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Author has written 73 stories for Love, Life, Friendship, Supernatural, General, General, and Humor. Name: *courtney* Age: I will be turning 17 on July 16 As a sophomore in highschool living in Indiana, I don't have very much going on in my life. Writing is safely the only passion I have that I actually work with, and I have been writing since I was a child. It's easily the most pure and intense form of self-expression for me. It allows me to know myself better, and sometimes learn to understand and accept the world and people around me better. To describe me can be very difficult, but I suppose I could give it a try. I'm intense and passionate, eloquent, dramatic (sometimes a bit too dramatic), compassionate, and humorous. I like all sorts of humor whether it's perverse or dark. I can be mature at times, when I need or want to be, but I also know how to have a fun time. In group situations I can get a little out of hand, but that's just part of my outgoing side. I'm ususally either extremely outgoing, or extremely shy, depending on the situation. Sometimes I trust others way too easily, but I'm slowly learning. I'm more of a dreamer than a realist, and a definite hopeless romantic. My bad qualities would probably be that sometimes I get a little too out of hand, I have a lot of insecurities, and I have problems with commitment. My other passion would have to be music. While I don't play any instrument myself, I love listening to it. My absolute favorite band is AFI. Their lyrics are amazing. My other favorite bands: Alkaline Trio, Son of Sam, Avenged Sevenfold, the Misfits, Sisters of Mercy, The Clash, Tiger Army, HIM, The Mars Volta, Depeche Mode, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Danzig, and many more. If you review for me, I will be glad to return the favor. Feel free to browse through my livejournal, though it may bore you. My name is midnightbeloved. *courtney* | |||||||||
1. The Woes of Being Goth reviewsA ranting poem about my distaste for the new breed of hardcore "goths", funny, may be offensive. Note: I like some gothic music, just real gothic musicHumor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 7-22-05 - Published: 7-22-052. Sunday Night Infidelities reviewsBeing the mistress each Sundat night.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 6-5-053. Meant for Early Afternoon reviewsSomehow I missed this side of you...if you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 6-5-054. It was Always You, It was Only YouThis is a short story, written in a series of poems changing perspectives between a boy and girl. If you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 807 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 6-5-055. Salvation from a Pill reviewsWhen the dreams she had failed her, drugs became her salvation, If you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-25-056. Midnight Silhouette » reviewsThe son of a powerful vampire hunter is captured by a coven of vampires and put into the care of Xavier, a vampire whose still attached to his human manners.Supernatural - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 32,587 - Reviews: 46 - Updated: 5-22-05 - Published: 2-28-057. Graduation From a Graveyard reviewsThey sat in the graveyard on the night of their graduation, drinking vodka and contemplating their relationship and its looming end. If you review for me, i'll return the favorLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-19-05 - Published: 5-19-058. Alcohol and Vicodin reviewsA dark look at a dreary sort of love...almost humorous if you think Alkaline Trio is humorous...If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-12-05 - Published: 5-12-059. Fallen Forever Together reviewsThe title may make it sound as though this is sugar-coated love poem. Well, it's not. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-12-05 - Published: 5-12-0510. TimeTainted Sacraments reviewsa short infatuation ruined by time...if you review for me, I'll return the favorLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-29-05 - Published: 4-29-0511. Red Shade Pathetic reviewsThey killed themself, but now they regret it, and I have little sympathy for them. If you review for me,I'll return the favor...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-24-05 - Published: 4-24-0512. Red Sky Tonight reviewsThis darkness was supposed to be beautiful. You proved different. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-5-05 - Published: 4-5-0513. Finding Your Honesty reviewsExploring the face of the one loved, finding the depths and beauty. It's a short one. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-4-05 - Published: 4-4-0514. We Stood Between Winter and Spring reviewsIn a night of falling snow, we tested the lines of lust and brief infatuation. If you review for me, I'll return the favor/Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-4-05 - Published: 4-4-0515. A Touch, My Betrayer reviewsAbout being with one with a constant tendency to betray. And now it all starts falling. If you review for me, I'll return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-3-05 - Published: 4-3-0516. Fleeing 80 Down Our Youth's Last Road reviewsNot really about driving in a literal sense. About moving on past youth, and not wanting to. If you review, I'll return the favor.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-3-05 - Published: 4-3-0517. Abstract Tints reviewsThey left me, with memories painted in abstract tints. If you review, I'll return the favor.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-2-05 - Published: 4-2-0518. Wrap it Up in Winter's Ribbon reviewsPresenting one with all you can spare, and they return nothing but icy indifference. If you review, I'll return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-2-05 - Published: 4-2-0519. Societal Abortion reviewsLet loose from all your ties, severed and unpoetic...about defying the ones trying to claim your will.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-0520. To Sleep Again reviewsnot too fond of summaries...about being enslaved in a love that's taking a turn for the worst, and crying for change or answers.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-0521. Dealing Defenses to Opaque Walls reviewsthe cruelty of the teenage mind as it preys on one weak individual. Reviews are appreciated and the favor will be returned.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-26-05 - Published: 3-26-0522. Notions Painted Black reviewsA relationship caught between love and mutilation, It was always a bad idea, but so appealing. If you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-23-0523. We were Supposed to be the Exception reviewsI wrote this while watching my friend fight on the phone with her boyfriend. Lust is acting as a substitute for talking out their problems.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-23-0524. Lock Away the Encore reviewsYou've done it again. Played against my broken fears, danced in the darkness of my pain...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-21-05 - Published: 3-21-0525. New Age Weaponry reviewsApathy has led us to a battle fought with the sharpest words.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-21-05 - Published: 3-21-0526. Paranoia Isn't Lethal reviewsA friendship that means too much to get out of because they're your soul. It can be painful, but you wouldn't want it any other way. Reviews are appreciated and will be returned in favorFriendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-21-05 - Published: 3-21-0527. Angels Falling Like Sorrow's Snow reviewsthis one (like most of my work) is hard for me to explain. It may mean something completely different to different people. If you review, I'll gladly return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-20-05 - Published: 3-20-0528. The WindowI contemplated everything from behind the window, longign to escape. If you'll review for me, I'll return the favorGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,797 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-10-05 - Published: 3-10-0529. Freefall Through Misery reviewsspiraling through misery, alone and broken...review and I will gladly return the favorLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-7-05 - Published: 3-7-0530. Eternity of Lies reviewsSuch tainted love ruined by dishonesty and ownership...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-5-05 - Published: 3-5-0531. Our Home is not Together reviewsthe love is fading...two bodies together but we're really somewhere else...if you review, I'll return the favorLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-5-05 - Published: 3-5-0532. Returned on Cracking Glass reviewsThe world handed us our trust back in tatters, and together we lock ourselves away...if you review, I'll return the favor.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-2-05 - Published: 3-2-0533. Painted In Lipstick reviewsmissing a lost lover though you know they only brought deception and torment...if you review for me, I'll gladly return the favor.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-2-05 - Published: 3-2-0534. Masquerade of Lost Emotions reviewsThe love has fled, but the dance doesn't end...sing for me an elegy...if yuo review for me I'll gladly return the favor...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 2-14-05 - Published: 2-14-0535. Silent Forgiveness reviewsThe faith was broken with the hearts, but he still found his way back, or was it a dream? If you review for me I'll gladly return the favor...Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-05 - Published: 2-14-0536. Safety Off reviewsCross yourself with your pistol...you always seemed to aim to high...Reviews are appreciated and I will return the favorLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 2-13-05 - Published: 2-13-0537. Salvation should be Tangible reviewsA poem about life's deception and the futility of redemption as well as the lies of a close one pretending they care. Review and I'll return the favor.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-13-05 - Published: 2-13-0538. Sorry This Was Your First TIme reviewsA prostitute to her young client after he hands her the money...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-11-05 - Published: 2-11-0539. It was I who Asked Your Name reviewswaging a war upon breaking up...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-11-05 - Published: 2-11-0540. If You Truly Wish to End it All reviewsAbout your significant other killing himself to escape from the horors that are taking over and chasing him...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-11-05 - Published: 2-11-0541. Know Me as Your Own Disaster reviewsSomeone destroys you and breaks you down, and then wants nothing more to do with you...reviews are appreciated and the favor will be returnedLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-11-05 - Published: 2-11-0542. A Sinner of the Highest Degree reviewsAbout knowingly sinning...reviews appreciated and the favor will be returnedLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-11-05 - Published: 2-11-0543. The Distance Between Love and Hate reviewsWe've fallen out of love, but will fear allow us to separate?Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-29-05 - Published: 1-29-0544. Chasing Fairy Tales reviewsbeing left by one who is in search of something "better"Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-29-05 - Published: 1-29-0545. StainedGlass Windows reviewsI offer words resembling stained glass windows,, with clarity, yet so misleadingLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-29-05 - Published: 1-29-0546. In the EndIn the end, everything implodes upon itself...love and hate are so closeLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-22-05 - Published: 1-22-0547. Point Blank reviewsRevenge...Finding an ex-lover after they tried to run away without good-byeLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-16-05 - Published: 1-16-0548. Still Leaving reviewsleaving someone after a wrongdoing too bad to just forgive...Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-14-05 - Published: 1-14-0549. Unrobed Silhouette reviewstrademark of your silhouette...unrobed but your attire seems to suit your manner...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-14-05 - Published: 1-14-0550. I'm Not a Poet reviewslooking at my life and my crubling walls...Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-12-05 - Published: 1-12-0551. Caress of Your Gunbreaking upLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-9-05 - Published: 1-9-0552. One with SnakeLike Charm reviewsabout a guy...with, uh, snake-like charmLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-9-05 - Published: 1-9-0553. Empty Defeat reviewsletting go of a love never really even possessedLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-6-05 - Published: 1-6-0554. To My Beloved Amanda and My Darling Anna reviewsthis really isn't a love poem, just a friendshp poem about the coming departure of two of my best friendsFriendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-05 - Published: 1-6-0555. Shorter the Distance reviewsuh, about enticing another into love?Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-05 - Published: 1-5-0556. Blood Bonds and Love Bites reviewsthe question of: is it love or a lieLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-5-05 - Published: 1-5-0557. Welcome to Hell reviewsoh, this screwed of world of bitterness...Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-5-05 - Published: 1-5-0558. Distress of December reviewsOffering to help save one I love as we both fall into December's depressionLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-4-04 - Published: 12-4-0459. StarCrossed reviewsguilt driven by unrequited loveLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-30-04 - Published: 11-30-0460. Chasing One with Demon Wings reviewsabout a beautiful, a slightly dark, boy I knowLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-30-04 - Published: 11-30-0461. Fate of a Violent Solitude reviewsThe ever-reigning search for true loveLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-28-04 - Published: 11-28-0462. Living in Disappointment reviewsA poem about being unhappy with life and the ways of mankindLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-28-04 - Published: 11-28-0463. Of Blood, of Life, of Lust reviewsteenage depressionLife - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-0464. In Touchlosing the world, but not myselfLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-0465. Dispirited...what are my poems usually about?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-0466. The Greatest Wave of Devastationangsty brooding romanceLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-0467. My Heartsick Song reviewsa poem about love between two of tyhe same gender inspired by two certain males...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-26-04 - Published: 11-26-0468. Promise for the SelfishAngst about selfish people...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-24-04 - Published: 11-24-0469. The Beauty of Sorrow reviewsread the titleLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-24-04 - Published: 11-24-0470. Death of Spring reviewsRealization that life is painfulLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-24-04 - Published: 11-24-0471. Tarnished Recollections reviewsA faded loveLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-24-04 - Published: 11-24-0472. November's Taste reviewsoh, I dunno...just read itLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-24-04 - Published: 11-24-0473. True Love Ending in Bloodshed reviewspainful loveLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-16-04 - Published: 11-16-04