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since: 05-08-04, id: 412167
country: Australia
Author has written 84 stories for General, Romance, General, Love, Play, Young Adult, Friendship, Supernatural, Fantasy, Religion, Action, Mystery, Haiku, and Humor.

I have bright red hair and an aversion to music.


1. Corvina Calm Sea reviews
'I don't always know what I'm talking about,' she whispered, her eyes half-closed. 'But then again, not everybody does.'
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-9-06
2. The Secret Life Of Bob reviews
By day, your average plumber. By night, your average transvestite. Ahh, tragic irony.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,027 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-22-06
3. Fly Away » reviews
Until one of them makes the other one come true,
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 25,959 - Reviews: 92 - Updated: 1-9-06 - Published: 11-14-04
4. Ava Much Adored » reviews
So this is the New Year.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,802 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-28-05
5. Carpathian Ridge reviews
Only physical pain keeps her awake at night, ripping apart her mind.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-9-05
6. Lowell reviews
I saw her for what she was, a dumbfuck with bleached blonde hair, fake blue eyes and a hidden attitude.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 599 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-4-05
7. Truly reviews
She was fine with that, she really was.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-4-05
8. And the Next Day reviews
About how I love receiving useless advice.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-19-05
9. Throughout September reviews
I can hear her boots striding through the foliage and over the grass, but then there is only silence. Complete and utter silence.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-15-05
10. Pristine, Like Rain reviews
Because Lisa was beautiful. Lisa was clever. Lisa was pure. Lisa was perfect. But perfection cracks, after all.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,667 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-14-05
11. Gravity reviews
And I can't say anything without breaking down completely.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-17-05
12. Mitosis reviews
The ritual is complete again, for tonight.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-28-05
13. I Will Breathe for the Both of Us reviews
Spin me around, and everything blurs together.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-26-05
14. Tokyo Sun reviews
A nice new poem by me. Be warned... it is different from how I usually write.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-24-05
15. The First Day of Winter reviews
May was May. She was nothing and everything at once. And she was sitting right next to him, observing him watch the weather change, out of his control.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,624 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 7-21-05
16. Ronald, Let These Children Go! reviews
Hate Ronald McDonald? Me too. If you think he's a paedophile...this story is for you.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,132 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 7-11-05
17. I Positively Hate You Right Now reviews
Don't take this too seriously... I was quite pissed off when writing this. But anger is good at drowning out sorrow.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 820 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-22-05
18. The Other Girl reviews
She was enjoying this, I could tell. I took another drag from my cigarette, letting the smoke burn my lungs before breathing it out again. She held up the razorblade, turning it this way and that so it would catch the light.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,795 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-19-05
19. Anaemic reviews
Silence comes at a price.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-7-05
20. Slivered Lace reviews
The world is silent around her, humming of shattered dreams...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-6-05
21. Kewala's Ultimatum reviews
Just something I wrote in class about a little something called Type Quick and its stupid main character. I can't help it, I just wish he would DIE.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 755 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-6-05
22. This Is My Love For You reviews
Ever like somebody, but know that they don't feel the same way in return?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 5-16-05
23. Angels Fall First reviews
Sequel to Fallen Angel. Numb. Angel felt numb. That, and nothing more. Nicholas was dead, and it was all she could do not to think about it...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,086 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-15-05
24. Raven reviews
But she kept walking... force of habit had taken over, making her put one foot in front of the other. It took all of her concentration, and for that she was glad.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-13-05
25. The Unsaid reviews
And as she lay awake, still in his arms, she wondered if that was a natural feeling. If that was love, why didn't she feel happy?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 493 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-5-05
26. Brena reviews
You utter those words like a blessing, dripping from your red lips.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-29-05
27. Idle Thoughts » reviews
That's right! Basically this is me, discussing things that annoy or puzzle me. Or both.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 5,258 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 3-26-05 - Published: 12-20-04
28. Haiku 5 reviews
My most recent haiku. It helps to keep your mind open when you read my haikus - they're a lot deeper than they look.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-26-05
29. Stone Over Water reviews
Screaming to the sound of my beating heart. Yes, I once again seem to be writing angst. Forgive me, all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-22-05
30. Haiku 1 reviews
My first attempt at a haiku, made some months ago.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-22-05
31. In a Double Negative reviews
'Her mouth open in a soundless scream. But I can still hear it.' This is one of my older pieces... I don't feel up to posting any of my new poems.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-24-05
32. Untitled reviews
Will pain lift this barrier, this wall of ice?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-24-05
33. Goddess reviews
Standing on your pedestal, watching everything with your eyes closed.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-24-05
34. Melodramatic Ophelia reviews
Just some short story I had to get out of my head, inspired by the drowning of Ophelia in Hamlet. - 'He expected too much of her. They didn't expect enough.' -
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 487 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-18-04
35. Games reviews
Always playing a game with her razor...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-14-04
36. Concern reviews
Kill me with the truth and slit my throat.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-5-04
37. Innocence reviews
Toxic shock has taken over, once again. This heaviness does nothing but drag me down.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-2-04
38. Noose reviews
Slash that knife across my throat one more time. Dig it in deeper.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-1-04
39. Anesthesia reviews
Numbness is poured on by oblivion and blessed by death.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-30-04
40. Her Best Friend reviews
Some part of me actually wants her friendship and her approval. You can't love and hate somebody at the same time, but I do.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,575 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-29-04
41. The Unspoken Feeling of Scorn reviews
If I cry, will you hate me?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-25-04
42. This Is Why You Call reviews
Not one of my best efforts, but I guess it describes how I feel in certain situations.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-22-04
43. Nosebleeds reviews
So sorry if I can't bleed enough for you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-16-04
44. Fallen Angel » reviews
(Completed.) Angel Evans is a screwed up teenager. Drinks, smokes, does drugs etc. She knows that she's screwed up. But what will happen when bad girl meets good boy and lives become entertwined?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 31,960 - Reviews: 84 - Updated: 11-11-04 - Published: 8-27-04
45. Kathleen Catches the 438 reviews
My adventures on the school bus. Yes, this actually happened. Good God, only one of the many hellish bus rides I have had.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,570 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-9-04
46. Silent Words reviews
I wrote this while listening to Warum So Tief? (Why So Deep) by Lacrimosa. You do it again and again. But why do you cut me so deep?The blood flowed from my eyes, leaving a bloody trail of tears down my face...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,061 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-8-04
47. Stereotyping reviews
Me trying to convey something into words...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-4-04
48. Signs of Regret? reviews
This is a weird one. I suppose it is about loving somebody who is in a cycle of death, even when they try, again and again, to kill themselves...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-3-04
49. Goth Girl » reviews
Not really a goth, but is thought so by the world... the (funny enough) everyday life of a girl and her weird friends.
Fiction: Play - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,798 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 10-31-04 - Published: 8-17-04
50. Blue Fire » reviews
After four years, Amira moves back to her old town, much to the delight of her old friends. But love triangles, junkie friends and complications wasn't what she was expecting. And the fact that she might be falling for her best friend's brother...yeah.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,915 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-29-04 - Published: 10-22-04
51. Chéri reviews
Inspired by a dream I had a few nights ago. One of the more darker things I've written. Oh, the things she would do for them. She loved him. He loved her. But cruel fate was against them...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,298 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-28-04
52. My Soundtrack Score reviews
The sadness on the inside, music making up my life. Your face, that same blank expression - can't you hear it?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-25-04
53. The Toothbrush Slasher reviews
Somebody has been murdering toothbrushes all across the city. Detective Briscoe is determined to put this serial killer behind bars ...
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,394 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-25-04
54. Fatal Flaw » reviews
Compassion is humankind's flaw. Kristina is flawless. But what deep secrets hide in her past? Who is she? And can she even be invincible to love?
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,823 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 10-21-04 - Published: 10-15-04
55. Carnage reviews
I feel breathless, torn apart. Yes, torn apart. A subtle message is hinted here ..implications of rape.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-16-04
56. You Were My First » reviews
(Completed.) 'How long have we been friends? Almost forever.' Two best friends eventually sleep with each other, setting off a chain of events.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,195 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 10-15-04 - Published: 9-15-04
57. The Dark Inside reviews
The tears I cry are bitter, falling from my eyes late at night. She cuts herself, and nobody notices.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-8-04
58. Blessed Forevermore » reviews
Pray for salvation, pray for my damned soul.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-8-04 - Published: 10-4-04
59. Death's Prophet reviews
Dreamscape of our soul, made into reality. The price we pay.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-4-04
60. Alex reviews
Alex, the tall. Alex, the dark haired. After singing her song, Fatima always feels depressed. Um, I guess you can call this story a songfic. Song by me.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 927 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-4-04
61. Orange Juice reviews
A sexually confused boy, a diary, a teacher, an exciting new relationship and a sex change. All these elements and more make up one disturbing story.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,013 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-29-04
62. The Ice Queen reviews
She kept up a cold façade, the noble Queen without compassion. But her heart wasn't ice, not yet.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,110 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-26-04
63. Blood Red reviews
Mockingly, she would mouth the words back at him, never once making a true sound.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-20-04
64. Toxin reviews
She hates black, so you wear blue in an effort to please her.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-13-04
65. Monday reviews
There is no need to cry - reality only rolls around once a year.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-11-04
66. Decaying Doll reviews
These corridors hold no meaning. No sanctuary.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-10-04
67. Isn't it Tragic reviews
'But it's a funeral' I spin around to face her. She grins again, a ghoulish look glittering in her dead eyes.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 699 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-1-04
68. Social Butterfly reviews
Ever had a friend who thinks they are all that? Yeah, me too.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-30-04
69. Escape reviews
Did I hold the razor to my wrist, did I feel the slitting pain? Did the world rush and fade away?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-21-04
70. Invisible reviews
I am yelling, screaming. Why can't you see me?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-21-04
71. Drowning in a Shallow Grey Pool reviews
Tomorrow is too far away, no light in the darkness. Another depressing love poem...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-18-04
72. Life Blood reviews
I bared my soul to you, shining through the darkness within. I know now that you never cared.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-9-04
73. Clipped Wings reviews
'Can you imagine not being an Angel anymore? Not feeling that special glow inside of you' When an angel is in love, but dying from the mortal evils from living on Earth, what will she do?.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 825 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-5-04
74. Besotted and Infatuated reviews
Just something I wrote about having a crush, and not really doing anything about it. Please R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-4-04
75. Out of Time reviews
How could somebody I gave everything to be so void of emotion, of love? A story of broken love, of anguish..
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-1-04
76. Among Shadows reviews
'Darkness creeps up, smothering me.' A poem of how things among the darkness are real.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-31-04
77. With Despair reviews
This is a songfic on 'Hello' by Evanescence. Sad.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-28-04
78. Captivated reviews
Her personality shone out of her, a bright, sparkling beacon. I was captivated by her.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 519 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-28-04
79. Element reviews
Just something I wrote about appreciating life. Read it, please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-27-04
80. Caged reviews
I want to break free, but I am drowning in darkness.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-27-04
81. Teardrop » reviews
You were a single gem amongst the pebbles. Why did you do it?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 707 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-27-04
82. Material Girl reviews
I am a material girl, swimming in unspoken lies.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-17-04
83. Isolated reviews
'I sit here alone, with only my mind for company.'
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-15-04
84. Swirls Of dark Colours reviews
A dark poem I wrote in one of my depressing moods. Please read!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-13-04