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since: 12-03-04, id: 447340, Profile Updated: 10-08-09
country: United States
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Author has written 53 stories for Friendship, Life, Love, and Young Adult.

Hey there. I'm Pammy. I'm nineteen (when did that happen?) and I'm in my sophomore year of college.
I've been writing here since I was a freshman in high school. Sometimes I outgrow it and then
I find my way back. This site has gotten me through a lot. I love poetry and rock music and experiencing
as much of this life as I possibly can.

Truth be told, I hate talking about myself, I'd rather learn about you.
Everything you'd want to know is here already.
Peace.

Last updated: 10/08/2009

((formerly xdistorted_realityx))
((formerly xxlilauthoressxx))

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1. Skyscraper
R&R me, I'll R&R you. Not my best, but the first I've written in a while.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-8-09 - Published: 10-8-09
2. Burned reviews
I'm tired of promises. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-31-09 - Published: 5-31-09
3. October Fragments reviews
R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-15-09 - Published: 2-15-09
4. Speechless reviews
I wish I didn't need to write everything down to get my point across. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-28-09 - Published: 1-28-09
5. The Freshman reviews
One of many college experiences. I think this is a bit darker than my usual stuff. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 506 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-8-09 - Published: 1-8-09
6. Displacement reviews
It's hard to take care of yourself, sometimes. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-14-08 - Published: 9-14-08
7. Because I Couldn't Sign Your Yearbook reviews
R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-24-08 - Published: 6-24-08
8. The Thrill of the Chase reviews
I've always been shy, but lately I'm just sick of myself. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-24-08 - Published: 3-24-08
9. Writing myself to sleep reviews
I get carried away a lot, but not nearly as often as I'd like to be. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-8-08 - Published: 2-8-08
10. Kalidescopes reviews
I'm fedup with the world around me, including myself. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 537 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-8-08 - Published: 2-8-08
11. Anonymous reviews
I can't quite explain this one. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-9-08 - Published: 1-9-08
12. The Giver reviews
I wrote this because I'm tired of running after you. R&R me, I'll do the same.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-3-08 - Published: 1-3-08
13. Long Distance reviews
I wrote this when I felt out of touch with my faraway friends, while friends near to me were saying goodbye to their friends leaving for college. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-12-07 - Published: 9-12-07
14. The Power of Emotion reviews
I wrote this when I was feeling a little more than frustrated.R&R me, I'll R&R you :D
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-13-07 - Published: 5-13-07
15. Arrogance reviews
Wrote this about someone who always puts me down in order to make herself seem better. I'm tired of listening to her comments. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-4-07 - Published: 2-4-07
16. Infectious reviews
Something that came to me after talking to one of my friends about people she likes. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 10-24-06 - Published: 10-24-06
17. Hopeless reviews
You did your damage, and left me to pick up the pieces. Just when I've put myself together, you come around again. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
18. Liar reviews
I'm never the victim, but I'm always the witness. Why does everyone think they can get away with everything? R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 6-24-06 - Published: 6-24-06
19. Memories reviews
Times are changing and I can't forget the past. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 6-17-06 - Published: 6-17-06
20. Dear Friend » reviews
Wrote a letter to try and explain myself. Rated for suicide-ness and cutting. New letter up! R&R me, I'll do the same.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,579 - Reviews: 37 - Updated: 6-7-06 - Published: 11-1-05
21. Betrayal of Trust reviews
Wrote this because I hate feeling so powerless. Who knew you could do so much damage? R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 5-14-06 - Published: 5-14-06
22. Torn Up reviews
Wrote this because I'm sick of trying so hard to make you happy. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 4-13-06 - Published: 4-13-06
23. Torn Apart reviews
Wrote this about a girl who commits suicide thinking everyone will feel sorry and miss her and such. But things don't always go as planned. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06
24. On the Dance Floor reviews
Wrote this after a party I went to the other night. R&R me, I'll R&R you!
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 2-19-06 - Published: 2-19-06
25. Defensive reviews
There's never going to be enough time for me to tell you all the things you want to know, so let's just drop it. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 1-15-06 - Published: 1-15-06
26. Kodak Pictures reviews
Short summary inside. R&R me, I'll R&R you. edited
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 12-28-05 - Published: 12-28-05
27. KNoTS reviews
I feel all tied up. (Yea, I can't write summaries anymore). R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 11-28-05 - Published: 11-28-05
28. BrOkEn reviews
Wrote this because I've lost my mind. I just wish I could figure myself out. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 10-28-05 - Published: 10-28-05
29. To FaLL in LoVE reviews
Sometimes I really want to. Better, short summary inside. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 10-12-05 - Published: 10-12-05
30. ThOughTs reviews
My thoughts scare me. Its like there's two voices at once. Anyways, R&R me, I'll R&R you. Enjoy.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 10-9-05 - Published: 10-9-05
31. A RoLL of ThE DiCE reviews
Wrote this because I was inspired to. Short explanation inside. R&R me, I'll R&R you. Take a chance...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 10-4-05 - Published: 10-4-05
32. FiNiSHeD reviews
Wrote this because...I give up. I just can't win anymore. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 9-27-05 - Published: 9-27-05
33. AtTacK reviews
I'm alright with myself this year. But I question everything anyway- and wonder why anyone else would be. Guess I'm not quite finished with my selfacceptance-or my anxiety. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 9-16-05 - Published: 9-16-05
34. Untitled 3 reviews
Wrote this when someone asked why people write, and it made me question why. It led to all the problems I've had with writing, so...here goes nothing. I'm no longer capable of summaries...R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 9-1-05 - Published: 9-1-05
35. Acceptance reviews
I think I'm changing the title. Anyways, wrote this because the time came that I could. If there's one thing I learned this summer, it's that I can be myself-not everyone else's definition of me.R&R me, I'll R&R you. Accept it
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 8-23-05 - Published: 8-23-05
36. TTYnever? reviews
Wrote this 'cause my friend is leaving the day I go to camp. And she's all "I don't want to keep in touch right away"...It hurts. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 6-15-05 - Published: 6-15-05
37. FaKE reviews
Wrote this because my friends and I have a lot of conflict running through our little circle...but nobody's about to admit it out loud. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 6-14-05 - Published: 6-14-05
38. Mix reviews
About the last day of school...tears and yearbooks all around...so confusing..Can't write summaries. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
39. Apology reviews
Terrible title...and alliteration.. /sigh/ Wrote this because of my mixed emotions. The only one I can define is that I'm sorry for being a burden to people...R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 6-1-05 - Published: 6-1-05
40. Crashing reviews
Wrote this because...I'm crashing...better explanation inside. Rating for slight suicidal reference and one curse. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 5-18-05 - Published: 5-18-05
41. Playing By the Rules » reviews
13 year old Lindzi gets caught up with the people she always thought she wanted to hang around with...but there's more to them then meets the eye. It's actually a lot more dangerous. PG13 for cutting and violence. Nothing graphic. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,701 - Reviews: 38 - Updated: 5-13-05 - Published: 2-27-05
42. Jealousy reviews
Wrote this because the unrequited love continues...Better explanation inside...R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 5-12-05 - Published: 5-12-05
43. Glass reviews
Wrote this because I'm an open book, and I know it. But my glass walls make me feel just that much better. I can't write summaries...R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 4-25-05 - Published: 4-25-05
44. It's Not A Love Poem reviews
Wrote this 'cause I'm in denial about likeing people...Ah..Not my best, but all the same, R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-23-05
45. Untitled reviews
Wrote this after my friend showed me some darker poetry...But you'd never guess it was her who wrote it. Then again, things aren't always what they seem...She's got a few different sides to her. R&R me, I'll R&R you, means a lot.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 3-18-05 - Published: 3-18-05
46. Go Ahead reviews
Wrote this when one of my friends couldn't tell me something...and it bought on some mixed emotions...Which is what this is about . R&R me, I'll R&R you. Thanks, means a lot.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 3-16-05 - Published: 3-16-05
47. Stay reviews
Wrote this a while ago, when one of my friends had a bit of a suicidal moment. I wanted to remind her there's more to life, I guess. R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 3-1-05 - Published: 3-1-05
48. I Can Try reviews
It's not that I don't want to open up to you. It's that I don't know how...but I can try.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-1-05 - Published: 3-1-05
49. Just Tell Me reviews
Written for my friend after we were talking and she opened up a bit...but wouldn't go far enough for me to really understand. I want people to know they can trust me...R&R me,I'll R&R you. Means a lot.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 2-15-05 - Published: 2-15-05
50. End It Here reviews
Wrote this when I was really angry...About someone who can't just let something be, they always need to turn it into a problem. R&R me, I'll R&R you. Please, means a lot.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-15-05 - Published: 2-15-05
51. I'm Single On Valentine's Day reviews
It's a bit early, but I'm impatient /shrug/ A bit of humor on being single, where the single person is talking to someone who has a counterpart. /blink/ R&R me, I'll R&R you!
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 2-8-05 - Published: 2-8-05
52. I'm Gone reviews
I tried to take the persepective of a gang member trying to leave the gang, It's a little different...R&R me, I'll R&R you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-2-05 - Published: 2-2-05
53. Thanks, People reviews
Wrote this for my friends on how much I appreciate them helping me through the hard times...R&R mine, I'll R&R you!
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 1-28-05 - Published: 1-28-05
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