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| Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi |
Author has written 46 stories for Life, Family, School, Action, Fantasy, Love, Friendship, Fantasy, and General. Alright, you really expect me to give you information about myself. Well, I don't do the whole truth thing, because I don't really trust most people out there. No offense to any of you, because truely it isn't personal. I just don't like sharing from what has happened in my life. I will however, tell you what I look like... at least on the inside. I stand about 5'10", though I do hunch, so I look smaller than that. I'm skinny, really skinny, like bone thin, many say I'm anarexic. I've got long, really dark brown hair, which looks black in just about anything but bright light. It's down to my shoulder blades, and my two feline pointed ears poking out atop my head. I've got a feline muzzle, with the nose and all, not some house cats muzzle, a small wild cats muzzle. My eyes are deep midnight blue, which changes to violet in the right light. My fur is a dark storm grey, with thick black lined spots on my arms and legs, and black lined stripes on my back. My three foot tail is ringed with black and that same dark storm grey color. The color inside the spots and stripes is a lighter grey, like a ghost grey, and from my chin down to my thighs is light wispy autumn orange under fur. My hands, are not hands. They are paws. The dark storm grey fur covers them all over, except on the backs which have the spots, and in the palm, which is a tan colored pad. Like human hands, my "fingers" or digits, have two smaller ovaline pads, but only two, spaced by something like a knuckle under the fur. I've got retractable claws, which act like the third link of a human hand. My thumb is the same way. I don't have feet however, because quite frankly, (and no offense to any humans out there) human feet look stupid, awkward, and well, just unappealing. I've got feline paws, you know, the pad, the claws, and the smaller, three "toe" like pads. Now, I like to wear dark color's, and well, I like lace and such, so I try to wear loose, baggy, light pants, black of course, with loose, light, dress shirts, also black. I've got crimson lace at the cuffs and neck. Oh, and my hair, is either loose, like a mane, or tied in a braid of pony tail, when ever I feel like it, so there is no set way my hair is. Now you know what I look like, at least on the inside. If you have complaint's, such as "There is no way on earth you can look like that!" or "MAN THAT FREAK IS UGLY!" keep them to yourselves, I wont tollerate flaming for what I look like, or for that matter, any thing period, because it's rude, disrespectful, and quite frankly, I don't care what you think. Now if you havn't picked up already, and are in fact still reading this, for some odd reason (though I do admit to keep reading these things myself, and will be the first of many to call myself odd) I've got attitude. I hate disrespect. That's the one thing that will with out a doubt set me off on you, like a hurricane on Florida (my heart goes out to any one that has suffered at the hands of Mother Earth's angry bellows). I also love writing, which is probably why I'm starting Fanfic writing. I do other stories, and poems other than fanfic, but have never posted, or typed them for that matter. I have a whole binder full of doodles, poetry, writing, shortstories, and compilations from all of the time I do it during school. I tried writing another fanfic before, for the show "Yu Yu Hakusho" however, that died out, as I disliked how I did it. Now, that might suggest that I am an anime fan, or at least I know and like anime. Well the fact is, that I hang with anime nuts, read with anime nuts, and have become an anime nut myself. Currently, I own very little anime, manga, or anything of the sort, but I hope to increase that soon, as now I have a job. My running list of anime and manga is thus: MY ANIME AND MANGA! Well hopefully that list will expand later on, because I really, really want to be able to have something to do at collage, other than all the work. I live and breath role playing, which is part of what I look like goes into. Now, if you are into any of those things, or you really, desperatly, absolutly must know more about me, you can email me. I might return the message, if 1. I feel that it is safe to do so, 2. You have common interest with me, and 3. You role play, or know something that perks my interest. Alright, because I can't keep passing up good quotes that me and my friends create on our random sprees, I'm going to dedicate the start and list of quotes to my good friend Orion Kohaishu! 2. "Seen any goats around lately?" "No, because I sacrificed them to my dark god, but I'm moving up to human sacrifice. So what are you doing tonight?" "I'm going over to my parents place." "See told you I was moving up to human sacrifice." Now with all that out of the way, on with the writing! Also, I have an account on Fanfiction.net, under the same penname, so if you like my works here, check me out there as well will you, I would love to get some reviews. | |||||
1. On my mind Again reviewsIt's a fierce thing the passions in my mind and body. Once more I'm almost drowning in them, but Im slowly learning to swim. The needier side of a feeling that rides me like a horse in the heat of battle.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-3-06 - Complete2. Rustified Fear reviewsWaking up a day after and realizing that that fear that pulls back isn't entirely something I can't control. One more chain that's gonna snap!Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-30-06 - Complete3. Pretty Bandaged Coins reviewsI've got ten pretty bandaged coins upon my fingers, they shine right out before me. And all those that see them come, will know my thundering story.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-22-06 - Complete4. Red thoughtsJust a little bleak something that was barely etched out in the early hours of the morning. Hinging at the greating something inside my skullPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 10-21-06 - Complete5. Tension reviewsLove's a curse, and then you get some!Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-17-066. ChoicesThoughts on what is really right for those you love. How do you know? You go with what you feel will keep them safest at night. What will keep the nightmares away, and the feelings upright.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Published: 8-12-067. PausedAn interesting thought as I look up from my laptop at my house.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 7-31-068. The Stronger RoadThere are two ways to find strength. In solitude, and in companionship. Both can be painful, but which is stronger?Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 6-16-069. WorthinessPonderances on when it's ok to ask something of another. When do you know they'll give it to you freely, from their heart, not because they feel they should. When will they enjoy it to you of their own vollition?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Published: 6-15-0610. Double Sided Coin reviewsI am the Harlequin, the double sided coin. A battle is my life, because I need more than one choice.Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-12-0611. The Demon and the AngelHow do you deal with two such opposed natures in a person? Which side is right? Which side is wrong? Do you go with one, or do you go with both?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 6-12-0612. Never RelentingExpressing my control. A message so hard to show to those near to me. Expressing something at all.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 6-12-0613. Fighting Forever reviewsCan you stand forever, against the test of time. Musings on life, and being different.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-0614. The Game reviewsWelcome to the game, will you be ready to play when it shows up for you?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-0615. Always Saying No reviewsJust feelings from times long past. Guess it was about time they hit verse form. Spur of the moment.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-0616. You or Them reviewsA poem inspired by the revitilization of thought in my life. It's based on who is right in the world, and who is wrong. Is it you, or Them?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0617. Perceptions of InnocenseThis has been inspired by a few thoughts on my situation. How can I love the way I do, yet the whole world will call me harlot and cheat. Well, I'll love as I do, because I can, and show them all their faults! Reviews are loved!Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 5-31-0618. Innocent Paradise reviewsThis is something that I've been trying to write for three days. It has been inspired by my closest loves, Rent, and the need to hurt myself. It is a poem about having something you crave so deeply, and getting it in the most completely innocent of ways.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-29-0619. Mistress of Melody reviewsWriten when I'm way too drowsy, and a muse in a song of a loved one, and all the ones that she has for me.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-18-0620. The Truth reviewsOk, so Ma petite is just every so good at getting me into a poetic mood. This one is rated the powerful emotions that fuel it, and the complicated yet simple thing it tries to say. Of course I dedicate it to Ma Petite.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-30-0621. Private DreamsA little poem in a bout of selfishness. Then remembering why I don't need to be that way.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 4-22-0622. Nursery Rhymes reviewsGrowing up, and how to keep all the good things close while you give them up. Inspired by all my friends, and some wonderful conversations.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-25-0623. Cause of Depression reviewsYet another poem inspired and based on depression. Enjoy o' pervayers of dark delight, and feast on my tortured soul. Though my own torture it may bev.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-8-0524. Three Women reviewsThe night I was touched by those who look after the guardians. Those that come to breaking souls, who's duty is to stand strong for all time. The night I found comfort in the arms of three women.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-7-0525. Darkness' Love reviewsA way that I like to think I love in. Dark romanticism deep in my heart. I dedicate this fluffy peice to ma PetitePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-21-0526. Feelings Thought Forgotten reviewsA rather fluffy thing for me. Its actually about love too, and the words a friend gave to me regarding another. I dedicate it to my Chere, and Ma Petite, you know who you are.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-21-0527. Madness of Depression reviewsWhy can't depression just leave me alone... it doesn't have a reason to be here this time... Words that just wont leave me in this frame of mind.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-0528. Hurting for your LoveFeeling hurt for some one you never thought you loved. Why wont the pain just go away when it isn't supposed to be there in the first place.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 9-5-0529. Agonizing over Forbidden Love reviewsWhat keeps flashing through my mind, what wont leave me to my kind. Why can't I just get her off my mind? Why can't I let her go to were she wants to go?Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-4-0530. The Demon Child reviewsDiscovering that what you once sought to get away from has truely consumed your entire being. What can one do against such a fate?Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-3-0531. Birth of the Dark Fire Pheonix reviewsThe birth of the dark fire that burns in my heart. The drive that forever returns me from the ashes of my attempts.Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-31-0532. Underhanded Love reviewsAbout the only way I think I can love any more. Do you think this is love, or am I just too broken to feel that any more?Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-31-0533. Self Inflicted Agony reviewsThis was inspired by the act of two friends, seeming to do a tango of relationships, and what shouldn't feel like betrayal to me... Something hard to describe that came out screaming to be heard.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-0534. Questions left Unanswered reviewsMy brooding thoughts spun into poetic verse in my state of hypnotic tranquillity. Reviews are loved.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-1-0535. WeaknessIts dark, its worthless, don't waste your time...Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 500 - Published: 6-1-0536. Curse of my Spirit reviewsWell I've been sitting and thinking again, and well there was a computer near by, so this popped out of my head and onto the screen. Copyright me.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-5-0537. Begginings of Battle reviewsThis was an assignment from one of my classes. Its a one shot unless people want to continue it. It is based on the journeys of a young Shifter, that wants to become a druid. I give credit to DnD Eberron setting for shifter and villaged and places. They aFiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-5-0538. Practice of Body and Mind reviewsA boredom fic, that features me fighting. Its a one shot of weapon play and just creepy thoughts. Enjoy my boredom. Copyright me.Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-5-0539. Spirits Dawn reviewsAbout the reaction one gets at being terrifying, and abnormal. Copyright me.Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-4-0540. Emotional Ragdoll reviewsAnother dark poem brought to you from my dreary world. Yes, its Copyright me.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-4-0541. Of Love and Hate reviewsA relationship that was best ended. The dark story of betrayal, unrhymed, to my annoiance, though suits my dark emotions just fine. Rated for the darkness.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-1-0542. I am Forever reviewsMy Dark origins, my Dark herritage. I am all of these, forever. Rated for the darkness as always.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-1-0543. The Darkness WithinAs always, the rating is for my own darkness. This is a poem built off of seeing my own inner most fear, of my own hatreds, and doubts, and thus taking them, accepting, and growing from it.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 10-17-0444. Path of Pain reviewsRating due to the darkness breathing the life of this poem. Welcome to my dark struggle of life.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-15-0445. Fear to Darkness reviewsAgain rating for the darkness with in. This is a collection of poems I have written thrown together, as I didn't want to post each individually, with the ending being an original to close them all together. I feel it goes rather nicely.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-15-0446. Maze of Life reviewsI rate this PG for the darkness of it. This is from a bleak view in the travels of my life. I hope you all enjoy the dark writings to comePoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-15-04
