1. What is Normal Anyway? » reviews
Is normal really anything besides a reading on a thermometer? If there is such thing as normal then when did I stop being normal and start being weird. According to all the doctors and everyone I'm abnormal and psychotic but personally I'm sick of label Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 34 - Words: 17,678 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-12-08 - Published: 11-21-07
2. Introductions Are Hard reviews
My first intoduction to the world of psychiatric hospitals. I was ten. The doctor let me choose between the normal eating disorder program that was for teenagers, or the children's psychiatrac unit for kids my own age. I chose the psychiatric unit.. Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,798 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-14-07 - Published: 11-14-07
3. Control reviews
Hannah's life is too much to deal with. The sexual abuse she endured for years has chipped away at her defenses. Lately the only thing she feels she can control is her diet. But is she really controlling her diet, or is her diet controlling her? Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,056 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-12-07 - Published: 10-12-07
4. Let's Pretend reviews
Let's pretend that nothing happened, let's pretend that I'm okay. Sometimes after you've been violated, abused, and raped, that's all you want to do. Just pretend that everything's all right, but it's not. It never is. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-14-07 - Published: 8-14-07
5. Ruptured Reality reviews
Life's hard when you have a psychotic disorder, Mara knows this from personal experience. While living at a residential treatment facility for teens with mental health issues Mara must figure out how to deal with her hallucinations and delusions. Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,441 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-14-07 - Published: 8-14-07
6. Twelve Years Old and Going On Eighty reviews
Sometimes a child is forced to grow up too fast. Sometimes a child ends up losing out on part of their childhood. A number of factors cause this Lost Childhood Syndrome. Having cancer is one of them. Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 936 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-22-07 - Published: 7-22-07
7. Caffienated Accident reviews
I was full of summer plans and a longing for an icy Diet Coke. Mom told me to remember, To put on my helmet. I promised her I’d wear it and then tossed it by the side of the garage. So begins a young girl's headlong rush into a bad biking accident. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-3-07 - Published: 6-3-07
8. Playing with Ana reviews
A deadly character called Anaanorexia, lures innocent children into her arms and entices them with dangerous games that have lethal consequences. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 5-28-07 - Published: 5-28-07
9. Locked Inside
It's traumatic being locked up in a psychiatric hospital. It forces you to face yourself and sometimes that's one of the hardest things to handle. Sometimes you just want to escape the hospital and your feelings, but you can't. You're locked inside. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-13-07 - Published: 5-13-07
10. I am a Survivor reviews
The story of how I survived five years of physical and sexual abuse, told in the form of a poem. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-27-07 - Published: 4-27-07
11. Just Another Day reviews
Daily I do battle with my mental illness. This is what happens when psychosis and suicidal thoughts take over and the staff at my residential treatment program need to guard over my life for me. For others it's a nightmare, for me it's just another day. Complete - Biography - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 757 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-22-07 - Published: 4-22-07
12. Where I'm From reviews
Sometimes other people just don't understand what life's like for me and the place I'm trapped in. This is what life's like when you've been dealing with an eating disorder for more then half your life. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - Spanish - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-07
13. A Letter to My Therapist reviews
This is dedicated to my therapist. The only one who's ever been able to actaully help me. I struggle with bipolar, psychosis, feeling suicidal, and an eating disorder. Thank you to my therapist for actually understanding and being able to help Complete - Biography - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-07
14. Splinter of Hope Stuck Inside reviews
Everyone has something that keeps them alive. Sometimes even just a tiny splinter of hope wedged deep in the darkest part of our heart is enough to keep us from totally self destructing. How I survived my suicide attempt Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-07
15. What's Wrong With This World? reviews
A depiction of the craziness in this world that we live in. What's wrong with it and what can we do? Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-11-07 - Published: 2-11-07
16. Storms reviews
Three plots occur at once in this nontraditional story. While a girl stands on a roof top debating whether to jump, an older man watches Hurricane Katrina coverage down the street and a blizzard is blowing through far away. All three storms collide. Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,442 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-11-07 - Published: 2-11-07
17. Starving for a Hug reviews
Lacey wakes up in the middle of a dream she can't quite remember. Everything around her looks normal except that she's haunted by an unresolved incident with her therapist. The disturbing encounter won't stop runnning through her head until she fixes it Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,240 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-11-07 - Published: 2-11-07
18. Hopelessly Hoping reviews
A young girl sits in a psychiatric hospital thinking about her life and her problems. She wonders if she messed up so badly this last time that it's hopeless. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-11-07 - Published: 2-11-07
19. So am I Guilty? reviews
So am I guilty for hating a staff at the residential program I live at? I can't stand the lady, what does that mean about me? This poem is about a lot of intense angy feelings. I wrote it for this person who seems to be able to make me cry everyday.b Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-11-07 - Published: 2-11-07
20. Judgement reviews
This poem was written as a response to my therapist continually telling me that I'm safe because the voices I hear in my head are only hallucinations and can't hurt me. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-24-06 - Published: 12-24-06
21. The Monster that I Need reviews
A poem depicting the intense struggle of an eating disorder. Do I want it, or do I want to get better? Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 12-18-06
22. I'm the One reviews
A sexually abused girl is ready to fight back Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-17-06 - Published: 12-17-06
23. Begging reviews
A girl lives in the street after running away from an abusive father. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-9-06 - Published: 2-9-06
24. Shattered Dreams reviews
A girl mourns the dreams she has lost to the demons of mental illness Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-9-06 - Published: 2-9-06
25. Broken Butterfly reviews
A poem about growing up too fast Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-7-06 - Published: 2-7-06
26. Lost Innocence reviews
A young girl is pushed by society to turn into a treenager, before she's ready. PG-13 for mention of cutting. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-26-06 - Published: 1-26-06
27. Haley's Story » reviews
Haley's Story Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,729 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-24-06 - Published: 1-24-06
28. What if? reviews
A girl wonders how her identity is affefcted by her experiences. Rated Teen for mention of sexual abuse, anorexia, bullimia, and cutting. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-22-06 - Published: 1-22-06
29. Stuck in Time reviews
A fifteen year old girl realizes that while everyone around her is getting older she seems to still feel and look eleven Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-30-05 - Published: 10-30-05
30. Who Am I? reviews
A girl realizes her mental illness has changed her so much she barely knows herself. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-30-05 - Published: 10-30-05
31. Dead End Ahead reviews
I'm headed down a dead end spiral. This poem describes how a mentally ill character is going down a path she hates. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-30-05 - Published: 10-30-05
32. Pretending reviews
A victim of abuse talks about how hard it is to appear normal Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-30-05 - Published: 10-30-05
33. Swinmming Naked in Homework reviews
the struggles of facing all the homework in high school, the draining effect it has on a person. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-24-05 - Published: 3-24-05
34. Two Worlds, one girl » reviews
A story about Psychosis, told from the viepoint of a psychotic young girl and her best friend. PG-13, for self mutilation. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 26,223 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-17-05 - Published: 1-5-05
35. What Do You See? reviews
Whaty do you see when you look into the eyes of a mentally ill kid? Do you see the insanity? Or something else? Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-3-05 - Published: 3-3-05
36. Flying to Neverland » reviews
a story in poems of an anorexic girl who decides she never wants to grow up. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 846 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-2-05 - Published: 2-17-05
37. Can't Cry reviews
An abused girl who tries to stand storng through all the beatings, tells her story through a poem. Rated PG-13 for abuse. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-24-05 - Published: 2-24-05
38. Where Did I Go Wrong? reviews
A kid lies in a padded room on a psych unit. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-9-05 - Published: 2-9-05
39. A Single Tear reviews
A poem of anorexia/bulimia Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-8-05 - Published: 2-8-05
40. Mental Illness Speaks reviews
This is a message to the world about mental illness and the way people treat vicitims of it. Covers all bases of mental illness, schizophrenia, depression, eating disorders, OCD, Bipolar, ADHD, etc... Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05
41. Starving » reviews
the story of an anorexic runaway. PG-13 for graphic eating disorder descriptions and discussion of suicide. Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,861 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-4-05 - Published: 1-3-05
42. I died Last Night reviews
This is the poem told from the view of a young girl with cancer. Her death tells us about life. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-4-05 - Published: 1-4-05
43. Kayla » reviews
This is a story about an anorexic/bullimic girl who is sick of life and how she tries to to take things into her own hands General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,691 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-1-05 - Published: 9-14-04
44. Lost Fairy Tale reviews
This is a story I wrote about what my life could have been but isn't. A lost childhood. Lost to the demons of abuse, eating disorders, bipolar, and psychosis Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-30-04 - Published: 12-30-04
45. Lost Girl reviews
Warnining. Poem by suicidal girl! I'm having a hard time. My voice is dry from screaming. But it seems like no one takes the screams seriously. This poem/story reflects my frustration. PG-13 for suicide and overwhelming despair and fear. Please R an General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,115 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-04 - Published: 12-7-04
46. Fragmented reviews
This is an inner narration of my fragmented thoughts as I try to make it through the day without totally losing it. I already have basically lost it though, as this little monologue demonstrates. PG-13 for manic/psychoticness and cutting, self-mutilatio General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-30-04 - Published: 11-30-04
47. Breathing Poison reviews
a poem reflecting my current state of mind. Dark and depressing PG-13 for depressingness. Please R&R Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-30-04 - Published: 11-30-04
48. Biting the Hurt reviews
This is a poem discusses a young girl's deviation from the standard form of self mutilation, to her own genre. This may contain triggering material. PG-13 for vivid depictions of self mutilations. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-15-04 - Published: 11-15-04
49. Safety Net reviews
A poem reflecting immense hurt and pain, the kind that numbs you and terrifies you, a refreshing change from my other works though. This one actually has an ending. PG-13 for depressing content Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-15-04 - Published: 10-15-04
50. Lie To Me reviews
This poem was inspired by a website house-of-sins.com It's documenting the downward spiral of my life. PG-13 for talk of eating disorders and another not fun subjects like cutting Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04
51. Fading Away reviews
This is a poem i wrote right before i attempted suicide. It's another dark depressing, and otherwise fun, work of mine. PG-13 for thoughts of suicide and general sadness Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-30-04 - Published: 8-30-04
52. Save Me reviews
i have a strange obsession with death, suicide, and other happy, productive subjects. Rated PG-13 for thoughts of suicide Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-27-04 - Published: 8-27-04 |