Author has written 2 stories for Young Adult.

.me.
        i am not goth. i just wanted to point that out. sure, i did dye my hair black, true, i do wear sharpie pen on my fingernails when my mom's not yelling at me, and yes, i do wear all black, but how does that qualify me as a goth? on a lighter note...
        my favorite book is breathing underwater by alex flinn, who is my favorite author. everything else just seems very irrelevant right now, such as my fav movie, actor, ect.
        i write (poems, stories, songs, whatever the hell i want), read, listen to music, and sleep. that's about it.

.works in progress.
holy (novel)

.completed works.
wake up (one-shot, flash story)

.idols.
        beware: i am obsessed.
billie joe armstrong, chester bennington, kurt cobain, tre cool, alex flinn, joseph hahn, ashton kutcher, amy lee, benji madden, joel madden, marilyn manson, bam margera, billy martin, jonathon ian mathers, marshall mathers III (eminem), alicia moore (pink), michael moore, mike shinoda, bart simpson, steven tyler, deryck whibley.

.music.
        beware: i am obsessed.
aerosmith, atomship, audioslave, beatie boys, black eyed peas, blink 182, bon jovi, bowling for soup, breaking benjamin, cake, chronic future, crossfade, disturbed, earshot, eiffel 65, eminem, evanescence, faith no more, foo fighters, gavin degraw, good charlotte, green day, hawthorne heights, hoobastank, incubus, jimmy eat world, killradio, korn, letter kills, linkin park, lostprophets, marilyn manson, maroon 5, metallica, midtown, modest mouse, alanis morissette, jason mraz, my chemical romance, new found glory, nickleback, nirvana, no doubt, papa roach, pillar, pink, puddle of mudd, red hot chilli peppers, senses fail, shinedown, simple plan, skindred, smash mouth, smile empty soul, snow patrol, soundgarden, staind, steriogram, stone temple pilots, sublime, sum 41, switchfoot, the all-american rejects, the killers, the offspring, the ramones, the used, the vines, this providence, train, trapt, three days grace, three doors down, throwdown, u2, velvet revolver.
        
.media (tv).
        my take on the media. well, it really depends on what kind of media you're talking about. mtv: is stupid. so is mtv2 and vh1, which are basically the same things. they just tell you exactly what to like and who your idols should be. screw them. news: is stupid. they also force one take on things, so you don't know what really happened or anything. it sucks. spongebob: hell ya! spongebob is the shizz-nizz people. my favorite tv show i watch. well, the only tv show i watch, but for that purpose! simpsons: they rock! bart is the coolest guy ever. my role model.

.quotes.
        "Life's a garden, dig it." -Joe Dirt
        "I can't feel the way I did before, don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored." -Linkin Park
        "I just wanna live, don't really care about the things that they say, don't really care about what happens to me, I just wanna live." -Good Charlotte
        "I don't care what you say. I don't need you anyway. I'll just go about my day. But anyway..." -Good Charlotte
        "Life. Hope. Truth. Trust. Faith. Pride. Love. Lust. Pain. Hate. Lies. Guilt. Laugh. Cry. Live. Die." -Good Charlotte
        "Fuck it all and no regrets." -Metallica
        "I found it hard, it’s hard to find, oh well, whatever, nevermind." -Nirvana
        "Remember me with peace, love, and empathy." -Kurt Cobain
        "Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are but you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find." -Chronic Future
        "Well this is what happens when you're pissed about being pissed, you dig yourself so deep you resist just to resist and there's no way to get back experiences you missed so start right now today and risk furiousness for bliss." -Chronic Future



.rants.
10.11.04
        damn fictionpress won't let me upload the third chapter of holy! goddammit.... this sucks...
        i got the new gc cd chronicles of life and death. it's the death version, of course, and i got the life version for one of my friends. gc fans of the world, unite!
        i want to go to kurt cobain's grave for my birthday. and jimi hendrix's. the tour of dead rockstars. then i want to go to the space needle for dinner. any ideas as to where i live?
-kai
10.16.04
        well, i got the third chapter of holy up. big surprise. now i have to write the fifth chapter... muses, where are you? well, they have been telling me to write songs. i have twelve written and the thirteenth is in progress.
        i changed my penname from kiss of rebirth to when forever ends. fockers. you'll just have to get used to it.
-kai
10.21.04
        saturday is my birthday, so naturally, i won't be updating holy then. next saturday, though.
-kai