 4-16-06
2. Downfall reviews
A song I wrote for a friend of mine. Rated T for mentions of rape. Constructive criticism always appreciated.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-4-06 - Published: 4-4-06
3. Stereotype reviews
What was created due to my annoyance of people who call me a 'goth'.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 7-31-05 - Published: 7-31-05
4. Shattered reviews
Upped the rating for mention of suicide. A short song, despite the word count. it's the author's note. Please R & R, constructive critcism worshipped.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05
5. My Damnation reviews
Upped the rating for a few darker issues. My 4th song so far. Trying to improve. Please R & R. n.n;
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-18-05 - Published: 5-18-05
6. Love's Death reviews
A rather sad break-up poem(the strange yet funny thing being, my love life is nonexistant), hopefully better than my older songs. Please review!
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 399 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-24-05 - Published: 4-24-05
7. My Angel reviews
Little mention of a sort-of fallen angel. Please read and review! n.n;
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-23-05
8. Life In Death reviews
Vampire poem, in the view of a human seeking immortality. Interesting in my opinion. Please read, feedback always loved!
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-12-05 - Published: 3-12-05
9. Ending reviews
Bitterness. Anger. These two words basically sum up this poem. Please read and review!
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-23-05 - Published: 2-23-05
10. Gilded reviews
Been having quitew a bit of inspiration lately, so this was spurned out too. Hope it's better than a few of my others...Please, R & R! Constructive criticism even more welcome.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-19-05 - Published: 2-19-05
11. Tainted Innocence reviews
Do not ask where this came from, because I don't know. xD But please read, and send some feedback.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-16-05 - Published: 2-16-05
12. Fading reviews
Upped the rating for drug mention. Sometimes, I really hate Health class, and being reminded of Dante.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-16-05 - Published: 2-16-05
13. Anti Valentine's reviews
Basically my feelings on this day of all days...Don't expect a happy poem.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-14-05 - Published: 2-14-05
14. Nightmare reviews
A rather nice poem in my opinion, basically summing up what the title says. Constrcutive criticism, or any feedback is loved dearly!
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05
15. Paint reviews
A lot better than the title sounds, promise. Please read and review. Constructive criticism is always helpful.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-29-05 - Published: 1-29-05
16. Decayed reviews
My second song, please give me some feedback. Reviews, and constructive criticism is always welcome.
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-21-05 - Published: 1-21-05
17. Addiction reviews
Upped the rating for drug mention. Please read and review. -
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-17-05 - Published: 1-17-05
18. Heaven's Tears reviews
A short poem written not too long ago...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05
19. Beauty reviews
The classical 'Beauty is only skin deep'...created into a poem by yours truly. =D
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05
20. Doomsday reviews
Upped the rating for mention of death and blood.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-2-05 - Published: 1-2-05
21. Snowy Dreams reviews
My thoughts as I watched the snow fall.
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-2-05 - Published: 1-2-05
22. Blind reviews
Sometimes we can't always see the truth.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-3-04 - Published: 12-3-04
23. Bloody Abandon reviews
Everyone leaves, and we are helpless to stand alone.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-04
24. Cut the Pain Away reviews
Rated for mention of cutting. Trying to escape through pain doesn't always help.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-04
25. Not Alone reviews
Words of falling into darkness, and unable to escape, feeling the sting of betrayal...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-25-04 - Published: 11-25-04
26. Destruction reviews
Wolves are mentioned, and seem to be somewhat of a topic in this...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-24-04 - Published: 11-24-04
27. Lost reviews
Not quite sure what this is about...it's mentioned about a 'child of Heaven' falling towards the end. Angsty, as usual.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-24-04 - Published: 10-24-04
28. Hopeless reviews
A little something I wrote during a bout of boredom. Please read and review, and constructive criticism is very much welcome.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-17-04 - Published: 10-17-04
29. Poison reviews
Some left over emotions from my struggle with a friend, over a guy. For the few lines in there that make it sound like love, it's not.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-15-04 - Published: 10-15-04
30. Lie To Me reviews
...I have no idea where this spurned from. I've been having a few more problems with my friends and my family so...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-24-04 - Published: 9-24-04
31. Distortion of Self reviews
This was written while dozing off in Algebra class. o.O;; The wonders of the subconcsious mind.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-04 - Published: 9-12-04
32. Fooling Them reviews
A small poem I wrote during Algebra.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-5-04 - Published: 9-5-04
33. Betrayal reviews
Written because my 'mother' (I use this term very loosely) has chosen her boyfriend over me. Her own daughter. PG for mention of suicide.
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-17-04 - Published: 8-17-04
34. Night Child reviews
A vampire poem, reflected upon by one who watches the children of the night. Rated PG because of vampires.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-13-04 - Published: 8-13-04
35. Fading Life reviews
The thoughts of one lying in their death bed.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-3-04 - Published: 8-3-04
36. Child in the Dark reviews
A scared child, alone and facing the fear of eternal darkness.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
37. Pain reviews
Viewpoints after a friend's betrayal...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
38. Dark Angel reviews
A fallen angel...
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
39. Run Away reviews
Fate will always catch up...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
40. Pretend reviews
My feelings on how both my mother and father have left me to suffer.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
41. Hidden Harbour reviews
Yet another poem by Ash-chan...
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
42. Lonely reviews
Written during a rough time in my life. PG for suggested suicide attempt.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
43. Moonlight reviews
Small poem written because I was staring at the moon and how the dark clouds seemed like hands trying to block out the light...
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04
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