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Author has written 51 stories for Life, Family, Love, Friendship, Song, General, and Thriller. I am a 17 year old female, living in WI...where everything is boring. I'm into anime, guitar, rock, the Red Hot Chili Peppers, DDR, and writing and reading poetry. Recently I can hardly get along with my family and my last grandpa has died recently too so those are the things most of my poems are about. As of right now I have no clue what I want to do with my life, I also have really no clue of who I am(yep...still in self discovery). I have very few friends, but could trust all of them with my life. I guess it is better to have it that way than a bunch of friends I can't trust. | |||||||||
1. Let go reviewsI wish they'd give me room to make my own mistakesFamily - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-25-06 - Published: 5-25-062. Can't you see reviewsIs it really that hard to notice how I feel or what's going on?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-14-06 - Published: 2-14-063. The Darkness Is My Home reviewsThe Silence is my friend, the darkness is my homeLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 12-9-05 - Published: 12-9-054. Thankyou reviewsProbably not my best work, but please review and let me know what you think. I've been feeling crappy lately, but he didn't leave when I thought he would. He chose me over her. So, it's basically my feelings on not being left behind when it would hurtLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-05 - Published: 12-7-055. My Last Hope reviewsYou are and have always been my last hope. I don't know if I can hold on, but please don't let me go. When I want to end life keep me in your heart and give me the strength to go on, because without you I am nothing.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-056. Leave me alone reviewsYou ignore, but yet you return. Just like it always is. I don't want a situational friend, either talk to me always or just leave me alone.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-057. Where were you?Where were you when I needed you the most? When I need someone there to tell me I'm worth life, but you ignored me and wouldn't help.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-058. Abandoned Animas reviewsA quiet town where nothing happens, but that's about to change. Lives will be ripped apart and turned upside down.Thriller - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-4-05 - Published: 10-4-059. First Love reviewsI think I have fallen in love...so i wrote a poem about that personLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-8-05 - Published: 5-8-0510. Abandoned By Friends reviewssome people are always there for their friends, but their friends are never there when they need themFriendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-2-05 - Published: 1-2-0511. Season's Greetings reviewsA short little poem about a reflection of ChristmasGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-2-05 - Published: 1-2-0512. Unwanted reviewsme just taking some stress out by writting a poemGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-2-05 - Published: 1-2-0513. How Colors Describe reviewsexperimenting with a new style of writingGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-2-05 - Published: 1-2-0514. The One I DespiseA little poem I wrote about my relationship with my dad, which isn't really a good relationship at all. We seldom get along and I feel I am unadequete to live up to his expectations.Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-2-05 - Published: 1-2-0515. Controlling Fear reviewsAll my fear controls what I do or say in my lifeLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0416. Peaceful MindWalking to watch my sister's volleyball games I felt truly free. The wind gently blowing my hair. For once I was truely happy.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0417. Weekend at the LakeWrote during my first time at our cottage without my grandpa, who just passed recently. Talks about my dealing with my grandpa's death.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0418. Living Dead reviewsExpression of once again my wanting to dieLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0419. All Alone reviewsrecently I have been feeling so alone and have the want for someone teLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0420. Tearing the Wall Down reviewsI need to learn to build relationships with others, my inability to be trusting is what causes me much griefLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0421. Overly Nervous reviewsa feeling I get often, although the symptoms can be different for othersLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0422. Dependable FriendA poem I wrote about my relationship with my bestest friend, RachelFriendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-2-04 - Published: 10-2-0423. Pain reviewsAnother reflection on my painLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-2-04 - Published: 10-2-0424. Pain without Gain reviewsReflection on my lifeLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-2-04 - Published: 10-2-0425. Being Me reviewsReflection on how I feel about my life and meLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-15-04 - Published: 9-15-0426. Paranoiddescribes feelings of being paranoidLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-15-04 - Published: 9-15-0427. Sea of Silent TearsA song I felt I need to right to get out my feelings after looking back on the deaths of my GrandfathersSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-15-04 - Published: 9-15-0428. Break FreeAbout how people believe they must fit in, instead of being themselves.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-15-04 - Published: 9-15-0429. True EmotionsI have issues with expressing emotions, so I wrote a poem about that and to let off some steamLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-15-04 - Published: 9-15-0430. Sadness Has No Color reviewswrote sometime...began as song, but was unsure of if it made a better song or poem, so please read and let me know your opinionLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-15-04 - Published: 9-15-0431. Breaking the BarrierJust a song I sat down and wrote for keyboard. Please R&R my lyrics to help me see what I should change. ThanksSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-15-04 - Published: 9-15-0432. Normal Me reviewsI've always wished to be something other than the shy, quiet meLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0433. Not Good EnoughSong about how me and my dad can't get along...and my feelings on the crappy relationship we haveSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0434. MirrorA thought put into poetry on how I feel about my looks VS. my feelings insideLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0435. Approaching TrainJust a little piece I wrote about the thought of a train approachingGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0436. Dancing Fun reviewsthe fun of a school dance, hanging with all your friendsGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-29-04 - Published: 8-29-0437. Never Knew reviewsA little poem I deside to write on my other grandpa, who died almost a year ago of colon cancerFamily - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-29-04 - Published: 8-29-0438. Unknown Future reviewsHow does one prepare for the unknown ( their future?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-29-04 - Published: 8-29-0439. Hate for Fate reviewsEverything in life is caused my fate, and for this oh do I hateSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-29-04 - Published: 8-29-0440. BOX of LONELINESSbad friend experiences lead to loneliness, and being unable to trust others, this is where you get traped in a BOX of LONELINESSFriendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-29-04 - Published: 8-29-0441. My Dear Grandfather reviewsa poem written before a death, for a death, and typed after the deathFamily - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-28-04 - Published: 8-28-0442. Self hate reviewsA poem displaying the hatred I hold for myselfLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-04 - Published: 8-28-0443. Secret Crush reviewsI have feelings I can't tell...a fear of rejectionLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-28-04 - Published: 8-28-0444. Acceptance reviewsA feeling a needing to be accepted...a feeling that will never becomeFamily - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-04 - Published: 8-28-0445. Shadow in a Hallway reviewsPeers in my school treat each other so poorly...why can't they take the chance to get to know someone before they judge?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-28-04 - Published: 8-28-0446. Why? reviewswhy I do the things I doLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-04 - Published: 8-28-0447. Someone To Love reviewsI want to feel the love of anotherLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-23-04 - Published: 8-23-0448. Fear of Death reviewsI want to die, but I posses the fear of deathLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-22-04 - Published: 8-22-0449. Mixed Emotions reviewsemotions come surging in, like a flow of rushing waterLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-22-04 - Published: 8-22-0450. Abandonmentquiet feelings never told, cause you left me all aloneFamily - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-22-04 - Published: 8-22-04