Confused-Mind
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since: 08-01-04, id: 428438
Author has written 51 stories for Life, Family, Love, Friendship, Song, General, and Thriller.
I am a 17 year old female, living in WI...where everything is boring. I'm into anime, guitar, rock, the Red Hot Chili Peppers, DDR, and writing and reading poetry.
Recently I can hardly get along with my family and my last grandpa has died recently too so those are the things most of my poems are about.
As of right now I have no clue what I want to do with my life, I also have really no clue of who I am(yep...still in self discovery). I have very few friends, but could trust all of them with my life. I guess it is better to have it that way than a bunch of friends I can't trust.

1. Let go reviews
I wish they'd give me room to make my own mistakes
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-25-06
2. Can't you see reviews
Is it really that hard to notice how I feel or what's going on?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-14-06
3. The Darkness Is My Home reviews
The Silence is my friend, the darkness is my home
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-9-05
4. Thankyou reviews
Probably not my best work, but please review and let me know what you think. I've been feeling crappy lately, but he didn't leave when I thought he would. He chose me over her. So, it's basically my feelings on not being left behind when it would hurt
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-7-05
5. My Last Hope reviews
You are and have always been my last hope. I don't know if I can hold on, but please don't let me go. When I want to end life keep me in your heart and give me the strength to go on, because without you I am nothing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-5-05
6. Leave me alone reviews
You ignore, but yet you return. Just like it always is. I don't want a situational friend, either talk to me always or just leave me alone.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-5-05
7. Where were you?
Where were you when I needed you the most? When I need someone there to tell me I'm worth life, but you ignored me and wouldn't help.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 12-5-05
8. Abandoned Animas reviews
A quiet town where nothing happens, but that's about to change. Lives will be ripped apart and turned upside down.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-4-05
9. First Love reviews
I think I have fallen in love...so i wrote a poem about that person
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-8-05
10. Abandoned By Friends reviews
some people are always there for their friends, but their friends are never there when they need them
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-2-05
11. Season's Greetings reviews
A short little poem about a reflection of Christmas
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-2-05
12. Unwanted reviews
me just taking some stress out by writting a poem
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-2-05
13. How Colors Describe reviews
experimenting with a new style of writing
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-2-05
14. The One I Despise
A little poem I wrote about my relationship with my dad, which isn't really a good relationship at all. We seldom get along and I feel I am unadequete to live up to his expectations.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 1-2-05
15. Controlling Fear reviews
All my fear controls what I do or say in my life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-16-04
16. Peaceful Mind
Walking to watch my sister's volleyball games I felt truly free. The wind gently blowing my hair. For once I was truely happy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 10-16-04
17. Weekend at the Lake
Wrote during my first time at our cottage without my grandpa, who just passed recently. Talks about my dealing with my grandpa's death.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 10-16-04
18. Living Dead reviews
Expression of once again my wanting to die
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-16-04
19. All Alone reviews
recently I have been feeling so alone and have the want for someone te
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-16-04
20. Tearing the Wall Down reviews
I need to learn to build relationships with others, my inability to be trusting is what causes me much grief
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-16-04
21. Overly Nervous reviews
a feeling I get often, although the symptoms can be different for others
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-16-04
22. Dependable Friend
A poem I wrote about my relationship with my bestest friend, Rachel
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 10-2-04
23. Pain reviews
Another reflection on my pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-2-04
24. Pain without Gain reviews
Reflection on my life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-2-04
25. Being Me reviews
Reflection on how I feel about my life and me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-15-04
26. Paranoid
describes feelings of being paranoid
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 9-15-04
27. Sea of Silent Tears
A song I felt I need to right to get out my feelings after looking back on the deaths of my Grandfathers
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 9-15-04
28. Break Free
About how people believe they must fit in, instead of being themselves.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 9-15-04
29. True Emotions
I have issues with expressing emotions, so I wrote a poem about that and to let off some steam
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 9-15-04
30. Sadness Has No Color reviews
wrote sometime...began as song, but was unsure of if it made a better song or poem, so please read and let me know your opinion
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-15-04
31. Breaking the Barrier
Just a song I sat down and wrote for keyboard. Please R&R my lyrics to help me see what I should change. Thanks
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 9-15-04
32. Normal Me reviews
I've always wished to be something other than the shy, quiet me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-04
33. Not Good Enough
Song about how me and my dad can't get along...and my feelings on the crappy relationship we have
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 9-14-04
34. Mirror
A thought put into poetry on how I feel about my looks VS. my feelings inside
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 9-14-04
35. Approaching Train
Just a little piece I wrote about the thought of a train approaching
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 9-14-04
36. Dancing Fun reviews
the fun of a school dance, hanging with all your friends
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-04
37. Never Knew reviews
A little poem I deside to write on my other grandpa, who died almost a year ago of colon cancer
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-04
38. Unknown Future reviews
How does one prepare for the unknown ( their future?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-04
39. Hate for Fate reviews
Everything in life is caused my fate, and for this oh do I hate
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-04
40. BOX of LONELINESS
bad friend experiences lead to loneliness, and being unable to trust others, this is where you get traped in a BOX of LONELINESS
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 8-29-04
41. My Dear Grandfather reviews
a poem written before a death, for a death, and typed after the death
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-28-04
42. Self hate reviews
A poem displaying the hatred I hold for myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-28-04
43. Secret Crush reviews
I have feelings I can't tell...a fear of rejection
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-28-04
44. Acceptance reviews
A feeling a needing to be accepted...a feeling that will never become
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-28-04
45. Shadow in a Hallway reviews
Peers in my school treat each other so poorly...why can't they take the chance to get to know someone before they judge?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-28-04
46. Why? reviews
why I do the things I do
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-28-04
47. Someone To Love reviews
I want to feel the love of another
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-23-04
48. Fear of Death reviews
I want to die, but I posses the fear of death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-22-04
49. Mixed Emotions reviews
emotions come surging in, like a flow of rushing water
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-22-04
50. Abandonment
quiet feelings never told, cause you left me all alone
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 8-22-04
51. Runaway reviews
I just imagined what it would be like to runaway and put it into a poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-22-04