pedosmile
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since: 06-30-05, id: 483592, Profile Updated: 08-10-10
country: USA
Author has written 40 stories for Life, Fantasy, Horror, Friendship, War, Haiku, Love, and Family.

the b e g i n n i n g of the e n d

my name is tori. i'm eighteen years old. i'm soon going to be a freshman in college and i don't like to talk about myself.

i hate my poetry. it also takes me forever to updated.

enjoy.


1. this feeling
This feeling beats me down and makes me hate me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 10-14-08 - Complete
2. i will make the sun shake
if you want to play the bitch game, then i can play it too.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 10-14-08 - Complete
3. i found god
I found God in a noose, in a gun, in a knife
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 10-14-08 - Complete
4. guilt
guilt lives inside me and tells me of all my dirty deeds
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 10-14-08 - Complete
5. crimson death reviews
A sudden pain is beating, beating in my head. A familiar intruder is in my bed...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-14-08 - Complete
6. addict reviews
addict. it's such an ugly word.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-14-08
7. The Broken Toy » reviews
Waking up alone with a man standing over him, Robbie was told that his family had left him.. Now, he lives with his new 'father' along with six other boys. He has no idea where he came from before, no previous memories before entering the house...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 738 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-07
8. Dear Dad
But you don't care, your new family suits you just fine,My world can't even touch yours, it just shines,So, father, I hope you'll be happy with your 'lover'.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 1-12-07 - Complete
9. Mommy Dearest
The longer versionsequel to 'Mother Is Not God. Hope I didn't crush your expectations! Mother, what do you see when you look at me? Do you see the man who left you and I behind? Or the child you were forced to raise all on your own?
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 1-9-07 - Complete
10. Down the Rabbit Hole and Back Up Again
Down, down, down I fell into that firey pit of Hell only to climb back up again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Published: 1-8-07 - Complete
11. Let's Start a War reviews
And let's send our kids, our only future, off to fight that war.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-8-07 - Complete
12. Mother is Not God reviews
Nor will she ever be. But some may just disagree.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-8-07 - Complete
13. Pain Filled Smile reviews
And nothing can erase her pain, not even her own smile.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-30-06 - Complete
14. Nightime Blushes reviews
Another haiku on love. Inspired by a certain picture of a certain someone. &hearts
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-30-06 - Complete
15. Love reviews
Not my usual style but I attempted a haiku on love. D: Ugh. Love makes you do crazy things..
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-30-06 - Complete
16. In Vain
She bleeds in vain, they all do.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 12-30-06 - Complete
17. Broken Heart
For that girl who cannot seem to keep a steady boyfriend. Ilu.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 10-31-06 - Complete
18. Alone reviews
The storm is coming and all I can do is wait it out.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-31-06 - Complete
19. SOS reviews
It's funny how many things you can get out of SOS, Suicide of Student, Suicide of Sibling..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-31-06 - Complete
20. Her Name is Suicide reviews
She bleeds poison, That smells as sweet as sin
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-23-06 - Complete
21. I Killed the Pig reviews
You were always laughing, Plotting my downfall, Until I rose up and killed, The pig.
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-23-06 - Complete
22. Sweet Red Lullabies
"And she would continue to feed (that need), To high on the pain to ever come down/ And she was dying, Inside but not out"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 10-5-06
23. Little Red, Little Red, Let me IN reviews
"His seductive voice holding dark secrets, Ones he promised to keep"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-5-06
24. She Calls Herself Red
"I remember when she came (to me), She called herself Red, And I couldn't help but smile in delight, When she told me she was dead.."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 10-5-06
25. Little Red Riding Hood is Dead reviews
"Little Red Riding Hood, Does not speak a word, Her mother never knows, That she had died, no one heard "
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-4-06
26. Hey Curtis reviews
"Hey Curtis, where have you gone? It seems like it's been a while.."
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-1-06
27. The Imperfect Child reviews
"I am the child that hides behind a smile hoping she can impress you with her every flaw"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-1-06
28. Melancholy Smiles in a Springtime Night reviews
[Short story, split into two parts.] She hears voices and they tell her what to do. One lonely night in springtime, she finally listens to them. And with a melancholy smile, she...[PART ONE]
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 807 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-27-06
29. Untilted reviews
"The blood washes down the drain, Like washing away a sin"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-27-06
30. You Lost Her reviews
"You cannot open the locked door, you cannot bring her back"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-27-06
31. The unHappy Death
"I can feel no pain, And I cannot see, I'm floating in a void of oblivian, As happy as can be"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 8-27-06
32. To Death, With Love reviews
A letter to Death "Hello Death, It's me again, I'm writing to you, To ask a favor." So I began.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-27-06
33. Who am I? reviews
"I am your problem, I am your your trouble, I am your destruction"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-27-06
34. A Poem For Wonderland reviews
I read Through the Looking Glass. Here's the results.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-26-06 - Complete
35. I Do Not Want This reviews
"I want it to go away, it plagues me, this horrible feeling."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-25-06
36. Something reviews
"Something in my life, Tells me something went horribly amiss, Something in my life, That I cannot fix with a kiss."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-25-06
37. Sweet Dreams reviews
"Sweet Dreams, filled with ecstacy, and sugar coated screams." Not you're average lullaby, huh?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-25-06
38. Forever reviews
Myself..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-26-06
39. Stolen reviews
For that person who stole my childhood..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-26-06
40. Drugs reviews
Just a poem about my dislike for drugs.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-26-06 - Complete