Shadow of the Black Wolf

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since	: 02-28-05, id: 462280, Profile Updated: 01-13-12
country	: USA

Author has written 101 stories for Fantasy, Supernatural, Family, Life, Young Adult, Friendship, Love, Humor, Nature, Song, Fantasy, Thriller, Mystery, and War.

My name is Ren Black, I am 22, and have the most beautiful daughter in the world. Her name is Arra Marie. I have not been on this site for a very long time but things might change. As for my stories, I do not mind criticism just so long as it is not ignorant. Try not to point out grammar mistakes either because I know I have messed up in that area many times. I will be editing all stories soon. You don't need to know anything about me. You'll know in time who I am through the characters in my stories for they portray me in one way or another. All you need to know is that they don't call me Mama Wolf for no reason. My oldest brother DJ aka X is also on fictionpress now so check him out. He is on my favorites list. His pen name is Deadman Walks and his story is called the Legion. It's a good story filled with mystery and horror. If you read it, you won't regret it. We are also the Siblings Of Destruction and our motto: Born to Raise Hell, Live to Fight and Die Wreaking Havoc! Favorite Quotes-

1) Nobody Is A Virgin Because Life Has Screwed Us All. -Unknown

2) Arrive. Raise Hell. Leave. -Stone Cold Steve Austin's t-shirt.

3) Just Because I Didn't Say Anything Doesn't Mean I Wasn't Listening. -Chris Wise

4) Sometimes The Quicker The Pain Goes Away, The Quicker It Returns. -Ren Black

5) You'll Never Have A Future If You Continue To Live In The Past. -Ren Black

6) I Am Not-An Answer To A Prayer-Nor A Whisper-Nor A Dare I Am But-A Thought Across Time. -Found in Midnight Embrace by Amanda Ashley

7) Born To Raise Hell, Live To Fight And Die Wreaking Havoc. -X aka Deadman Walks

8) Good Advice Is Always Certain To Be Ignored, But That's No Reason Not To Give It. -Agatha Christie

9) A Word To The Wise Ain't Necessary. It's The Stupid Ones Who Need The Advice. -Bill Cosby

10) To Put The World Right In Order, We Must First Put The Nation In Order; To Put The Nation In Order, We Must First Put The Family In Order; To Put The Family In Order, We Must First Cultivate Our Personal Life; We Must First Set Our Hearts Right. -Confucius

11) A Man Who Doesn't Trust Himself Can Never Really Trust Anyone Else. -Cardinal De Retz

12)Self-Respect Is A Question Of Recognizing That Anything Worth Having Has A Price. -Joan Didion

13) No One, Eleanor Roosevelt Said, Can Make You Feel Inferior Without Your Consent. Never Give It. -Marian Wright Edelman

14) A Birth Control Pill For Men, That's Fair. It Makes More Sense To Take The Bullets Out Of The Gun Than To Wear A Bulletproof Vest. -Author Unknown

15) He Who Angers You Conquers You. -Elizabeth Kenny

16) Every Promise Takes Time. -Ren Black

17) Never Go To Bed Mad. Stay Up And Fight. -Phyllis Diller, Phyllis Diller's Housekeeping Hints, 1966

18) If Malice Or Envy Were Tangible And Had A Shape, It Would Be The Shape Of A Boomerang. -Charley Reese

19) Judge Me All You Want Just Keep The Verdict To Yourself. -From a Winston advertisement

20) No One Ever Said Life Would Be Easy And Whoever Does Has Been Taking All The Shortcuts. Sometimes You Have To Face Your Problems Head On. -Ren Black

21) God Doesn't Answer Prayers Sometimes Because He Has Something Better In Store. -Ren Black

22) Don't Drink And Drive. Smoke And Fly. -Unknown

23) A True Friend Is Someone Who Reaches For Your Hand And Touches Your Heart. -Unknown

24) To The World You May Be One Person, But To One Person You May Be The World. -Unknown

25) Maybe God Wants Us To Meet A Few Wrong People Before Meeting The Right One, So That When We Finally Meet The Person, We Will Know How To Be Grateful. -Unknown

26)Don't Try So Hard; The Best Things Come When You Least Expect Them To. -Unknown

27) Remember; Everything That Happens, Happens For A Reason. -Unknown

28) If A Man Sweeps You Off Of Your Feet, He Is In The Perfect Position To Drop You On Your Ass. -Unknown

29) What If You Slept? And What If, In Your Sleep, You Dreamed?
And What If, In Your Dream, You Went To Heaven
And There Plucked A Strange And Beautiful Flower?
And What If, When You Awoke, You Had The Flower In Your Hand?
Ah, What Then? -Samuel Taylor Coleridge

30) Your Vision Will Become Clear Only When You Can Look Into Your Own Heart. Who Looks Outside, Dreams; Who Looks Inside, Awakes. -Carl Gustav Jung

31) Put All Your Worries, Insecurities And Fears In A Box, Lock It And Bury It. No One Will Be Able To Open It If You Do Not Give Them The Key. -Ren Black

32) Take Life One Day At A Time And Do Not Think Of The Future Too Much Because The Past Will Fly By Too Quickly. Live Life. -Ren Black

33) Been There..Destroyed That..What's Next? -X aka Deadman Walks

Remembrances

RIP Edward aka Harry Schwartz
Passed away from Lukemia.
A great grandfather and a wonderful man.
I love you and you are always in our hearts!

RIP Karen Marie Johnson
Passed away from Bone Cancer at the tender age of fourteen on July 27, 1977.
I never met her but she was my mother's sister. I wish I could have met her. She is who I am named after.
Forever in our hearts!

RIP Jimmy Mock aka Ghost
Passed away at the age of nineteen from a car hitting him on May 19, 2007.
I hope you are in a better place for I know how cruel this world can be.
Always in our hearts.

"I Have A Dream" By Martin Luther King, Jr. One of the greatest rights activists of all times and my favorite Historic person.

Delivered on the steps at the Lincoln Memorial in Washington D.C. on August 28, 1963

Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of captivity.

But one hundred years later, we must face the tragic fact that the Negro is still not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. So we have come here today to dramatize an appalling condition.

In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men would be guaranteed the inalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note insofar as her citizens of color are concerned. Instead of honoring this sacred obligation, America has given the Negro people a bad check which has come back marked "insufficient funds." But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation. So we have come to cash this check -- a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice. We have also come to this hallowed spot to remind America of the fierce urgency of now. This is no time to engage in the luxury of cooling off or to take the tranquilizing drug of gradualism. Now is the time to rise from the dark and desolate valley of segregation to the sunlit path of racial justice. Now is the time to open the doors of opportunity to all of God's children. Now is the time to lift our nation from the quicksands of racial injustice to the solid rock of brotherhood.

It would be fatal for the nation to overlook the urgency of the moment and to underestimate the determination of the Negro. This sweltering summer of the Negro's legitimate discontent will not pass until there is an invigorating autumn of freedom and equality. Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. Those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual. There will be neither rest nor tranquility in America until the Negro is granted his citizenship rights. The whirlwinds of revolt will continue to shake the foundations of our nation until the bright day of justice emerges.

But there is something that I must say to my people who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice. In the process of gaining our rightful place we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred.

We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force. The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny and their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom. We cannot walk alone.

And as we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" We can never be satisfied as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We cannot be satisfied as long as the Negro's basic mobility is from a smaller ghetto to a larger one. We can never be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.

I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations. Some of you have come fresh from narrow cells. Some of you have come from areas where your quest for freedom left you battered by the storms of persecution and staggered by the winds of police brutality. You have been the veterans of creative suffering. Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive.

Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed. Let us not wallow in the valley of despair.

I say to you today, my friends, that in spite of the difficulties and frustrations of the moment, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal."

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood.

I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.

I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls and walk together as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together.

This is our hope. This is the faith with which I return to the South. With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.

This will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing with a new meaning, "My country, 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died, land of the pilgrim's pride, from every mountainside, let freedom ring."

And if America is to be a great nation this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York. Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania!

Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado!

Let freedom ring from the curvaceous peaks of California!

But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia!

Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee!

Let freedom ring from every hill and every molehill of Mississippi. From every mountainside, let freedom ring.

When we let freedom ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! Free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!"

Pictures of my characters from my Arra Griffith series(some pictures I haven't figured out yet and these are the ones that I pictured to look somewhat like my characters)

Arra Griffith(Mercurial Weather drew this. It's the best I have so far because no one seems to fit Arra's description well enough)
http://a564.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/20/l_3b181f4a45dafd23f692d8b8b3e0bed3.jpg
Theme Song: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
Animal Form: http://www.davidtotten.com/images/BlackWolfMini.jpg

Damon Griffith(Jake Richardson aka Ian from Hangman's Curse)- http://maricatalano.tripod.com/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderpictures/jake_richardson_025.jpg
Theme Song: Pain by Three Days Grace
Animal Form: http://www.flatrock.org.nz/wolf/images/wolf_haven1.jpg

Edward Santell(Mark Dacascas from The Crow series..this is the closest to Edward I could get)
http://www.hartsharpvideo.com/images/catalog/THE20CROW/TheCrow_flat.jpg
Theme Song: Ready To Bang by VTZ(until I find something better)
Animal Form: http://www.past-impressions.co.uk/acatalog/01011_siberian_tiger.jpg

Ren Blake-
http://a132.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/59/l_70ee9b4690d4c99b2c6273ea49021bcb.jpg
Theme Song: Save Me by Shinedown
Animal Form: http://www.everythingwolf.com/gallery/galleryimages/blackwolf.jpg

Lucian(we all basically saw this one coming, James Marsters aka Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel)- http://www.geocities.com/hiyakanowa/i/s/s42.jpg
Theme Song:

Sarah-
http://a128.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/6/l_f8aee3ea8373867f25143bc1574905cf.jpg
Theme Song: Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park
Animal Form:

Omar(Kevin Grevioux aka Raze from Underworld)-
http://i.imdb.com/Photos/Events/2165/KevinGrevi_Cohen_1506410_400.jpg
Theme Song:
Animal Form: http://www.isenbarg.com/Black20Wolf20CW.jpg

-Pictures for my story A Dark Secret(What I have so far)-

Raina Richards:
Animal Form: http://www.pinedaleonline.com/archive/2000/august/scr-blckwolfnps2.jpg

Chase Richards:(Hayden Christensen aka Anakin Skywalker from Star Wars)
http://us.movies1.yimg.com/movies.yahoo.com/images/hv/photo/movie_pix/twentieth_century_fox/star_wars_episode_iii_revenge_of_the_sith/_group_photos/hayden_christensen14.jpg
Animal Form:

Ren Black:
http://a61.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/49/l_59de2de9b86fab321038eda0ad42a394.jpg
Animal Form:

Travis:
Animal Form:

Zack Jeffries:

Ellie:(Amy Acker aka Fred from Angel except picture her a little prettier with blond hair)
http://photos7.flickr.com/6130859_442e36dc5f.jpg

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1. Broken » reviews
She was in pain, betrayed by the ones who were supposed to love her, running away from a cruel hand fate had dealt her for far too long. But she found refuge in a family with secrets of their own. Will she learn to live or be too afraid to ever try again?
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 29,761 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-21-12 - Published: 1-14-12

2. Conviction of Death » reviews
ALL ARRA STORIES ARE DISCONTINUED FOR NOW! EXPLANATION IS INSIDE!
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Humor/Crime - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,088 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-28-10 - Published: 11-21-08

3. A Dark Secret » reviews
When you are something everyone fears, something that doesn't exist, u can't tell anyone.It has to be a secret, no one can know. But what if someone found out? At the same time, you are trying to save your friend. Add pissed vamps and let the fun begin.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 25 - Words: 37,109 - Reviews: 36 - Updated: 1-25-09 - Published: 10-17-06

4. Battle of Death » reviews
Thinking it is her time, Arra Griffith steps down from role as Alpha. Her son, Damon, is to take over now. But when a wolf comes to challenge his spot, Damon must fight for it is the way of the werewolves. It is a fight to the death. But can Arra watch?
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 28 - Words: 58,262 - Reviews: 27 - Updated: 11-16-08 - Published: 3-6-08 - Complete

5. Wish You Were Here reviews
This poem could actually mean a lot and needs no introduction for the title makes it obvious
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-5-08 - Complete

6. Sick Of It
There is only so much one person can take and sometimes you get so fed up with certain things that the anger builds to the point where everything bothers you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 5-5-08 - Complete

7. Ashamed
It's hard to do what is right sometimes and it's hard to live a good life. You hurt people around you sometimes, the ones that love you and it hurts you too. That is why I am ashamed of myself because the path I walk down hurts those around me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 5-5-08 - Complete

8. Apologize
I've done wrong things, made mistakes I'm not proud of and hurt people in the process. I've taken it all for granted, not caring in the least and for that, I'm sorry..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 4-18-08 - Complete

9. No Turning Back » reviews
Christina Struthers ran away from home after being left humiliated, embarrassed and hurt. Three years later, she returns home to apologize and right the wrong. But how can she when she is afraid? But she is already home and there is no turning back.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,662 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-9-08 - Published: 11-13-07 - Complete

10. Cause of Death » reviews
To Arra Griffith, God should be the judge. It's just her job to arrange the meeting. A new meeting is arranged. She finds herself in a insane asylum. They try to convince her she's not a werewolf, she never had a son. Worse, she's starting to believe it.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 34 - Words: 57,449 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 3-5-08 - Published: 3-25-07 - Complete

11. What Would You Do?
If you had one day left to live, how would you live it?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 3-5-08 - Complete

12. Living In A Messed Up World » reviews
Nick hates the world she lives in. After losing her parents, she closed down and just stopped caring. She lives with her brother and contantly gets into trouble at school. Surprising secrets are revealed about her parents death. It wasn't an accient...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 19,525 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 10-30-07 - Published: 5-19-06

13. What Lurks In The Night reviews
One Shot.Friends walk in their town, thinking nothing is wrong and life could not be better but they're being stalked by bloodthirsty creatures. They can run but they will die. The least suspected is the one behind it. Death is getting closer and closer..
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: M - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,046 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-3-07 - Complete

14. What If?
I suppose war would be a good genre for this being as that is basically what is happening in my life right now. You know who you are and why I wrote this to you. You want to disrespect me after all I did for you, I have four words: You're dead to me.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 10-3-07 - Complete

15. One, Big, Happy Family » reviews
Yeah, right. As if I could have a chance to be happy especially when Dad remarries to a woman with three kids. Things go crazy from there, as expected. If I said we live happily ever after I'd be lying. Is this a test of my will? Yeah, cause God's laughin
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,097 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 5-30-07 - Published: 3-15-07

16. Blade of the Night » reviews
A hero, a criminal, a mystery. People are turning up dead but these people are rapists and murderers without cause. The person saving everyone is being hunted them self. The media has given this person the name Shadow because they blend in with the night.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 17 - Words: 20,744 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 5-28-07 - Published: 2-6-07 - Complete

17. Life reviews
It may be short and there are some bad times, but look past it and find the bright side. Enjoy life to it's fullest because you never know how long you'll live it. Trust me, I know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-11-07 - Complete

18. Inside Of Me reviews
No matter what, someone will always have these feelings below the surface even if they find happiness. Some feelings never die.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-4-07 - Complete

19. Judge reviews
If someone were certain things, what if they were them self, would you judge them?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-26-07 - Complete

20. Unchained » reviews
The only werewolf left has been trained to be a killer. After a tragic accident, she runs away, thinking the man who saved her is dead. She meets people who are kind, making her feel like she belongs until the man she thought was dead is alive and well.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 14,639 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 4-19-07 - Published: 6-16-06

21. Demon Child » reviews
The soul of another has gone to Hell. A girl who didn't believe in Heaven or Hell, goes to Satan's home. Making a deal with the Devil, Mia goes back to earth as a demon, bringing forth the beginning of the Apocalypse. Her death is the beginning of the end
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,118 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 4-19-07 - Published: 11-12-06

22. Golden Eyes: Part Two
She never thought to see those eyes again. But, one day, while walking, she saw them. AN: This is a sequel poem to Golden Eyes and I was thinking of making a story to this. If so, it'll obviously be called Golden Eyes.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 4-18-07 - Complete

23. Where'd You Go?
Inspired by Where'd You Go by Fort Minor. I love that song. I really didn't know what category to put it under but it can be for a family member, a friend, a loved one, just someone who's gone and you miss them. Where'd they go?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 3-30-07 - Complete

24. Make Damn Sure reviews
Someone is trying to completely destroy you. But are you still standing? Was it enough to break you completely? They better make damn sure..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-07 - Complete

25. Own Nightmare
Becoming something you always feared, becoming something you swore you wouldn't, becoming your own nightmare. I only put horror because for most people, becoming the thing you fear most, your nightmare, is scarier than anything else.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 3-27-07 - Complete

26. Me Against the World
Doing what you want no matter what even when the world and the people in it look down on you. It's you against the world sometimes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 3-27-07 - Complete

27. The Meaning of Death » reviews
Arra Griffith has enough problems, not counting the rebellious fifteen year old son. He gets into a fight but almost reveals what he is. The police are still on her tail and being an assassin isn't helping. There's too much shit for even her to shovel.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 31 - Words: 59,635 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 3-22-07 - Published: 1-9-07 - Complete

28. Not Afraid Anymore reviews
About how my life changed, everything started getting better, still is, and how I'm not afraid anymore cause I have my family back to help me through. Not one of my best, I think. One of my brother's other beats helped with this poem just like The Rain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-9-07 - Complete

29. The Rain
I was listening to some of my oldest brother's beats and made up this song to one but turned it into a poem instead. I actually love the rain but this is talking about hating it. I'm rather pleased with it. In the background of the beat, there was rain.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 3-9-07 - Complete

30. Who I Am reviews
This is the way I am, I only have one life and I'll change for no one cause I won't live forever.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-21-07 - Complete

31. Staring Into the Eyes of Death » reviews
Being the alpha of a werewolf Pack is not that easy especially when Arra Griffith encounters a powerful vampire. But why did he seek her out? What does he want? New secrets are revealed and a shocking surprise leaves Arra more haunted than she already was
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 31 - Words: 43,301 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 1-8-07 - Published: 11-20-06

32. Another Great Brother
Dedicated to my second oldest brother Jon! Thanks for being there and confiding in me when you needed someone to talk to. I love you, Jon!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 12-14-06 - Complete

33. Mommy's Baby
I've been wanting to make a poem for my mom for a long time now but couldn't think of anything. Well, now I have. This is dedicated to the best mom in the world!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Published: 12-14-06 - Complete

34. Betrayal reviews
This was a poem had written for my story Don't Need A Reason To Hate. About how you trust someone and they do something, betraying you. You'd probably have to read a little bit of the story to understand.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-12-06 - Complete

35. Return From Death » reviews
Death itself has not stopped her. Arra Griffith is alive and well. But how? She was murdered, right? Yet she still lives and her killer is still out there but she doesn't know who it is. There is only one way to find out. Return.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Mystery - Chapters: 34 - Words: 36,811 - Reviews: 42 - Updated: 11-27-06 - Published: 7-1-06 - Complete

36. Grateful reviews
Life's not easy all around but if I've learned one thing it's to be grateful for what I got because I don't know how long I'll have it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-20-06 - Complete

37. My Mistake reviews
When everything was crappy, I did something bad, not taking my own advice. Don't do what I did because when you're sober, you'll remember why you did it in the first place. I put angst because I was depressed when I did it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-14-06 - Complete

38. I Wish reviews
Inspired by the song Hope by Twista ft. Faith Evans. About wishing for things that can never be but it's just the fact of having hope and faith that keeps you going. I guess it would be kinda spiritual.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-14-06 - Complete

39. Sometimes reviews
We all need something or want it but without, we're afraid, we may not make it. But we might...one day.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-14-06 - Complete

40. Hey Dad
Inspired by the song Emotionless by Good Charlotte because it explained what I went through so well. For the people who want to talk to their dad but are to afraid to send the letter or make the call.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 11-14-06 - Complete

41. Hating Myself
For a long time, I hated my dad. But he wasn't the only one hurt by that.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 11-14-06 - Complete

42. Becoming A Man » reviews
Shane Combs had the world eating out of the palm of his hand. He was arrogant and selfish, only caring about himself. But that changes when a witch turns him into a wolf and he finds a pack that teaches him a lesson. He became a man by becoming a wolf.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 18 - Words: 18,362 - Reviews: 38 - Updated: 11-9-06 - Published: 9-26-06 - Complete

43. Dear God reviews
God has done so much in my life and I wrote a gospel rap song to thank Him and everyone else who helped me make it through. The chorus and very end are supposed to be sung in a gospel choir way. God Bless You like He did me!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 511 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-31-06 - Complete

44. What I am reviews
To my fellow werewolves. A poem telling of how nothing can change what we are. It is something we must live with for the rest of our lives. There is no cure.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-31-06 - Complete

45. Don't Care What People Say reviews
About being myself and some people may not like it but I don't recall caring. Rated the way it is because I used the F word once.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-31-06 - Complete

46. The Legend » reviews
Grandma loved her family. One day her grandchildren ask her to tell them a story. She tells of a girl, Kendra Aros and how she became a werewolf and vamp hunter but was half of both. But the real secret comes out. It's a true story.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 32,866 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 10-24-06 - Published: 8-18-06 - Complete

47. Inner Thought reviews
This isn't exactly a poem. It doesn't even rhyme but it still has a lot of meaning to it. Read it and see how much things have changed since you grew up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-10-06

48. Daddy's Little Girl reviews
My dad and I finally talked about everything so I made this poem to let him know that I still love him.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-25-06

49. Finally
About a house that no one has called in a long time but one day someone does call and it's the last person you expect. At least to me it would be.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 9-20-06

50. When
Makes you look at your life, wonder how much you ignored, the hurt, pain, sadness, loneliness. Some things you just can't forget. Couldn't think of better summary.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 9-19-06

51. My Own Dad
Some things I wish I didn't feel but do, wondering if I really am that emotional.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 9-19-06

52. Were You reviews
This is to my dad who will one day feel the pain that he has caused me. When he sees that I will never crawl back to him again.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-19-06

53. Always There reviews
This is for my oldest brother DJ who was always there for me when things got hard. He helped me through so much and I owe him alot.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-22-06

54. Make It One Day reviews
Believe in yourself and you can do anything you want but you have to work for it. Nothing in life comes easy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-4-06

55. Don't Need A Reason To Hate » reviews
Sonya hated the world and everyone in it. She doesn't need a reason to. She just does. Moving to a new school where she is the antisocial one, will she learn to trust people after what happened with her parents? Will she finally learn to care?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 32,156 - Reviews: 42 - Updated: 8-1-06 - Published: 6-18-06 - Complete

56. How and When reviews
About how you can see when your blind and all this other stuff. My best friend Jen did the last part
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-20-06

57. Brush With Death » reviews
Four months has gone by since Arra Griffith became a werewolf. She's accepted what she was but someone knows what she is and they are hunting her. Finding an old friend, she asks him to help her but is he the hunter who was hired to kill her?
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 31 - Words: 41,878 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 6-30-06 - Published: 6-4-06 - Complete

58. Life And Death Pt 2 reviews
My oldest brother DJ writes songs and this is one of my favorites of his. It's about how he used to be but he changed. I'm not sure if it would be spiritual.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 548 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-25-06

59. Nothing Left To Lose reviews
Just that after everything that's happened I have nothing left to lose, I don't believe in love and everything blows! haha
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-25-06

60. The Day I Ran Away reviews
This is about the day I ran away from home. It was an adventure for me and a pretty depressing day also so that is why I chose the categories I did. And it's for my mom.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-25-06

61. Reflection reviews
You never really see until you've looked into your own eyes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-25-06

62. Remember reviews
Another one to mom and dad. Hope they remember the things that I'll never forget
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-23-06

63. Not Reason Enough reviews
My mom slit her wrists twice before and it made me hate her and feel like I wasn't reason enough for her to live.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-22-06

64. Never Know Me reviews
Well, this is just about how I turned out after my parents became..well the way they are now. I've closed up so much that no one really knows me anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-16-06

65. Last Sound reviews
I guess this would count as a tragedy..I dunno. Read it and tell me but it's about being held at gunpoint and the person says do what they say but what's the point? They gonna kill you no matter what so scream! AH!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-16-06

66. Emotions reviews
There have been three main emotions I felt since the whole thing with my parents happened and I wrote about them. Except I don't feel pain anymore and I mentioned when I say how I'm numb now and feel nothing. Would this fall under the Life category? I
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-16-06

67. The Real Me reviews
This is the real me, the me I became when my dad walked out and my mom seemed like she didn't care about me anymore. I don't know if it falls under the life category but I know ppl have felt this way before and I don't blame them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-15-06

68. Catch Myself reviews
Falling in love is hurtful if no one is there to catch you. Well, I don't believe in love so I'll catch myself if I ever fall.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-15-06

69. The Reason I Turned Cold reviews
This is about turning cold because my parents made me that way because of everything they've done and now I won't change. I know alotta ppl felt this way too at one time.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-15-06

70. Lonely reviews
About someone never really knowing the meaning of lonesome until the person they loved left them
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-06

71. Broken by Silence reviews
About a heart being broken not by words or actions, but by silence
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-06

72. Love Me Back reviews
I don't believe in love but I write about all sorts of things. This is one of them. It's about someone wishing on a shooting star for the one they love to love them back.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-06

73. Don't Know What To Do
Just about someone who took a road, felt no more love, only hate and realized the things they've said were wrong. They just stopped believing because they fell and they don't know what to do..not to good at summaries for poems..sorry :P
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 6-11-06

74. A Fate Worse Than Death » reviews
Arra Griffith had no idea that werewolves existed until her cousin, Edward, reveals his secrets after her mother is killed by a werewolf. Things change drastically for Arra. Something happens and Arra becomes what she hates most. A werewolf.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 40 - Words: 66,007 - Reviews: 42 - Updated: 6-3-06 - Published: 5-2-06 - Complete

75. Suicide Story reviews
I really hope everyone stays strong and never attempts suicide. This is about a boy who was tormented in school and finally got sick of it all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-06

76. So Sick and Tired reviews
About being sick of everything and everyone but being one of the few who still try and make it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-1-06

77. It's Life reviews
Just about someone blaming themselves for something, realizing maybe it wasn't their fault but still felt guilty. It says in there
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-1-06

78. Die Another Day reviews
I guess this would fall under the category "Life" since it's about someone who should've died with the others but didn't I really dunno It's hard doing these things
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-06

79. Wolf Song reviews
I guess it would have to do with nature since it's about a wolf hunting...Also a tragedy maybe cause an animal dies? I dunno really
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-06

80. Wondering reviews
I made this when that whole thing with my dad happened. It can really be for anyone. It's just saying that maybe one day I won't be here and it'll be your turn.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-06

81. Scream reviews
I think this is kinda dumb :P But it has one of my greatest fears in it. I dunno I guess I was just bored and wrote it
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-06

82. I Miss reviews
This is for anyone who has lost someone. This is for anyone who misses everything about that person. I know I miss the people I've lost. It is also in my story Living In A Messed Up World...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-06

83. The Letter reviews
About someone who ran away but got a letter when no one was supposed to know where they went and they realized they made a mistake.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-26-06

84. They Say
Just about people saying your free like certain things and nothing can take that from you. Be free! lol
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 5-26-06

85. Piano reviews
I don't believe in love but I wrote this because I just like to write poems about all different sorts of things. This is comparing a heart to a piano...kind of.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-26-06

86. Picture reviews
Last year my best friend moved to Florida and I made this because we were so close but she moved back! yay It can be for a best friend, family member or lover. Doesn't matter
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-26-06

87. Be Myself reviews
Just about being yourself and not letting anyone change who you are.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-26-06

88. Sorry reviews
I guess this could be for anything, not just family. Like someone going to war but coming back. It's about someone who's sorry for leaving and realized their mistake
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-26-06

89. Locked Doors reviews
My parents got into a fight a while back and it was really really bad. I wrote this because I was behind my door the whole time listening to it.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-26-06

90. Don't Care reviews
I'm tired of caring about things that can't be changed. So I don't care anymore. It's hard to care about things that won't stop happening. I've learned not to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-26-06

91. I'm As reviews
well it makes sense kind of. I'm not so sure. But it's for my parents, saying what I am, they were wrong about something and they made me feel nothing anymore.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-26-06

92. Bad Day reviews
If you are having a bad day, read this and it may make you smile. It has a little humor in it so hopefully it'll brighten your day a little if it's a bad one!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-5-06

93. Afraid of Living reviews
Some people say they are afraid of dieing, well I finally figured out that I'm not afraid of dieing. I'm afraid of the opposite of dieing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-5-06

94. Letter To Mom reviews
Just a letter to my mom, asking her some things that I wanted to know but also letting her know I still love her but kinda hinting on the fact that I still haven't forgiven her for what she did
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-5-06

95. Letter To Dad reviews
Just a letter to my dad asking if I was the reason he left but I still love him...In a way though, if u have read my other poems to my dad, I still hate him for what he did
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-5-06

96. In the End, I Stand Alone reviews
Uh well just about family and friends who are going through stuff and did stuff that made you suddenly alone
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-5-06

97. The One » reviews
DONE-When a loved one of Tori,the only competing female in the Alpha trials,disappears, everything falls and the Alpha trials are more than what meets the eye. The rules have changed and she is given a choice but not much time. It's a race against time.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 53,933 - Reviews: 29 - Updated: 5-2-06 - Published: 2-19-06

98. Won't reviews
Again, this is one for my dad but the last one. I just wanted to get all these things out in the open. Plus, alotta people can relate and if you're one of those people then now I know how you feel!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-27-06

99. Hate reviews
This is another one for dear old dad. Also if you are sick of everything and just hate everything then this is for you. Dad has seriously gotten me to hate alot. Including him.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-27-06

100. Promises Broken reviews
This is just a poem for my dad because we've had some problems and I finally got p.o. and took action. I wrote this poem to tell him how much he hurt me.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-27-06

101. Golden Eyes: Part One reviews
A girl walking through the woods meets a wolf that isn't really a wolf at all. It is a werewolf. EDITED AND GOLDEN EYES: PART TWO IS UP! I might make a story of this and if so, obviously it'll be called Golden Eyes.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-5-06 - Complete