God wants, Men dream, all is born. - Fernando Pessoa
I am not the size of my height. I'm the size of what I see. - Fernando Pessoa
I do not know what tomorrow will bring. - Fernando Pessoa
And it is loving you like this... It's you being the soul and blood and life in me, and sing it to everyone! - Florbela Espanca
Helloo!
- First of all, let me tell you that I absolutely love to write about everything, anything and even about nothing at all! There's only one thing I really don't like to write about: ...myself!
But... since you were so kind as to make me a visit, I figured - Oh what the hell - I should at least write something. It would be almost rude to leave this space in blank.
- Second of all, thank you! If you are here, ready to read something that I wrote, you must be pure of heart and a kind soul and I promise you eternal salvation and a pack of really cute and imaginary chocolate bunnies! So cute you won't even be able to eat them!... Either that, or you just happened to accidentaly trip over me while you where doing something else...I'm really sorry. But I can almost bet that I was here first!
Now...about me and my shadow... (we do everything together!)
I'm an university student, currently enjoying my first year of it. Please note that this trait of mine could be the main responsible reason for future lacking of updates. That, or death itself. Those are my only obstacles to a frequent writing, reading and reviewing living style. And I am proud to anounce that I am now close to overcome one of them -death! Eheheh...
University sure knows how to keep you busy. Besides, I also enjoy an outdors, active life. Going out and having fun with friends will also keep me busy, but this is something I'm not ready to let go. I'm sorry, but that's just how it is.
I am also currently living on my own, sharing an appartment with two friends from the said University. This means massive amounts of time taken out of me as well, with all the cleaning, cooking, shopping, mourning over a dead bank account and whatever. And it does consume your time - I swear I am now heavily suspecting that my appartment is being raided by a pack of very large, very wild dogs everyday when I am not around!
Anyway...
I really love to write and read. I have a passion for all kinds of arts. I absolutely couldn't survive without music! And I like every kind of it. Most of my imagination is awakened by music, and it inspires me like anything else.
I am a dreamer.
I dream all the time!
I daydream as a hobby.
I love Nature in all kinds, forms and shapes. The world trully is a wonderful world.
I wish I could travel all around the world, but if I can't I guess I'd be happy just to go to Greenland, Alasca, Australia, Laponia and Africa. I would gladly travel to the moon and beyond if someone ever gave me the chance.
I wish I could eat chocolate and ice cream as sole nutrients' providers.
I wish I could fly
I'm a sucker for romance, action/adventure, suspense, mystery, humor (the right kind of) and supernatural/fantasy. So if you can put all these together - Congratulations! - you have produced an hybrid and become one of my idols.
I believe that everyone should at least fall in (serious) love, plant a tree and write a book (published or not) in their life time.
I guess this is all and too much about nothing already.
If you sticked with me untill the end: I sincerely wish you a very happy life and a Merry Christmas (Hannukah..., whatever) every year!
- I am more than happy to share my writing with you. Please, read and review my work. All reviews are greatly appreciated! - and fairly rewarded, in your next life.
- To everyone who takes the time to read and review anything I wrote - Thank you! You make my days brighter and you make me smile even wider than usual!
Feel free to PM me about anything at any time! I'll glady answer you back as soon as I get the time.
PS. That penguin doesn't belong to me. I already have a pet squirrel. I don't think they would get along... We are great messenger buddies, though!
.Completed :
02-20-08
God Must Be Crazy- one-shot
Just something that my brain produced while desperatly trying to avoid its obligations.
NOTE : I would like to thank everyone that read and reviewed "God Must Be Crazy", and who put it on their favourites list, from the bottom of my heart! I never thought that people would like it that much and I am soo happy and thankful. The support is really important and apreciated. It means a lot.
Thank You!
.Under Construction
A Cure for the Blind
- I just need to tell this story, damn it!
- It's aimed at 30 chapters, including Prologue and Epilogue.
- It's not posted yet because I think that I should have more chapters written first, so in the possibility that someone will actually like it, that one person won't have to wait until cars can fly to read the next chapter because I am such a slow pain it makes me want to pull my eyes out and eat them with vinaigrette sauce - because I so freakin' deserve it!
Also - don't laugh - I can't make a GOD DAMN summary!
Oh, for the love of...
NOTE:
I am taking some time out from posting stuff here in the fictionpress.net. I will not stop writing though, as that would be way too painful for me, but I won't post it here, at least for a while. That's because I'm afraid of plagiarism. It has come to my attention that it has been written a story pretty similar (not to say, identical) to one of mine, after mine was posted. I'm angry, frustrated and hurt, particularly when I read the word "original" in that story's reviews. I am so freakin' pissed! And the worst of it is that the person who is writing it hasn't even had the trouble of changing the plot the slightiest bit! The only thing that pour creature has made is make the story bigger, change the character's names and the title - and overall make it a whole lot worse, I must say! For the freaking love of God!
So, I am disappointed.
And - a hell of a lot - furious.
But, mainly, sad.
I thought about removing the whole thing and get it over with. I want to protect my work from the claws of disrespectful, shameful and stealing "authors". I decided not to, at least for now, as a sign of care and gratitude to my reviewers and future readers, but I am still considering it.
And I am still trying to decide if I should keep writing here or not. For now I can't. I am still too hurt and angry. And it's a real shame, because I was loving it here and I truly like sharing my work with other people here. Maybe I'll keep posting and writing here. I'm thinking about it. But if it is to deal with stuff like this, having my work stolen and someone else getting all the "I've never seen anything like this written before, you're so original" praise I sincerely don't think it's worth it. I rather write for myself.
And Lord, please keep me from sharing a piece of my mind (the darkest corners of it) with that so-called "author"!!
Shame on you, poor soul!
YES, IT IS YET ANOTHER NOTE:
YAY! Someone wrote a fanfiction about one of my stories!! Weeeeeee!
Ok, so now I think it's time. I just can't take it anymore. Someone showed me, yet another story, this time on fanfiction, that is EXACTLY identical to the same story that had ALREADY been copied before. Once again, it was written after mine and yes, once again it's "author" made a full copy of my work. If that "person" hadn't changed the character's names, I swear, I would've thought I was reading my own story. And, changing the God damn names was the ONLY think the bastard actually did. Besides pressing the "copy" and "paste" buttons.
I honestly don't know what to do.
I don't think it's even worth it the pain of telling something to those "authors" , although, I would really like it. And report it to fictionpress or fanfiction? They would propably say it's only a coincidence...
So disappointed... It hurts to even look at those stories.
So, there's only one thing left to do... I'll remove my stories for good. If you ever want to read it, for the first time or again, look for it here or in fanfiction, because there are at least two more stories around here that are identical to it! And maybe, those two stories will later be copied by someone else, who knows? Now, everyone can take it! Please, be my guest, STEAL IT!
I can't even understand how anyone can be truly satisfied, proud or happy to receive praise for something they know they didn't do! How pathetic is that?
"Yay, they like my stories when I don't ACTUALLY write them!"
Anyway... yeah, tomorrow I'll remove them. Now I can't, because it hurts too much. And it angers me too, I shouldn't be the one removing my own, original stories. But like this, I just can't accept it. And I have to remove them fast, before anyone steals it, AGAIN!
Sorry the bitterness. I hope you understand.
I'm truly sorry that this has to happen. I was loving it here.
I thought people were here to share their original works, to seek opinions and criticism about their own stories, to share, for their love to read and WRITE! Why would someone even bother coming here to copy? It doesn't make sense. If you feel the need to copy other people's works, it means you obviously have no talent whatsoever (or dignity, for that matter), and no love for writing! Also, I must say, it means that you are incredibly pathetic and must be truly desperate, and you must really need the attention, so I honestly pity you. You really need to get yourselves a life of some sort.
What's the fun about copying? It's not YOUR work they're enjoying, it's SOMEBODY ELSE's work people are reading and loving!
And you KNOW you didn't write it yourself! How can that be gratifying??
I just can't understand...
The only piece of satisfation that I still have is knowing that the original is so much better!
I'm gonna stop writing now, before those "oh-so-talented authors" copy this note!
THANK YOU so much to everyone who read and reviewed any of my stories. I love you all and I really enjoyed my experience here, thanks to you. I know that thankfully, most of the people out here are honest and sincerely love reading and writing. Thanks for the support and keep writing and reading! And a very special thanks to the two readers who warned me about these two stories. I needed to know.
Sleeping Chaos
Finally got the courage...
I have to do it, I can not bear being ripped off and copied anymore. I don't think I would even mind if just the general idea of my work had been used I mean, for God's sake, I know I'm not the first and definetly not the last one having a certain idea, but c'mon... It was MY words I saw on those texts, MY sentences, almost word by word and coma by coma. Heck, I wouldn't do this if those people had caught the general idea and made it their own. That's what most of us does already, anyway. But that's not what I saw. I saw my idea, my characters, my words, my plot, EVEYTHING taken away from me. And, as I hope you understad, I cannot accept that.
Am I am SO sorry about all this.
Thanks to everyone who read my stories (except the ones who thought it would be so cool to copy them afterwards!).
Thanks for the 85 reviews, thanks for the countless hits, thanks for the 5 c2s, thanks 148 favorites and the 13 alerts. Thank you also for the 19 author favorites and the 25 author alert.
Signing-off...
Sleeping Chaos.
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