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since: 07-17-04, id: 425541, Profile Updated: 06-06-08
country: Canada
Author has written 270 stories for Life, Love, Politics, War, Friendship, General, Family, and Nature.

i'm twenty five years old, have a couple of my poems published (the stain, love?, sleep sweet angel, the chosen ones), I like to write short stories, and essays as well as poetry (though i'm only posting poetry currently) i have some fanfic on fanfiction.net under the same penname

i write as an escape, and as a way of commenting on the world around me, my poetry tends to be my way of healing from hard experiences in my life, some of it is more recent stuff, and a lot is older stuff i've finally had the courage to share, the oldest pieces are from when i was about sixteen, and they go from there in no real order

here are some things that may need clarification as you read

Bad Girl Stuff
there is a lot of stuff on "my bad girls moment" i really have dealt with the repercussions of it, but it's just easy to write about, about the boy, he was my "casual flirt", i was not in love with him he was not in love with me, he told me he wasn't dating anyone at the time, he's married now and i haven't talked to him in about a year, i think that's all you'd need to know

Politics
on ones about he middle east on learning, i am talking about the human need for a quest for knowledge, NOT imposing western beliefs, all people need to taught everything they know (you don't just know something, you have to learn it), what i am trying to say is that these people need to learn from their own people about freedom, their religion, not from dictators and governments, just as we in the west had to learn our beliefs from our philosopher peers. hope that makes sense,
i try to get this learning idea across in many of my history pieces too, you cannot know what you've never been taught.

i am very much left leaning in my beliefs, i tend to be a bit of a hippie, and call myself a pacifist anarchist, i read a lot of books on politics, and i am enamored with history. oddly enough when i write about history i have a slight more conservative view of it then when talking about the current state of affairs. i think that may clarify some stuff on that topic

History
i've been writing quiet a few history peices of late that tend to be date themselves around world war two, the holocaust, the soldiers, as well as just questioning lessons from the past which we are just not learning, they are rather different, i think from my poltical peices because they are not so obviously left leaning, i really think i like them so i'll keep it up

Suicide
anything about my friend who killed himself is about a young man i knew named jason, he was the bassist for a local band, but i saw him so much i still consider him a friend, he was thirty when he decided to take his life by jumping out his window, these are older pieces, he died in october of 2001, but thank you all the same to anyone who has offered a shoulder to cry on, it is appreciated, if you want someone to talk to i'll listen just email me
anything sounding suicidal is just old teen angst, i don’t feel that way any more

The Breakup
what can i say about those? well it was a dark time in my life having had one of the most meaningful relationships and friendships ripped right out from under me, a lot of it is lamenting, but i do have some i've healed up pieces in the works, they have some artistic merit but they were my therapy more then anything else, thank you to anyone who stuck with me through those cause, yeah

Depression, Darkness, Alone
a lot of that stuff is just old teen angst, that sometimes needs a way out. i was also diagnosed with clinical depression and battled that for well over two years. i have my life much more in order now, but that stuff helped me heal so that’s why it’s here. i tend to only write when i’m down so i might come off as the most unhappy person in the world, i’m not. i’m just cursed with being able to write my emotions well, and i do it a lot. my name might mean “sorrowful one” but there are lots of great times in my life i promise!

i am working on some getting over depression type peices, i'm sorry if they seem repatative but i really like them as a way of showing other people that there is some light. they're still somewhat angsty but tend to have more hope in them

Sappy Love Poems
These are dedicated to my ex, as an bleep you, baby! those are few and far between and trust me dustytiger is NEVER writing love poem dribble again! the angsty or world view stuff i usually write is SO much better anyway!

i really hope you like what i've decided to share, it's taken me a long time let me stuff into the world, but i can accept constructive criticism...

despite the fact i still write up a storm i tend not to post stuff up here as often as i once did, mostly cause i'm slacking off at returning reviews hardcore, and i know karma is gonna come a kick my butt; that and this whole growing up thing adds more and more responsiblites, work, a niece and two nephews i like to spend time with, and just different priorties, eventually i'll get around to posting stuff, thank you to everyone who sticks by me, and pokes me occationally on IM to see if i'm still alive!

hopefully my new stuff is starting to show my growth as both a writer and as a person in general, i feel that it shows that it's about time i stop being angst just for the sake of it! hopefully this time it won't take me a year between posts i have so much stuff collected!

i know how hard it is for me to share my work sometimes, which is why i tend to put "thank you for sharing" at the end of most of my reviews, i do mean it from the bottom of my heart, it takes a lot of courage to share your heart and soul with the world, i know it's a little like a form letter but there's no way of varying the sentiment

if you review my stuff i'll try and review yours ;)
i've been slacking on this of late i promise i will get back into the swing on things

hugz and kissez to anyone who has reviewed and/or liked my work the kind words keep me going
-trista


1. Preaching Propaganda reviews
this is an early attempt at rhyming in the political genre it's got some interesting themes hope you like it
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-27-08 - Complete
2. Naked reviews
Likely inspired by the song "breathe" about exposing yourself through your art, pls r&r?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-08 - Complete
3. Jump or Run reviews
shall i jump or run, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-19-07 - Complete
4. Heroes are Human too reviews
i saw an ad which ended with the line heroes are human too and it inspired me to write this, hope you like it, pls take a moment to review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-17-07 - Complete
5. Keeper of the Light reviews
shine a light to guide a path, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-20-07 - Complete
6. End of Earth reviews
it's the end of the world and we're all invited, and enviornmental peice,read you'll understand, i promise pls take a moment to review
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-23-07 - Complete
7. Gandy reviews
i recently lost my grandfather Gandy and this is what i wrote for him after being told that i was to write something for his funeral, it's a rather personal peice, but i like it reviews welcome
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete
8. Battle Wounds reviews
sometimes battle wounds cannot be seen, espeically when dealing with matters of the mind, pls read and you'll understand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-19-06 - Complete
9. A Queen's Tale reviews
this is a poem of crippling love, wirtten in rhyming verse, i'm really proud of this one so pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-27-06 - Complete
10. Binding Me reviews
it seems i was bound and gagged, about the effects of depression, my longest peice to date, but i swar it's worth the time ;)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 526 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-4-06
11. Boom! reviews
boom! and the war begins, bodies fall around, this is war/poltics pls r&r i'm rather proud of it
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-31-06
12. The Time Has Come reviews
the time has come to make some hard choices just me figuring stuff out pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-31-06
13. To reviews
to be the hero, this one is about heroes, prolly firefighters, the format is off, but it's still good pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-31-06
14. Their Smiles reviews
this one is about my neice and nephew, how can they not cheer me up when they giggle at me shaking a carton of soy milk? it's short and sweet pls r&r
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-30-06
15. This, I Fear reviews
this, i fear has consumed me whole, an old depression peice, i think pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-30-06
16. Spin 'Round reviews
spin 'round, spin 'round until you can forget, uh it makes more sense when you read it, i promise pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-30-06
17. Verbal Therapy reviews
these words i write are my therapy, pls r&r you'll understand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-29-06
18. Truth Serum reviews
i'm not sure who this is about, but it's about drinking to forget your problems pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-29-06
19. There was a Time reviews
there was a time i wanted him back, but the time has come and gone, pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-22-06
20. My Mountain reviews
some see it as a molehill but this is my mountain, i wrote it when i had get rid of my cats cause my dad was allergic, but is about hiding depresion, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-21-06
21. We Never Did reviews
we never did communicate very well, a wow was i in a haze back then peice i hope you you like it!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-20-06
22. TwentyTwo reviews
cought in a catch called twenty-two at twenty-two (written last year) i like this piece i'm not sure why
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-19-06
23. The Hand Holding You Down reviews
"sometimes the hand you hold is that hand that holds you down" -everclear this quote ispired this peice i like it pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-19-06
24. Trapped reviews
trapped in your own head is not a place to live, it's about depression but reflective pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-18-06
25. TickTickTick reviews
this one is a history piece, about how time ticks away, i think ppl will like it if they read so please r&r
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-18-06
26. The Only Star reviews
sometimes, the only star you want is the one you can't have, i'm not sure why exactly but i like this one a lot, hope you do too! pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-9-06
27. Every Stroke reviews
just a short peice about writting, the last line is awkward but i can't get it right, help would be kindly accepted pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-9-06
28. Clouded reviews
clouded by depression is a hard place to think you're in love, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-9-06
29. Faces reviews
look at the faces of history, look at faces now, is it different? pls r&r
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-8-06
30. Challange Me reviews
it would seem i'm in need of challange for myself, and also with wording of my poems pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-8-06
31. Forgive and Forget reviews
i'm sure someone has told you before to forgive and forget, my look at this old saying in a philosophical kind of way pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-8-06
32. Falsities reviews
sometimes love is false pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-7-06
33. Anew reviews
it's time to start anew... i like the way this one turned out pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-6-06
34. Ask me How reviews
ask me how, and i shall tell a tale, this is about dealing with the concequences of actions pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-3-06
35. Freedom Fought reviews
is our world what world war wante when they fought in the wars? pls r&r
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-3-06
36. Free Bird reviews
i want to fly free, but first i need to write the words, this one might seem off, but i like it that i think it works pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-28-06
37. Believe reviews
this one is about my depression, and people who just didn't see that i was sick pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-22-06
38. Bade Farewell reviews
it was one year since the breakup and this came out, it's not lementing it's a power kind of thing read and you'll understand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-21-06
39. Apologies Upon Deaf Ears reviews
often times the person who needs to hear your appology is the one who will never listen, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-2-06
40. Escape reviews
sometimes the quick fix won't allowed you to escape, this was inspired by a co-worker of mine who was in a pretty tough place
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-16-06
41. Bound and Gagged reviews
this is a piece i wrote recently, it shows my growth, just read it you might be surprised, it's really more anti-love, i think
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-13-06
42. Evil Girl reviews
just a piece i came across, it's old dating back to that bad girl stuff, something i wish the "other girl" would see an unerstand, short, sweet to the point, you'll get if you've been there
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-12-06
43. The Hero reviews
what is a hero, when you begin to look you'll find questions, read and you'll see
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-12-06
44. Peace reviews
wow the peacenick doing a piece called "peace" which is not about peace, yikes, it's a dealing with your porblems peice, read you may enjoy it!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-12-06
45. My Lie reviews
this one actually rhymes, one of a very few in my repatoire, written after the breakup, but it doesn't need to be about that, read and you'll see
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-11-06
46. War reviews
my thoughts on wars past, relating to my beleifs of the present
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-11-06
47. My Wish reviews
i think this one falls into my "fairy tales" peices, it was written last year, after i realised that i had gotten a frog, and i still need a prince, read it you'll understand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-11-06
48. Girl Run for Your Life reviews
the title of this comes from a bif naked song called "i died" which i was listening to right before my ex showed up last year to return my stuff, i think it ca be rleated to other things
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-11-06
49. Innocent World reviews
i wrote this while deep in depression, and pretty much everything had gone wrong
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-11-06
50. Hero reviews
This is supposed to be a Holocaust peice but can be applied to a lot of wars or even nine eleven, hope you like pls r&r
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-2-06
51. Promised Confessions reviews
sometimes love falls away when all you needed was those stupid love spewed confession
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 8-31-05
52. New Feelings reviews
this one is about a new feeling, not really auntobiographical, it's for a friend happy birthday have a great one girl! pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-25-05
53. The Chosen Ones reviews
this is a very spritual piece about holcaust surviors, it is also going to be the submission for contest so all help would be appricated
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-27-05
54. Silly Boy, Silly Girl reviews
another one dedicated to my ex, yup if writing bunk like this is the defination of treating a person like poo well then i'm guility, it's a sappy love poem, not my usual thing but i'm sure someone might find it cute r&r pls?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-26-05
55. Stupid Things reviews
this one was supposed to be a valday thing for my ex, but a few days before he broke up with me, he never appricated it, but i'm sure someone out there could while thinking of thier hunnies! pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-24-05
56. Castles reviews
this one was written after i found out my sis was pregnant, it's basically about wanting to go back to how it was but realising it is someone elses time for innocence, read it you'll understand review and i'l be overjoyed!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-24-05
57. Unsettled reviews
written for my now ex a few months back when i proposed to him and he looked at me like a dear caught in the headlights (perhaps i shoulda seen the writing on the wall woulda saved me the xmas hassle) anywho, pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-21-05
58. Apology of Sorts reviews
this one is for some people from my past who proved a point in thier response to this peice, it's about not wanting to be a person's friend when they don't realise a tragedy you've been thru and doing a bad job toellerting them when you do see 'em... read
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-21-05
59. Mon Chou reviews
this is an eglish peice with a french title, rated for a mature theme, one of my few non-autobiographical peices, i really need to share this, i hope no one is offended by this, if you would pls r&r i'd appriceite it
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-21-05
60. Oh Child reviews
this one is about a family friend who is half my age and the same wieght as me, she's had a rough life, but she has such a pretty face and soul i had to write about her, i hope lotsa of ppl are inspired by this, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-6-05
61. Good to Bad reviews
just a short peice stating the obvious when love goes south, it's not a bad peice so pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-6-05
62. When? reviews
i'm not even sure who this is directed at, possible my ex or some old friends, i'm really not sure that's why i shouldn't drink and write haha, anyway it's short so pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-6-05
63. Healing reviews
this one is about starting to feel better after being diagonosed with clinical depression, pls just r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-6-05
64. False reviews
this is another breakup piece, written after a night of dancing and drinking when i was starting to feel better, this summary sux but the piece hopefully doesn't, pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-6-05
65. Damsel in Distress reviews
another dealing with it break up piece, using knights and damsels in distress to deal with my frustration, anyhwo i hope you like pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-05
66. Missed Me reviews
another dealing with it break up peice, and getting over depression peice as well, about finding my strength again, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-6-05
67. Slaying Demons reviews
just a "dealing" kind of breakup peice, about putting everything and everyone in their place pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-5-05
68. Call me Doll reviews
rated for what i think are obvious refrences, this one is about the "cover girl" or "barbie" image, and how really fake it is, i hope it makes sence, pls r&r?
Poetry: Politics - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-5-05
69. Happy Pills reviews
this is actually a fairly short peice with a long author's note, it's about treating my depression, i really hope you read it cause it was really hard for me to chose to post it... so pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-3-05
70. Drink reviews
rated for referance to something you should be legal age to do, anyway this was written after going out one night, and cleaned up to make sence when sober, pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-3-05
71. bleep you, bleep me reviews
this one is rated for f-bombs, please be advised, it's a break up piece to show someone that i have moved on and am dealing with my hearache, if you dont' mind cursing pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-3-05
72. Exchanged Hearts reviews
ths one is about the bearkup, and just about getting your heart retunred in pieces, it makes more sence if you read it ;) so please r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-3-05
73. He reviews
written to my ex tho he'll deny it till his dieing day, it's a dealing with it kind of peice so pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-2-05
74. I Hate You reviews
this one is to some people i thought were my friends back in the day and when the test came they proved they were not friends at all, and i hate them for it, pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-2-05
75. Pleasantries reviews
this one is not to my ex, tho it could totally be seen as such, it's to some old friend's from high school who were totally blind to the fact i was griving for my friend my last semester, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-1-05
76. Lowest Low reviews
just an angry rant at my ex, and he think i'm no further forward then i was in februry ha! see for yourself, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-31-05
77. Things I'll Never Know reviews
this is an old one, and one of the last that i wrote about my friend's suicide, it's really short, cause a lot of the big issues were dealt with in other peices, well r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-05
78. Smile Through the Tears reviews
just a short little older peice about pretending to be happy, pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-31-05
79. One More Moment reviews
this one's about when my friend killed himself a few years ago, a kind of "what if.." kind of reflection, it's short, but i like it that way, r&r pls?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-05
80. This Mask reviews
an old one about hiding your real feelings, it's really short but i think it works pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-30-05
81. The End reviews
another old one dealing with my friend's death, i don't think it's exactly right, but i like the ideas in it, any suggestions would help, pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-27-05
82. This Feeling reviews
this one was probably written while i was dealing with my friend's suicide, but it can relate to any kind of emotional pain that shocks you to the core, it's short but i like it that way r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-25-05
83. No Answers reviews
another older piece written for my friend who killed himself, can relate to a few things, it's short but i like it the way it is r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-19-05
84. No Regrets reviews
just a short little peice about living life with no regrets... it's short pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-18-05
85. Take the Plunge reviews
this was written about my now ex before we started dating, i promise it's nothing mushy, it's just a convo i had with myself, and i think everyone has about many things before... pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-18-05
86. Two Peopole reviews
this is an old one about not being myself all the time, it's short sor r&r pls?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-17-05
87. Open Your Soul reviews
this is an older peice written before a friend's blog gave me the courage to start sharing my work, i really hope you like and i hope it helps other butting writters, r&r pls?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-17-05
88. So Much reviews
another one written for my friend who killed himself, just looking for answers, but it could fit for so many other things... r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-17-05
89. Time Marching On reviews
this one is about time and how it just keeps goiing, written sometime after high school, r & r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-16-05
90. The Kick I Needed reviews
this was something i wrote the first night i stayed at my friend's house instead of my ex's, i was having a really bad day that day, and this is what came of it... r&r pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-14-05
91. More then You've Got reviews
deep clinical depression and breakups make for a angst ridden mix, i've moved past this, but felt the need to share all the same r&r pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-11-05
92. Missing reviews
ever lost something? then look everywhere only to find it gone? if you have pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 4-12-05
93. Candle Lighter reviews
the title has meaning tot he person this was written for, my friend jason who killed himself a few years ago, the peice it's self is actually about his light being extinqushed, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 4-12-05
94. Chaos reviews
choas sourrounds life and the world... an old peice, could be political or life reflective r&r to decide for yourself!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-12-05
95. Always be There reviews
not the best title, this is an old one probably about my firend's death, but it can be related to so many things, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-12-05
96. Hidden Truth reviews
this one is an older one, i'm not sure who i wrote it for, but i really like it so pls be kind if you r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-12-05
97. Battle Alone reviews
written the first time i went out after the breakup, very depressed and sad, just r&r pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-12-05
98. Magically Disappear reviews
this one was written from my friend who killed himself a few years ago, after i watched a kid's movie where the "dead" character came back to life, but he's really gone, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-12-05
99. Explanation reviews
break up piece one million and one, just looking for answers and not getting them, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-12-05
100. Labyrinth reviews
this is an older peice, i'm glad i came across it, i like it a lot, and this who i am trying to grow past, but i just keep getting knocked down for it, anywho pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-12-05
101. Childish Game reviews
another break up piece, it's how i'm dealing with all the emotions, he kept saying i was being childish, yes cause he's so grown up, anywho r&r and i'll return the favour
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-12-05
102. Just a Girl reviews
sometimes i'm forced to be reminded that i'm just a girl, if you've ever been pushed down you'll know what i mean, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-12-05
103. Me, Me, Me reviews
the flow on this is wonky, but it's a good peice, it's another breakup piece for the person who will never read nor understand, but i'd love to hear what other think, r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-12-05
104. Airbrush Me reviews
a friend told me had learned how to airbrush pictures, i thought what a useless skill, till i started thinking about it, just read it and you'll understand, r&r pls?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-12-05
105. Big Sister reviews
this about my sister, but i think a lot of sibs would be able to relate to this one, it's one of my personal faves, so pls be kind if you r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-11-05
106. Once reviews
this is about my sister, looking back on how we once were, just r&r pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-11-05
107. When not If reviews
we always said when not it... short and to the point pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-7-05
108. Two Months reviews
break up one million and one, read you might underestand, review if you do
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-7-05
109. Just Stop reviews
another one for the person who will never read nor understand, it's a breakup piece, but can be applied to friendship, even family stuff, r&r pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-7-05
110. Shoulda Listened reviews
another breakup peice, short and to the point, depression peice too, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-6-05
111. Please Fight reviews
just a mellow dramatic, breakup piece, it's not terrible really, pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-6-05
112. Set it Free reviews
another fresh heartbreak peice... pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-6-05
113. Thrown Away reviews
just another breakup peice, asking lotsa questions, not my best but if someone actually looks i'd like him to read and understand, anyway, r&r pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-5-05
114. These Words reviews
if these words could fix it all i'd say them till the end of time, another breakup piece (i swear i'm getting to the end) pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-5-05
115. Only One Side reviews
there's always two sides to a story, this is mine, and the other half is unknown to me... a break up piece, pls r&r to understand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-4-05
116. Riddles and Circles reviews
another breakup peice, not my best, but i really like it and hope "someone" will read and understand pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-4-05
117. Not Worth it reviews
just another break up peice, more depressed then i acutally am right now, r&r pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-2-05
118. Things I Never Said reviews
written as soon as i got a notepad the day of the breakup, anyone who's been through it can probably understand this, pls r&r i'll return the favour!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-30-05
119. Understand reviews
for someone who will never read nor understand, about my ex, another bit on doing the impossible for no good reason, uh sucky summary much? pls r&r to undertand better
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-28-05
120. The Demon With my Face reviews
a depressed peice about facing your demons
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-28-05
121. Unfair reviews
life is unfair, all's fair in love and war... another breakup peice, not sure what else to say, the peice is better then the summary, pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-19-05
122. You Were Right reviews
i'm not listening, not listening still, it'll make more sence if you r&r, i promise!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-17-05
123. Why do I? reviews
a very angsty, angery peice, about wanting someone to help me for a change, rated for language, pls &r
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 3-17-05
124. Darkness reviews
the darkness, is where the big d and little d depression collide, uh, read and you'll understand, i promise, i know it's long (my longest peice thus far) but pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-16-05
125. Muse reviews
gneral huh? uh it's about writing, it's uber short just r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-16-05
126. It Wasn't reviews
this one was written as soon as i got a notbeook after my breakup, it's not my best work but i hope he'll read it and try and understand my pain, just r&r it's short
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-16-05
127. More Second Chances reviews
as the title suggests, asking for a second chance (quasi-companion peice to second chances) pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-16-05
128. Second Chances reviews
as the title says about wanting a second chance, (quasi-companion peice to more second chances) pls r&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-16-05
129. Not Safe reviews
about losing my safe place, it's better then my summary, i promise, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-16-05
130. Impossible reviews
a plea for the impossible for someone who just doesn't have it in him, he will never read nor understand, pls r&r anyway
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-15-05
131. I Need to Sleep reviews
just a sleepy confession to someone who will never read nor understand, i'm not sure i like the end, tell me what you think pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-15-05
132. I'm Worried reviews
a rather mellow dramatic piece about being worried about someone who just needs space, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-15-05
133. It's Lost reviews
another breakup piece, not my best, but still want to share, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-15-05
134. I've Never reviews
a very depressed peice, about how i feel when i'm really down, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-15-05
135. Impossibilities reviews
just one of the many stages of working thru somethng, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-14-05
136. It's Gone reviews
another breakup peice, i swear i'm dealing with it! pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-14-05
137. Lost it all reviews
another breakup piece, explaining why i think it was all lost, sucking a summaries of late, pls r&r anyway!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-14-05
138. Motivation reviews
this one is another one about the breakup, about some things that were done and said, trying to explain why, just r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-05
139. J'ai Ratter ma Chance reviews
this is ENGLISH there are some french lines, which mainly mean i missed my chance, just like the flow of the french better, this is my longest peice, don't be intimidated pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 493 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-11-05
140. I'm Sorry reviews
just saying sorry, and wanting to make things right when it's too late, makes more sence when you read it, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-11-05
141. I Changed reviews
a slightly less angery piece then "changed" dedicated to the same person, about why i changed, uh i'm really sucking with summaries today, just r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-11-05
142. Forever Already reviews
to someone who will never read nor undestand, again dealing with the breakup, pls &r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-11-05
143. If it Was reviews
just another broken heart piece to someone who will never read nor understand, not my best work but it's not that bad, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-11-05
144. How did it all Change? reviews
just a peice about lementing, growing from this, really, i am, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-10-05
145. Heads in the Sand reviews
to someone who will never read nor understand, we stuck our heads in the sand, now it's over.. just r&r i can't explain it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-10-05
146. Changed! reviews
a very angery rant about chaning yourself cause you love someone and them inturn hating you for it, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-10-05
147. Fish in the Sea reviews
just my spin on people telling me "there are more fish in the sea" pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-10-05
148. Forgiving reviews
i tried forgivness and remebered why i don't do it, to someone who will never read nor understand, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-10-05
149. Finding Me reviews
something within has changed and i'm trying to find the old me in vain, pls & r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-10-05
150. I Know it's Over reviews
tho i know it, i just want to try again, but it's impossibe cause he'll never understand, pls r &r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-9-05
151. Atlas' Burden reviews
this one is about asking someone to shoulder a burden which you have tried to shoulder for them, uh, the peice makes more sence i promise, pls r & r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-9-05
152. All the Pain reviews
a sad peice about wanting to help take someone else's pain away, pls r & r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-9-05
153. I Don't reviews
i don't love myself anymore, a peice about the depth of my depression currently, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-8-05
154. How Will it Feel? reviews
another angery piece dedicated to someone who will never read nor understand, it's another angery piece, and is on the mellow dramatic side, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-05
155. Better? reviews
rated for language, he said it would be better this way, but it's much worse, but he'll never see this nor understand what i'm writing, a VERY angry peice, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-8-05
156. Everything Changed reviews
another old one about my friend's sucide, about the change in my life, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-7-05
157. Suicide reviews
this an older one about my friend's sucide, the format of this one is a little odd, but i think it's how it works best pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-7-05
158. Starting to Heal reviews
this is another old one dedicated to a friend who killed himself, about, like the title says starting to heal from the pain of losing him
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-7-05
159. Life Answers? reviews
this is philosophical piece really, kind of contemplationg the answer to life with questions more then answers and deep thoughts
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-27-05
160. This Dim Light reviews
this is another older one, about how i feel like i go unoticed while i can't stop remembering old friends, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-27-05
161. Stabbed in the Back reviews
this is an old one, and not one of my best peice, it's about a friend hurting you, not sure what friend this one was about, but i think it's got a message so pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-27-05
162. Why? Why? Why? reviews
this one is another old one about my friend's suicide, asking, of course why? cause it's an answer that will never be known, but you can't help but wonder, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-24-05
163. The Demon reviews
this is another older piece, it was written back when we were having some family issues, it was meant for my parents about my sis, but it can work for more then that situation, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-24-05
164. The Shadow reviews
this one is an old one about how i was feeling like i was in the shadow of someone else, there's only one person i play the role too now, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-24-05
165. The Fight reviews
this is an old one, i've changed to fit what i'm feeling now, cause i have no clue who or what it was orginally about but the theme works for my ex, hope he read and understands, can relate to many situations pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-24-05
166. The Gated Wall reviews
this an old, uber-angst peice, about how i tend to keep my thoughts locked in my own mind, i think a lot of people can realte, pls r & r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-22-05
167. Questions Unanswered reviews
this is a piece about how i think i'd feel if i was in a war, it's somewhat random, but i think it works for the peice, tell me what you think
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-21-05
168. Somehow we Missed it reviews
this is an older one, and was written about i have no idea what, but has got me thru many tough times in my life, it's rather repetive alomst like a song, but i think it works the way it's written, pls r &r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-20-05
169. In This World reviews
this one is another older one that i've revamped, it's about how we are indefferant to the suffereing of the world around us
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-20-05
170. Past Prejudices reviews
this one is fairly new, i've just revamped it, given it a more acurate title, this is a peice comparing recent history to what's going on in the world today, trying to show that it's really not the different, pls r & r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-20-05
171. Suicidal Confession reviews
this is an old peice, very teen angst, about how i was once in a place where i thought i might kill myself, this is a very personal peice, and i am sharing in hope that somoeone who feels the same now may see you can grow from those thoughts, pls r &r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-19-05
172. The Dark Place reviews
this is older one the a i recently revamped, about either the dark place deep inside or the way the world is going depending on how you feel, pls r & r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-19-05
173. Real Life reviews
this one is about my friend who killed himself a couple of years ago, i came up with it after watching a movie where the dead character came back in the end, and wasn't really dead, but life is not like that, my friend is still dead pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-17-05
174. My Peace reviews
this one was written after my friend's funaral a couple years ago, pls r & r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-17-05
175. Dancing About the Truth reviews
this one is another one dealing with my recent break up, written the day i found out about it, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-16-05
176. My Locket reviews
this is written about a locket my ex gave me, and might be a symbol of second chance, anyone who's had something dear to them from a loved one will understand this one, i hope the person it's written for will read and understand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-13-05
177. Life Passing By reviews
this one is an older one about keeping my distance from people so i could not be hurt, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-11-05
178. How Dare You! reviews
this is a very angery peice dedicted to a certain someone who may never see this nor understand how i feel, i think a lot of people will relate to this, so pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-11-05
179. Ray of Hope reviews
not my best work, but it relates to so many situations i had to share, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-05
180. Paper to Pen reviews
this one probably wirtten dealing with my friend's death, but can be related to so much more, it's about trying to get feelings down on paper and not feeling like you can
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-10-05
181. If It's You reviews
this one is another one to the person who shall remain namless that i hope is reading these; basically about the old break up line "it's not you it's me"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-10-05
182. My Tragedy reviews
this one is another one written for my friend who killed himself, he died about a month after 9/11 and this one is about comparing what i dealt with because of that tragedy chaning the world,, and how losing my friend changed my world completly
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-10-05
183. Smells of Spring reviews
we had our usual february thaw in o-town this past week, and it made me remeber spring is on the way, but this peice is really more a metaphor written for someone who will never read nor understand it's symbolism, please tell me what you think!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-10-05
184. Never Forget, Never Again reviews
this one is one of my anti-war peices, it's not the best i've ever written but it serves its purpose, pls r & r
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-10-05
185. Sisters reviews
we may have our differences but we're all sisters, right? pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-9-05
186. Secrets reviews
this one is about how people like to come to me with their secrets cause i keep them, and my own locked very far away, since the person i need to see it will never read it pls tell me what 'ya think (another older one)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-9-05
187. Sence of Closure reviews
this was written a few months after my friend died, dealing with the sence of closure i was starting to feel, but can be related to any situation in life where you'd lost someting, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-9-05
188. More Questions reviews
this is another one that deals with my firend's suicide a few years ago now, just basically begging for answers that will never be found, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-8-05
189. Life and Trust reviews
this is an old one, from when my mind was very cluttered with bad thoughts, and i wrote this to make them go away, dealing with wanting to live and to trust (a very prominant theme in my older works)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-8-05
190. Learn to Trust reviews
a confused little rant about wanting to trust, it's old, but right now i wish i hadn't learned how to trust anyone, it's not great but it's not that bad, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-8-05
191. I miss you, my friend reviews
this one is dedicated to my friend who killed himself, not just about him, it's very personal, but i thik a lot of people will have felt the same thing, so pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-8-05
192. Life Fragile, Short reviews
another one dealing with my friend sucide, so it's old, it's really short and not the best peice i've written pls r&r anyway
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-7-05
193. I am Alone reviews
this is another older one, written probably after a fright with a friend, but it applies to what i'm feeling now, and what i think a lot of us have felt at some point or another, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-7-05
194. How reviews
written shortly after i found out my friend had killed himself, a little confused, but not bad and gets the feelings out really well, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-7-05
195. Caution, Fragile reviews
ponderings of the fragility of life after i lost my friend a few years ago, tell me what you think pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-7-05
196. My Hope reviews
this is another really old one, that i'm not sure about why it was orginally written, but it works for so many thnigs i needed to share it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-6-05
197. Midnight Calls reviews
this is really old, written after a friend made a midnight call and froze up, pls r&r
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-6-05
198. Black and White reviews
trying to find black and white in the shades of grey, i think it was wirtten for an ex, it's old just tell me what 'ya think pls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-6-05
199. Apologies reviews
this is about making apologises to people you love cause they dont' understand who you are, an older peice, but i think a lot of angst ridden teens will relate, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-6-05
200. More Daggers reviews
a different kind of dagger thru the heart
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-6-05
201. Daggers reviews
this is an old peice, but has a lot of power, it's about being stabbed in the back by someone you called friend, this is a very angery piece, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-6-05
202. Contraditons reviews
put as love cause there's no "after love" catagory, this one is really new, the feelings are fresh, i've never been broken up with before, and trying to deal with that, even posting this is a contraction cause even if he reass it he won't understad it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-5-05
203. Why? reviews
about my friend who killed himself, wondering why and other questions that will never be answered
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-5-05
204. Still be Sad reviews
written a few months after my friend died, and dealing with as the title says, still feeling sad
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-5-05
205. Stop! reviews
prolly written for my friend who killed himself, but it fits for something i'm going thru now, so it can be just about anything, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-5-05
206. Not Supposed to reviews
this is an old one written for a friend who killed himself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-5-05
207. Only Tragedy reviews
it's only a tragedy when it effects you... (written about a friend but could relate to anyone)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-5-05
208. The Feelings reviews
dealing with the depressed feelings that never go away, written for somone who may never read and will never understand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-5-05
209. The Safe Place reviews
i thought i had a safe place, then the depression shattered it, and now it's gone
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-4-05
210. Normality? reviews
this is an old one written a few months after my friend killed himself, about wondering how long it takes the heart to heal
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-3-05
211. Run Away Mouth reviews
ever say something you instantly regret, to a friend or someone you love? this is what this one's about about pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-3-05
212. Maybe Now reviews
maybe now the pain will go away, another peice about my depression
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-2-05
213. Lying Next to him reviews
this is again, about my depression, put under love because it's also about how my hunny seemed to help
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-1-05
214. Happy Ever After reviews
another one about the falicy of fairy tales and the power the dream of your happy ever after has (i know it's happily ever after i just like the flow of happy ever after)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-1-05
215. The Price reviews
what i feel is the price of war a/n desribes the inspiration for this piece
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-1-05
216. My Love reviews
this was written for my hunny, but i think a lot of peopel can relate, so ihope you like it, i don't do the love poems (lord love a duck i'm writting love poems)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-31-05
217. Untitled reviews
i finally broke down and called something "untitled" this was written for my guy while we were fighting, but can prolly be intupreted a few ways
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-31-05
218. Free Me! reviews
this is another peice that deals with my being diagnosed with clinical depression, and not being able to heal myself, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-31-05
219. Alone reviews
sometimes it just seems the best way to deal with it is... alone
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-31-05
220. Good Grils Don't reviews
again rated for alluding to certain things, this is about trying to be a good girl like you've always been told with a bit of a twist, hope it's not scattered pls r&r took me forever to get it right!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 1-30-05
221. Desires reviews
this is, again, about my bad girl moment, it was just something i had write even if his never see it (doesn't go into detail but still a stong pg13 because of theme)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-30-05
222. The Stranger Staring Back reviews
not a stranger because of looks, but because of actions, something i wrote a while back pls tell me what you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-30-05
223. Slipping reviews
do you ever feel like you're losing grip? that's what this is about, similar to "slipping slowly
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-28-05
224. Mon Prince est en Chemin reviews
this is ENGLISH, the title is french because i like the sound of the expression then "my prince is on his way" which is what the title means, and is now self explainitory
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-27-05
225. Dreams reviews
things you can only see when you think of the innocence of young children, who have not been jaded by the boundries of dreaming
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 1-27-05
226. Not My Knight reviews
just a little something i thought up after a fight with my hunny
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-25-05
227. Not that Girl reviews
another one directed at an ex-friend, and about my bad girl moment
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-24-05
228. Say Goodbye reviews
another look at people who just don't seem to want to let go of realationships that hurt
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-24-05
229. Let me Find me reviews
as the title suggested, trying to find your identity
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-6-05
230. Keep Your Prize reviews
keeping someone as a prize because you're afraid he might stray again, if the people this is written for see it they may not like it, but it's a valid view point
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-05
231. Broke My Heart reviews
he broke my heart, but not in the trational sence
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-05
232. Too Little, Too Late reviews
a very angry rant at the people who were not there after a friend killed himself three years ago, written now to help explain my lingering feelings (quiet a lot of swearing hence the rating)
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-4-05
233. Histories Etched in Sands reviews
a metaphorical look at how we seem to be letting the past slip by us (as a society) and a vagure warning about continuing the trend
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-1-05
234. As the past Slips reviews
an almost patriatoic, or at leat remberance day inspired piece about how we seem to be forgetting history, focusing on the world wars compared with today
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-18-04
235. Two to Tango reviews
this will probably never make it to the eyes its written for, but it needs to be out there just the same, strong theme and languge, beware, this is, of course dealing with my bad girl-ness
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-31-04
236. I don't want your pills! reviews
the pills in the are anti-depressents, but the language within is strong for poetry, thus the "R" rating, about dealing with my depression
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-30-04
237. Coming back to me reviews
personifing the depression that doesn't seem to go away
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-30-04
238. The Educated reviews
who's to blame for what they think? author explaination added!
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-30-04
239. Learn to Learn reviews
sometimes in this world we don't realise everything has to taught and leanred, author explaination added
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-30-04
240. Ladies Creed reviews
this is my creed, this should be yours too sisters, it's really kinda fun!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-18-04
241. Unashamed reviews
so i had a bad girl moment, don't we all? wish you would admit to your bad boy moments though
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-18-04
242. Typically female reviews
an angery little rant about being a girl, although i'm not usually like that
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-24-04
243. The World Today reviews
examining the world we live in
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-24-04
244. The Promise reviews
a broken promise can hurt one more then the other
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-24-04
245. The end of the World? reviews
it's not the end of the world to admit it's not working
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-24-04
246. Loss vs Innocence reviews
written after columbine, the title explains the rest
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-24-04
247. Innocence reviews
what is lost in war...
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-24-04
248. Half a world away reviews
do you know what's going on half a world away?
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-24-04
249. Femininity reviews
trying to define what femininity is
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-24-04
250. Differences? reviews
are we really all that different?
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-24-04
251. If it's not reviews
is the terrosit threat really different form the communist threat?
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-22-04
252. Friend or Foe? reviews
when you realise someone you thougtht of as a friend really didn't see you the same way
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-22-04
253. Wannabe Ice Queen reviews
Dealing with a death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-17-04
254. Utopia reviews
why can't there be utopia?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-17-04
255. The White Knight reviews
another look at the world, and the wars
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-17-04
256. The Stain reviews
thinking about the world, the wars at a club one night please tell me what u think!
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-17-04
257. The Flag reviews
what we do in the name of the flag
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-17-04
258. The Burning Light reviews
dealing with the pain of loosing a light
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-17-04
259. Start 'em Young reviews
thinking about the kids these days
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-17-04
260. Sometimes reviews
sometimes the world isn't what it seems
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-17-04
261. Sometimes, I cry reviews
letting someone know that you do have feelings too
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-17-04
262. Slipping Slowly reviews
ever feel like you're slowly losing your grip on your life?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-17-04
263. Sleep Sweet Angel reviews
slightly updated, i'm thinking about entering this in a contest, so tell me if you think it's a good choice, this is about the innocence of being able to dream of a better place pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-17-04
264. Plastic Blonde and Brainless reviews
feminist me got quiet the inspiration out of the beauty myth
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 7-17-04
265. Not interesting reviews
thought of this after the boss at one of my jobs gave a "pep" speech
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-17-04
266. Another World reviews
as the title suggests, thinking about another world
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-17-04
267. Those Girls reviews
i don't regret my not so good girl way of dealing with our realationship
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-17-04
268. Love? reviews
to all the girls who aren't with prince charming
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 7-17-04
269. Forever alone reviews
feeling like the everyone else has long time friends, and you're missing out
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-17-04
270. Fairy Tales reviews
ever feel like the world you're in is not that one imagined?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 7-17-04