fake-smiles-n-masks
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since: 03-30-05, id: 467689
Author has written 91 stories for Religion, General, Life, Family, Friendship, Humor, Love, and Nature.

Life can get so messed up sometimes

Life can get so crazy

What do you do to cope?

You write...

~~~~changed my pen name...smilingface didn't fit anymore~~~~


1. Black Velvet Sky reviews
life just really sucks right now...yeah. please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-21-05
2. Embraced in Love reviews
forever embraced in love...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-05
3. Decieving Laughter reviews
laughter can be decieving...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-14-05
4. Crazy reviews
crazy, crazy, crazy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-14-05
5. Burning Desire reviews
yeah, i wrote it a while, thought i'd post it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-14-05
6. Clock reviews
just something i felt like writing, something i don't want to experiecne any time soon
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-14-05
7. Run To You reviews
wrote this a while ago...never really talked to my boyfriend about my problems...don't do that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-12-05
8. Back and Forth reviews
i don't have anything to type here, R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-17-05
9. Blade in Hand reviews
self explanatory...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-16-05
10. I Don't Know You reviews
It was brought to my attention that I don't really know my boyfriend. I don't know if it's my fault or not, all I know is it really hurts.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-05
11. Deserved Pain reviews
i shouldn't have pushed you and I'm sorry...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-18-05
12. Freshen Up reviews
just a thougth that came to mind...its true to an extent...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-18-05
13. Anklet of Anger reviews
true story, unfortunetly...it was the first time i cried after i had done it. all the other times i was just happy, but this time, i'm real upset...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-05
14. Crumbling Down reviews
nothing real bad in here, rated it this cause of one word, not that great, just some guick venting that needed to be done and this was the end result...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-05
15. Wilting Beauty reviews
we always talk about how fat we are and how we want to loose weight, well some people just take it too far...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-05
16. Buh! reviews
just needed to get this out. not that great. think what you want to think...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-10-05
17. Opposite Emotions reviews
So many freakin' emotions it's driving me crazy, I don't know how to feel anymore!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-1-05
18. Promised Secrets reviews
i don't mind keeping secrets and making promises, but something as dangerous as you want me too keep is hard for me to ramain silent.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-1-05
19. Literally reviews
I took it out on myself, literally
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-1-05
20. Manufactured Smiles reviews
not sure how to summarize this, so please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-31-05
21. right time reviews
so many people are looking for their significant other, maybe you should stop looking and let God bring that person to you, He knows when the time is right.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-31-05
22. Little Voice reviews
Sometimes its hard to block out the little voice in your head, sometimes you just want to listen. wow, terrible summary, oh well.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-05
23. From the Begininng reviews
This is how my little addiction (if you could call it that) started.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-05
24. Helpless and Down reviews
Couldn't think of a better title, thats pretty much what the poem is about...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-05
25. Winning and Losing reviews
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-31-05
26. Thank God for This, Thank God for That reviews
not sure how to summarize this, title kind of explains it, yeah, R&R please! danka!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-26-05
27. Scars reviews
Speaks for itself...not that great, just something quick that came to me...R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-26-05
28. Fork in the Road reviews
My life is moving on to another chapter (so cliched, but oh well) and I don't feel like I am ready for it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-26-05
29. Looking out for Me reviews
i have the greatest youth group ever! not sure if this is any good, wrote it pretty quick! R&R!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-24-05
30. Out of Control reviews
so angry, my blood is boiling, my fists are clenched, mouth drawn tight, trying not to scream
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-24-05
31. Losing Battle reviews
don't really have a summary...please R&R! danka!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-23-05
32. Death so Scary reviews
when life gets you down, this is not the way to solve your problems
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-23-05
33. He knows my name reviews
Inspired by a song...God is all knowing, you can't hid anything from Him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-22-05
34. Discovery reviews
i don't have an addiction, just something that keeps me content for a while...i guess thats how i could describe it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-16-05
35. Open Dam reviews
i just cried...not really that great, just wrote it to get it out...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-16-05
36. Giving In reviews
I'm, kind of struggling with something right now, and I'm trying to fight and not give in, but I do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-12-05
37. Nervous Twitching reviews
yeah, having trouble with something, thought it would last for a short time, but now its not going away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-8-05
38. Unbroken Seal reviews
im in a postion right now where i still don't really know what i'm doing, i have an idea, but im not sure if its right.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-8-05
39. Calm and Peace reviews
i think im finally getting better!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-5-05
40. Sick of Everything reviews
the title pretty much explains its self...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-5-05
41. Unsuccessful Suicide reviews
not sure what to write for a summary...as bad as things may get, suicide is not the answer. they're are many places to go for help and people to talk to you. if you ever feel like ending your life, please get help before you decide to end it all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 821 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-4-05
42. Overwhelmed reviews
i have been so overwhelmed lately with so much stuff, its driving me crazy!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-3-05
43. Only Way Out reviews
...yeah, don't got a summary, read it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-3-05
44. Drifting Lullaby reviews
I'm not sure why I titled this the way I did, but anyway, I like it. Not sure what this poem is; the words just sort of came to me, so I wrote them down. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-3-05
45. Needed Guidance reviews
i was told something that and now im not sure what i should do with what i was told...im so confused! Help!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-3-05
46. Come Back for Me reviews
this is a poem about me and my mom...yeah, read it please!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-2-05
47. Lack of Oxygen reviews
something that i have been wanting to get out somehow...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-2-05
48. Crying Inside reviews
Its a real corny title, but thats all i could think of!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-1-05
49. Listening For Him reviews
So many people say that God spoke to them, that they heard the voice of God...well, i haven't heard Him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-1-05
50. No Dreams reviews
i can't sleep, so there are no dreams for me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-28-05
51. So Alone reviews
i already had a poem named Alone, so i added the 'So', guess im realy alone...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-27-05
52. Hidden in my Eyes reviews
a lot of people are like this, i know i've been like this alot lately...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-27-05
53. Eight Legs reviews
I was waiting outside for my mom and i thought i saw a spider, so i wrote this!
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-27-05
54. Dark Circles reviews
For some reason sleep is hard for me to get right now...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-25-05
55. Trouble Praying reviews
i couldn't think of a better title, but thats pretty much what the poem is about
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-24-05
56. Physical Love reviews
i've been having a lot feeling these past couple of weeks and im fighting the feelings the best i can...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-22-05
57. Piling Up reviews
i've been feeling this way alot lately, but i think im getting some where!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-22-05
58. Not So Perfect Angels » reviews
i hate that as a christian that we are expected to be so darn perfect. Guess what? We're not! We make mistakes just like everyone else!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-22-05
59. Fighting reviews
im being tempted real bad right now and im fighting and i know i will win with the help of God
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-17-05
60. Take These Away reviews
so much stuff going on that the only way to get rest from it all is to just give it to Jesus
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-05
61. Inner Thoughts reviews
listening to the voice inside your head is good.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-05
62. Self Destruction reviews
i was looking at some pictures of the kids in my youth group and i saw this one girl and wrote this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-05
63. Just Did reviews
how i was feeling the other...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-05
64. Is My reviews
just wrote this! what more can i say! Read IT!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-05
65. Found You reviews
another attempt...just as bad as the first one!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-05
66. MMMMLunch! reviews
i was hungry so i wrote this! Enjoy!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-05
67. I Want You reviews
yeah, an attempt at a lovey poem...its real bad!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-05
68. Hates ME reviews
yeah, got a friend and some stuff...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-05
69. I Believe reviews
yeah, not sure i like this...i wrote it awhile ago so it's not that great...let me know what you think! :)
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-14-05
70. Mighty Ark reviews
this isn't a story, jsut a long poem that i wanted to look the way it does...hope you like it. :)
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-14-05
71. only one reviews
sometimes you just need a Father who can hold you and make it all better.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-13-05
72. alone reviews
this is how i know some of my friends feel...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-12-05
73. patience reviews
you need patience in like everything you do
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-11-05
74. Sleepy Time reviews
i have a tendency to sleep alot on my classes...yeah.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-11-05
75. Dark Road reviews
yeah, kind of how i'm feeling right now...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-11-05
76. dream reviews
i had a dream and it honestly scared me...just a dream?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-9-05
77. Friends reviews
i love having friends...they are so great to have! :)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-9-05
78. unknown feelings reviews
just needed to get this out
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-6-05
79. Jesus loves Me reviews
yeah...read it.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-6-05
80. Far Gone reviews
i wrote this just to get it out.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-6-05
81. boiling point reviews
i was really angry when i wrote this...i had to vent it out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-5-05
82. hurting reviews
friend hurting, wanting to help
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-4-05
83. secret reviews
about keeping things inside and dealing with them the wrong way
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-4-05
84. no i love you reviews
ummm...yeah...read it
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-4-05
85. Nothing reviews
about the wrong way of dealing with your problems
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-4-05
86. miss you reviews
about me and my dad
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-4-05
87. internal pain reviews
about pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-4-05
88. help reviews
read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-4-05
89. Love is Love reviews
About the love of Jesus
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-4-05
90. Indian Giver reviews
About giving things to Jesus and taking them back.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-4-05
91. Loving Grace reviews
Just about the love of Jesus
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-4-05