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| ash the arsnist |
Author has written 107 stories for Family, Love, General, Life, Friendship, War, Haiku, and Song. NEW ACCOUNT: godsdontbleed And now I find myself uninspired, though grasping desperately | |||||||
1. losing my name reviewswho am i again?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-24-08 - Complete2. a brand new secondnaturethat tastes like regret.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 12-24-08 - Complete3. Divisions of Your Heartis my slice bigger?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 12-24-08 - Complete4. In Our City reviewsthe one we're afraid to walk in anymore.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-18-08 - Complete5. The Curse of the Knights reviewsRest in peace, Knights. This is my last piece for you.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-16-08 - Complete6. White Lies reviewsa simple piece. because i can't bear to tell you the truth, baby.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-15-08 - Complete7. In This Next Instant reviewsi met you. and something about you screamed perfectbutflawed the way everyone should be .Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-12-08 - Complete8. More To Life reviewsyou gave me a reason to keep moving forward. you showed me there was more to life.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-11-08 - Complete9. a little addict for you reviewsi'll only beg for more.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-2-08 - Complete10. Screaming For God reviewswe're tempting fate again, because giving life could ultimately take another.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-1-08 - Complete11. Sounds Like Home reviewswhat i wouldn't give to sit down with someone who sounds just like home.. I wrote this while on a trip to South America last summer, and finally finished editing it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-20-08 - Complete12. Rising Phoenixdisguised in majesty, but still the WHORE. HYPOCRITE. and LIAR. i left behind; you're finally free there's no more rising phoenix. This is Part II to Someone's Got A Secret.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Published: 5-20-08 - Complete13. a new year, a year afterand baby, we're making up for last year. Actually written 1-1-08 but i've been procrastinating.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 5-20-08 - Complete14. Caught Between Love & Giving Up reviewstrapped and drowningPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-15-08 - Complete15. Twenty Seconds of Silence reviewsIt all comes down to this, darling. Fight or Flight and reaction time.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-28-08 - Complete16. hasta la madrugada reviews...esperaré. any grammar corrections would be greatly appreciatedPoetry: Love - Rated: K - Spanish - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-8-08 - Complete17. As Knights Fall Out of Line reviewstheir falling from their places the knights from their noble stations...the thomas dale knights keep losing their members. a tribute for malcolm and ryan.. as well as all the other fallen knights before them.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-27-07 - Complete18. jordan needs you now reviewscome back sweet emily.. it affected all of us.. but her death forced him to grow up.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-19-07 - Complete19. forever & always reviewswho am i to withhold forgiveness... from you? im sorry.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-15-07 - Complete20. darling, even angels get revenge reviewsshorter than most of my pieces, but effective nonetheless or at least i hope.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-07 - Complete21. Never Learned To Fly reviewsI can't leave you. How do I get my feet off the ground if I never learned to fly? On Sunday [June 17th, 2007] I leave for a 3week trip to South America. I miss you already.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-16-07 - Complete22. The RedLight Tower reviews...what has sleeping beauty been doing all this time?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-25-0723. Tears For Emily reviewsi never knew you ...Emily.Ashlie.Kevin.Patric... so do i even have the right to cry for you? or am i intruding on someone else's time to grieve? .. but it doesnt matter.. because i hurt for you too...RIP.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-22-07 - Complete24. Someone's Got a Secret reviewsbut someone else couldn't keep it... for kamaron & how i hope you read this. Friday, April 13th, 2007 today you died.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-13-07 - Complete25. The Scar of You & Me reviewsif you tried to summarize a haiku you'd ruin it.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-13-07 - Complete26. Patient 2507 reviewsshe's experiencing a relapse the second part to Nightmares On The Operating TablePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-28-07 - Complete27. The Searing Rosary reviewsall the pentup anger i had after the boy i had been in love with for three years left me, told me he was gay and introduced me to his new boyfriend. i still love him...and i'm over it but i had to get this down into words even though i may not mean it nowPoetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-8-07 - Complete28. a promise is a promise reviewswe've become just shadows on the pavement. i swore i'd never tell.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-8-07 - Complete29. haunting expired scenes reviewsthe nameless person in these photographs is driving me insane... who are you? if only i could remember.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-07 - Complete30. Cologne and Chlorine reviewsand i whisper: were you blowing up the memory of her out there?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-07 - Complete31. BlueEyesOfInnocence, YourGreenEyedFriendMissesYou reviewsin the process of rebuilding bridges i burned another one down..im so sorry. her blue eyes against my green ones.. possibly needs some editing but its just up here for her sake at the moment.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-17-0732. emergency on the dancefloor, shesnotbreathing reviewsbecause i swore to myself that when i wrapped my arms around you, & yours were around me, i'd never let go...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-21-07 - Complete33. one more yearNew Years 11:59, enjoy his advances and forget about ...12:00 0:05, you're losing it girl don't do this to yourself... 12:01, i swear. only for one more year...right?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 1-20-07 - Complete34. the glimmer of infidelity reviewswhat goes around comes around, i know.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-20-07 - Complete35. ShiverTrembleFall reviewsthe story of my infatuation with the Russian guy at workPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-7-06 - Complete36. The CounselorAnd whoever believes that with great men new benefits make them forget old injuries is deceiving himself. Niccoló Machiavelli ...& this counselor does not forgive easily.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 10-28-06 - Complete37. so the truth comes out: it was just me reviewsexboyfriend told me the secret of why we failed.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-28-06 - Complete38. death to creativity reviewsactually written 1/12/06 for an english assignment.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-1-0639. die hard, or not at all reviewsi set fire to your photograph, the one i cut myself out of & blackened out their faces...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-1-0640. Avoid The Mirror, Juliet, Romeo Hates You reviewslook up you stupid girl, your reflection's laughing at you..Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-19-0641. gagging on congratulatory reviewsdon't hold your breath baby, you don't want to turn blue for the honeymoonPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-17-0642. a name with an aftertaste like bleach reviewsits squirming inside of me still...these feelings i have left for you...they fill me like diseasePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-8-0643. life&love are gambling terms reviewsbut this is how we've always been...the second part to "fiftycents to regret" & best if read in orderPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-28-0644. Love&Friendship, LessonOne: SelfSacrifice reviewsshe slips him a note, the words were scribbled as if her hands were shaking when she wrote it...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-2-0645. The Butcher's Going Blind, This Meat Is Rotten reviews& you arrogance disgusts mePoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-23-0646. the ashes of the waiting reviewsburning what i never want to be found...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-23-0647. give&take, what an unfair trade reviews"I gave her my heart & she gave me a pen" what an unfair trade... a more personal piece, R&R pleasePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-21-0648. collectors item 85, neverbeenabused hearthis collections gotten bigger, & she's started one of her own...why can't they both admit what it is they hide from one another?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 6-21-0649. Sticks & Stones reviewsspeak softly... her glass casing cracks under pressurePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-21-06 - Published: 11-15-0550. A Shot of Suicide on the Rocks, Please reviewsthe effects of alcoholPoetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-21-06 - Published: 11-15-0551. She's Spying Through Keyholes To Occupied Rooms reviewsshe's searching helplessly for the key, when its hidden in plain view.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-20-0652. Nightmares On The Operating Table reviews& the pretty girl on the tabletop woke up screaming at the thought of Him... Doctor can you cure her?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-18-0653. Dear Romeo Has Fallen, By The Hands Of Juliet reviewsrussian roulette anyone?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-15-0654. insideout & upsidedown reviewscomparing then&after snapshots... i miss you, girlPoetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-30-0655. sorrysadexcuses for goodbyes reviewsand this is you, choking on your own tongue, dear.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-19-0656. fiftycents to regret reviewsfiftycents will cost me my pride and self-confidence... reviews greatly appreciatedPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-14-0657. facefirst into reality, wave goodbye to naivety reviewsone of my most emotional pieces... I put a lot of heart into this one and would really appreciate feedback...R&R!Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-7-0658. Chainreaction to Life, orsomethinglikethat reviewsyou're blushing...did you remember something, love?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-0659. OpenYourMouth,Baby, Angels Have Forked Tongues Too reviewstell me - do you even believe yourself?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-0660. Break Me With Your Smile, Please reviewsa smile that can break me into a thousand tiny pieces...and I know you love it everytime you do.. and so do I...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-25-0661. Friendship, Not Convenience reviewsIf this is what friendship means I want no part in it...Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-25-0662. Internal Tragedy reviewsIt was only her first mistake...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-22-0663. Heartbreak in the Bleachers reviewsI dont remember October nights ever being so cold.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-22-0664. Distance Again reviews"How many steps to your front door? (I'm countingcounting"Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-0665. Dueling With Your Eyes Shut, Mouth Open reviewswords are spilling without strategy...let's see which ones sting the mostPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-16-0666. Razorblade Retirement reviewsthe title explains it all I thinkPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-12-0667. Panic in the Lobby reviews.."deep-down you know the doctor's laughing".. and edit from an older poem of mine - but I like it's meaning nonethelessPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-12-0668. The Art of Regret reviewsyou make me regret...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-10-0669. El Secreto de un Admirador reviewsMy attempt at a love poem in spanish... It was an assignment... sin duda, con muchos errores..pero yo ensayé :)Poetry: Love - Rated: K - Spanish - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-3-0670. Insincere Apologies and Puppy Dog Faces reviewsany words other than those that make the piece would do it no justicePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-24-0671. Words Sharper Than The Tongue reviewssometimes words written down hurt more than hearing them outloud... the written word can be re-read...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-23-0672. Electric Apologies reviews"this perfect love scence..won't work its magic on me"Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-0673. Aiming For The Heart reviewsYour cowardice is showing againPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-0674. Unconsciousness reviewslost somewhere between asleep and aware..Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-0675. Losing Words reviewsi'm not fast enough.. slowly i'm losing wordsPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-23-0676. The Axxhole ExBoyfriend reviews(I only hear- "I broke you") ... [ only rated so for the one word in the title which I did not star out in the actual poem]Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-0677. Secret In The Seams reviewswho would have thought of the simpliest hiding place ... for every secret...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-0678. Stepping Stones reviewsclimbing to the top and another's expensePoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-31-0579. Pretending The Sun Is In My Eyes reviewsall these words left unsaid...will they drown us?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-31-0580. Ignorance Is Blissscrewing up is part of life... but so is forgiving...have i earned it yet, you think?Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Published: 12-23-0581. Warefare Of Fistfightshow does the thought settle with you? what do you think?Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 12-17-0582. Soundlessthat unbearable silence...feeling like i've lost my voice...or sound has just left completely...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 12-17-0583. Instead reviewsthe blunt honesty of children..and the phrases that followPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-12-0584. Liquid Emotion reviewsR&R? :)Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-12-0585. Eyes Of Envy reviewsone of the oldest lessons of life: you want what you cannot have...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-12-0586. Hey There Heartbreak reviewsThe words I wish someone would have said to me after my ex dumped me...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-11-0587. Heart For Sale reviewswould you like a piece?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-11-0588. Heart & Home reviewsPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-11-0589. When The World Falls Down reviewsmen don't cry.. fact of life.. it's something we grow accustomed to... but when you see a man cry.. you know his world is falling down...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-11-0590. Don't Catch Merealizing how much you take advantage of those that hold you up and deciding to make it out on your own..Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 12-11-0591. Revising Your Suicide Letters reviews...no summary for this one either...just read on :)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-11-0592. The Actor reviewsPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-11-0593. Version 20if you try once and fail...get up and try again..Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 12-11-0594. Heartless reviewsa little cliche at the beginning perhaps, but i think the ending makes up for it myself...eventually i'll edit the beginning and improve it...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-11-0595. Burning Bridges Leaves You Stranded On An IslandPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 12-11-0596. Mixing Pills With Alcohol reviews...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-11-0597. Riddance reviewsgetting rid of those thoughts...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-11-0598. Tease reviewshmm..Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-10-0599. Is It The Thunder Or My Heartbeat reviewsa kiss in the rain...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-10-05100. Beautiful Mistake reviewsjust me pondering the choices others make...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-10-05101. The Memories Seem Worlds Awaya confusing friendship with a boy from my childhood...I'm not sure how much sense it'll make to others..b/c it's so personal...but read it anywayPoetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Published: 12-10-05102. Remember reviewsshrug I liked it..so why notPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-10-05103. Tainted Butterflies reviewsI never know what to put for these...so I give up.. no description..sorry.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-10-05104. My Little Doll reviews...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-10-05105. A Friday Night Rendezvous reviews...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-10-05106. Time Ruins All Good Thingsled on by love... broken down by impurityPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 12-8-05
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