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Author has written 78 stories for Love, Life, General, Friendship, and Family. "Cause the walls start shaking "Somebody's gonna hurt someone before the night is through Somebody's gonna come undone. There's nothin' we can do... There's gonna be a heartache tonight, A heartache tonight ,I know Let's go. We can beat around the bushes; we can get down to the bone We can leave it in the parkin' lot, but either way, there's gonna be a heartache tonight, a heartache tonight I know." The Eagles, Heartache Tonight "I found the cure to growing older And you're the only place that feels like home Just so you know, you'll never know And some secrets weren't meant to be told But I found the cure to growing older" Fall Out Boy, I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me "Well I dont know what I've been told You never slow down, you never grow old Im tired of screwing up, Im tired of goin down Im tired of myself, Im tired of this town Oh my my, oh hell yes Honey put on that party dress Buy me a drink, sing me a song, Take me as I come cause I cant stay long" Tom Petty, Last Dance With Mary Jane "Nothing ever came from a life that was a simple one..." Flogging Molly, Devil's Dance Floor "It will all catch up eventually Well it caught up and honestly, The weight of my decisions Were impossible to hold But they were never yours Drop everything, start it all over Remember more than you’d like to forget" Taking Back Sunday, This Photograph Is Proof (I Know You Know) “I did my best, it wasn't much I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch. I've told the truth, I didn't come all this way to fool you And even though it all went wrong I'll stand before the Lord of Song With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah” - Leonard Cohen, Hallelujah About Me: I'm a Christian. I live in Colorado and I'm a snowboard junkie. I spent part of my last Christmas break in a snow cave just so I could get more shred time. I love Orange County California, softball, basketball, playing in the rain, talking, ruffling boy hair, the smell of permanent markers (no I don't sniff them), my dog, my family, bitter-sweet memories, fire (yes I am a pyro), and anything to do with music. And, of course, the brief moment right when it starts snowing, the air gets warmer from the energy of the snowflakes falling, everything stops, you don't have to think about anything at all you can let your guard down and just breathe. I hate, that I have an 'I Hate' list, the words moist and navel especially when combined, typing, tests of any kind, lying, my scars, my past, uncertainty, having two of everything, disappointment, giving up, and dreaming. I know too many random facts and most of them concern music. Example: In 1983 the duo Eurythmics released their hit single "Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)", the famous base line in the song was discovered accidentally when Dave Stewart played another Eurythmics track "Love Is A Stranger" backwards. “I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, the dreams in which I am dying are the best I’ve ever had.” | |||||||||
1. Make The Answer No reviewsUngrateful and dejected My thanks will come The day your gift matures To something more than a distressing tickComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-8-08 - Published: 2-8-082. Needs To Be Forgot reviewsWanting to forget the past completely.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-25-07 - Published: 9-25-073. Too Much A Devil reviewsThis is downright sinister and angry. I don't know where it came from...maybe I've been listening to too much Eminem?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-17-07 - Published: 7-17-074. Unsolved Mystery reviewsFailure is fatal.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-13-07 - Published: 7-13-075. Just One Chance reviewsTells the story of two people afraid of love, who find each other, break down one another's barriers, and change for the better. Read the author's note, it'll help complete the experience...hopefully.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-07 - Published: 7-12-076. Back Again reviewsUm I dunno...I got inspired and this is how it turned out.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-11-07 - Published: 7-11-077. My Calamity reviewsAren't we all a little crazy?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-6-07 - Published: 5-6-078. Only A Dream reviewsAbout dreams I have been having, and how crazy they are making me. Review and be reviewed.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-5-07 - Published: 1-5-079. Almost Sure, But Surely Not reviewsMemories I might not have, and temptation my will is not strong enough to resist.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 12-18-0610. Soft In All The Wrong Places reviewsThird poem inspired by the lines mascara stained and feral, all foolow same character. R&R all 3 ]. I return reviews.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-28-06 - Published: 10-28-0611. Mascara Stained And Feral reviewsI've been inspired by those two lines, this is the second poem about a girl...you will have to read and find out cause I don't really know her yet.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-28-06 - Published: 10-28-0612. Masochists Don’t Date Good Guys reviewsjust what the title saysreposted and changed slightlyComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-28-06 - Published: 10-28-0613. Mascara Stained reviewsI actually like this...if that means anything.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-27-06 - Published: 10-27-0614. Always More reviewsFirst you have to sufferAlways more then you already haveComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-24-06 - Published: 10-24-0615. Simply Pathetic reviewsMalnourished and rawIt is simply patheticComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-24-06 - Published: 10-24-0616. Can You Hear Me Lord? reviewsMore like a prayer of desperation, I know its me who wont except him, but I don't know how. Its just not as easy as asking him to save me, its just not.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-2-06 - Published: 1-2-0617. Reality reviewsHas deeper meaning, at least to me, not just a thought of suicide thats just the way its portrayed its really about something else entirely. Let me know what you think.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-2-06 - Published: 1-2-0618. How I Died reviewsYou carried me/So yo could drop meLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-2-06 - Published: 1-2-0619. Don't Even Know Your Name reviewsAll that I do know is I woke up next to you, left before you could, and surely would.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-2-06 - Published: 1-2-0620. Goodbye & Fuck You '05 reviewsA proper send off I think, to the worst year of my life. Please R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 12-31-05 - Published: 12-31-0521. To Weak to Submit reviewsread and review i do my best to return the favor but that doesnt always work outLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-20-05 - Published: 12-20-0522. Leave Me My Dreams reviewsTake anything else...but why would you want to take my dreams?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-15-05 - Published: 12-15-0523. Dissapointment reviewsDedicated to the people I failed, the people that haunt me in my dreams.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-12-05 - Published: 12-12-0524. Shut Up And Take It reviewsFace it you are addicted to suffering/Addicted to the feeling that things/Will never be the same. I RETURN REVIEWS!Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 11-23-05 - Published: 11-23-0525. Easy Enough reviewsSo thank God pain found me/Thank God I fellLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-23-05 - Published: 11-23-0526. Tell Me What You Need From Me reviewsGive me/What you don’t need/I’ll take what you can not bear/Tell me what you need from me/Just know I’m not good enough/To be your everythingLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-05 - Published: 11-23-0527. Wishing You Out Of My Reality reviewsI just wish you would leaveFriendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-9-05 - Published: 11-9-0528. Imagine Being Broken reviewsLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-1-05 - Published: 10-1-0529. Done My Best reviewsI hate saying goodbye...Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-1-05 - Published: 10-1-0530. Violate My Used Heart reviewsI don't care anymore, fighting back is killing me. Giving in will only hurt me.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-29-05 - Published: 9-29-0531. I Love You, Goodbye reviewsI wish it could last forever, but I ruined any chance we ever had. I'm sorry, I love you, goodbye.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-29-05 - Published: 9-29-0532. Don't Guess, Just Know reviewsguessing isn't good enoughLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-27-05 - Published: 9-27-0533. Evil Prevails reviewsabout inner demons and how they take advantage of your weaknesses and winLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-22-05 - Published: 9-22-0534. Fighting Death reviewsfighting death in order to hold on the hope of lifeLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-22-05 - Published: 9-22-0535. Forgive Me Please reviewsI messed up pretty bad, and now people are trying to find out whats wrong with me. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-17-05 - Published: 9-17-0536. It's Good For You Right? reviewsPlease read, and if you have time like five minutes top review too. Will return the favor. ThanksLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-12-05 - Published: 8-12-0537. Hiding reviewsEveryone does it.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-8-05 - Published: 8-8-0538. Dear Dominich & Co reviewsyup...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-05 - Published: 8-8-0539. Please Just Stop reviewsStrong Warning. I just wish he would stop.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-4-05 - Published: 8-4-0540. Done reviewsDone caring, I'm so pissed off.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-3-05 - Published: 8-3-0541. I'm In Control reviewsAt least I think I am...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0542. Waiting Away My Reflection reviewsI don't like what I see so I'm waiting it away. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0543. No Other Choice reviewsI hate so much. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0544. My Light reviewsAbout finding the light instead of waiting for it. Yes I know its repetitive. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0545. Never Had The Time reviewsNever having the time to get to know people I guess.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0546. Thinking reviewsabout opputunity's, rated for a bad word.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0547. What I Really Meant To Say reviewsBehind the sugar coated words you thought I meantLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0548. Don't Waste Your Time reviewsVery cliche, beginning to end.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0549. Dear Sammy reviewsSaying goodbye...really wierd. R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0550. Dead In One Summer reviewsLost friendships.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0551. Bottom of The Bottle reviewsMaking your way deeper. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0552. Dying to Please reviewsIs it bad, idk you tell me. Written in a response to a poem a friend wrote, R&R.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-0553. Stuck on Stupid reviewsEver feel stupid?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-8-05 - Published: 7-8-0554. My Superman reviewsI think I am incabable of writing long poems...what are you gonna do...any its bout my hero. R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-8-05 - Published: 7-8-0555. This is Right reviewsAbout doing what is right when it comes to love...or at least what I think is right. R&RLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-0556. Redemption reviewsShort & sweet. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-0557. Never Did reviewsLiberating my heart. R&RLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-5-05 - Published: 7-5-0558. Parental Problem reviewsJust another teen rant...R&RLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-5-05 - Published: 7-5-0559. Just Wanted the Truth reviewsI guess you owed it to me to lieLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-5-05 - Published: 7-5-0560. Prosecuted reviewsAbout drunk driving R&RLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-5-05 - Published: 7-5-0561. Purest Death reviewsTake it as you like, cause there is no way you will see it as I do. Please R&RLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-2-05 - Published: 7-2-0562. I Worry reviewsReally short...rated cause of a curse word.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-26-05 - Published: 6-26-0563. Insecurity reviewsAbout an oh so regrettable goodbye.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-26-05 - Published: 6-26-0564. Collapse reviewsAbout how everything seems to go wrong at the same time.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-25-05 - Published: 6-25-0565. Getting Out reviewsI really need to leave...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-24-05 - Published: 6-24-0566. Mechanical Complacency reviewsAbout conformity, and how friggin stupid it can be. R&RLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-21-05 - Published: 6-21-0567. My Heart Goes Out reviewsUh well I tried to rhyme, not sure how it turned out though. R & RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-8-05 - Published: 6-8-0568. Always and Forever reviewsI accidently removed this poem thinking I was doing something else so I'm just reposting it. Its kinda dumb, but I guess thats for you to decide so r&r.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-8-05 - Published: 6-8-0569. Another Day reviewsI don't think the title right, but anyway its about abuse so yeah r&rLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 6-4-0570. Damned reviewsR&RLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-3-05 - Published: 6-3-0571. Abomination reviewsI really don't know where this came from, but I think its ok all the same. Please if you read it review it too, but most of all just enjoy it! THANKS!Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-3-05 - Published: 6-3-0572. In The Beginning reviewsR&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-25-0573. Untitled reviewsThis was written from a character's point of view. She is the main character in a fic I should be posting soon. PLEASE R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-8-05 - Published: 5-8-0574. My Voice reviewsWhy I write...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 5-5-05 - Published: 5-5-0575. Not a Poser reviewsI'm tired of people calling me shallow because they don't know me.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-5-05 - Published: 5-5-0576. Final Moment reviewsUmmm pretty bad, but I think it could be better & I'd like it if I could see some of your opions on what I should change/What you would change. So PLEASE R&RLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-17-05 - Published: 4-17-0577. Hopeless Dream reviewsJust a poem I wrote after I really hurt someone I loved. Please R&RLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-17-05 - Published: 4-17-0578. For Anyone Who Has Ever Been In Love reviewsidk title is kinda long and is pretty self explanatory and hopefully it inspires you to read AND reviewLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 2-2-05 - Published: 2-2-05
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