ThisCut-UpAngel
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since: 12-28-04, id: 451399, Profile Updated: 03-14-10
country: USA
Author has written 281 stories for Love, General, Life, Song, Friendship, Haiku, Religion, War, Family, and General.

--22 years old--

--full time single mom to an amazing 3 year old little girl--

"Just trying to get it all down on paper before it's gone..."

I don't write love songs, I write about broken hearts and the people, the places, the things behind it.
I have a flair for wrinting about revenge, wrongdoings, pain and anguish.
Every now and then I can throw one in about how great things are going, how in love I am, but it's rare.
My daughter is my whole world, my everything.
I cry, I laugh, I live, I love just the same as you do...I just hope that one of these pieces will help someone the way they have helped me.

Reviews of any kind are appreciated. I understand that not every piece is my greatest work, but a little direction here and there would help out a lot.
Send a review and I'll do my best to review at least one of your works.

If you want to know anything else (or interested in collaborating a piece) just email me.


1. let her be
It's never quite what you believe, my dear.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 3-14-10 - Complete
2. intention lost
there's nothing else left to say.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 3-14-10 - Complete
3. smoke and mirrors
I'm not sure if "broken" is the word I would use anymore.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 3-14-10 - Complete
4. march 9th reviews
you spill your lies so sweetly.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-10 - Complete
5. supposedly
just who the hell do you think you are..?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Published: 3-14-10 - Complete
6. the end reviews
black dahlia, come to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-10 - Complete
7. 52
There are fifty two ways I could love you, my dear.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 3-14-10 - Complete
8. ashes reviews
I was never good enough, no matter what I did...this is my release over the end of something that was so beautiful...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-28-09 - Complete
9. flawless
For Liz...I'm throwing out everything I thought I knew...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 1-14-09
10. the comedown
It's five AM and I'm still awake...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 1-14-09 - Complete
11. wish list reviews
It's nailed to your door and I'm writhing under it's rust...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-12-09 - Complete
12. closer
I know you've never been here, like this, with her...R&R please. f/f slight implications .
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 1-12-09 - Complete
13. fools of ourselves
I'm slinking from the light in her...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 1-12-09 - Complete
14. neon and ink
The woman I've become...about finally being able to accept the person I am...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 1-10-09 - Complete
15. never for you reviews
I'm slamming the door on all I thought I knew...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-09 - Complete
16. in flames reviews
That's the way you leave the wreckage...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-10-09
17. click, click
And I'm pulling the trigger back, my dear...Newest pieces and trying out a different style..please R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Published: 1-10-09
18. all the same reviews
in the end, my fiend, my lover, myself, we are all the same...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-22-08 - Complete
19. Jesus Christ reviews
again, inspired by a Seether song...you're not him, my dear.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-22-08
20. Burning Maryjane last kiss
There is no one left but you, my dear...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 5-22-08 - Complete
21. House of Secrets pt 1 reviews
It's all she talks about, all she sees when she trips...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-22-08
22. 3 Libras reviews
For my best friend, Gary.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-22-08 - Complete
23. riley reviews
For the last year, I've been living the life of Riley...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-22-08 - Complete
24. november 17th reviews
Too many hearts in one place...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
25. three mississippi reviews
I won't beg you anymore...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
26. invincibility is just a word now reviews
My father's past come back to haunt me again...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
27. killeen's song reviews
Written as I was watching a few soldier's in the apartment complex pack up their car..better than it sounds..R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
28. apartment 215 reviews
The pandimonium of my life doesn't exist here...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
29. blistered
I'm finding my strength again...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
30. wishing never got me anywhere good
For once the ambulance isn't for me...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
31. ours, for the night
Twenty minutes out of Austin and I'm wondering where we'll end up...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
32. charlie's girl reviews
People still stare at me strangely, but no one mentions her name anymore...this just poured out of me the other day..R&R please. [[fem. slash]]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 443 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
33. just dust under your new tires reviews
That's all we are to you now...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-5-07 - Complete
34. smile somewhere
I know you have one left for me somewhere, my dear...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
35. little pill
You're taking me with just a shot of luck...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
36. ghost
There's never enough room for regrets...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
37. desperate
I'm counting your steps like runaway stars...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
38. the hardest thing
52 steps, baby, just 52 steps...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
39. you won't find this
When it comes down to it, close is as good as it gets...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
40. vegas ablaze
I never really saw those lights...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
41. undone
I love the sound when you come undone...the last line is from a new Seether song...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
42. stay
I won't let you let us go...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
43. smearing ink
Finally, my release..R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
44. quicksand
I'm struggling, while you just smile...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
45. firecrackers
you're nothing but firecrackers in my blood...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
46. contagious
It's what you do to me that makes you an addiction...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
47. closing time
shut the blinds and say your prayers...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
48. angel on my shoulder
I guess he just never showed... R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
49. sober reviews
I'm always sober when you're gone..R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-5-07 - Complete
50. mistress reviews
It seems I'm that girl no one knows about anymore...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete
51. dream big reviews
He always tells me to dream big, so I do...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete
52. delicate reviews
It's like crying constellations...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-10-07
53. now reviews
Reassure me, baby...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete
54. let me know
It's the little things, darling...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete
55. softly reviews
[softly] think of me...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete
56. waking december reviews
On finally letting go of my father's memory...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete
57. lightning crashes reviews
...eternity was never our style, my dear. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
58. temporary
And I'm counting the minutes until our next fallout, my dear...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
59. heartstrings
I never get very far when I run from you, darling...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
60. breathing slowly
..it's the only way I can handle you...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
61. finally
On trying to finally let go..R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
62. my concern
you make me wonder what really mattered at all, darling..R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
63. mirror masks
changing our masks to change our reflections...better than it sounds..R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
64. five words or less
and you're always gone by morning...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
65. October's Fallen
An Autumn Angel of a different sort.. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
66. mere words
fear is my only strength, loss is my only hope.. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
67. lithium reviews
..and I've lost my self completely...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
68. to the moon and back
expect turbulence, darling...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
69. carnival time
it always makes me love you...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
70. the open door
winter is fast approaching, my dear...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 12-9-06 - Complete
71. Trinity Raine reviews
A piece about my daughter..may be added to later on. R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-9-06
72. Senior Agrivations and Things Like Graduating » reviews
My school screwed up my schedule for the first week-one class I didn't need, the other is my favorite. . I'll probably contiune this piece throughout senior year. . Enjoy! R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 5-18-06 - Published: 8-27-05
73. turn it back reviews
Late night surprises and six hour drives..He tried to make me happy and again I screwed it up...R&R please..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-18-06
74. Madonna reviews
You said I was your true faith..now I belong to you...R&R please. [short]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-18-06
75. losing reasons reviews
It's breaking my dear...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-16-06
76. and it won't let me reviews
I'm charting my life in blood and ink...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-4-06
77. flight plans and late night heartattacks reviews
And I'm so anxious for him to be home...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-4-06
78. what I get reviews
I deserve so much worse than this, my dear...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-4-06
79. there she goes reviews
I'm just another devil's advocate...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-4-06
80. itch reviews
He's just itching to get his hands around my neck...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-4-06
81. 3 minutes to go reviews
"I will always be the one beside you, baby..." My wedding day 4/29/2006...[short]...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-3-06
82. Hell High 06 reviews
A fleeting memory of the my high school...it would have been better if we had all just burned out...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-20-06
83. pouring darkness reviews
"ripping veins like electrical chords.." I put all of my pain and hatred into a painting and this short piece ...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-20-06
84. she dreams in story book romance reviews
"Prince Charming wasn't a soldier at war..." Sparked by my upcoming wedding next week...[short]..R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-20-06
85. kohleyes crazy reviews
And I just realized that he's really going to leave...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-06
86. love like morphine reviews
shot straight to the heart...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-06
87. never mind the rain reviews
He was straight truth that night...another memory of Jarrett and I that I wanted to keep burned in my brain...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-06
88. Tiny Dancer reviews
Originally an english assignment...she watches her, knowing she does as her lover will not.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-17-06
89. That L Word reviews
shhhh, what am I? R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-06
90. sideswiped reviews
Like watching a car crash, you're my favorite destructive pasttime...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-06
91. bleeding blue reviews
She will always fall for the heretic at her window...short...R & R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-06
92. imperfection reviews
I'm tearing out the very heart that bleeds for you, dies for you alone...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-06
93. Eros reviews
You always did love to humiliate me...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-17-06
94. and the world stops reviews
We're chasing the same HEARTbeat baby...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-17-06
95. shotgun angel reviews
My savior is riding in the driver's seat...for Jarrett...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-3-06
96. To my Everything, The Soldier in my Dreams reviews
To my fiance' on Valentine's Day...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-13-06
97. She Says reviews
She always talked like she was crazy...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-8-06
98. avoid the obvious reviews
Why do I still torture myself with your avoidance?...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-8-06
99. Angels Don't Die reviews
His tears taste like self-destruction...not my usual but it spilled out of me yesterday...R&R please. [short]
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-8-06
100. Ache reviews
Cancelled skies and an empty carton of cigarettes...R&R please.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-8-06
101. clean reviews
I'm trying to drop your name from the whisper on my lips...is it working? R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-7-06
102. Cover and Clear reviews
I was introduced to welding in my art class a few weeks ago and it's growing into my newest obsession...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-7-06
103. The Felicia Series » reviews
A dear friend of mine died not too long ago in a car wreck-this is a series of poems that I will continue to update about her, and the things that resulted from her death. She will always be missed.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 1,479 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 2-7-06 - Published: 4-4-05
104. drop everything reviews
I can't make it all [disapear]...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-7-06
105. shotgun reviews
Shotguning to get high...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-7-06
106. weak reviews
I'm bending, breaking at your bodie's alter again, my dear...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-17-06
107. Waiting reviews
Not my usual thing, but this just kinda flew out of me today...that seems to be my style nowadays: Waiting...R&R please..[short]
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-17-06
108. Tori's Lullaby reviews
A poem for my new baby sister...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-17-06
109. Sonnet 1 reviews
A creative writing assignment that turned into a massacre of a memory...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-17-06
110. Out of Sight reviews
Out of sight, out of mind..that's what they say, isn't it? R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-17-06
111. Something Like Human reviews
I guess you're more human than I realized...not what you will expect. [short]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
112. Lie 1 reviews
There's no one but you...R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-17-06
113. Home Sweet Home reviews
His Harley is singing me to sleep...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
114. Glamour reviews
Coke-out glam at it's finest...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
115. Dark Room Romance reviews
I can only see you in black and white...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-17-06
116. Dane reviews
And a split personality comes out to play..it will seem kind of harsh, but keep in mind that I was scared shitless...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
117. last night here reviews
Just a rude reminder that he has to go back...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-8-06
118. luck down the drain reviews
"I refuse to let you be just another song on a cd to us..." R&R please..
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-8-06
119. on the shelf reviews
That's where I found my soul...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-31-05
120. conditional statetostate reviews
complete me?...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-31-05
121. if we could reviews
And everything changes...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-31-05
122. cherrybomb love reviews
It's like setting off a landmine...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-31-05
123. this time reviews
What did I do this time, baby? . . . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-31-05
124. believe reviews
I just want to be where you are...R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-31-05
125. The Day Before You reviews
It just doesn't exist when we kiss. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-21-05
126. December 18th reviews
And he's home. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-21-05
127. backwards reviews
He comes home tonight. . . .R&R please. [short]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-18-05
128. stuck reviews
"This is the part where I get stuck in your sky". . .I went on a week-long xanex binge and this was the result. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-16-05
129. Stars in the Sky reviews
"Clinging to each other like two stars in the sky. . ." . . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-9-05
130. Red Melodies to Live By » reviews
A series of a different style-mostly short and straight forward. One of my personal favorite pieces. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 12-9-05 - Published: 10-3-05
131. Maybe It's Me reviews
What's your excuse? . . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-9-05
132. please reviews
A sort of last rights to an ending relationship. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-9-05
133. falls on me reviews
"I'm your would-be-wife in your military dreams". . . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-9-05
134. I Don't Ask For Much reviews
Desolation's home. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-9-05
135. emo girl again reviews
Sitting at my best friend's house. . .missing what I used to be. . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-7-05
136. Plain As Day reviews
I'll sob your name plain as day. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-2-05
137. split reviews
"I'm sorry it took me so long. . ." R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-2-05
138. Apathy's Angel reviews
"like when her parents caught her with another girl. . . " R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-1-05
139. bring me down reviews
I want to be right wherever you are. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-1-05
140. We Shout reviews
"I will lose it all to make you happy, I will sacrifice everything to chase your memory away. . ." R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-29-05
141. Playback
She's got me going so so crazy. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 11-29-05
142. hungry reviews
"under the orange spikes and nose ring he almost looked / offended." R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-29-05
143. Doll Hands reviews
Linkin Park and a flat-lined heart. . . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-22-05
144. sometimes reviews
I am so much more than you can handle. . .[short]. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-22-05
145. everything reviews
she was me. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-21-05
146. Lovers and Friends » reviews
About some girls that I am very close to; some friends, others maybe lovers. . sometimes I never know. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-20-05
147. White Dust Monster reviews
Based loosely on my life and the book "Crank". . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-17-05
148. Not So Perfect, But That's Okay with Me reviews
"Such soft imperfections. . ." Tracing his scars and knowing they are mine too. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-05
149. Bleeding Mascara reviews
"And I bleed mascara daily. . ." The title is the name of an Atreyu song. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-05
150. Pink reviews
It never was a good color on me. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-15-05
151. My Precious Girl reviews
Not what you think. . . "And I can't help that your memory sparkles. . ." Short, I promise. R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-10-05
152. Red Car Lightning reviews
On being all barred out over a four day week. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-31-05
153. Tweaker reviews
"He loves me when I'm down / hates me when I'm high". . . on a growing addiction that I'm less than proud of. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-28-05
154. Peter Pan reviews
"It's Peter Pan that I want to / remember / 1,000 mistakes from now" . . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-25-05
155. Air Borne reviews
"Biting a bullet sunny side down / when he tells me he wants / air borne". . . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-25-05
156. It's How I Know You Love Me reviews
Such a shame that it takes this to say it. . .Based on a less-than-happy past of someone close to me. . R&R please.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-25-05
157. Red Eyed Answers reviews
For Jeff; an old journal entry sparked this piece, and it says a lot about our relationship with each other now. I like to think that he's still my best friend. . R&R please.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-24-05
158. You Had Me From Hello reviews
That was all you had to say. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-21-05
159. Dirty Little Secret reviews
I'm just her dirty little secret in the end. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-20-05
160. playground dreams reviews
"you're the only one I want to see, my forever one-night stand." . . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-19-05
161. WIthin My Hand reviews
"Something tells me this isn't the first time." R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-19-05
162. Hallmark Words that I Can't Stand reviews
You used to say so much. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-14-05
163. Marlboros and Mandy reviews
My favorite secret poisons. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-9-05
164. Mandy reviews
"Pool hall angel/and she's wearing me out. . " Yep, I got a crush. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-8-05
165. Becoming Hell reviews
I've braved Hell once again. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-6-05
166. Hours on End reviews
The things I can't seem to remember. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-6-05
167. Just Wanted to Say reviews
Another for Wren, that infamous girl that still haunts my dreams. . this is my apology to her. . short, I promise. A thanks to citrus-scented for the inspiration of a line . . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-6-05
168. Radio Rain reviews
I'm listening for your heartbeat in the rain. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-6-05
169. Buried 3 Days reviews
I'm stumbling in my wedding dress; running from my demons. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-3-05
170. Something I Never Do reviews
Sometimes I absoluetly hate you. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-3-05
171. The Accidental Family » reviews
A two part-series about the birth of my best friend's baby boy, Damon, and my godson. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-2-05
172. The Back Door is Breaking reviews
This time, I swear to God, I'm leaving. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-2-05
173. Words Run Dry reviews
I write until the words run dry. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-2-05
174. On Butterfly Brink reviews
Butterfly tears on the brink of spilling. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-2-05
175. Heartbreak Junkie reviews
You're my favorite bad trip. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-2-05
176. Laying On the Line » reviews
My collection of Haikus that is just recently started. . .I hope you enjoy! R&R please.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 9-30-05 - Published: 8-1-05
177. At the Bottom of My Messenger Bag » reviews
A series of short poems inspired and written in the style of yourxtuesday. . go check out her work! R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 9-30-05 - Published: 8-1-05
178. Sins of the Father reviews
She pays for his mistakes and she does it well. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-28-05
179. His Greatest Mistake reviews
He lovingly calls me his greatest mistake; the reason he can't sleep. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-25-05
180. From Eye to Hand reviews
Something my art teacher said, and this is the result. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-23-05
181. White Laced Angel reviews
Jotted this down on a post-it note because I couldn't sleep. . short, but one of my favorites. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-23-05
182. This is Love, This is Murderous reviews
The title is from Bleeding Through's album name. . .Two girls collide; ritual suicide ensues. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-22-05
183. Hollywood reviews
Disobedience's Daughter, Persecution's Whore. . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-22-05
184. Forever Sixteen reviews
"I would have loved to be/ Forever Sixteen". . . It's short, I promise. . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-22-05
185. February's Girl reviews
"February brings/Lovers to life." R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-22-05
186. You Are reviews
We had the same class all year, and neither of us said how we felt. . .just another memory; and a rather funny one at that. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-21-05
187. Laundry Day reviews
"But I just can't seem to let it go, like torn up clothes on laundry day." . . .Another day, and another reminder that he's not here. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-19-05
188. Melting Hearts, Shredded Flags reviews
My math class is good for zoning out, and this was the result. . . Kinda bitter, so don't say I didn't warn you. . . R&R please.
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-14-05
189. 43 is the Magic Number reviews
I have 43 letters, all of them leading up to one thing-his deployment. . .Things were so much easier in the begining. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-13-05
190. Run reviews
"Chipped nails, porch swing secrets-mistakes" R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-11-05
191. Tinkerbell reviews
"Don't let me catch fire without you. . ." R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-10-05
192. Cyanide Lullabys reviews
Your lies are my nightly lullaby. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-10-05
193. Cry, Die til Dawn reviews
"Forget-me-not-s left on an answering machine. . ." Not quite sure where this came from. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-9-05
194. The Company You Keep » reviews
A series of poems about a few close friends-so different, and yet, so alike. . it's almost scary. . Rated for future pieces. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-9-05 - Published: 9-7-05
195. Burgandy Lips Whisper reviews
He used to watch me while I slept, and this is what I remember him talking about. . A piece sparked by my fiance's thoughts. . .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-7-05
196. PrEtTy LiGhTs reviews
Open to interpretation. . . basically had a contact high while hanging out with some friends.. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-6-05
197. Astrid in Oleander Time reviews
Read "White Oleander" by Janet Fitch if you get the chance. . this is a poem about Astrid; her mother's creation and very destruction. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-6-05
198. Thursday's Wings reviews
Jarrett took me to the park before he left on a thurdsay afternoon-this poem was the result of one of the pictures I took that day. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-6-05
199. Bleeding Apologies reviews
What have I done? R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-3-05
200. She Walks in Beauty reviews
We were reading Byron's poem "She Walks in Beauty" and this was the result of this girl I see everyday before 1st hour. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-1-05
201. RazorRittled Religiousity reviews
A brief warning: this is the most
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-31-05
202. Your Helen reviews
"Once, I was Helen in your eyes, now I am just a shadow." R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-27-05
203. Trickster's Light reviews
My friend Rachel sits in front of me and she recently streaked her brown hair with various colors-I was bored during a lecture and thus, this is what came out of it. . Rather amusing, I think. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-27-05
204. Lazy Love Sunday reviews
It's like when it rains on sunday morning, real slow and lazy, just like love should be. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-27-05
205. So Mote It Be reviews
A piece inspired by my new found religion-I tried my best not to offend anyone. . .If you know more about this subject, feel free to email me. . R&R please.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-25-05
206. Little Red Dress reviews
"Hideous Silence! Curse Quietness" . . . a poem about how much I hate silence sometimes. . better than it sounds, I promise. . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-25-05
207. I Can Still Taste July reviews
"And I can still taste July, viciously bitter across angel eyes." . . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-25-05
208. Beauty Was Never my Strong Point reviews
Sparked by a photograph of Jarrett and I in my journal-an arguement based photo and a poem I am particulary proud of. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-25-05
209. Flower Child 101 reviews
Another photograph inspired work-she seems so at peace with herself, so alive in rainbows. . . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-23-05
210. Cherry Wood Chains reviews
Inspired by a photograph in one of my college application books-such apprehension. . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-23-05
211. Parked Cars and Lighter Stains reviews
I'm in my car, still parked, with lighter stains forever on my hands"you don't know me". Another abstract piece from loneliness. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-21-05
212. Failure to Comply » reviews
The title is one of my friend's band, and this is their bandmembers picked apart by my pen during the practice I attended. . yep, these are my
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-21-05
213. Monday Night reviews
"this ever-changing faerie, her determined soldier." An outside look to my relationship with Jarrett. R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-17-05
214. Underneath reviews
"There's more here than you think. . ." Which of the the three are you? R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-17-05
215. Nightmare on Paper reviews
It seems like my worst fear has been brought to life. . please don't send him away. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-5-05
216. Letters reviews
God, how I miss him. . and while I love the letters he sends, it only seems to remind me even more that he's gone. . .Damned letters. .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-1-05
217. 5 Days, Then What? reviews
I was going to write one every day for the last week he was in town, but alas, only day 5 would go on paper. . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-31-05
218. Tell Him I'm Okay reviews
sigh More angst. . .Kinda about Jarrett, but mostly about my tendency to lie to myself. . .maybe you'll understand it. .R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-31-05
219. How Do I Learn to Say Goodbye? reviews
Found this and finally decided to post it. . .another one for Jarrett. . .Yeah, I'm just a little bitter right now. .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-31-05
220. My Chicago reviews
Was up for two nights straight and was inspired by Ingram Hill's song "Chicago". . I've only been once, but it was as close to home as I'll ever be. R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-31-05
221. Once My Drummer Girl reviews
(f/f) "You'll never win my heart like that," . . .My exgirlfriend, Wren; quite an amazing person. She always was more "out" than me. .One of my favorites. .R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-31-05
222. Heart Shaped Box reviews
What lies in this box is no sooner forgotten than my Father's grave. . .Better than it sounds cuz I suck at summaries. R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-30-05
223. Lover reviews
"Lover, Dearest Lover, why can't you just be. . ." A random thought while listening to "My December" by Linkin Park. R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-05
224. Fall Out or Come Out » reviews
A series of poems inspired by Fall Out Boy. . . Each one is different, but they are connected in some way-Can you tell me how? Better than it sounds, I swear. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 7-24-05 - Published: 7-20-05
225. Rooftops and Bathroom Sinks » reviews
Will be a three (maybe four) chapter series. . . Him on the roof; Me on the bathroom sink-Fights aren't always what they seem. . .R&R please. . .(2) A brief moment of happiness. . .(3) "He knows her every move, before she even thinks it."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 480 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 7-19-05 - Published: 7-3-05
226. The First Day of the Rest of my Life » reviews
On my Fiance-mostly about the night he proposed and how I know that this is what I truly want. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-18-05 - Published: 5-23-05
227. Art Room Angel reviews
A glimpse into a dear friend of mine-she's never quite what you would expect. R&R please.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-18-05
228. Wedding Day reviews
1st song! Inspired by Anna Nalick. . not my best work, but do tell me what you think lies behind these words. . R&R please.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-3-05
229. Butterfly Wings reviews
"Knees weak, Fluttering eyes close." Love grabs me again it seems. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-3-05
230. Wreck of the Day reviews
Named for the inspiration of Anna Nalick's album
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-3-05
231. Sweet Misery Girl reviews
That's what you call me when I'm weak. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-1-05
232. Driveway Relevations reviews
I took a moment to watch him in the driveway and this was the result. . . hopefully you'll see the truth behind it. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-24-05
233. Focus reviews
On multiple personality disorder in someone very close to me. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-18-05
234. To Keep My Hand Steady reviews
On my smoking habit that is growing with the stress of my family. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-18-05
235. Carnival Lights reviews
Something I thought up while standing beside a Bell's ride under the moon with Jarrett. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-18-05
236. Colors that Haunt reviews
The symbols within child-like veins and bright colors. . R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-18-05
237. Yours Now reviews
I've given you something I can never take back; it's yours now. R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-7-05
238. The Graduation Song reviews
Our seniors are leaving-4 of which are my best friends. . .this was the result while watching them sing the song for Graduation for the last time in class. R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-05
239. Sing Me Anything reviews
At last, I've let him see everything. . .the title is a line from a Straylight Run song. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-2-05
240. Myself reviews
An assignment to do a sonnet about ourselves-this was the result. R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-2-05
241. Autumn Angel reviews
"Autumn settles in the dust, a lonely girl staking her home on the Cathedral steps. . . " R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-27-05
242. Unholy Confessions reviews
"One touch and I wonder how much more I can take. . ." R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-26-05
243. Shades of Blue reviews
"If shades of blue could talk, what would his eyes tell me" The disappointment in my fiance's eyes as to some old habits. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-26-05
244. Weep Not for Me, Dearest One reviews
"Let it bleed, oh loveless god, let me know I'm still alive" Old habits die hard when misery is by your side. R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-26-05
245. Another CutUp Angel reviews
This one is in reference to me. . . I thought I should do one that had to do with my name. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-23-05
246. Everything to You reviews
IN TRUTH, I AM YOU. . . Inspired by Spiral Artist and the jewelry I have a tendency to hide behind. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-20-05
247. Never a Life, Forever in You reviews
And I am, Casually Departed. . . A short piece, but another of my favorites. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-20-05
248. Personal Contridictions reviews
Contridiction, Impossiblitly, and Stupidity. . we all harbor such things, it's just how you use them. .I suck at summaries. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-17-05
249. July 13th reviews
Got to talking with Jarrett about when he leaves and I had a fit of despair. . this was the result. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-17-05
250. Jarrett reviews
A day with my boyfriend-you can learn so much from silence if you learn to listen. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-15-05
251. WIDE EYES reviews
"Wide eyes sewn shut.-one of my favorite pieces-relatively short. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-15-05
252. Time is Not the Clock's Problem reviews
Wrote this after being sleep deprived for a week and starring at the library's clock. . .A little insight to time and if anyone notices what's behind the hands. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-14-05
253. Seekers reviews
This is place I go when I need a creative boost. . a thanks to Felix for introducing me to this heaven of artists. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-14-05
254. Checkerboard Dreams reviews
A short plea to anyone who would listen to the things I never said. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-14-05
255. Bobby reviews
My friend is a recovering alcoholic. . this is from his point of view based on things that we've talked about. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-14-05
256. Bittersweet Goodbyes reviews
My friend Lola had a close friend commit suicide a few days ago. . .I talked to her in 4th hour and this is what I saw. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-14-05
257. My Child's Eyes reviews
"She's seen so much more than I ever cared to show her. . ." Growing up in violence can be tricky.-Based loosely on my little sister and I's lives when we were younger. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-28-05
258. More Than Ordinary reviews
My boyfriend leaves July 13th for Army Basic. . . This is how I feel about him and why I'll still be here when he returns in a year. . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-28-05
259. Stranger's Touch reviews
There's mystery in a stranger's touch, but will you be too afraid to feel it? R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-26-05
260. Memory reviews
"It is only you that I remember.-Not all of your memories are pleasant to look back on, and some are more painful than others. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-26-05
261. Song of Summer reviews
Hanging out and driving each other crazy. . that is our own little song of summer. . .R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-21-05
262. Song of Broken Authority reviews
The Children's Cry. . .Will you open your mind to hear it? R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-05
263. I Could Still be Ruthless, If You'll Let Me reviews
On letting go, and choking on the poison left behind. . . the title is a line from a Something Corporate song that sparked this piece. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-13-05
264. The Dust of You reviews
A sudden realization on what's real. Somehow the world seems better on paper. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-13-05
265. Another Glass Pill that Won't Go Down reviews
Heartbreak is hell. . . and that makes keeping certain promises even harder. R&R please!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-4-05
266. Swinging from the Rafters reviews
Another fight with mom-this was the result. R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-4-05
267. 3 Fold Beauty reviews
A short piece on beauty that no longer lives. R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-4-05
268. He Would Have Wanted Black reviews
Makes references to "Green Tea and Cigarette Coated Lungs". . A sudden realization occurs after reflecting on that charcoaled man and what I saw when others didn't see him at all. . R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-22-05
269. Pieces Along the Highway reviews
Just something about being left behind when you needed that person the most. . . R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-21-05
270. Half of my Paper Heart reviews
". . . yet I always come up short; desperate-Was having an angsty moment and it didn't make sense until recent situations. . R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-21-05
271. Exorcisms to Remember reviews
A so-called friend went to extremes in the hopes of upsetting me. . .this is what I would like to say to him. R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-16-05
272. Another Day, Another Nail reviews
"I had hoped to nail my shadow down. . . " Slightly angsty, but one of my favorites. A glimpse of me, or rather what I think to be. . . R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-05
273. Words They Tattoo on your Forehead reviews
Written for someone who was supposed to be my friend and obviously has no respect for me. . . he pissed me off with some comments, thus this was created. . .R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-12-05
274. Various Opinions Carved into your Chair reviews
Got bored in my government class and this is what happened. . .A little thing on youth and resistance; maybe even slight anger. . Summary sucks-it's better then it sounds. R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-12-05
275. Green Tea and Cigarette Coated Lungs reviews
Not sure where this came from. . .A glimpse into a young man and the outlook on what drives him everyday. . R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-8-05
276. Livid Reasons to Wonder reviews
Please excuse the excessive rhyming-It was late and I was sick. lol. . Better than it sounds I promise. . About life and a certain nightmare I had. . R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-8-05
277. Hard Love reviews
If you can ever read "Hard Love" by Ellen Whittlinger, do it. It's awesome. . this came out when I compared an experience of mine to the book. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-1-05
278. Overrated reviews
Got angry in my art class and was listening to Shinedown-this is the result. . I suck at summaries! R&R please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-29-05
279. Don't Speak I Fall Ever Love reviews
Another poem about what it's like to feel invisible. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-05
280. Destroyed reviews
Everything I felt after someone I cared about was taken away from me by people who didn't understand what we had. . . R&R please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-05
281. So Wonderful reviews
This was something I wrote for the guy that will always have a place in my heart, even though we can't be together. . . Better than it sounds I promise! lol. . .R&R please!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-4-05