John Ferguson

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since	: 07-15-04, id: 425151

Author has written 65 stories for Life, Love, and Fantasy.

Hey all!
How isit going?
Not been on in a long time so for all the reviews that have came while I was gone - Thank you-I 'm grateful.
Soon i shall return teh favour.
When It comes to me basically, I'm 18 years of age and I'm curently at university studying to become a teacher. :)
My poetry focuses upon events in my life and their effects on me and really it's a means of me dealing with any problems I have.
Hope you enjoy it and i'll try add some more soon
J xx

Stories Authored: (65) . Favorite Authors: (5) . Favorite Stories: (7) . C2 Communities (0) .

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1. Broken world reviews
How i feel at the moment
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-08 - Published: 8-8-08

2. Blue eyes reviews
Something a little different from myself - its all about disillusionment
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-08 - Published: 7-15-08

3. John Paul reviews
Basically me and the angsty love situation a good few months back - decided now i'm past it thats its ok to upload
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-08 - Published: 7-15-08

4. My one true love reviews
Written whilst i was still in love
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-11-07 - Published: 1-11-07

5. Broken reviews
A reflection on my breakdown a while back
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-06 - Published: 7-12-06

6. Sucide note reviews
A poem i wrote a very long time ago but only now feel secure enough to post
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-10-06 - Published: 6-10-06

7. Paler shades of grey reviews
Kind of disjointed thoughts on how i feel at this exact moment in time. Suppose it's about feeling lost and trying to find a palce in life
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-10-06 - Published: 6-10-06

8. Eternally a fool! reviews
About meeting yet another palyer and being foolish enough to fal for them
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-6-06 - Published: 2-6-06

9. Without you reviews
In dedication to Ross and what we had
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-6-06 - Published: 2-6-06

10. Hiding the hurt reviews
About missing a certain someone
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-12-05 - Published: 10-12-05

11. That special someone
It's about the desire to find that special soemone.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-12-05 - Published: 10-12-05

12. Let me reviews
About being abused and wishing for someone who can offer love
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-19-05 - Published: 6-19-05

13. Tragic loss reviews
I tried to do something a little different a while back...have a look
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-19-05 - Published: 6-19-05

14. Unsent letter reviews
A poem addressed to a lost love
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-19-05 - Published: 6-19-05

15. The final scene reviews
About being swallowed by depression
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-19-05 - Published: 6-19-05

16. The whisper reviews
It's about that little voice which brings about the cutting
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-17-05 - Published: 5-17-05

17. Playing with me reviews
It's about being played about and then being broken by someone
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-17-05 - Published: 5-17-05

18. Puppet reviews
It's basically about being controled
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-17-05 - Published: 5-17-05

19. Unsuspected love
A development of a feeling from the past
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05

20. Loving You
It's about what i went through trying to find tha dillusion known as love and likely what most go yhrough
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05

21. Faded
I wrote this and I'm not sure i completely understand why or what it's about
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05

22. Pale reviews
It's kind of how things are for me at the moment...a pale imitation
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-12-05 - Published: 5-12-05

23. Torn reviews
A poem about how 1 choice can change everything
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05

24. The cut reviews
It's about cutting in a desperate attempt just to feel something...to feel alive if only for a few seconds
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05

25. Over You
Again a poem wrote ages ago...It's about moving on from a lost love
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05

26. Misery reviews
The heartache after a breakup
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05

27. Is this Depression
A poem i wrote ages ago symbolising the concept of depression
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05

28. Failure
Feelings of failure brought by a forced image of perfection
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05

29. Eden reviews
It's how i feel today...It's kind of confusion and depression
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05

30. Tension reviews
The return of anger and depression
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-17-05 - Published: 3-17-05

31. The end reviews
Just the feeling of being alone until the end
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-15-05 - Published: 3-15-05

32. Peccimism reviews
Just how i feel at the moment
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-13-05 - Published: 3-13-05

33. Love's Blossom reviews
A reminder of what a certain someone did to me
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-13-05 - Published: 3-13-05

34. Nightmares reviews
About the Good always turning bad
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-12-05 - Published: 3-12-05

35. Trophy Son reviews
About having to be perfect
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-10-05 - Published: 3-10-05

36. Alone reviews
More on the lost love
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-5-05 - Published: 3-5-05

37. Shadow reviews
A poem about the loss of someone special
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-5-05 - Published: 3-5-05

38. Love reviews
A poem about losing a lover
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-5-05 - Published: 3-5-05

39. Helpless reviews
More on the Angsty love of mines
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-21-05 - Published: 2-21-05

40. Hidden faces reviews
About a friend of mines and the different sides i see to them
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-21-05 - Published: 2-21-05

41. Dark pastBright future reviews
A poem i constructed for a friend of mines a while back, just found it again
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-21-05 - Published: 2-21-05

42. In my mind reviews
An idea of whats going on inside my head at the moment
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

43. Empty reviews
feeling so empty inside so i decided to write about it
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

44. Decisions
Something i may still work on, about the fear of opening up
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05

45. The Final Storm reviews
The world is on the brink of destruction and it's an all out battle for survival across the realms
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,446 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-10-05 - Published: 2-10-05

46. Longing for love reviews
a poem about feeling the need for love
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-6-04 - Published: 11-6-04

47. Story of my lifelove's lost refrain reviews
A poem about my failed relationships
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-6-04 - Published: 11-6-04

48. payback reviews
About my foul temper!
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04

49. Hopeful Bliss reviews
a poem i wrote for a certain sum1 whom i fell in love with after a night of dancin under the moon with them held tight in my arms.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-1-04 - Published: 8-1-04

50. Wounded reviews
About slitting my wrists (which i hav never done)
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

51. withering away reviews
About dying without the love of another
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

52. Shattered spirit reviews
About becoming lost due 2 falsehoods u have created...no longer knowing your true self
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

53. Self pity reviews
About pittying myself giving up
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

54. Release me reviews
About a ghostly persona whom is loosing his existance on earth because the 1 he loved seems to be forgetting him
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

55. My love reviews
About the love i once felt 4 sum1
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

56. My fucked up little lie reviews
About holding false images and being scitsofrenic (if tahts how u speel it)
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

57. Love for a best Friend reviews
It's about how i feel towards a particular friend of mine
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

58. Let it end reviews
A poem about the inability to keep up false pretences and teh need 4 love
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

59. Hurtful truth reviews
A poem about disillusionment
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

60. Hatred reviews
A poem reflection the consumption of hatered
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

61. Fading away reviews
A poem about feeling lost in life and the feeling of isolation
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

62. death reviews
A poem about suicide
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

63. Deadly move reviews
It's about the hatred the actions of others can create
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

64. Darkness reviews
A poem i wrote after i was refused the right 2 grans funeral
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

65. Breaking free reviews
This is a poem i wrote about me breaking free from the societys views and pressures- It's short but i like it
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 7-15-04

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