|
| foreverXfall |
Author has written 73 stories for Love, Life, Friendship, Supernatural, General, General, and Humor. Name: *courtney* Age: I will be turning 17 on July 16 As a sophomore in highschool living in Indiana, I don't have very much going on in my life. Writing is safely the only passion I have that I actually work with, and I have been writing since I was a child. It's easily the most pure and intense form of self-expression for me. It allows me to know myself better, and sometimes learn to understand and accept the world and people around me better. To describe me can be very difficult, but I suppose I could give it a try. I'm intense and passionate, eloquent, dramatic (sometimes a bit too dramatic), compassionate, and humorous. I like all sorts of humor whether it's perverse or dark. I can be mature at times, when I need or want to be, but I also know how to have a fun time. In group situations I can get a little out of hand, but that's just part of my outgoing side. I'm ususally either extremely outgoing, or extremely shy, depending on the situation. Sometimes I trust others way too easily, but I'm slowly learning. I'm more of a dreamer than a realist, and a definite hopeless romantic. My bad qualities would probably be that sometimes I get a little too out of hand, I have a lot of insecurities, and I have problems with commitment. My other passion would have to be music. While I don't play any instrument myself, I love listening to it. My absolute favorite band is AFI. Their lyrics are amazing. My other favorite bands: Alkaline Trio, Son of Sam, Avenged Sevenfold, the Misfits, Sisters of Mercy, The Clash, Tiger Army, HIM, The Mars Volta, Depeche Mode, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Danzig, and many more. If you review for me, I will be glad to return the favor. Feel free to browse through my livejournal, though it may bore you. My name is midnightbeloved. courtney* | |||||
1. The Woes of Being Goth reviewsA ranting poem about my distaste for the new breed of hardcore "goths", funny, may be offensive. Note: I like some gothic music, just real gothic musicPoetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-22-052. Sunday Night Infidelities reviewsBeing the mistress each Sundat night.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-5-053. Meant for Early Afternoon reviewsSomehow I missed this side of you...if you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-5-054. It was Always You, It was Only YouThis is a short story, written in a series of poems changing perspectives between a boy and girl. If you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 926 - Published: 6-5-055. Salvation from a Pill reviewsWhen the dreams she had failed her, drugs became her salvation, If you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-25-056. Midnight Silhouette » reviewsThe son of a powerful vampire hunter is captured by a coven of vampires and put into the care of Xavier, a vampire whose still attached to his human manners.Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 33,488 - Reviews: 52 - Updated: 5-22-05 - Published: 2-28-057. Graduation From a Graveyard reviewsThey sat in the graveyard on the night of their graduation, drinking vodka and contemplating their relationship and its looming end. If you review for me, i'll return the favorPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-19-058. Alcohol and Vicodin reviewsA dark look at a dreary sort of love...almost humorous if you think Alkaline Trio is humorous...If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-12-059. Fallen Forever Together reviewsThe title may make it sound as though this is sugar-coated love poem. Well, it's not. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-12-0510. TimeTainted Sacraments reviewsa short infatuation ruined by time...if you review for me, I'll return the favorPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-29-0511. Red Shade Pathetic reviewsThey killed themself, but now they regret it, and I have little sympathy for them. If you review for me,I'll return the favor...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-24-0512. Red Sky Tonight reviewsThis darkness was supposed to be beautiful. You proved different. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-5-0513. Finding Your Honesty reviewsExploring the face of the one loved, finding the depths and beauty. It's a short one. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-4-0514. We Stood Between Winter and Spring reviewsIn a night of falling snow, we tested the lines of lust and brief infatuation. If you review for me, I'll return the favor/Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-4-0515. A Touch, My Betrayer reviewsAbout being with one with a constant tendency to betray. And now it all starts falling. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-3-0516. Fleeing 80 Down Our Youth's Last Road reviewsNot really about driving in a literal sense. About moving on past youth, and not wanting to. If you review, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-3-0517. Abstract Tints reviewsThey left me, with memories painted in abstract tints. If you review, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-2-0518. Wrap it Up in Winter's Ribbon reviewsPresenting one with all you can spare, and they return nothing but icy indifference. If you review, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-2-0519. Societal Abortion reviewsLet loose from all your ties, severed and unpoetic...about defying the ones trying to claim your will.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-1-0520. To Sleep Again reviewsnot too fond of summaries...about being enslaved in a love that's taking a turn for the worst, and crying for change or answers.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-1-0521. Dealing Defenses to Opaque Walls reviewsthe cruelty of the teenage mind as it preys on one weak individual. Reviews are appreciated and the favor will be returned.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-26-0522. Notions Painted Black reviewsA relationship caught between love and mutilation, It was always a bad idea, but so appealing. If you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-23-0523. We were Supposed to be the Exception reviewsI wrote this while watching my friend fight on the phone with her boyfriend. Lust is acting as a substitute for talking out their problems.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-23-0524. Lock Away the Encore reviewsYou've done it again. Played against my broken fears, danced in the darkness of my pain...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-0525. New Age Weaponry reviewsApathy has led us to a battle fought with the sharpest words.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-0526. Paranoia Isn't Lethal reviewsA friendship that means too much to get out of because they're your soul. It can be painful, but you wouldn't want it any other way. Reviews are appreciated and will be returned in favorPoetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-21-0527. Angels Falling Like Sorrow's Snow reviewsthis one (like most of my work) is hard for me to explain. It may mean something completely different to different people. If you review, I'll gladly return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-20-0528. The WindowI contemplated everything from behind the window, longign to escape. If you'll review for me, I'll return the favorFiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,836 - Published: 3-10-0529. Freefall Through Misery reviewsspiraling through misery, alone and broken...review and I will gladly return the favorPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-7-0530. Eternity of Lies reviewsSuch tainted love ruined by dishonesty and ownership...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-5-0531. Our Home is not Together reviewsthe love is fading...two bodies together but we're really somewhere else...if you review, I'll return the favorPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-5-0532. Returned on Cracking Glass reviewsThe world handed us our trust back in tatters, and together we lock ourselves away...if you review, I'll return the favor.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-2-0533. Painted In Lipstick reviewsmissing a lost lover though you know they only brought deception and torment...if you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-2-0534. Masquerade of Lost Emotions reviewsThe love has fled, but the dance doesn't end...sing for me an elegy...if yuo review for me I'll gladly return the favor...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-14-0535. Silent Forgiveness reviewsThe faith was broken with the hearts, but he still found his way back, or was it a dream? If you review for me I'll gladly return the favor...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-14-0536. Safety Off reviewsCross yourself with your pistol...you always seemed to aim to high...Reviews are appreciated and I will return the favorPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-13-0537. Salvation should be Tangible reviewsA poem about life's deception and the futility of redemption as well as the lies of a close one pretending they care. Review and I'll return the favor.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-13-0538. Sorry This Was Your First TIme reviewsA prostitute to her young client after he hands her the money...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-11-0539. It was I who Asked Your Name reviewswaging a war upon breaking up...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-11-0540. If You Truly Wish to End it All reviewsAbout your significant other killing himself to escape from the horors that are taking over and chasing him...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-0541. Know Me as Your Own Disaster reviewsSomeone destroys you and breaks you down, and then wants nothing more to do with you...reviews are appreciated and the favor will be returnedPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-11-0542. A Sinner of the Highest Degree reviewsAbout knowingly sinning...reviews appreciated and the favor will be returnedPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-11-0543. The Distance Between Love and Hate reviewsWe've fallen out of love, but will fear allow us to separate?Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-29-0544. Chasing Fairy Tales reviewsbeing left by one who is in search of something "better"Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-29-0545. StainedGlass Windows reviewsI offer words resembling stained glass windows,, with clarity, yet so misleadingPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-29-0546. In the EndIn the end, everything implodes upon itself...love and hate are so closePoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 376 - Published: 1-22-0547. Point Blank reviewsRevenge...Finding an ex-lover after they tried to run away without good-byePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-16-0548. Still Leaving reviewsleaving someone after a wrongdoing too bad to just forgive...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-14-0549. Unrobed Silhouette reviewstrademark of your silhouette...unrobed but your attire seems to suit your manner...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-14-0550. I'm Not a Poet reviewslooking at my life and my crubling walls...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-12-0551. Caress of Your Gunbreaking upPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 1-9-0552. One with SnakeLike Charm reviewsabout a guy...with, uh, snake-like charmPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-9-0553. Empty Defeat reviewsletting go of a love never really even possessedPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-0554. To My Beloved Amanda and My Darling Anna reviewsthis really isn't a love poem, just a friendshp poem about the coming departure of two of my best friendsPoetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-6-0555. Shorter the Distance reviewsuh, about enticing another into love?Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-5-0556. Blood Bonds and Love Bites reviewsthe question of: is it love or a liePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-5-0557. Welcome to Hell reviewsoh, this screwed of world of bitterness...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-5-0558. Distress of December reviewsOffering to help save one I love as we both fall into December's depressionPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-4-0459. StarCrossed reviewsguilt driven by unrequited lovePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-30-0460. Chasing One with Demon Wings reviewsabout a beautiful, a slightly dark, boy I knowPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-30-0461. Fate of a Violent Solitude reviewsThe ever-reigning search for true lovePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-28-0462. Living in Disappointment reviewsA poem about being unhappy with life and the ways of mankindPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-28-0463. Of Blood, of Life, of Lust reviewsteenage depressionPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-26-0464. In Touchlosing the world, but not myselfPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 11-26-0465. Dispirited...what are my poems usually about?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 11-26-0466. The Greatest Wave of Devastationangsty brooding romancePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 11-26-0467. My Heartsick Song reviewsa poem about love between two of tyhe same gender inspired by two certain males...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-26-0468. Promise for the SelfishAngst about selfish people...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 11-24-0469. The Beauty of Sorrow reviewsread the titlePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-24-0470. Death of Spring reviewsRealization that life is painfulPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-24-0471. Tarnished Recollections reviewsA faded lovePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-24-0472. November's Taste reviewsoh, I dunno...just read itPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-24-0473. True Love Ending in Bloodshed reviewspainful lovePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-16-04
