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since: 07-02-05, id: 483924
Author has written 102 stories for Romance, Life, General, Young Adult, Friendship, Family, Love, and School.

B a c k s e a t s O n T h u r s d a y s

(last known as Fires Flame...)

"Drown your sorrows... in all you can..."

"Sad moments that engulf you, when you're forced to say good-bye to those so close... It's always a burden to hold yourself high and carry on... One can only hope, that things will turn out better in the end... but shit, leave that to the optimistic."


Before you read:

My Inspiration, is nothing... and everything. I write from what I see, and experience. I take things both, from my imagination, and from my simple thought. Sometimes, I even take a few key instances, and morph them into a new scenario. That's the way it works for me...

and that's all you really need to know...


1. makeshift wings reviews
it's your novacaine...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 1-29-06
2. make believe reviews
and it's the only option we have tonight...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-29-06
3. harmony reviews
with never-ending cascades... and it leaves me yearning.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-26-06
4. blame it on love, him reviews
and I wouldn't have it any other way...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-25-06
5. to the boy i can't resist reviews
and i can't seem to understand, what it is that gets me in a trance.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 1-24-06
6. Today reviews
What I couldn't even imagine... standing over the edge of tomorrow.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-22-06
7. Perfect reviews
And I know he hates the word...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-21-06
8. Ode reviews
the thoughts from the mind bleed just as lightly as the snow falls
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-19-06
9. white oblivion reviews
there might still be a chance... in this new paradise.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-17-06
10. revelation reviews
it's so easy, isn't it? even more so, when the temptation of metal lies right before you...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-17-06
11. never more reviews
it seems there's no conclusion, when you're lost in the same circle... over and over again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
12. deaf reviews
try all you want
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-17-06
13. blood clots reviews
it's there for the world to see - that faux smile and warm (deadly) wishes... while you have a knife behind their back, waiting for the crimson.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
14. blind eyes reviews
you don't see another way out... do you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-17-06
15. another chance reviews
try something new.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
16. anguish reviews
tragedy hits all...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
17. a writer's dream reviews
the same thing, all over again. you'll never stay true...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-17-06
18. a painter's dream reviews
it's the cycle, that'll never let me win... or loose.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-06
19. 50 miles away reviews
three towns away, staring at the ominous keys on the pay-phone. do they miss you?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-17-06
20. No Longer reviews
it'll never be the same. through foul smoke and focused lies - we'll never rest as we used to.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-06
21. paradigm lost reviews
one easy hit, so many consequences
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-10-06
22. A Smile & A Match reviews
pick your way through (like a blind man though a cemetery...)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-8-06
23. leashes around your neck reviews
He owns your name...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-8-06
24. Concealer reviews
It's the only way to hide from the straight-jacket thoughts & the white walls...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-8-06
25. Contradiction reviews
It's either one or the other...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-2-06
26. Walking reviews
To nowhere specific.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-2-06
27. Lethargic reviews
nothing is believable anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-2-06
28. Revenge reviews
It was worth it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-2-06
29. The Ground Folds reviews
Confusion, that may finally clear.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-2-06
30. Memories reviews
I'll always remember... I have no choice.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-2-06
31. Hostage reviews
she holds death till she gets what she wants...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-2-06
32. Angel & I reviews
You're back?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-27-05
33. Cold Possession reviews
They'll never leaver her...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-27-05
34. Games reviews
I'll never win...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-27-05
35. Mystery reviews
The flatterer with only his words...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-27-05
36. Winter's Air reviews
It was the way you spoke to me, that made me drown in the hazel of your eyes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-27-05
37. Tonight reviews
Tell me a story... as I take my last breath... as I lay, with open wrists.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-6-05
38. Ready? reviews
Start running...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-19-05
39. How Far? reviews
Are you willing to pass the line of mortality... for her?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-19-05
40. Every Possibility reviews
Like a puppy, I remain, hopeful...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-9-05
41. Unknown reviews
You're finally showing your true self...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-9-05
42. Down The Road reviews
Skip along...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-9-05
43. When It's Over reviews
Stab and twist that knife you've been holding so dearly...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-4-05
44. Shatter reviews
You've broken me, a million times over...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-2-05
45. Aftermath reviews
Come with me, choking?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-2-05
46. Stars reviews
Why are we so wrapped up, in our own webs... to care?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-2-05
47. Unwilling reviews
Watch, upon your throne.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-2-05
48. Sorry Toots reviews
The world ain't perfect babe, neither are you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-24-05
49. Chance reviews
It's alright, to risk it on me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-24-05
50. Volcano reviews
When the sky turns crimson, will you be there beside me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-23-05
51. Dream reviews
Death becomes you, as you sneak through my window... Maybe tonight, I can dream?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-23-05
52. Genocide reviews
My love for you, is an endless suicide.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-22-05
53. Screams reviews
Nothing will be right again... not after this. (Dedicated to victims of rape.)
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-18-05
54. Knowing reviews
How much longer... till you let me in?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-18-05
55. Mark Down The Bells reviews
Hear the bells ringing in the background... Was this life meant for me?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-18-05
56. Because of You reviews
A burst of emotion... Is this love?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-17-05
57. Lie To Me reviews
Words to that idiot...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-12-05
58. Risk reviews
Risk: Putting others and their whims before your own, and paying the price, that comes as the consequence.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-12-05
59. Blind reviews
Keep telling yourself they're not lies... Keep telling yourself, you're not blind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-10-05
60. Hazel » reviews
The same unflinching power beyond your pools of hazel - searching for the lies I've so desperately told...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-10-05 - Published: 9-5-05
61. Powerless reviews
There's nothing I can do... to make you stop.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-10-05
62. Broken reviews
Running past all your words... Running through all your secrets...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-7-05
63. My Secret reviews
Don't put your faith in me...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-7-05
64. Freedom reviews
Feel the emotion rush in, and allow your hands to fill their purpose, as your mind fills with words of beauty.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-05
65. Ashes reviews
You messed it all up...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-7-05
66. Dear John » reviews
Working title. Based off a class assignment. (also, John has a brother...)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-7-05
67. Understand reviews
Stupid attempts... to make you understand what I'm trying so hard to say... What more do I have to do?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-7-05
68. Life of a Questioner reviews
The criminal that questions...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-5-05
69. Thorns reviews
What do I have to do? How far do I have to run?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-05
70. Crimson Tears reviews
She found a way out...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-05
71. Hate reviews
Isn't it just fun ripping yourself apart?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-5-05
72. Odyssey reviews
Nothing... that's all you know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-3-05
73. Loss reviews
The impact lasts longer than those few minutes after hanging up the phone...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-3-05
74. Grow Up reviews
Spoiled rich brats...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-3-05
75. Disaster reviews
It's a vicious cycle, with no end in sight... unless we make one.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-30-05
76. Lies reviews
Don't look at me with your hollow eyes...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-30-05
77. Hypocrite reviews
egotistical hypocrites... (some of whom I've called my friends...)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-30-05
78. Fear reviews
One simple word: Fear. How fear grips at you, and you're too scared to look back, and find what you've lost...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-30-05
79. Abandoned » reviews
The one person I thought would be there for me... the one person, that I believed would always save me... abandoned me. It's all over from there...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 699 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-27-05 - Published: 7-20-05
80. Moments reviews
Selfish, idiotic, morons... why can't some people in this world take life as it comes...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-27-05
81. Give In reviews
He has you, and there's nothing you can do.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-27-05
82. Reality reviews
Face It.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-27-05
83. Hope for It All reviews
Another, attempt at motivation... is it working?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-23-05
84. Beats of Silence reviews
Dear John...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-23-05
85. Thrill In Five reviews
What can I say? Marching band is a real thriller.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-23-05
86. Turn reviews
Forget your past, especially your mistakes, because it's gone, and it's all behind you...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-23-05
87. Make A Move reviews
If you don't make a move, you're finished.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-21-05
88. Sweet Dwindlings reviews
Bitter, twisted, and really, really evil...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-21-05
89. Too Long reviews
Too long... too late, to care.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-13-05
90. No Escape reviews
It's not like you can scream... because he's right there, waiting.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-13-05
91. Hide & Seek reviews
"Don't do it again..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-13-05
92. Applause reviews
Motivaton...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-05
93. Lost » reviews
The fleeting moments before I loose myself to what I so horribly dread... and loathe.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-12-05 - Published: 7-26-05
94. Verses reviews
You can't apologize... you don't know how.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-9-05
95. Too Far reviews
When one pushes their reality so far in, that they find themselves hidden from the taste of life... They no longer feel... not even in it's simplest.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-5-05
96. This Ocean of Red reviews
Last few moments of life... and all I can see... is your face. Written along side the awesome dayofwisdom. Working Title.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-30-05
97. Preparations reviews
All the we do to prepare ourselves before the moments awaiting us... seems to get us nowhere.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-30-05
98. A New Region reviews
Hopefully, the future that meets us half way in life, will not limit the extent of our imagination...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-29-05
99. Clash of Minds reviews
When you're faced with confrontation, the only few things that can escape you, are thoughts... Thoughts that consume every fiber in your body... The very fiber of your mind, that you hold on to, for the pure sake of sanity, till at last - you're lost. Los
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-15-05
100. Love & Lies reviews
At the age of fourteen, Love is only the figment of your imagination. I challenge you to think otherwise... at the age of fourteen, it's all a lie, and not even the lie will last...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-14-05
101. Push Through reviews
I wish the best to our future, and along with it: those gifted humans who choose to speak their mind to our world. This, is what I say, in hopes of motivation...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-7-05
102. When I Fall reviews
A young woman deals with the harsh blows of reality... angst appears in her thoughts as she thinks things through. Well, this is my first post here on , please stop by, Read and Review. Thanks!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-6-05