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since: 08-22-04, id: 432158
Author has written 65 stories for Friendship, Life, Family, Love, General, and Song.

!!!Notice!!!:
I have decided to retire this account... if you want to know my new account name e-mail me
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Somedays its not worth chewing through the leather straps .:sighs:.
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Nothing much to tell... I'm a girl. I'm seventeen. I live in Miami, FL.
I love writing poetry although I dont think im very good.
Review my other stuff too. It makes me feel better.
Btw....
Some of my poems are confusing if you read only them...
Alot have to do w/ my first poem 'To Let u kno' and 'Crimson Tears'
So if you feel lost or confused read them and maybe it'll clear it up.
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Helpless isn't the right word but it's the first that comes to mind, there's worse things than being alone,I think in time I'll get by
-from autumn to ashes

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'Sometimes you really shouldn't care. If someone makes a mistake, let them. It doesn't matter whether it affects you or not 'cause in the end, whether you care or not, you still get screwed'- Me

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1. Did You Know » reviews
Did you know... You never knew... written while thinking of my mom and sister who just dont get me... read and review (please be honest)
Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-25-05 - Published: 5-4-05
2. When the Time Comes reviews
read and review (be honest)
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-16-05 - Published: 6-16-05
3. Poems of a darkened life » reviews
these are poems written by me... they are really short on their own so i just posted them on the same page hope u like them... review please
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-13-05 - Published: 9-4-04
4. My Observation
um yeah(wtf) ... just a strange little observation... read & review
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-7-05 - Published: 6-7-05
5. Nothing reviews
yummy angst... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-30-05 - Published: 5-30-05
6. Sheltered reviews
This was written for two guys whom I consider very special to me... read and review
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-25-05
7. Sleep reviews
neither wishing nor dreaming will bring him to me... read and review
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-21-05 - Published: 5-21-05
8. Whispers In the Dark reviews
cant be explained and showing one line would do it no justice... just read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-15-05 - Published: 5-15-05
9. What's the Point? reviews
what's the point in anything?... just read and review its important to me.. just read and review please
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-15-05 - Published: 5-15-05
10. Unfazed reviews
a short poem that has sprung up from the depths of my mind.. tell me what you think... read nad review
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-8-05 - Published: 5-8-05
11. My Heaven In Hell reviews
just read and review... thanx
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-7-05 - Published: 5-7-05
12. The Black Cat reviews
The black cat is creeping in the darkness for she has found her prey… read and review (tell me what you think honestly... constructive critism welcome)
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-30-05 - Published: 4-30-05
13. Antisocial' and 'Depressed' reviews
ever stop to wonder how i got this way?... read and review (i'll give you a cookie.. damn h/o... i'll give you one when i make more lol)
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-24-05 - Published: 4-24-05
14. Make It Real reviews
Make it real... please make it real... read and review (please)
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-24-05 - Published: 4-24-05
15. I'm Fine reviews
im not but i am... read and review (make it honest)
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 4-23-05 - Published: 4-23-05
16. I Dream reviews
I dream of a life where someone loves me...I dream of a dream, and that’s all it is... Because… the person I love… will never love me... read and review
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-17-05 - Published: 4-17-05
17. Undisclosed reviews
Dreams untold of a world unknown... ...Blood drips from unmarred wrists... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-17-05 - Published: 4-17-05
18. My Monologue reviews
I’m crying, at least i think i am, but no tears are falling... more of a monologue than a poem really... its just something that i cant explain and needed to get out.. please read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-10-05 - Published: 4-10-05
19. No Lamentations reviews
You ignore my cries And all my frustration. So here I’ll die With no lamentation...written during a bad time in my life and sometimes i still feel this way... read and reaview
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-10-05 - Published: 4-10-05
20. Her wings reviews
about a teen mom... read and review
Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-9-05 - Published: 4-9-05
21. Seemingly Everlasting reviews
why a rose represents love... read and review
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-7-05 - Published: 4-7-05
22. Fallen Angel reviews
My broken angel's life brings tears to my eyes... wrote it in class after a quiz thinking of my friends love life... read and review
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-6-05 - Published: 4-6-05
23. Nothing is Perfect reviews
nothing is perfect... but everything is beautiful... insprired by a quote left by Rakira9 in a review... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-23-05
24. Trust Me! reviews
my parents dont trust me even though ive never done anything bad or to make them think they cant... my older brothers and sisters screwed up but why do they have to assume that i will too
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-13-05 - Published: 3-13-05
25. Helpless reviews
I hate them, I hate you. I am helpless to everything around me, and yet, you blame me for it all... its that one friend you hate and love but cant let go... read and review
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-5-05 - Published: 3-5-05
26. Broken Doll reviews
A broken doll lays on the floor;... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-4-05 - Published: 3-4-05
27. Should I? reviews
I have been lagging since the start of autumn, and through the winter, have barely survived... hope you like it... jus read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-26-05 - Published: 2-26-05
28. Perfect reviews
Aren’t you happy, yet?... I’m your perfect, flawless gem... sometimes expecting the most of your children isnt what's best
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-20-05 - Published: 2-20-05
29. Maybe reviews
Maybe.. Just maybe… i didnt know whether to place this in life, love or friendship... so i put it here.. read and review please
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-14-05 - Published: 2-14-05
30. Kiss reviews
A kiss; So deceitful, Yet, welcome...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-10-05 - Published: 2-10-05
31. Isn't He Lovely? reviews
i was reading a story and i saw a title that said 'isnt she lovely'... somehow it inspired me to write this (within 5 min)... please read and review please
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-10-05 - Published: 2-10-05
32. No one reviews
something i wrote a few months ago during night school... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-6-05 - Published: 2-6-05
33. Am I? reviews
No one knows who i am/And they don't care... ive been home alone most of the time and none of my friends really care, especially the old ones, so i felt lonely then mad... and this came out... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-5-05 - Published: 2-5-05
34. I don't Know reviews
Touch my heart/ And tell me what to feel... i was feeling sad b/c of something i read about a friend... and somehow this came out hope u like it... please read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-26-05 - Published: 1-26-05
35. Faded reviews
wrote it in class... i was thinking of a friend... cant explain it or at least i dont know how
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-25-05 - Published: 1-25-05
36. What Have I Done? reviews
What have i done to deserve this torment?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 503 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 1-9-05 - Published: 1-9-05
37. Darkness reviews
general dark poem... read and review... flames are welcome as well
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05
38. Duque reviews
written for my firend duque... read and review
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05
39. Lovely reviews
It’s lovely, isn’t it?... plz read and review... more yummy angst
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-05 - Published: 1-6-05
40. A Little Lesson reviews
So lie back and wait For your world to break And I hope that it happens For your sake... two of my friends annoyed& pissed me off me at the same time... i was venting... read and review the really need an anger genre..lol
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-1-05 - Published: 1-1-05
41. I Am reviews
I am... more yummy angst... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-1-05 - Published: 1-1-05
42. Precious stones reviews
You don’t know how I feel; You never knew and never wanted to learn. ...read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-1-05 - Published: 1-1-05
43. i feel nothing reviews
...For a long time, I have been broken... its alittle confusing... read and review
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-29-04 - Published: 12-29-04
44. What? reviews
you pissed me off. what did you expect?... read a/n at the bottom for explanation/ summary... they should really have an anger genre, too.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-25-04 - Published: 12-25-04
45. A Beautiful Evil reviews
She was the one, the only, A Beautiful Evil... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-24-04 - Published: 12-24-04
46. Was It Worth It? reviews
Was it worth it to see me cry? all you had to do was... plz read and review
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-23-04 - Published: 12-23-04
47. Lost, Cry, Time, DayDream reviews
these are 4 very short poems... read and review please
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-22-04 - Published: 12-22-04
48. Everything Is Gone reviews
a few years ago my family moved... i wasnt used to the enviorment and my mom was making it extra hard and i got mad at her alot... and this is what i wrote after one of the arguements
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-21-04 - Published: 12-21-04
49. So unclear reviews
unclear in love and life...cant describe it... just read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-20-04 - Published: 12-20-04
50. Blur reviews
no summary can explain it... its just a sorrowful rant thing... just read and review
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-20-04 - Published: 12-20-04
51. Crimson Tears reviews
inspired by alot of my friends... its about cutting
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-19-04 - Published: 12-19-04
52. Am I Invisible to you? reviews
i have a friend that i feel every stongly for but i cant bring myself to tell him.. so i wrote this poem for him.. he'll know who he is if he reads it.. i just hope it changes things for the better.. i do love you even if you never believe me.. r&r plz
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-19-04 - Published: 12-19-04
53. My angel of life and death reviews
cant explain it.. just read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,192 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-11-04 - Published: 12-11-04
54. Somethinegs Are reviews
written for both my ex-bf and my current bf(at the time) ... its both of the situations wrapped up together and all the stuff i kinda wished i had said.. i reposted it because i wanted to change a few things... please r&r
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-28-04 - Published: 10-28-04
55. forever reviews
I have to admit it is a little confusing but i think it portrays what i want... read and review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-28-04 - Published: 10-28-04
56. get away reviews
first and only song i've ever written... dont really kno what its about... please tell me what u think
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-19-04 - Published: 9-19-04
57. Fairytale Ended reviews
title speaks for itself
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-19-04 - Published: 9-19-04
58. Tell Me reviews
dont know what state i was in when i wrote this... its really sad
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-19-04 - Published: 9-19-04
59. Heart Broken reviews
the poem and title speak for themselves
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-16-04 - Published: 9-16-04
60. Choose reviews
?... dont kno what to say...please review
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-9-04 - Published: 9-9-04
61. A Collection of Heartbreaks reviews
3 poems i wrote... they are really agnsty
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-9-04 - Published: 9-9-04
62. I'm Sorry reviews
a look into the life of a pressured child- for kids and parents... review please
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-2-04 - Published: 9-2-04
63. A Losing Battle reviews
Title speaks for itself... please reviw
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-2-04 - Published: 9-2-04
64. Gone reviews
It's kinda short... i wrote it after an argument and i was feeling really low... please review
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-04 - Published: 9-2-04
65. To let you kno reviews
This was sumthing i wrote for a friends who has never read it... he asked me alot of deep questions i couldnt answer so this was my only way.. tell me what u honestly think
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,876 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-22-04 - Published: 8-22-04
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