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since: 05-15-04, id: 413367
Author has written 173 stories for Friendship, General, Life, Young Adult, Love, Humor, Essay, Family, Nature, Humor, Politics, Religion, Fantasy, Work, and School.

Good writing is about sharing your story and making it the reader’s story too. It’s about telling your truth. It is full of not just symbolism and grammar but also emotion, thought, fear, lust- reality, life. Full of what makes us; full of the reasons we love so strongly and fight so hard. It’s about making them see or feel something they never considered before. It’s only real literature if it makes you pause and reflect. It’s only real poetry if it leaves you in a different place than the one it found you in.

I am a writer; I guess that means I want to feel things for a living. It's my hobby, my pastime, my release, my outlet, my way of life. I want to be able to share my story, share my truth, and change the world one heart at a time. I want to be able to make people understand in a way they couldn’t unless they experienced it firsthand.

I enjoy the company of other future starving artists of various media- paint, music, theater- and because of that I've got some very odd friends, but I wouldn't trade them for the world. I got into my top college and then got the bill; now I go to state school, and I am getting more real-world experience than I could have hoped for anywhere else. I tend to notice little things and miss the big picture entirely; things like bright colors and stuffed animals make me absurdly happy. I am a Gemini and I think that explains a lot of my personality. I am very much a gay rights activist, although- or maybe partially because- I believe that sexuality is a fluid thing and no one is quite ‘gay’ or ‘straight’ in the same way that no one is really one hundred percent anything- that’s called labeling and stereotyping, friends. I run a magazine on campus, and I hope to start one 'in the real world' after graduation. I get it all the time- English isn’t a real major- but I do believe that words, that art, has the power to make a statement, to preserve a moment, to capture a feeling, to change the world.

Since college started, my world has expanded. My writing, always the way I kept in touch with myself, has somehow fallen to the back burner. Until college, I was never at a loss for words; but until college, I was never really aware of how much of a difference the actions of just one person could have. In a way I have both found and lost my voice; this summer, I am spending the majority of my time struggling to combine the two- and, of course, trying to save a decent amount of money for the next school year.

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1. Heat Lightning
Heat lightning in the sky, and also the heat between lovers. A simple metaphor that uses lots of s-based alliteration, toys with style and format, and attempts to capture the heat and passion between two lovers and compare it to the energy of a storm.
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-8-09 - Published: 7-8-09
2. SelfFulfilling Prophecy reviews
Stop telling me you're too stupid to do this, stop telling me it's too hard, stop telling me I'm going to give up and leave you. It's a self-fulfilling prophecy. You keep telling me it'll happen, and, it will.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-26-08 - Published: 12-26-08
3. Ball Game reviews
We're playing a game, and we've been playing for so long that the stands are empty, there's not even a referee. Soon I'm going to leave too, and then you'll be making baskets against yourself. It's not worth the prize anymore.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-26-08 - Published: 12-26-08
4. Food Bank reviews
Just a depressing little ditty about how I am officially poor; I used to be too proud to borrow five dollars, and hey, now I'm wearing tattered clothes, working two jobs, and begging for food. Poem is addressed to the receptionist at the foodbank.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-19-08 - Published: 12-19-08
5. Savior reviews
My best friend. Cross-dresser, sweetheart, bad things happen to him, I take care of him. I guess... this whole time, he didn't want me to. I could save him from homophobia, then, but he's so desperate and broken now, and I can't save him from himself.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-30-08 - Published: 8-30-08
6. Martyr of America
This guy plays the hero because his snack food is so expensive, his life, so hard. I listen to people whine about dumb things all day and barely afford to make ends meet and live in a crummy apartment and am hungry some nights. Who's the real martyr here.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-10-08 - Published: 8-10-08
7. Babygirl reviews
This one's my diamond in the rough. Lots of people I'm close to have been sad or hurting lately and I want to cuddle them and take the pain at me. This one's directed at my girlfriend but the feeling's pretty universal I think. It's charming I like it.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-22-08 - Published: 5-22-08
8. In Twenty Years
College, late night. I'm sitting here pondering my life, not sleeping, ignoring my partner. Knowing that in twenty years, the same questions will haunt me in a different bed.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-5-08 - Published: 4-5-08
9. Moonlit Words reviews
Not your classic moonlit words love poem a cutesy almost juvenile idea it's not that you look prettier in the moonlight, it's that the moonlight looks prettier with you in it, and should thank you. Only that's too darn dorky to say out loud.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-30-07 - Published: 12-30-07
10. Statistically reviews
This is actually kinda old, and about how gays can't get married. Statistics say marriage ends in divorce anyway, stereotypes say divorce is the cause for my sexuality in the first place... we fight and yearn so hard... IDK, just read this.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-30-07 - Published: 12-30-07
11. Platonically Correct reviews
I call my friend cuz something's bugging me and I can tell her anything we talk it out turns out it's HER bugging me I've been missing her lately, a bit more than is platonically correct. Aww.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-15-07 - Published: 11-15-07
12. Fallen reviews
The real title is the name of the girl who jumpedfell off the parking garage at my school. We don't yet know if she's going to live. I had to write something. I hope she lives... or at least finds peace.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-15-07 - Published: 11-15-07
13. Conundrum
I don't need you, I do care about you, but I know it'd be better for you if I leave, but I'm afraid that would hurt you so I'm just gonna hang around until you leave of your own accord. The poem is much better worded, and not so trite. I'm working on it!
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-11-07 - Published: 11-11-07
14. OpenNote Quiz reviews
Ive been away, I forgot I had uploaded all these. This is OLD and its a plea from a party animal for an easier opennote quiz because obviously school is about partying, not studying. I really overheard these statements, too, which is why I hate college.
School - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-11-07 - Published: 11-11-07
15. Image reviews
Sort of a throwback to my angstridden days. You try to LOOK like a real friend but you never act the part. You're just upholding your image. I, on the other hand, refuse to cut up who I am just so other people, even you, accept me. I love my angry pieces.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-28-07 - Published: 8-28-07
16. Physical reviews
Emotions are felt physically too. I've come to love the first few moments of the morning because I don't think of you right away and that's when my heart is lightest. Just a short reflection on a moment today.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-13-07 - Published: 8-13-07
17. Open Eyes reviews
I've swallowed my pride and gave up part of my very identity so we could stay together. And he didn't notice a thing. He should talk to my ex I didn't have the willpower to do that when I was with HIM. Or maybe I used to have more selfrespect.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-13-07 - Published: 8-13-07
18. You reviews
Sweet, soft. About knowing someone. Really knowing them down to the core. About letting that person be totally vulnerable and holding that person up while they show you how their peices all fit together. About seeing yourself through their eyes.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-07 - Published: 6-30-07
19. Common Knowledge reviews
One of my sad relationship moods. We both know we're not going to last. We both know why. We both know how to fix it... and we both know why we aren't going to. Cute and sad.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-07 - Published: 6-30-07
20. Just To Be reviews
She's just a little off, something's missing, no one can really put their finger on it but something is undeniably wrong. I'm trying to be a grownup and earn her return... I want her to come back and just be our mom again. Short sweet and poignant.
Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-19-07 - Published: 6-19-07
21. Lullaby reviews
There was this moment a couple months ago in the car. She was singing to me, but she thought I was alseep. I kept faking it cuz I wanted to hear her sing. I tried to make a poem out of it. Here.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-26-07 - Published: 5-26-07
22. Forgive Me
Wrote this on my way back from visiting a school five hundred miles away. One of those I love you too much to leave you things, but mostly a guilt trip hypocritical thing, cuz if she were the one leaving me for education I don't know if I'd forgive her.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-2-07 - Published: 4-2-07
23. Spring Bird reviews
I was sitting in math class totally ignoring my poor professor because I heard the first spring bird of the season! Then I wrote a cutesy poem about it cuz I'm cool like that.
Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-9-07 - Published: 3-9-07
24. Three Hundred Miles reviews
Cute little poem about how this new school I like is three hundred miles from all that I can't wait to leave... but also three hundred miles from all I can't lose. Maybe I could be somebody there. Maybe I'd be someone worth waiting for.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-24-07 - Published: 2-24-07
25. Glimpse reviews
She never cries in front of me. It's like she can't. When she does I feel like it really means something. I wanted to tell her that she doesn't have to be tough for me. I love everything about her, especially the part of her that cries. Structure intended
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-22-07 - Published: 2-22-07
26. Winter Break reviews
First day back to school after winter break. You know everyone around you is just as tired and aggravated. You know everyone is thinking the same thing. These are the morons I have to put up with until May.
Complete - School - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-17-07 - Published: 2-17-07
27. Why I Don't Write Anymore reviews
Someone asked me why I don't write like I used to. It was my dream. This is a sad but true reflection of that question. Truth is, I might not be good enough. Truth is, writing won't get my bills paid, and I refuse to be a housewife with broken dreams.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-9-07 - Published: 2-9-07
28. No Model reviews
She got all dolled up for him he just wants her to wear sexy lingerie. He's all kinds of dissappointed that they can't find any and she feels awful cuz she tried to look pretty, but all he wants is the models on TV.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-1-07 - Published: 2-1-07
29. Painting reviews
To anyone else and even to him their relationship is a perfect picture. But she's screaming inside.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-17-07 - Published: 1-17-07
30. Burn reviews
How to explain? Another lesbian sex poem but this time theres something different first person explanation of the things that are said when there's a fear of being left behind and actual attraction beyond the lust when at least one is dependent.
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 12-18-06
31. Band reviews
A momentary fear of commitment. She takes the ring off and is playing with it. Sometimes it looks like a wedding band and she's happy about the relationship. Sometimes it's like the ring they break horses in and she's afraid the same will happen to her.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-06 - Published: 11-21-06
32. One reviews
Narrator wants to feel close to her partner who really just wants to get laid. Your hint: Being inside means two different things to the two girls and therefore in the two separate stanzas.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-21-06 - Published: 11-21-06
33. A Pretty Poem Or Two reviews
My writing came back the other day so I spit out poetry during class like it was my job. Which it should be. Anyway this one is about the fact that I had nothing to fight for, no point to make, no emotion to get rid of... I simply wrote a pretty poem.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-2-06 - Published: 11-2-06
34. Partner of a Squirrel reviews
Everybody's in a rush. Not even the squirrels have time to stop to say hello or view a beautiful sunset. But some of us, like me, or like the squirrel's partner, still appreciate the little things...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-2-06 - Published: 11-2-06
35. The Powder Forum
Bathrooms in college have such interesting grafitti these days. The voice of America sounds off in the powder room American girls apparently communicate through black sharpie markers.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-2-06 - Published: 11-2-06
36. Sparkles reviews
A tribute: to writers, to my nickname, to my sexuality, to hidden messages. A questioning: of stereotypes, of conformity. An abstract examination of everything I'm thinking about. I dont know what this piece is, but I really love it.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-17-06 - Published: 10-17-06
37. Sea Girl
At the beach there was this toolittle girl all alone, singing to the ocean. She was watching the other kids playing with their parents. I wrote a pretty, short dedication to her. It's really a commentary on the family.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-17-06 - Published: 10-17-06
38. Does This Hurt Tentative Title
Cheating on your girlfriend is bad for you! And this is a creative way to learn it! She always told the stupid boy not to hurt himself, and he did it by cheating kind of thing. Jerkface.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-06 - Published: 9-5-06
39. Erin's Allegory
It's about work. And everything else. Go ahead and tell me what the connection is.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-06 - Published: 9-5-06
40. Closure? reviews
Sure, it's lesbians making love, but it's about the emotional connection, the way she encourages her to be herself, the way she makes her safe and helps her overcome the past and fear. And so on. READ!
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-06
41. Alarm Clock reviews
Actually, this one's also about how people get too caught up in petty things to realize what's important, if you think about it. Which I'd like you to do This one's a new style for me
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-06
42. Stupid reviews
Another one about stupidity of humanity, on the whole and as individuals. We're so caught up in petty nonsense that we're letting the good things go to waste. Another moral wrapped up in a true story which therefore is sad.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-06
43. Super EARTH DAY! Market reviews
bout society and hypocritical bureaucracy, how we're screwing the Earth over, how only children understand, how people only do good to make themselves look good. True story, so it's not preachy at all, just sad.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-06
44. Handkercheif reviews
Bit erotic, but I tried not to overdo it, the ending is supposed to make you feel abandoned and dropped on your head just like he did. Oh, and ITS NOT ABOUT THE SEX!
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-06
45. Hate Crime reviews
Cameron blames herself for the fact Taylor is in the hospital and stays by the bedside, night and day, waiting for those half hours when Taylor gains consciousness. Keep the title in mind and see if you 'get it' at the end. Oh, and tell me what you think,
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,032 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-06 - Published: 7-12-06
46. I Could Fall In Love With reviews
My cute and corny country song inspired by my girlfriend, utterly exaggerated but based entirely on truth. Something everyone can relate to: sometimes she's just a pain, but the way she makes up for it is something I could fall in love with. Aw.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-9-06 - Published: 5-9-06
47. Road Rage reviews
Angsty rhyme I honestly wrote while driving behind someone incapable of working a car. It's fast-paced, angry, pointless, and very easy and affirming to scream out your window as you drive.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-9-06 - Published: 5-9-06
48. A Special Kind of Cancer reviews
Nonfiction really, sort of a blog. Page-long essay comparing leaving for college to dying because of all the loose ends you gotta tie up, etc. I did some crazy diction work so let me know if you come out with the impression of death I intended.
Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-6-06 - Published: 5-6-06
49. Diversity Scholarship Essay reviews
If I nail this I get ten thousand dollars, renewable, towards my tuition. Need I say more? I included the prompt, please read and butcher this and help me make it worth ten thousand bucks. There you go, that's your challenge, have at it. Please?
Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 640 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-11-06 - Published: 3-11-06
50. Infatuated reviews
About being infatuated and letting someone in for the first time in a long time. She can see the colors I see in the dark. Maybe letting her in will help me learn to trust other people too.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-06 - Published: 2-24-06
51. Cashiers Are People Too reviews
Cashiers are people too. You should be nicer to them because a happy cashier is a helpful cashier. This is all based on real life experience.
Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,499 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-06 - Published: 2-24-06
52. Three Little Words reviews
Basically about not being able to say it because I'm too afraid to slash not ready to, but it's definitely coming.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-24-06 - Published: 2-24-06
53. Dumbass of the Day reviews
This is a cute little fun piece I wrote about being an hour early to work and being unable to clock in cuz the manager was there.
Work - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-24-06 - Published: 2-24-06
54. One In A Million reviews
I wrote this about a flower at a funeral. My friend's cousin died and even though I never met the kid, he affected me by dying. It's cute, it's not my best which is why you should read it and help me improve.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-06 - Published: 2-24-06
55. Flowers and Sunshine reviews
people, regardless of age and position, all want the same things; flowers and sunshine. We have the same dreams about our children, marriages, futures, mistakes, pasts, and deaths. Read it once for pattern, once for meaning.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-05
56. Emerald and Kuranda » reviews
I'M NOT UPDATING UNTIL SOMEONE REVIEWS THIS! Kuranda and Emerald, and their pets Tamu the giant spider and Samaki the psychic pessimistic fish, find themselves transported to our world after the sky explodes.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,791 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-11-05 - Published: 10-11-05
57. Chosen reviews
I killed myself cuz I hated being gay and some disembodied voice told me that all the pain and hatred and broken friendships, well, it was a mistake and I could go back only straight. Would I do it?
Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 10-3-05 - Published: 10-3-05
58. Suggestions reviews
I'm not what I think I am, I'm not what YOU think I am, but I'm open to suggestions about what I SHOULD be...
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-3-05 - Published: 10-3-05
59. Queer Mind Game reviews
Flirting with this gay chick at work. Pay special attention to the style/voice, it changes with the stanzas, I did it on purpose. True story, too! :-D
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-3-05 - Published: 10-3-05
60. Good Morning reviews
This sort of sucks but I was trying out a different style. It's following a little adventurer person around and observing how nature is pretty PLEASE tell me how to improve.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 741 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05
61. Terrorists reviews
Got political, everyone loves when I do that... this also kicks ass... not as angsty, says stuff like come back from your vacation, and stop picking fights on the playground. You're not in Texas anymore- in theory anyway. Then I call him a terrorist.
Politics - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-12-05 - Published: 8-12-05
62. Corporate America reviews
I so kick America's ass... Welcome to Corporate America/ The only country in history/ To be owned by the news company/ And still consider itself free.
Politics - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-12-05 - Published: 8-12-05
63. Grow Up reviews
This is just me being angst-ridden at a friend who won't grow up and realize that I AM going to college I DO have my own life and we're not dating anymore and I never WAS property. I mention restraining orders. Sort of a throwback, isn't it?
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-5-05 - Published: 8-5-05
64. Beautiful Stranger reviews
A queer visiting a carvial. Pay attention to what I REALLY say.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-5-05 - Published: 8-5-05
65. Write On reviews
Writers and artists and anyone who really creates with a passion will understand this one.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-19-05 - Published: 7-19-05
66. BlueNotBlonde reviews
My odd hair color reflects my odd thinking; freaks people out but I think most people actually want a friend like me. After all, "I really think the world coulde use/ A few more sweetly smiling freaks/ Whose hair is blue, not blonde."
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-19-05 - Published: 7-19-05
67. Reminiscing reviews
Funniest thing I've ever written. I don't want to spoil it, just read it, I promise it's quick, it's to cheer you up after reading my last few posts. And its a SONG!
Humor - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-29-05 - Published: 6-29-05
68. Beautiful reviews
MA ONLY! Evil graphic rape poem, because some things you never get over. Dark and depressing and painful.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-29-05 - Published: 6-29-05
69. Swallow reviews
Graphic. Different. Plz tell me what you think, cuz it was hard to say. Feeling like a whore and hating it. I know I can come, but, can I come clean to you? I know you can swallow, but can you swallow your pride?
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-29-05 - Published: 6-29-05
70. Give It To You Straight reviews
Just a cute little gay-oriented rhyme that breaks up the depressingness of my last and next posts. It's cute, read.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-29-05 - Published: 6-29-05
71. Fake reviews
Don't love the fuck-up; I fake it. I make it obvious so you'd know I fake it, but you never notice. Could be about love or sex or both, I guess, depending on interpretation.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-29-05 - Published: 6-29-05
72. Love Song reviews
Really pretty... infatuated with a girl with a boyfriend...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-23-05 - Published: 6-23-05
73. MotherDaughter Bond reviews
Hm, okay, so this one is kinda sorta really bad. It's a lot of angsty ranting about how I wish I had a mother... ever... but parts of it are salvagable. I'll come back and fix it up sometime AFTER FINALS, okay? Just let me know which parts not to scrap in
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-15-05 - Published: 6-15-05
74. Pharaoh » reviews
Jacob has been in a car crash and think he's 11 years old. Michael is really a girl. It's depressing now, a look at finding oneself and so on, but eventually the two become friends; you can't judge what a person is just by what s/he looks like. UPDATED!
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,477 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-9-05 - Published: 3-20-05
75. The Last Time reviews
It's a sequel. This'll be the last time I really let myself care/ Because even I'm tired of hearing myself whine... I'm not kidding, that's how it starts. Idk if this'll make sense to anyone but the kid it's directed at, but hey, good luck.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-26-05 - Published: 5-26-05
76. Last Time reviews
You screwed me over and pissed me off for the last time deal, though I never actually say THAT. I know, I've "beaten this subject to death" apparently, but, I was ticked. I meant it then, I probably don't now, but whatever.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-25-05
77. Good Riddance reviews
High school seniors, college freshmen, what is WITH this whole screw-my-friends-I'm-moving-on-to-a-better-life-and-I-don't-need-you-no-more thing!
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-24-05 - Published: 5-24-05
78. Kinks reviews
Uh. Really have to let this one speak for itself. It's sexual... but not graphic.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-24-05 - Published: 5-24-05
79. Prom Queen reviews
Well, a bunch of petty sluts were bitching about how prom wasn't good enough for them, so I spent Civics class fantasizing about tossing them all into tar pits.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 5-23-05 - Published: 5-23-05
80. Love and Approval reviews
Oh, just me rambling about how nobody loves me for me... it was my homework. It's actually about how people don't LOVE me unless they APPROVE of me. What I do and how I act. Well, all that can just bite me and here's a poem saying so.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05
81. My God reviews
Uh, your god is a bastard and we should diagnose him with something to make up for it. My god's better than yours. Here you go, get pissed off. Have a nice day!
Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05
82. Civil Union reviews
Civil Unions: Yippee. We're finally almost close enough to be considered equal to the straight people. This is more obviously from a gay standpoint... I hope this makes up for the confusion from my last piece... -shakes head at the assumptions people make
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-12-05 - Published: 5-12-05
83. American Values reviews
Queers are against Traditional American Values. Or so they say. Of course, I'm the (GAAAAY) child of a divorcee, so what would I know about family values anyway?
Politics - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05
84. No Child Left Behind reviews
I've been feeling highly unpatriotic. This one is a little about the act and mostly, why are we teaching kids if they're just going to serve in a war and die?
Politics - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05
85. What Am I? reviews
It's like one of those What Am I riddles. Rhyme about the characteristics of the object. I can't marry or defend the country that's been so good to me- land of the free. What am I?
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05
86. How Far Back reviews
Not to ruin the punchline, but the idea was, now that you're coming back, how far back are you planning on coming, and how far back am I going to have to keep you before I can trust you, and how far back down the timeline do we have to look? And so on.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05
87. Catharsis reviews
Ode to my dead fish. Or so it would seem. Maybe he helped me realize something. The piece is still in denial, figure it out.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05
88. Green reviews
Friendship: It's a green light and you're driving: Hit the gas or hit the brake. Ooh, why didn't I use that line in the actual poem?
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05
89. Welcome Home reviews
Kinda a sequel to Senioritis -scroll waaay down. I miss this guy, and I want him to come back to be a friend, not to continue acting out whatever role it is he thinks he needs to fill. That's a horrible summnary, just read.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-30-05 - Published: 4-30-05
90. Trust reviews
Hey, I made a metaphor outta that trust game. You know, you fall backwards and hope your friends catch you? Say, that already is a metaphor. This is what happens when you spend so much catching everyone else and then they leave early. Anyway, here you go,
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-30-05 - Published: 4-30-05
91. Diamonds to Dimebags reviews
This, on the other hand, I really like. When you are a little girl, it is ponies with flower tattoos and plastic diamonds. Then you're a teenager and it's boys with skull tattoos and plastic dimebags. It's really pretty.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-05
92. New Life reviews
Not my best, slightly cliche, but I like the ending. I cleaned out my room and threw out my old life. Thing is I threw out all the reminders of an old friendship along with all the childhood things I'll never use again. Kinda wistful. Growing up and clean
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-05
93. Radical reviews
Radical? OH yeah, I'm worse'n a freakin' Democrat. Uh. Inspired by my Civics class yesterday. Being an outcast and supporting other outcasts just amuses me. And this one's political and I really like it.
Politics - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-05
94. Place reviews
Tough to describe. Someone thought I should have a pocket mirror cuz I'm female. It made me think about how I'm supposed to be vs what I am and how people will always want you to change and accept their version of reality and responsibility.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-05
95. Dress Code reviews
Hey, how often do you read a poem about being ticked off because somebody tells you how to dress? Literally, I got in a fight with someone over whether or not I could wear a shirt in public cuz it wasn't "me."
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-05
96. Mindless reviews
This is kind of amusing and makes a point all at once, go me. Once again, how I was feeling last night. Thinking about how my mind had wandered off and comparing it with a friend who wandered off.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05
97. Turtle reviews
Like I said, I was home alone and lonely and bored and angry and weird last night, and this is my exact string of thought. It's actually quite amusing although slightly sad because I sound like I hate life.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05
98. Door reviews
Idk what to call this. About the divorce, about being in the middle, about not knowing the people you live with, about growing up, about locking everybody else out. Uh, about living in my house! BTW, somebody get me a better title.
Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05
99. Bathroom Grafitti reviews
Home alone last night, couldn't sleep, angry, tired, lonely, and I just wrote about the first thing that came to mind. True story. I like it because you can read into it as much as you want. Go ahead, tell me what you see!
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05
100. Papercut reviews
The anxiety attack that leads up to cutting because you don't know what else to do.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05
101. Desperate Suicidal reviews
You know how kids act all stupid because they're "crying out for help? Skip this one if you know me so you don't get mad at me. Um. Kinda graphic cutting reference. Sort of angry. Like the title.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05
102. The Girls' Room reviews
I was gonna change names and orientations of my friends, and, couldn't be bothered. A lesbian trying to explain the world of the heterosexual female! It's really funny! Still being worked on, but you get to have fun with it now.
Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,567 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-05
103. Vicious Circle reviews
If you're gonna assume it's about you, don't read it. In other news: Do you think it's possible to love somebody too much too soon and scare them away? Funny when being appreciated makes you want to leave.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-05
104. Newsflash reviews
This is amusing. It's kinda funny and it makes a couple of rather valid points. It's about the news channel and snow. I used real quotes but changed the names so no news channels can sue me now.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 446 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-05
105. Magic reviews
I really like this one, but you tell me what you think. Cute and sad, about losing innocence and losing the ability to believe in something without proof of it. Your faith, really. And the fact that growing up like that can ruin high school friendships.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-05
106. Gay Pride reviews
The people online told you about this great world, but you tried to be proud like them, and now it only hurts worse. Go figure. Umm. The stanzas are supposed to match but be opposite, let me know how well I did on that. You'll see what I mean.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-05
107. Different reviews
Just another cutesy little thing about the airport. Being part of the scenery, and being different.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-05
108. Airport reviews
My town is all white and heterosexual. Walking into the airport for the first time was culture shock. I LOVED IT. Basically just observations, about realizing diversity exists out there, and literally, a poem to a black man.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-20-05 - Published: 3-20-05
109. New Friend reviews
About having trust issues with new friends who try to get to know you too fast, think they know what they don't. You're not going to scare them away by letting them know all of you. You like them, they just think they're more enlightened than they are.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-20-05 - Published: 3-20-05
110. EightyFive and Sunny reviews
Puerto Rico was really different, and I really liked it, and this is me reflecting and ranting while waiting for the car to take us to the airport again.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-20-05 - Published: 3-20-05
111. Sanitarium reviews
The true story of how well Metallica lyrics fit my life the other night. Lol. I'm in trouble for having friends yet again. Not just with my mother, but with my siblings, and with my other friends. Life is dumb. :-D
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 569 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-20-05 - Published: 3-20-05
112. Hole Friendship reviews
You're not allowed to ask questions on this one either, if you have them don't just leave them in the reply. The poem itself is about emotions changing a friendship and how it could be good or bad. Idk if I should be posting it. We'll see.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-20-05 - Published: 3-20-05
113. Label reviews
Something nice and depressing and slightly self-loathing for you to contemplate the week I am gone.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-4-05 - Published: 3-4-05
114. Vacation reviews
'If you don't hear from me again, I didn't come back from Puerto Rico, I got a sex change, cut my hair, and am now living in the basement of a couple of nice old ladies and using the name Frederico. Just so you know."
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-28-05 - Published: 2-28-05
115. Fucking Queer reviews
All us fucking queers destroying the world. Uh. DO NOT read this if you aren't really really comfortable with homosexuality and the like. I was making a point. I was also depressed. But better now.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 2-28-05 - Published: 2-28-05
116. College Freshman reviews
I know you're tired about my rants on lost and damaged friendships, but I KNOW you can relate, so I am still posting the rants I write instead of talking to the people. I will eventually. Maybe.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-28-05 - Published: 2-28-05
117. Red reviews
Well, it was write this, or do that. -shrug-
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-28-05 - Published: 2-28-05
118. Stop reviews
Well, I wasn't going to call it "Rape," now was I? This isn't as good as the original, but that was lost when my laptop died, sniffle sniffle...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-28-05 - Published: 2-28-05
119. Bastard reviews
For all the people who loved you and left you. Randomly. Usually without a goodbye. Friggin' bastards. Yes, this one has swears... it's my new favorite though.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 471 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-24-05 - Published: 2-24-05
120. Honey, Turn the Radio Up reviews
Is this about having a big fight or sleeping together? big eyes What's the difference, anyways? Both can be covered up with a loud radio.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-24-05 - Published: 2-24-05
121. Conflict reviews
I think it's about trying to run away from yourself. I do it often enough lately. I was experimenting with sound, so let me know what you think.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 2-24-05 - Published: 2-24-05
122. Relapse reviews
I spit this one out in history today. Make of it what you will, because I'm tired of explaining myself and I'm tired of apologizing.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-11-05 - Published: 2-11-05
123. Concrete and Honey reviews
A bunch of words, arranged in a way to rhyme and have rhythm... uh... It's just about the world and living in a box and such. I almost called it "Blind Date," so now you know the inspiration.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-10-05 - Published: 2-10-05
124. Too Late reviews
Holding back when you really, really shouldn't. Not saying goodbye or I love you when you should. Now it's too late. I really wish I didn't let him go without saying what I should have.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-10-05 - Published: 2-10-05
125. Tracy and Misty » reviews
This is Tracy edited, more stuff, new chapters, and journal entries from Misty. Less flowery than the last one.I'm leaving the old one up for a bit so you can see the difference or pick up where you left off, or whatever.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,187 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-31-05 - Published: 1-31-05
126. Missy's Rant » reviews
I only post this kind of junk when I'm very angry or very depressed, so if it pisses you off... I guess it's supposed to. Love and friendship and how we all destroy it.
Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,601 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-31-05 - Published: 12-17-04
127. Foggy Day reviews
I know this one is bad, but it's supposed to be. Think about the title and the imagry. It's FOGGY. Like the FRIENDSHIP. Amoral grey. Everywhere. Covering everything. See?
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-23-05 - Published: 1-23-05
128. Crazy Man reviews
Random guy moved in next door and then moved in here. Wants to be part of the family. And every time he drinks, he comes over, and tells me what's what. I really don't like being alone with him.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-21-05 - Published: 1-21-05
129. Regression reviews
I won't apologize when I don't know what I did, and you're being a drama queen, the same way I used to be, and I love you, but you won't believe me, so I hope you have fun figuring yourself out cuz I'm sure not sticking around.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-11-05 - Published: 1-11-05
130. Trigger reviews
Repressed memories; hiding the past even from myself. Did something that triggered the memories and made me realize why I'm so afraid. It's a metaphor, and also what actually happened, how I realized it, or whatever. Fiction? Confession? I wonder.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-11-05 - Published: 1-11-05
131. National Giving Up Day reviews
It's been a hard week and the three people I love most certainly made it difficult when they wanted to. I'm better now, but here's the poem about how everyone gave up on everything on the same day.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05
132. January Riverside reviews
Let's see. I live near the river and I was really depressed and pissed off, so I went down to the dock and kicked snow into the water and ranted and raved about everything.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05
133. Captive reviews
About a girl being caught in her life, but not written that way. Hard to explain. Different perspective on being used, I guess.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-17-04 - Published: 12-17-04
134. Now That You Know reviews
You just haad to figure out what I was all about. You wanted to know what the big secret was, since everybody has one. Well, do you feel better now that you know?
Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-17-04 - Published: 12-17-04
135. Consolation reviews
I know... another gay theme... but only because of the lack of sympathy. I had a fight with someone else about it, and this is the consolation I get.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-17-04 - Published: 12-17-04
136. Christian Catholic reviews
Hey, PLEASE don't anybody be offended. One girl's views on her religion and my views on my sexuality had major clashing issues and this is what happened. I don't care what religion you are. Just her version.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-17-04 - Published: 12-17-04
137. Untitled II reviews
I want to love you, it's everything else that's complicated! Unrelilable narrator only gives part of the situaion, I guess. Read deep to get it all, I know you can. October.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-04 - Published: 12-5-04
138. The Apricot Song reviews
...I've never had an apricot. But this is in answer to Kevin and his crazy peach song by those crazy people. -Millions of peaches, peaches for free- yeah... welll... we're insane.
Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-26-04 - Published: 10-26-04
139. Tracy » reviews
She's a femme, she's in denial... what more do you need to know? And she's BI. Much longer than the others. I'll update by chapters. Lookit, I added a new transition... and she has -friends- now!
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,885 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-22-04 - Published: 9-12-04
140. Control Addiction reviews
Title doesn't exactly fit, but you need to see the laaayerrrrs. lol. I was upset and all I could get from the one person around who I thought could help was, "So change, it's your own fault anyway." Ah. I ranted. It's better now.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-1-04 - Published: 10-1-04
141. Homo reviews
Yes, you read right. This is how being everybody's gay girl got started. Some kids want to take my pride to the level of obsession; I don't like being a celebrity all that much.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-19-04 - Published: 9-19-04
142. Excuses reviews
First three stanzas part one followed by part two; it doesn't flow right otherwise. Pretty much the straight people blaming the past they don't know I have. Kind of gets tiring after a bit.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-19-04 - Published: 9-19-04
143. Just Everybody's Gay Girl reviews
How a label dictates who you are, how people need to have a reason for the way you are. I used to be your friend, but now I'm everybody's gay girl.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-19-04 - Published: 9-19-04
144. Devil's Voice reviews
No, not literally... ten points if you can figure out the metaphor... it's not too hard if you know me! Ha ha. Can't decide if I like it or not yet. You?
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-12-04 - Published: 9-12-04
145. Damn The SecretKeeper reviews
This is fun, and says things, too! Loosely RL. About all kinds of things that have come up this month.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-8-04 - Published: 9-8-04
146. Me, Too reviews
A girl has a secret... as do I... can she keep it? I can too. But will I keep it from her? You know, that kind of fun stuff.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-8-04 - Published: 9-8-04
147. Innocence
Depressing. Spelling errors. But that's not the depressing part. The girl is fictional... maybe based on parts of people.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-8-04 - Published: 9-8-04
148. Confusion reviews
Just Missy-style babbling. Really. From some random bout of depressing uncertainty.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-22-04 - Published: 8-22-04
149. College Sendoff or Final Sleepover reviews
Staying strong for college-bound friends so they've less to worry about... wasting the time you should be treasuring. Lol, sorry to single you out, my friend. Your words tend to be the match to someone else's fuse.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-18-04 - Published: 8-18-04
150. Long Goodbye reviews
Saying goodbye to a close friend in preparation for college... it's hard to leave, hard to be left, and REALLY hard to find the words to make sense out of all the feelings.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-18-04 - Published: 8-18-04
151. Untitled reviews
How to summarize? It's good, just read. It's all I can say at moment. My choice you can't control/ my turn, so you can't roll...
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-8-04 - Published: 8-8-04
152. Transition reviews
you said you'd always talk to me/ don't you dare fall away/ I don't know what it is you see/ I don't mind if you don't say/ ... I'd rather not know that risk losing a friend.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-8-04 - Published: 8-8-04
153. Closure reviews
Metaphorical... about something that happened to me years ago that I just buried? Just an old pain I never got over I'm finally learning how to face. Idk about the quality but let me know!
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-3-04 - Published: 8-3-04
154. Blunt Retaliation reviews
A close friend once told me to wait until my emotions built up enough for me to snap, and then it would be my turn to have fun in this hetero- eat- homo world. He was right. Enjoy.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-26-04 - Published: 7-26-04
155. Savage Instinct reviews
Coming out is a battle of many voices in one's head, among them fear, anger, pride, shame. Raw angst and emotion at being perceieved as different, reference to friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, religion, family, school, and anything else you can think of.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 629 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-26-04 - Published: 7-26-04
156. Abomination reviews
Random accusatory/retaliating angst directed at a souring friendship. You'll like this one.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-26-04 - Published: 7-26-04
157. Jordan reviews
Continuing my story "Amber" through her friend Jordan's eyes. I'll warn you; this piece is much darker than my last, also needs some editing, and... well. Hopefully it pulls you right in without shocking you too badly. :)
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,959 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-26-04 - Published: 7-26-04
158. Now reviews
I didn't know what to title this one, it's a little about how things have changed so fast and not the way I thought they would?
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-04 - Published: 7-20-04
159. Untitled as of yet reviews
Utter confusion is all I have to say. There's been a lot of things happening lately. Some emotions you just don't know what to do with.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-04 - Published: 7-20-04
160. Something reviews
This makes no sense and was purely an emotional outlet... but I thought it might do a few people good to read it. It's about keeping secrets you shouldn't, I suppose, goes along with Obstructive Criticism and probably every new post for the next month.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-20-04 - Published: 7-20-04
161. Obstructive Criticism reviews
There's no way to summarize this one. lol. When by hiding the truth you spin lies deep enough to possibly lose the person closest to you. Idk, I'll come back and fix this up.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-8-04 - Published: 7-8-04
162. Amber reviews
Confused, closeted, possibly still in denial, Amber decides to come out to her friends. Little bit of personal experience, you'll all see it. this before I came out myself as sort of a way to prepare for it. Suggestions appreciated.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,457 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-2-04 - Published: 7-2-04
163. I don't know what to call this reviews
In fact it's hard to believe this came from me. I don't know.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-2-04 - Published: 7-2-04
164. Final Answer
An apology and goodbye, of sorts... reference to The Calling lyrics, I know.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
165. Individual?
Not sure on the title. Getting mad at possessive boyfriends. Needs some work, but most of these do.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
166. BreakUp reviews
Stupid breaking up with people without really breaking up.. another oldish one.. lol, love ya hon :D
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
167. Free Spirit? reviews
What happens when Missy gets upset with her control-freak friends.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
168. Untitled So Far reviews
When the fact you're graduating messes up all your friendships, it's like you don't feel anything, right?
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
169. Closted, Plague, Metaphor reviews
Who's up for a triple shot of gay pride!
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
170. Senioritis reviews
Stupid Graduation. Does funny things to people. Causes random fights. Luckily, those don't last :D
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
171. Make It Up reviews
People and their empty promises, lol. I love making up ppl and messing up their lives.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
172. FYI reviews
Hmm. Yeah, I was mad... and no, I didn't explain anything in here so if you don't know, you won't know.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
173. Carcinogen reviews
When friendships go awry.. prolly not about who you think, this one needs some work yet.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-30-04
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