decayinglife
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since: 07-28-04, id: 427758
Author has written 34 stories for Life, Love, General, War, Humor, Essay, Friendship, and Family.

HI guys

my name is sarah. i am bipolar, schizophrenic, and psychotic, so most of my poems are about hearing voices, suicide, death, trips to the psych ward, and various other things that have happened throughout my life.

if anyone wants to chat more i would love to, and please review, i am in desperate need of other opinions!

sarah


1. Him and You reviews
This is about a certain person in my life that has shown me the way down a path of long awaited happiness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-28-05
2. My Friend reviews
This is about a good friend that pulled me from the depths of darkness, now its my turn to help him, but i fear i will be too late.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-21-05
3. A Knock at the Door reviews
This is one of my happier poems, tell me what you think of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-21-05
4. I want reviews
This poem is heavily about suicide, tell me what you guys think about it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-21-05
5. NO reviews
This is about living and life, and what being suicidal may sometimes feel like.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-21-05
6. Nothing to Fear reviews
This is a poem about paranoia, one of the worst things one can ever experience.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-21-05
7. Suicide or Homicide? reviews
This is about a woman, at her wits end, read and review please?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-15-05
8. Unwanted Hands Touching in Bed reviews
This is about a child molester, whom if you know me will understand where this is coming from,
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-15-05
9. Dying Inside reviews
This is about what unreciprocated love does to a person after many years.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-13-05
10. Mindful Suicide reviews
Uh...someone told me to write about emotional suicide, this is what i came up with
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-12-05
11. A Friend Of Mine reviews
THIS IS ABOUT SUICIDE, DONT READ IF YOU DONTWANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-12-05
12. Swallowing the Pain reviews
Much like my others, about suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-05
13. Standing in the Shadows reviews
Prom night, and i had to see his girlfriend kissing him
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-11-05
14. One for Every Ten reviews
This was written while on the phone with my one and only love
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-05
15. My Dreamland reviews
This is about my one and only love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-4-05
16. My love and eternal bliss reviews
About love and how crazy it can get, please review
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-05
17. Betraying Lies reviews
About when you have no friends, (or when you feel like it)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-3-05
18. Drip, Blink, Drip, Blink, Blink, Close reviews
Another poem about suicide tell me what you guys think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-05
19. Monsters reviews
This is a little something about a child molestor that has captured my life, tell me what you think
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-17-05
20. Sorry is the life i lead reviews
you can take this two ways, a suicide note or reasons to live. read and review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-2-05
21. What happened between the two of us reviews
this is actually a journal entry, tell me if you guys like it, dont worry it isnt long.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 500 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-2-05
22. Perils of War reviews
this is about a military life, the events are real
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-05
23. My first shot of Apfel Korn reviews
well, the title says it all
Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-05
24. Normalcy reviews
well, this in sonnet format, i wrote it in the new yearr, struggled with it please REVIEW!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-31-04
25. A Day in the Life reviews
A little thing I wrote up about well, life, and the sould existence of living
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-29-04
26. Chaos in the Empty Room reviews
Well, this is rated R cuz a girl is getting hacked up, it has a surprise ending, please read it, you will be surprised, it is free verse so that is kinda new for me, please read and tell me what you think.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-4-04
27. Love Conquers all, but Death Breaks the Fall reviews
Well, this is written from true happenings and it is written as if the reader were god, if youdon't believe in god or a god then read it as a poem to explain why I am an atheist, well one of the reasons. (which is the real reason that I wrote it) R&R it's
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-1-04
28. Prisoners of War reviews
Well, this poem is a little different than my usual, this poem focuses on someone else's pain. I hate war, and this poem kinda doesn't do justice to show just how horrible it truely is. Just read it and interpret the end however you would like to. And ple
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-04
29. Death reviews
Well, this is almost the same as my last one, but changed a tad. Tell me which one you like better.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-28-04
30. The Demons reviews
I wrote this when the voices in my head were talking to me. Take it as you wish.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-28-04
31. You Say reviews
This basically is when you love someone more than anyone knows, even the person you love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-28-04
32. Death By My Own Hand reviews
Well, this is pretty self-explanatory, it's about the many ways to commit suicide, Don't read unless you want to.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-28-04
33. You reviews
This one it's about that wonderful thing called unreciprocated love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-28-04
34. Forgotten reviews
The ending of the beginning of drug addiction.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-28-04